Hearing his suggestion, I shook violently, and the smile on my face froze. Doctor Xia smiled faintly: "There is no other meaning, it is more convenient to take care of you." You don't have to worry. ”

I understand what Dr. Xia means, and I don't doubt that he is a gentleman. But it's always sad to have obstacles in my heart. Living under the same roof, even if nothing happens, there is a touch of ambiguity. I didn't know how to answer, so I hesitated for a while and said, "Let's talk about it." Dr. Xia stopped moving, did not speak, and continued to cook.

Looking at his slightly lost look, I was very entangled in my heart, did I want to forget Zhao Yijing, and Dr. Xia would be relatively faster day and night? If people don't push themselves, will they never be able to make up their minds? I tried several times to re-speak, but I didn't overcome myself.

A few days later, I received a call from Xiao Bin, and his voice was a little anxious: "Qingyang, have you seen Fan Ling?"

I was stunned by his question, this week I was busy running a garment factory for Mr. Ma's business, getting up early every day and feeling dark, and I really didn't care to go up to see Fan Ling, I knew that she found an hourly worker to help her cook and clean up the house, and she just took the time to send her a text message every day to ask if she had eaten. Not yet in touch today. I replied, "I didn't see it today, what's wrong?"

"From calling her last night and still turning it off. Nothing will happen to her, right?" Xiao Bin said.

"You're in too much of a hurry. "I'm a little crying and laughing, and I'm concerned about it, "It's only noon, and it's only been more than ten hours to turn off the phone, so what's so strange, maybe I haven't woken up yet." ”

"I'm not worried, can you help me take a look?" I had never heard Xiao Bin's humble voice almost pleading, and my heart trembled.

"I just came back to the company from the garment factory, and there was a customer waiting in the conference room, and I went back to see it after talking to him, about an hour or so. Okay?" I counted the time and replied to Xiao Bin. Xiao Bin was anxious, but it was better than he had come from Beijing. I had to rush as soon as possible.

After talking to the customer about the order, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon, and I called Fan Ling's mobile phone, but it was still turned off. I didn't bother to eat, so I drove home. knocked on Fan Ling's door for a long time, but no one opened the door. I had a spare key to Fan Ling's house at home, so I ran home in a hurry to get the key and ran to Fan Ling again.

When I opened the door, I was stunned, and the house was very clean. But there was nothing but furniture. I hurriedly ran over and rummaged through all the cupboards, they were all empty, and all the clothes had been taken. In the empty home, only the conspicuous hourglass on the bedside table was the heart-shaped hourglass that Xiao Bin gave her. pressed a piece of paper, with only a few simple words on it: "Qingyang, forgive me for saying goodbye." I'm tired and want to take a break from a different environment. I'll contact you when I miss you. ”

I was stunned, my heart turned upside down, why did this suddenly happen? I quickly called Xiao Bin: "Fan Ling is gone." The house is empty, except for the hourglass you gave her. ”

"What do you mean?" Xiao Bin didn't react.

"I left here, and I don't know where I went, but I just left a note saying that I was tired and wanted to change the environment. The more I thought about it, the more puzzled I became, and asked Xiao Bin, "What have you been talking to her lately?" Did you make her angry?"

"I? no. Xiao Bin was anxious, "In the past few days, the silk production line of Silk Zhiheng Culture has just been launched, everyone is so busy that they can't touch the ground, I haven't bothered to look for her, I was so easy to be free last night, I can't get through her phone, I just feel that something is wrong, her phone has never been passed." ”

"I asked you to call her that day, but you didn't call?" My heart also cooled, I specially called Xiao Bin on the day Fan Ling finished the abortion and asked him to care about Fan Ling.

"I hit that day. She said it was a cold, and then she hit two more at night, and there was nothing wrong with her. "I've never heard Xiao Bin's voice so out of place.

"Cold?" My heart was torn for a while, I couldn't imagine how Fan Ling, who had just had a miscarriage, told Xiao Bin that she just had a cold, and behind her stubbornness, there was helpless waiting, but the man didn't care about her anymore. In desperation, I had to find a corner where no one was there to lick my wounds. My voice was a little choked: "Xiao Bin, do you know that Fan Ling is not a cold, you can make her miserable." Didn't you know she had a miscarriage?"

There was a deathly silence on the other side of the phone, and after a long time, Xiao Bin's voice trembled and asked, "Really?"

"What do you say? Do what you do, think for yourself. There was no resentment in my tone. The phone hung up. I sat on the bed, looked at the empty room, and didn't react for a long time.

I was in a daze, when an aunt came over with a few people, and was surprised to see me: "Who are you?

I understood that this was Fan Ling's landlord, and hurriedly explained: "It turned out that my friend lived here, and she gave me a key, and I came to see if she had left anything behind." As he spoke, he took the hourglass and note in his hand, this is Fan Ling's thing, I'd better put it away for her.

