Seeing that my reaction was unusually intense, with only surprise but no joy on his face, Dr. Xia's expression was stunned, and he looked at me quietly and said gently, "Is it okay?"

A humble "is it okay" made my heart tremble, I looked at the man in front of me seriously, good family education, hearty and gentle character, although there was a little obstacle in my heart before, but it was already a good match for many girls, but it was able to humble me so much, it was impossible to say that there was no shock. However, what Zhao Yijing brought me was the feeling of overwhelming mountains and seas. I really can't control myself at all, from Zhao Yijing, who is in the sky to the earth, to Dr. Xia, who is silent.

After hesitating for a moment, I looked at Dr. Xia and said seriously: "Zhijin, I hope you can consider from the perspective of your own career development, which is better than Nanjing's development space and Beijing, which should be put in the first place." Instead of me and Nuan Nuan. The light in Dr. Xia's eyes dimmed a little, and I smiled faintly: "I can't afford too much attachment." ”

Doctor Xia nodded, his lips raised, "I know." The space in Nanjing is also very large. Turning to look at me and smiling, "Your sanity is really -------," he pondered.

My sanity is very annoying, Gu Jun said so, and my sanity makes him feel unwarm. After a moment, Dr. Xia continued: "It hurts people's hearts. The more afraid you are of being disappointed, the more you will reduce your expectations to the minimum, and looking calm is actually the ultimate in vulnerability. ”

These words of Dr. Xia spoke to my heart, my heart was sour and numb, I had never been analyzed like this, and I couldn't help laughing self-deprecatingly to relieve my embarrassment: "Sure enough, it's a psychiatrist, amazing." ”

"It's not about professional skills, it's about intention. Dr. Xia smiled lightly, picked up his chopsticks and began to eat. My heart was confused by what he said, and I was not embarrassed to persuade him not to come to Nanjing.

In the evening, after Dr. Xia left, I called Xiao Bin again and asked him to help ask Zhao Yijing if he was better. Xiao Bin replied to me after asking: "It's okay, he said that he might be too anxious in the afternoon." He joked to me, "Don't ask me anymore, if you ask too often, others will doubt my orientation." ”

I couldn't help but laugh: "It's good that you know that you have a normal orientation." As he spoke, he hung up the phone, and his heart was finally at ease.

Dr. Xia finally chose to come to Nanjing, and repeatedly told me that he only made a decision for the better development of his career, so that I should not feel pressure. For his care, I don't like it, but I can't bear to refuse, for my own wandering heart to rely on, for my daughter to have more joy on her face.

But there is a balance in my heart, on the left is Nuan Nuan and Dr. Xia, and on the right is Zhao Yijing, who is frowning between his eyebrows.

And Zhao Yijing and Yao Qinglian's marriage has been delayed, I don't understand why, Xiao Bin said that he was waiting for an opportunity, my heart was unspeakably worried, I was afraid that one day I would suddenly hear the news that they were finally married, I don't know if I can bear it. Was it not until I heard the news of their marriage that I could completely turn my heart to Dr. Xia's side?

On Children's Day, Nuan Nuan Kindergarten has activities. Many of the children wore flowers and branches to perform dances, and I brought a camera to shoot her back and forth. Dr. Xia had a meeting early that morning, and I advised him not to rush back.

Now the children are the baby of the family, not to know, I think I have been very attentive to Nuan Nuan, but it turned out that the children are at least two parents or so protectors, and even grandparents come to help out, take clothes, take food, and full-time photography, so in comparison, Nuan Nuan only I am alone by my side seems lonely.

After Nuan Nuan's performance, I chatted with the teacher for a while, and the teacher praised Nuan Nuan for being smart and obedient, and getting along well with the children. Suddenly asked, "Why didn't Nuan Nuan's father come today?"

I was stunned for a moment, the last misunderstanding had not been corrected with the teacher, and I was about to open my mouth to clarify, when Nuan Nuan suddenly opened her mouth: "My dad went to a meeting." ”

I stayed there, looking at my daughter's serious appearance, my eyes were wet, and for a moment I couldn't bear to say that it wasn't her father. My five-year-old daughter is already at the age when she gets together with the children all day long, and I don't know what she says when she talks about her father with other children, whether she has talked about Dr. Xia as if she were a father. I didn't say anything.

The teacher looked at the door of the kindergarten and smiled: "As I was talking, I came over, and my father still couldn't rest assured." I turned my head to see Dr. Xia with a sunny face walking over. Nuan Nuan had already pounced.

I was a little surprised and asked Dr. Xia, "Why is it so fast?"

