Chapter 39: Farewell, but Don't Forget
What is the reason? Landslides and mudslides can cause explosions, and I don't believe it if they are killed!"
"Can't you issue a press release? Within two days, the media across the country will know that the self-media is so developed now......"
"Have you found the body?"
"Team leader, all the medical teams have withdrawn from ......"
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The noise was dead, and in the haze I heard the noise in my ears, and my eyelids fought, and I didn't want to open them. I didn't have amnesia, and the moment I woke up, I remember exactly what had happened before that, the explosion, the devastating and devastating explosion.www.biquge.info I don't want to open my eyes, because when I do, I have to face this cruel reality. Li Jun, in this world, there may not be this person again. Tears welled up in my eyes......
"Wen Tong is awake?!" A familiar voice came from his ears, it was Qi Dong.
I opened my eyes slowly, God knows how reluctant I was, I didn't know where I was, but the people around me were so familiar. Qi Dong, Dr. Luo, Teacher Ouyang, Dean Li, my parents, and Luo Shaoqian......
If love has providence, if there is a time machine, if time can be rewinded, I will not go to Li Jun desperately to support the side, if I have a choice, I would rather rush back to me at that time, but now, everything is in a boat, I can't go back, how do I face this group of people who love me and love you, how can I open my mouth......
"Tongtong! You're scared your mother to death!" Comrade Zhang Xiuran aged a lot overnight. The last time I saw her in my memory, she still looked like a tigress and asked me about Li Jun.
"Mom......" I called her, and I felt my throat hurt.
As soon as he greeted him, Comrade Zhang Xiuran brought rain to him, not knowing whether to cry or laugh. Luo Shaoqian, Qi Dong, and my parents crowded in the front, and Teacher Ouyang, Dean Li, and Team Leader Luo were in the back row, with indifferent expressions and gray faces.
"I'm sorry......" I looked at them, brewing for a long time, but I didn't know what to say.
"It's not your fault, Tongtong, you have a good rest, your uncle and I still have something to deal with with Dr. Luo. Teacher Ouyang forced a smile at me, and then left the room.
I turned around and said I wanted to sleep. Zhang Xiuran said that I have been sleeping for two days, why do I still sleep?! I don't want to explain anything or say anything, in fact, I just want to stay alone for a while and sort out this messy thought.
"You all go out, uncle and aunt, you haven't rested for a long time, go and rest. Dongzi, you go buy something to eat, Wen Tong hasn't eaten for two days. "It's Luo Shaoqian who speaks, why is he here?
Mom and Dad sighed and went out with Qi Dong, and in the room, Luo Shaoqian and I were left. I wanted to rest, I couldn't lie down, but as soon as I closed my eyes, it was like Li Jun and the eldest sister, who looked at me weakly in the flames. No, why is that......
"Don't push yourself, it's none of your business, don't put too much pressure on yourself. Luo Shaoqian sat at the head of the bed, his eyes looked directly at me, he saw me through, every time, at a glance.
"I want to save them...... There's nothing I can do...... We had already run out, but then they ran back...... "My throat was very uncomfortable, so Luo Shaoqian got up and brought me a bottle of water.
"Why are you running back again?" he asked me, puzzled.
"Pengfei he ......" was about to blurt out, revealing the fact that Pengfei messed with the equipment and caused the disaster, but I didn't do that after all, I knew that at the moment of the explosion, his remorse was no less than my pain. He's still a college student who hasn't graduated, and I can't ruin his future. If I were me, I would hate to cut him with a thousand knives, but at this moment, I don't know who I have become, forget it, let him go and let me go," Peng Fei said that the power was not cut off, Li Jun was worried about the safety of the equipment, so he ran back to cut off the power, Tu Tu's mother rushed to chase after him, and then something happened. ”
"Alas...... That night, more than a dozen houses collapsed in Yuanyi Village alone, five died, and more than 20 people were injured. ”
"I'm in town now?Tu Tu, why are you here?" I asked him, confused.
"In the town, we got the news in City B that the rescue team formed by the hospital and the people's hospital arrived here early the day before yesterday. When the rescue team entered the village, they found you on the side of the road, and the child in your arms had a high fever and was crying while raining. Bring you back, it's the third day today, and the child is on the ward for an infusion. I came with them. That little boy's name is Tu Tu?" Luo Shaoqian said slowly, the tiredness hidden in his voice was still revealed.
"I'm going to see him. "I struggled to get up from the bed, but my body didn't have a little strength, Tu Tu was sick, and the person who rushed back for Li Jun could no longer see, hug, or watch Tu Tu grow up. Pity the deceased, or the living......
Put on my shoes and wanted to stand up, but I felt that my legs were weak and fell straight down, Luo Shaoqian grabbed me, and I collapsed in his arms.
"I haven't eaten for two days, how can I have strength. He picked me up and said, "I'll take you to ......."
"Thank you. "Huddled in his arms, as if hiding in a safe valley, cut off from the world, never to be harmed again. I began to miss and miss Li Jun.
He carried me to the door, and when he opened the door, he saw a bunch of reporters waiting at the door.