The aunt breathed a sigh of relief: "Oh, if you don't, give me all the keys, I have to rent out this house quickly." The family is still waiting for money. "I handed over the key to my aunt, but those people looked at the house and left without coming in, saying that the house was too small to live in. My aunt sighed and said to me, "Help me ask too, and contact me if anyone wants to rent." ”

As he spoke, he pasted the prepared note on the door: This room is rented. Contact number of interested parties: ------

The door slammed shut, and my heart emptied. It was so sudden that I could barely accept it. Always call Fan Ling's phone and always turn it off. That night, Xiao Bin, who had always been calm and calm, was drunk and called me countless times throughout the night, each time with the same topic: "Is Fan Ling back?"

I said "no" again and again, and my heart hurt with him, so I pulled out early, why bother to this heartbreak. Xiao Bin may be accustomed to Fan Ling's waiting, but one day, when that person is no longer waiting in place, it turns out that he will also panic.

Fan Ling's resolute departure shocked me very much, no matter how deep the feelings are, I still can't continue. Waiting for it is the most meaningless.

After Fan Ling left, Dr. Xia rented the house so that he didn't have to rush back to Nanjing every night, and could come back from work at night and leave again in the morning. It's a lot easier. Living upstairs and downstairs also avoids the embarrassment of gossip.

I tried my best to accept Dr. Xia, went to the supermarket with him to buy things, cooked together, took Nuan Nuan out to play together, looked at Nuan Nuan's smiling face on his shoulder, watched him cook in the kitchen, and watched him change the light bulb to repair the computer, my heart fell silent little by little, so be it, I accepted my fate. This kind of life is already a gift from God.

In the evening, Nuan Nuan was clamoring to eat the "strawberry pudding" in the mall, and I said that she wouldn't do it when I went to buy it for her, and I had to go to the store to eat it myself. Dr. Xia and I had no choice but to take him to the mall. When she entered the mall, Dr. Xia did not take her to a shop selling strawberry pudding, but went straight to an indoor children's playground next door.

I shouted to them, "Aren't you eating?"

Dr. Xia smiled at me and said, "You think she really wants to eat pudding, she went to play Naughty Castle, jumping and jumping that." ”

Nuan Nuan was said to be in her mind, giggled, and for the first time I was surprised to find that my daughter had begun to learn to express herself tactfully, and couldn't help but say, "Why don't you just say what you want to do?"

"This is up to her mother, and she doesn't have anything to say. Doctor Xia laughed, "Didn't you criticize her because of this last time?" Nuan Nuan is a very sensitive child, afraid of being scolded. ”

I have some bad feelings in my heart, Dr. Xia is indeed a very good psychiatrist, I am missing in Nuan Nuan's psychological growth, but fortunately, with Dr. Xia, Nuan Nuan not only came out of the shadow of aphasia, but also became a lot more cheerful.

I didn't know how to express my gratitude, watching Nuan Nuan jumping in the naughty castle, I pursed my lips and joked to Dr. Xia for the first time: "Thank you for caring so much about Nuan Nuan, in order to show your gratitude, can you invite me to eat a pudding?"

Doctor Xia was stunned for a moment and said with a smile: "You still have such a scoundrel side?" Okay, I'll please, you pay." He stretched out his palms at me and looked at me with a smile.

I bit my lip and smiled, and gave him a chestnut in the palm of my hand: "Pick the door." But he held my hand tightly with his backhand, and looked at me with gentle eyes, and his eyes were as gentle as water.

My heart skipped a beat, and it returned to normal, his hand was very warm, and when he held me, I found that there was no difference between me holding myself, and there was no passion in my heart when Zhao Yijing held me. I told myself: it should be like this, respect each other like guests, and a relationship is first and foremost a friendship. That's good. I didn't struggle that night, and let Dr. Xia take my hand and lead me all the way home.

After more than half a month, there was still no news from Fan Ling, Xiao Bin finally woke up from the silence, called me and said, "Are you there tomorrow? I'll go to you, I want to get that hourglass back." After a pause, he said, "That's the only thing that still breathes of hers." Xiao Bin's voice was a little ethereal.

I sighed, everyone is gone, what's the use of breathing? I said, "I'm here, I'll be waiting for you at home in the morning." I also have a meal with customers at noon. You know my neighborhood, right?"

Xiao Bin responded, "Hmm." Fan Ling said. ”

Early the next morning, Dr. Xia sent me breakfast, and after eating, Dr. Xia had to go to work, and I just happened to send Nuan Nuan, so I could wait for Xiao Bin when I came back. Nuan Nuan led one by one, and the three of them walked downstairs. Nuan Nuan dragged Dr. Xia's small body back and forth and twisted back and forth, and I smiled and said, "Walk well, twist what!"

As soon as I looked up, my steps were nailed to the road, Zhao Yijing and Xiao Bin walked over head-on, seeing us like this, Xiao Bin's haggard face was full of surprise, and Zhao Yijing frowned, staring straight at me, with a kind of despair in his eyes that I had never seen before.