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My dear mom and dad, I, dear, Wen Tong. What I love, the world.

I, Li Jun, am a first-year graduate student at University A. Wen Tong appeared in my life three years ago, and since then, my life has become different.

On the day of my sophomore year, I was in my mother's office and listened to my mother reprimand a boy named Yang Chen, but the criticism was a girl named Wen Tong. Curiosity drove me to ask my mother about it afterwards, and she was particularly speechless and said, this Wen Tong is really a worry-free master. The person who can make my mother sad and helpless is an extraordinary person.

Wen Tong and I have no intersection, but maybe it's fate, maybe it's my subconscious desire to see information about her, and I can often hear her name from various channels. When I browsed the school's website, I saw that the person in charge of some clubs said that she was not good on the Internet, saw that the list of Mandarin exams published had the words Wen Tong of the Department of Nursing of the School of Medicine, and on the display board in the publicity area, I saw Wen Tong, the president of the Health Promotion Association, the contact person of the activity, and her name ranked first in the public notice board of the Western Plan Donation Activity...... Wen Tong, in my heart, has become a girl like a fan.

The first time I met Wen Tong, it was a chance encounter. I was wandering around the city square, she was struggling to solicit sponsors, and the manager of the mall was patrolling the square, and she ran over and over and shouted: "Manager, manager, I am Wen Tong, the chairman of the A University Health Promotion Association, can you give me a little time?" That was the first image engraved in my mind. She wore a white T-shirt, blue jeans, pale pink sneakers, and a cross-body backpack trembling slightly on the way to run, the sun shining on her face, and her smile brightened the summer when the surface temperature was 45 degrees Celsius. I was bored, sat down not far from them, listened to her, the sponsorship was not talked about, time and energy were wasted, but she still smiled and ended a fruitless afternoon.

This girl gave me a special feeling.

Shi Jingyi posted her status on QQ, asking who would return to school early during the winter vacation, or stay in school during the winter vacation, and help her hand over the book to Wen Tong. Shi Jingyi is my fellow countryman, a fellow who has not been in touch for a long time but has some friendship, I quickly contacted her, and in the end, she gave me eight books. I asked her why she wanted to keep a book for Wen Tong, and she said that Wen Tong applied for a deferment of the exam with a broken hand, and my heart was entangled for the first time because of a girl.

I met her on a dark and windy winter night after a year, and I had been preparing for this historic meeting for a long time, I was an activist, but in love, I was unusually wooden. I was late and she wasn't angry. Under the big banyan tree, the cold wind is strong, there are a lot of couples here on weekdays, the winter is really cold, and the more tragic thing is that there is no moon and no stars today, I have been preparing for a long time, because God is not beautiful, we communicate with each other in the dark. "Cold, put on your scarf. "I've got to leave something behind, that's what I thought. She wasn't used to it and wanted to refuse, but she was holding the book in her hand and couldn't get rid of it, so I ran away...... Two months later, I received the scarf that Shi Jingyi handed me, washed it, and the smell of lavender soaked in gold spun.

She is a thoughtful, gentle attention to detail girl. I became more and more fond of her.

My mom is a workaholic, as student work has been her interest for many years. Wen Tong is the central character she has been chattering for a long time, her ghost horse, her headache-inducing frankness, and her hard persistence, I am experiencing it in another way.

Going to graduate school was not my first choice, but I was surprised to learn in a chat with Shi Jingyi that Wen Tong won a scholarship and donated to the club association. If a person studies hard and works extremely seriously, I can say that he is a responsible person, there are not many such people in college, let alone Wen Tong, who has done so much. Shi Jingyi said that Wen Tong was going to take the postgraduate entrance examination, so I went to the postgraduate examination. I learned from my mother that Wen Tong's first choice was A University, so I followed her.

My love, like warm water, can't move myself, and naturally I don't want to move Wen Tong, so I am very satisfied with watching from afar. Until, Kenichi's car accident.

The rest of the things happened under Wen Tong's nose. I have a legitimate reason and a way to appear to her, and I have no longer hidden it from her, and I believe that if she had known about the gaze of more than two years, I believe, at least, that she would have given me a reason to be by her side. She loved my smile, my optimism and heartlessness, and I was so happy about it for a long time that I began to show my love.

Everything Wen Tong did made me feel very happy, even if it was buying her breakfast for a month, even if she fell into the pond on a rainy day, even if she took up most of my time so late that I had to do experiments late at night...... The happiness, sorrow, pleasure, and pain associated with her are all one kind or another kind of happiness. I don't get tired of it, she is so present in my life, although it is not the most desired scene, although she has not accepted me, but I am still happy and happy.

And my love for her, early that morning, was answered. I don't know how to describe the excitement, so 2,500 words are omitted here.

Luo Shaoqian's appearance disturbed Wen Tong's heart, and it also brought me an obvious sense of crisis. I don't need Shi Jingyi's information later, and I don't need Luo Shaoqian's kind treat, the glance when they look at each other is enough for me to see the abnormal feelings, Wen Tong's simplicity makes her not know how to hide it, if I am not drunk, I am afraid she will be particularly overwhelmed and embarrassed. That night, I was really drunk, I was really drunk. Their unsuccessful past made me have to work hard to make myself stronger and better, and prove to Wentong that choosing me can make her happy, and I can create everything she longs for in her head.

But I didn't expect that my resolute stubbornness on the edge equipment would make me lose the chance to prove it forever...... I'm sorry, Wen Tong, I still let you down. If it weren't for my eagerness to prove to you, if the tutor was more rigorous on equipment issues, if Pengfei hadn't adjusted the mode without authorization...... But I still believe that so many accidents doom me to not be able to accompany you to the wasteland in your mind, and to realize the life scene of your fantasy years later......

The moment the explosion happened, I didn't even have time to look back at you, I was swallowed up by another world in an instant, regret is more than my pain, I can't let go of more panic, if you can feel it, if you can hear it, at that moment, I understand that you are the most important thing to me. But I have no choice but to have it anymore......

I regretted rushing back, but Tu Tu's mother died with me in order to stop me. Compared to me not being able to accompany you in this world, compared to Tu Tu losing his mother, exploding? just let it explode...... But it seems that it really can't, as if it has to be chosen, I don't know how powerful the explosion is, whether it will endanger others, at that moment, dear, can you forgive me?

Life and death are not so difficult to choose, if there are no more people and things in this world that I care about. You won't see my tears, if I can still cry, if the blood in my heart can still circulate back to the atrium, will you understand how reluctant I am to you...... The torrential rain and mountain wind that night seemed to have predicted something in advance, so restlessly.

For your parents, you can't fulfill your filial piety, you can't fulfill your responsibilities for your work, and for you, all the promises you have made have become unfulfilled lies...... If it is destined to take my life, why doesn't God give me a chance to say goodbye, so that I can tell all those I love how much I care about you. But now, I don't say, can you understand?

May the Father, the Mother, be healthy and happy, may the Beloved, forget me, but move forward happily......

I'm leaving......