"Don't worry about my business! I'll take care of it, you still have to worry about yourself! What are your plans?" Li Juan didn't worry about herself, anyway, she still had a job, so she wouldn't be unemployed and had nothing to do, but Wang Wei had nothing to do, he knew that Wang Wei had lied in front of the whole village that day, and he hadn't found a good job at all. He knew that Wang Wei said this to reassure his parents, don't worry about his anymore, but he was afraid to say that he didn't have a job, his parents had no face in front of the whole village, he was different from others, he had too much light on him, he couldn't lose these lights, he was not afraid and didn't care about the gains and losses of personal reputation, she was afraid that her parents would have no face in the village, so he made a big panic, and he was trying to make up for this lie in the future!

"I haven't thought about what I'm going to do specifically, let's talk about it when I get to the provincial capital! There will always be a job that belongs to me, there will always be a place for me, I just graduated from school, and I don't have much experience, let's exercise for a while!" Wang Wei knows how difficult it is to find employment in this situation, coupled with his own particularity, it is difficult to find a decent job, and now he does not expect to be able to enter some large companies, as long as there is a job that can make a living, he believes that even in the most ordinary position, he can make extraordinary achievements.

"It's best if you think like this, I'm worried that you won't be able to put down your face, and you're not willing to be an ordinary person, so you'll be very tired, I don't want to see you not so tired. Li Juan is very glad that Wang Wei is now, he has clearly found his position, he is willing to do something down-to-earth, which is beneficial to his development, it is difficult for a young man like Wang Wei to do an ordinary thing with peace of mind.

"I'm here to say goodbye to you, I went to your house, my aunt said that you came to the health center, I had to come here to find you, tomorrow I will go to the provincial capital, and I don't know when I will go home next time, so I came to say goodbye to you. Wang Wei stood up and prepared to go home, and he also said what Li Juanjuan's mother had explained, and there was nothing else.

"You're leaving so soon? I haven't talked to you properly, you're in such a hurry every time, busier than the prime minister. ”

Hearing Wang Wei say that he was leaving tomorrow, Li Juan was a little reluctant, she wanted Wang Wei to stay by her side all the time, sit beside her like now, they chatted about family life, and struggled for simple dreams. In the past, others said that he and Wang Wei were a couple, and she thought that they would definitely be together, but as time went by, the gap between the two of them became bigger and bigger, and the chance of being together became smaller and smaller, and she was afraid that one day, they would become the most familiar strangers.

"When we grow up, we should always face it, we should all live independently, no one relies on it, only rely on our own hands, to struggle, to create, what we want can only rely on ourselves to fight, there is no shortcut to life, we can only experience it step by step, which is bitter and bitter. Wang Wei understands Li Juan's thoughts, but he has no dreams here, his dreams belong to the city, although he doesn't like the life of the city, but because of the dream, he must live in the city. He is so young, he can't admit defeat easily, and he can't give up his dream casually, his tomorrow is unknown, it is brilliant, not like this, you can see the edge at a glance. This kind of life is not what he wants, and this kind of life is not what he wants.

"Come to me tomorrow when you get to town, I have something for you. Li Juan said to Wang Wei, who got up and was about to go home, that now there are patients in the hospital, and she can't leave, she wants to accompany Wang Wei to walk the road from the town to the village again, and re-experience the feeling of many years ago.

"What is it, give it to me now!" Wang Wei was a little curious, Li Juan could give him something, or it must be when he was leaving tomorrow, why not give it to him now.

"I can't give it to you yet, but you'll know what it is. Li Juan deliberately bought a pass with Wang Wei, if she wants to give Wang Wei something to Wang Wei now, Wang Wei will definitely not ask for it, give it to him in the car tomorrow, and he can't help but want it, she wants to help Wang Wei, except for this method, she has no other way.

"In that case, then I'll go back first and look for you tomorrow. Wang Wei said goodbye to Li Juan, and then walked back, sitting in Li Juan's dormitory for a long time, the sun was about to set, and the day was coming to an end.

Li Juan sent Wang Wei outside the door, watching Wang Wei's figure become more and more blurred, and finally disappeared, her tears fell, she didn't know why she was crying, but she couldn't help but burst out of her eyes.

After sending Wang Wei away, Li Juan took out a passbook in the cabinet in the dormitory, this passbook is her own, and the money in it is also saved by her little by little, her family doesn't know that she has such a passbook, she originally planned that this money was used for emergencies, and she would not take it out unless she had to, she didn't take it out before her brother got married, but now she decided to take out this money to Wang Wei, she knew that Wang Wei had no money on him, let alone his family.

She wants to help Wang Wei, there are too many places to use money in the city, and she can't live without money. It's useless for her to keep this money, besides, she at least has a job, close to home, so she won't have no food or a place to live, but Wang Wei is different, he is helpless in the city, and he can't find a job for a while, and he can't have money on him. Wang Wei told his family that he had found a job, which was a lie, in order not to let his family worry about him, with his character, he would not ask his family for money, besides, she knew about his family's situation, and there was no money for Wang Wei at all. She knew that Wang Wei wanted face, if she gave it to him now, he would definitely not want it, and he would give it to him tomorrow when the car was leaving, and he wouldn't want it.

