Wang Wei stood outside the gate of Li Juan's house, he came to say goodbye to Li Juan, but he hesitated outside the door, he didn't know how to tell Li Juan, he was going to leave for the provincial capital tomorrow, he didn't know when he would be able to come back again, and everything would be the same as now when he came back again? There are no answers to these things, he is afraid that when he comes back next time, everything will change and become strange, this is the last thing he wants to see, and it is also something he has to deal with today, if he doesn't deal with it today, I'm afraid there will be no chance in the future, he doesn't want to leave any regrets, and he doesn't want Li Juan to sacrifice his youth in vain.

"Xiao Wei, why don't you come in, it's looking for Li Juan, right?" Li Juan's mother came out of the gate with a bucket of pig food, and saw Wang Wei wandering at the door, she guessed that Wang Wei must have come to find Li Juan, he and Li Juan grew up together, like brother and sister, Wang Wei would come to her house to find Li Juan every time he came back from outside, the two of them talked, and the two of them always had endless words.

When Wang Wei and Li Juan were young, people in the village said that these two children were a natural pair, and the two were inseparable all day long, and the good ones were the same as one person.

Li Juan has found a lot of partners in recent years, but she blew it after a few days of getting along, which has a lot to do with Wang Wei, Li Juan wants to be with Wang Wei, even if she can't be with Wang Wei, she has to find someone who is similar to Wang Wei, except for Wang Wei, everyone else has shortcomings in her eyes. Li Juan's mother is very satisfied with Wang Wei, Wang Wei is not only very handsome, but also has a good temper, the most important thing is that he is a college student, knowledgeable and educated, no matter that generation, knowledgeable and cultured people are respected, Wang Jincai is a big man in the village after reading so many books, not to mention that he went to college and has seen Wang Wei in the world, if Wang Weizhen and Li Juan are good, the two of them will get married in the future, and she will also have a bright face as a mother-in-law.

People in the village will ask for a large amount of bride price money to marry a girl, which stumps many good offspring, and many excellent offspring miss the opportunity to be with the girl they like because they don't have so much money. If Wang Wei is willing to marry Li Juan, they can do without the bride price money, the family has lived well in the past two years, and they have a little savings, they can take it out to buy a house for them to pay a down payment, and their family can also help each other with Wang Jincai's family in life, and Wang Jincai's family will also be better, the premise of all this is that Wang Wei and Li Juan are well.

"Auntie, is Li Juan at home? I'll talk to her about something. Wang Wei asked Li Juan's mother, who was busy feeding the pigs, he wanted to go in, but now that he met Li Juan's mother, he wouldn't go in, if Li Juan was there, just let the aunt scream, if Li Juan was not there, he would go back. Tomorrow he will go to the provincial capital, and he has to pack some necessary things. Li Juan is not here, he has nothing to do when he goes in, and he has delayed a lot of time, besides, he didn't plan to talk to Li Juan at Li Juan's house, he didn't want Li Juan's parents to hear their conversation, people of their age always have a lot of things they don't want others to know, including their own parents.

"Li Juan went to the health center in the morning, do you have anything important? Or if I call her and ask her to come back, she won't have anything to do in the health center. Li Juan's mother said and prepared to go into the house to call Li Juan.

"Auntie, since Li Juan is not here, forget it! I happen to have something to do to go to the town, and when I go to the town, I will go to find her, so I won't trouble her to run back again." Wang Wei stopped the aunt who was about to call Li Juan, since Li Juan went to the health center, it means that there is something, it is not appropriate for him to come back now, it is better for him to go to the town to find her!

"Then you can go! I just made something to eat, you help me bring it to Li Juan, she always doesn't eat well, she is getting thinner and thinner, and the food in the health center is not delicious, she will definitely have an accident if she goes on like this." Li Juan's mother said as she went into the house to get the food she had made for Li Juan, Wang Wei didn't follow up, he stood outside the door and thought about what to tell Li Juan.