Dr. Xia raised Nuan Nuan high on his shoulders: "Halfway through, I happened to find a colleague on the phone who could go to the meeting on my behalf, so I rushed back." Children do this once a year. ”

"It's done. I was a little moved, "But you caught up for a group photo." ”

Dr. Xia and I took a group photo with the parents of other children. A child who seemed to be very familiar with Nuan Nuan giggled and said, "This is your father?" Nuan Nuan glanced at me timidly, saw that I had no expression, and nodded vigorously.

Dr. Xia was stunned for a moment, rubbed her warm little head, and hugged her tightly in his arms. In my heart, I really don't know what it's like.

After the kindergarten activities, Dr. Xia suggested that I go to have a good meal for Nuan Nuan, and I agreed. I chose a restaurant that eats traditional Huaiyang cuisine and chatted while eating. Halfway through eating, Nuan Nuan couldn't sit still, so she ran to a corner of the house to tease the fish in the fish tank.

Dr. Xia looked at me and suddenly said, "My family called me yesterday. After a pause, I raised my eyes to look at him, his expression was a little unnatural: "My family introduced me to a girl who works in Beijing and is also a doctor. Pediatric. ”

My heart trembled, I couldn't say how I felt, but I was also a little relieved in the loss, such a good doctor Xia should indeed be a better girl, if I said that I had a moment of apprehension when I saw the happy smile on Nuan Nuan's face, it shouldn't be. I hooked my lips and smiled, "That's good." You should go back and see you. ”

"Do you really think so?" Dr. Xia looked at my eyes with a little pain. There is disappointment and confusion.

I didn't overdo it, and tried my best to keep a peaceful smile, is this the elegance that a woman should have in the marriage market, which has been sold off and no one cares?" You should find a girl with a stable job and a privileged family like you, so that you can be the right person. When he said these words, he was melancholy, but he was not painful. Because it's reality.

Dr. Xia looked at me with a stubborn and firm gaze: "But I told them that I have a girlfriend." "I was stunned.

Dr. Xia sat next to me, took out a small box from his coat pocket, and opened it to be a white gold plain ring ring, I looked at it and my heart trembled, and asked him with a somewhat stiff expression: "This is?"

"It's a bit reckless for me to do this, and I know that you will need a long time to test me, I just hope that you will give me the opportunity to test this test, and I will be more confident when I wear this. Dr. Xia spoke quickly, his voice a little dry due to nervousness.

I didn't say anything, Nuan Nuan looked at me and him ignorantly, I didn't know how to choose. If I were realistic, should I take this ring and try to have a relationship with Dr. Xia?

I took the box, and in my mind was the ring that Zhao Yijing gave me last time. I can't help but laugh a little, there are many people who give me rings, but it's a pity that all of them have failed me.

Dr. Xia took my hand and put the ring on, it was a bit big, and it was easy to get in: "Anyway, try it first, okay?"

My heart was full of confusion, I nodded, but returned the ring to Dr. Xia: "I don't need this." Doctor Xia paused for a moment, understood what I meant, held my hand tightly, and I smiled at him blankly.

The company's operation is booming, and three new people have been recruited, and finally expanded from a three-person company to six people, plus the eyeliner sent by Lao Deng, it is considered seven people. Zhang Fan, Xiaonuo, who was the first to accompany me to start a business, has also increased his salary a lot, Xiaonuo smiled: "Sister Song promised me my bag, and I finally carried it." "At this time, I actually gave birth to a lot of pride, I can rely on myself, support myself and my children, and support several people. This is not a sense of accomplishment that money can simply satisfy.

For convenience, I want to buy a car, but the budget is not too high, after all, the company has just started, and it has not yet reached the point of arrogance and indulgence.

"Isn't that the Passat enough?" I suggested. But everyone has been opposed, Xiao Nuo shook his head: "Sister Song, this car represents not yourself, but the face and strength of the company. ”

"The problem is that our company is not worth the money of a luxury car, how can we buy it?" I insisted, "What kind of strength is to drive any car, what is the need to slap a swollen face and become fat?"

Zhang Fan patted his chest: "Sister Song, Xiaonuo is right, although he has strength, he also has to install a façade, the car is wrapped up in me, I find a friend to buy a second-hand one, I have face, and I don't spend much money." ”

"I heard that many of the second-hand ones are modified. A new girl said.

"So I have to find a friend and get inside information. Seeing Zhang Fan's expression, after thinking about it, it is also such a reason, after all, people cannot exist without the eyes of the world, not to mention that I have to rely on the world to make money.

I feel more and more that in this society, the deeper you drill, the more your bottom line is impacted, and the more the qualities of high and principled have become luxuries.

Zhang Fan didn't take two days to get a car, sure enough, low-key luxury, and the money was not much to spend, so he used the money of a Passat to buy an expensive façade. It's also much easier to go out and do things now.