Wang Wei walked on the way home, he remembered that he wanted to tell Li Juan not to delay himself for him, but when he saw Li Juan, he couldn't open his mouth, he was afraid that Li Juan would collapse as soon as he opened his mouth, Li Juan was stubborn, she would definitely not be able to stand it, she rejected so many suitors, just to wait for him to say a word, if waiting for a pain, it is better not to tell her, maybe after he leaves, there will be other better boys to pursue her, will give her a beautiful and happy home, it is better than following him to suffer and suffer. Although Li Juan was also born in the countryside and grew up in the countryside, the situation of their family has always been better, Li Juan has not suffered much since she was a child, and now she is suffering with him, even if Li Juan doesn't care, their family will not agree, who doesn't want their children to live a good life!

Actually, when he came back this time, he also wanted to see another person, that is, the girl named Song Yalan he met on the way back from the provincial capital, Song Yalan was a teacher in Ishikawa Town Middle School, Ishikawa Town was not far from their town, they had to pass through Ishikawa Town to go to the county seat, I don't know if she was at school or at home, if she was at school, she could stop by to see her, and promised that she would go to see her when she said goodbye, she was the only one who appreciated him, and he should go to see her.

Wang Wei sent a text message to Song Yalan, telling her that he was leaving for the provincial capital tomorrow, and that he wanted to come and say goodbye to her before going to the provincial capital. Song Yalan quickly sent a text message back to Wang Wei, saying that she would be waiting for him at the gate of Shichuan Town Middle School tomorrow morning to see him off. Seeing Song Yalan's text message, Wang Wei wanted to call her and talk to her and ask her what the situation was now, but he couldn't help it, he was like this, it was harder to talk to a girl than to ask him to do anything. Song Yalan saw Wang Wei's text message and hugged his mobile phone and waited for Wang Wei to call, but after waiting for a long time without news, he knew that this boy was not as wild as his words, maybe his inner world was turbulent all the time, but his appearance was very calm, like a lake of quiet water, and there were no ripples at all.

"What a piece of wood. Song Yalan waited for a long time and didn't wait for Wang Wei's call, she scolded helplessly, she thought that Wang Wei would be as brave and unrestrained as his words, but it seems that she was wrong, words can only reflect a person's inner world or some hidden emotions, and cannot be compared with real life in real life.

"Do you have to take out all this?" the bank clerk asked Li Juan, there was only one agricultural bank in the town, and there were not many people working in it, and there were few people who came to deposit and withdraw money.

"Half of it will be a card, and half of it will be cash!" Li Juan originally wanted to withdraw cash, but after thinking about it, she felt that it was inappropriate, it was inconvenient to take so much cash, and if she didn't do it well, she would even invite thieves, so wouldn't this cause trouble for Wang Wei?

"Here's the cash you want, and the other half is on this card. The salesman quickly distributed the money according to what Li Juan said, Li Juan took the cash and bank card and went to the dormitory of the hospital, and practiced a few times in the dormitory how to hand over the money to Wang Wei tomorrow, and after a while, she felt that it was almost over, and went to the various wards to inspect again, and then returned to the dormitory to sleep, she was not on duty today, but she had developed the habit of patrolling the ward before going to bed, and she would sleep peacefully when she saw that the patient slept well.

Wang Wei packed up his things, chatted with his parents for a while and fell asleep, this time leaving is different from before, this is the beginning of a new life, compared with the first time he left home to go to the provincial capital, this time he is more confident, the first time he goes, he is completely a countryman, he has never seen the world, but now he is no longer a stranger to the provincial city, and he will not panic in his heart.

Bidding farewell to his parents and home, he sat on the bus, looking at the village that was gradually moving away, he had a lot of reluctance in his heart, even the dust raised by the wheels he felt kind, the city was too clean, and he couldn't see the dust of his hometown.

The car stopped at the gate of the hospital, Li Juan waited at the gate of the hospital very early, as soon as the car stopped, she rushed up and stuffed the envelope containing 10,000 yuan in cash and a bank card, as well as a letter, to Wang Wei, before Wang Wei could speak, she got out of the car, rushed into the hospital without looking back, and the car also started. Wang Wei saw the money in the envelope and the bank card and the letter written by Li Juan to him, he understood everything, yesterday Li Juan said that there was something to give him, it turned out to be these things! Getting these, seeing Li Juan's letter, his tears flowed, no one in this world can give him warmth better than Li Juan, he wants to stop his footsteps and stay by Li Juan's side, but reason overcomes impulse, he knows that he can't do this, and Li Juan doesn't want him to do this, which is very clear in Li Juan's letter, and now he knows that Li Juan's decision is far more resolute than he imagined, her heart has long had a place to live, and this place is a place for him.

Li Juan ran into the hospital, she didn't look back at Wang Wei who was far away, she was afraid that when Wang Wei saw the tears on her face when she turned around, he would be uneasy to go, and when the car went away, she chased it out again, but she couldn't see the back of the car anymore, and Wang Wei disappeared.

At this time, the first rays of the morning shone on her, she raised her head, facing the sun, she could not let the tears fall, she was as indomitable as this ray of sunshine, breaking through the clouds and obstacles, warming the earth with all her enthusiasm. She is an ordinary person, but she does not accept fate, she wants to change the real life, she wants to change her unchanged life, she wants to find, while her youth is not over, while the sun is still warm, while she still believes in love and freedom, she wants to set off.

The sun shone on Li Juan's face, and the tears shone in the sun, like their gorgeous youth, Li Juan suddenly made a bold decision in her heart.