He is not prepared for love at all, he is afraid that he will accept Li Juan, it is not lucky for Li Juan, but it will affect Li Juan, after all, he is different from him before, he has changed a lot, and Li Juan may not be able to accept these changes. Another point, if he accepts Li Juan, what they are facing is marriage, and when they get married, they must have a place to live, they can't live in the village, and if they get married, Li Juan will go to the provincial capital with him, and they must buy a house in the provincial capital, everyone knows how expensive the house in the provincial capital is, and people who have graduated for many years dare not buy a house easily, not to mention that he has just graduated and has not even had a job now, even if he has a job, he can't afford to pay the down payment, he knows the situation of his family, and he has no more money, Li Juan's family is better than his family, but he can't take out such a large sum of money, besides, it is not a decent thing to let the woman's family pay for it, he doesn't want to rely on the help of others, he wants to get everything he wants through his own efforts.

If Li Juan doesn't care about all this, Li Juan will have to go to the provincial capital with him at that time, it is not easy to find a job in the provincial capital, even a high-achieving student like him in the eyes of others is difficult to find a decent job, not to mention that Li Juan is just a secondary school student. If Li Juan loses her current job, it will be difficult to find a stable and idle job like this in the provincial capital.

Not to mention Li Juan's affairs, his own business is enough for him to be busy for a while, he doesn't know what will be waiting for him, everything in the future is unknown to him, this time to go to the provincial capital, he is no longer a college student, but an authentic worker, he will be like all the migrant workers in this city, helpless, worried about his situation, worried about a place to live, and difficult for a meal. Walking on the street, he will also be pointed at by the city people, on the bus there will also be people who say that he is dirty, do not let him sit next to him, he may eat worse than a dog in the city, wear the cheapest stalls, every day to work conscientiously, dare not be late, dare not leave early, do not even dare to ask for leave, dare not be sick, all the things related to happiness have nothing to do with him, if you really want to ask him what he has, he can only say: "He is still alive".

Yes, he is still alive, and to live is to face all the hardships in life, to live, everything must continue, to face what should be faced, not to escape, to give up or to give up bravely, not to hesitate.

"Bring these things to Li Juan! Tell her, don't keep running home, keep running home, their leaders will be unhappy, because I told him about this several times, she always doesn't listen to me, you talk about her, she listens to you." She has also worked in the health center for several years, and she is still a little nurse, so if she goes on like this, she is not too young, and it is time to think about the future, you persuade her for me, let her work more often, we say she will not listen, she will listen to you. Li Juan's mother knew that Li Juan listened to Wang Wei's words, and Li Juan didn't know what she thought now, she didn't look for a boyfriend, and she didn't listen to her if she asked her to work hard, and they were anxious when they looked at her as parents! But Li Juan was like a nobody, neither caring about her career, nor caring about her personal affairs, they really had no choice as parents, now that Wang Wei is here, it may be useful to let Wang Wei persuade her, she has listened to Wang Wei since she was a child, and Wang Wei told her that it was more effective than they said.

"Auntie, don't worry! I will persuade her. Wang Wei took over this task, he believed that he could do this well, Li Juan listened to him at all, she followed his ass since she was a child, and she was a professional follower.

Wang Wei carried the food brought by Li Juan's mother to Li Juan, first went home to say hello to his mother and then drove two long legs to the town, at this time there was no car, he could only walk to the town, the bus passed under their house early in the morning, only once a day, however, if you are lucky, you can meet the agricultural tricycle that goes to the town on the way, you can carry him for a while, if you are unlucky, you can only rely on these two legs, but this road is nothing to him. A few years ago, when he was in middle school in the town, he took this road, this road he was too familiar with, and he was also familiar with the villages in this area, but Li Juan used to accompany him on this road, but now he is alone.

This road home, he has not walked for a long time, this road is the same as before, not much has changed, it is a little smoother than before, this is when he was in college, the road is paved with fine sand, so that when it rains, the road is washed by the rain one by one, so walking on the road, one foot deep and one foot shallow, staggering, not paying attention to the stumbling, it is inevitable to rub some skin or knock the head or something.

Wang Wei remembers very well that this road was very muddy when it rained, the road was full of potholes, and there was no place to put his feet. When it doesn't rain, when the sun is shining, the road is no better, and when it doesn't, the road is covered with a thick layer of dust. If you happen to have a car passing by you, you will become a dirt man, as if you have just dug out of the loess, and even if you don't have a car, you have to be careful when you walk on the road, one foot in the dirt is almost the same as one foot in the water, your shoes are full of dirt, and your clothes are covered with dust, which is also embarrassing enough.

But since the sand was laid on the road, the situation is much better, the rain does not accumulate on the road when it rains, and there is no dust on sunny days, and the road is now more comfortable to walk than the asphalt roads in the city.

Wang Wei walked all the way and thought about the previous school, several cars passed by him, but they didn't stop, one saw that it was about to stop, the driver looked at him for a long time, but finally drove away, maybe the fellow felt that he was familiar and wanted to stop and pick him up for a while, but after looking at it, he didn't seem to know him, so he had to speed up and drive away. Wang Wei doesn't blame them, not to mention the people in other villages, that is, the people in their own village, there are many people who can't recognize him now, it's not surprising at all, he has changed a lot compared to before, and it's normal for others to not recognize him. However, today he really doesn't want to take a ride, he just wants to be so unhurried, with the temperament going on, anyway, it doesn't matter, it's still early, this season it's dark very late, the night has become shorter, often sleep until dawn, don't have to dream.

When Wang Wei arrived at the town's health center, Li Juan was busy giving an infusion to a patient, Wang Wei didn't bother her, seeing that she was done, he walked over to greet Li Juan, and Li Juan led Wang Wei to her dormitory. This patient was sent in the morning, he had acute appendicitis, and he had to be operated on immediately, Li Juan hurriedly went to work early in the morning, and now the patient's operation has been completed, as long as he rests for a few days, he will be fine, and the township health center can do a small operation like this.

"Why are you here, don't say a word in advance, look at me here in a mess, I don't even have a place to sit. Li Juan's dormitory is really messy, clothes are littered on the bed, the table is full of snacks and books, there is no empty place at all, if it weren't for Li Juan leading him, he really doesn't believe that this is a place where girls live, more messy than their boys' dormitory.

"Don't stand stupidly, help clean up! Li Juan was packing up the clothes on the bed, Wang Wei was standing at the door, Li Juan saw that he was too idle standing at the door, so he asked him to help clean up the house.

"This is what my aunt asked me to bring to you, and he asked me to persuade you not to run home, for fear that the leader will be unhappy if he finds out. When he finished cleaning up the house and resting, Wang Wei told Li Juan what Li Juan's mother had explained.

"What if you're happy, what if you're unhappy? You will never have anything to do here, at most you will do something as a nanny, but we don't even have the treatment of a nanny, and we have to be angry at both ends, which is the most inhumane profession in the world. Take this patient today, we can do such a little surgery, but the hospital won't give us a chance, let us wait, wait until when is the end! I also want to exercise my duty as a doctor, but the hospital won't give me a chance! There are not many patients here, we rarely have a chance and don't let us go, we can only do some chores, there are many people like me here, they all go to work when there are patients, and do whatever they want when there are no patients, what can I do if I don't run home?" Li Juan complained to Wang Wei that she was depressed here, and also explained the reason why she kept running home.

"It stands to reason that experienced doctors should guide you! It is reasonable for you to perform minor surgeries like this, which is also good for the growth of your young doctors! It is also beneficial to the development of the hospital, why don't they let you do it?" Wang Wei also felt strange, young doctors will never become excellent doctors without training, and it is no wonder that Li Juan does not want to stay in the hospital, it is really not interesting.

"Haven't you heard of the saying that the disciples of the church starve to death of their masters, this sentence has been most truly interpreted by us. In addition, there are not many opportunities for surgery in our township health center, and it is not our turn to do so, in the hospital, the patient is like a seat on the bus, whoever grabs it and lets him sit, and people can't say anything if they don't give you a seat! Unfortunately, I can't always grab a seat, and no one is willing to give up the seat to me, so I can only stand all the way. Li Juan explained her confusion to Wang Wei, it was not that she didn't work hard, but that there were too few patients, and she didn't have a chance to show her skills! Occasionally, when there was an opportunity, it was not her turn, she could only watch others show her skills from afar.

You should make a plan for your future, which will be good for your future development and reassure your family. Wang Wei now knows that Li Juan is not happy here, but there are too many intrigues behind this seemingly glamorous profession that are not known to outsiders.

It turns out that there are conspiracies and means in any industry, and open and secret fighting is not only a means for politicians to fight for power and profit, but also exists in any industry, regardless of the level of the position and the severity of interests, as long as there is a hierarchy and interest relationship, this kind of political means will not be avoided and will not die.