"Wen Tong, are you an eyewitness to this explosion?"
"Wen Tong, can you tell us more about the situation at that time?"
"I heard that your fiancé was killed while rescuing equipment, what do you have to say about that?"
"Senior sister, senior sister...... "The reporter took paper and a pen, and the photographer carried the camera and rushed towards me. Pengfei's voice came from behind, they crowded, pushing Sang, Luo Shaoqian used his body to block those outstretched hands, protecting me. Peng Fei squeezed from the back to the front, Luo Shaoqian grabbed him, dragged him into the room, closed the door and locked it, and gently put me next to the bed.
"Are you Pengfei, the one with Wen Tong?" Luo Shaoqian straightened his clothes, a little out of breath.
"Yes. Peng Fei replied honestly.
"Why did you bring the reporter here?" Luo Shaoqian asked him.
"I don't know, I walked outside the ward, and all of a sudden they didn't know where they came from. Peng Fei argued, but I don't want to see him at all, let alone listen to him.
"Go and tell the reporter that Wen Tong was not at the scene at the time, she left first with the child in her arms, and you were the only one waiting there. Wen Tong didn't know anything. As soon as Luo Shaoqian's words came out, I was also shocked, what is the purpose of this? Peng Fei also cast a puzzled and suspicious gaze.
"If the child can't be exposed, Wentong can't be exposed. ”
Peng Fei was stunned for a moment, and didn't react for a moment. He glanced at me, and ironically, it was obvious that his subsequent consent was due to my pathetic appearance.
The reporters dispersed, Peng Fei also left, Luo Shaoqian helped me to see Tu Tu, he was lying on the bed hanging a drip, maybe he was too struggling and disobedient, and the nurses actually put a restraint belt on him. He was awake and looked innocent. A child who is more than a year old does not have an accurate understanding of illness and death, and he feels that death is reversible, like ordinary separation.
"Tu Tu, Auntie came to see you~" I walked up to him and gently squeezed his little hand, he looked at me and cried out. Little hands pounded on my palms, as if complaining about why I had left him here alone.
"I'm sorry, Auntie is with you...... Tu Tu doesn't cry, Tu Tu is the most obedient ...... "I still can't control myself after all, tears drip down my cheeks and fall into the palms of my hands." Between life and death, this is where I am now.
Three days later, the side team made way for disaster relief, Yuanli Village is the hardest hit area, landslides and mudslides are very serious, the mountain road is blocked, the rescue personnel and the personnel who deliver materials can not enter, the front is exploring the road, the rear is pouring rescue teams from all sides, our team has no disaster relief experience, it is better to retreat. Now, it involves Tu Tu's stay.
"Tu Tu has an uncle in Yuan Er Village, but their family already has three more children, and this time their family has also been affected, they have made it clear that they cannot afford to adopt Tu Tu. "The director of the maternal and child health hospital in Yuan Li told me, "Our orphanage here can take him in." ”
Before leaving, I took Tu Tu to the orphanage in Yuanli with my parents and Luo Shaoqian. I thought there would be a lot of children here, but I didn't expect that there were only three or five children playing in the yard in the humble orphanage.
"Leave it to us. "The dean is a middle-aged woman, and I don't see any love in her procedural language.
Tu Tu still hasn't recovered from the panic of that night, he is a very active child, but he doesn't talk and play much these days, and he is not very active in eating. He was hiding in my arms, and Luo Shaoqian didn't know where to get the Transformers, and he was teasing him behind me.
"Tu Tu, go play with that auntie, okay?" I put him on the ground, squatted down, and pointed to the dean to show him.
He glanced at the man, timidly hid in my arms, "Hug...... Hug ......"
"Tu Tu, Auntie is leaving, will you be here after that? "God knows how heartbroken I was when I said this, it was all because of Peng Fei's sin, Li Jun and the eldest sister paid the price of their lives, Tu Tu had no father, and now he has no mother, but I can only put him in this place.
"Hug...... Hug ......"
Tu Tu opened his hand and asked me to hug him, but I knew that once I picked him up, I would never be able to let him go.
"This kid is so grinding!" The middle-aged woman stepped forward and hugged Tu Tu, Tu Tu was frightened, and tried to get rid of it with his hands and feet, he reluctantly twisted his little face, and tears poured out.
"Mom...... Mom ...... "He cried, my outstretched hand hung in the air, and I looked at him, getting farther and farther away from me.
"Mom...... Mom...... No...... "His cry reminded me of that rainy night, when the rain was pouring down, and I was like him in the rain, tearing my heart for my lost lovers, and praying with the greatest strength for God to give them back to me, but I was exhausted and never able to return to heaven....... Rain and tears are wanton on his face, if there is love in the sky, how can he bear to take back that splendid life, and leave me alone to mourn the heavens and the earth. I can't bear this tearing separation, and Tu Tu, how can he still lose?
I ran forward to retrieve the crying Tu Tu from the middle-aged woman, his face flushed, his hands tugging at my hair, and I felt my scalp tingle. I let him go wild in my arms, tearing, thrashing, crying......
"Let's go, take him with us, go home. Luo Shaoqian walked up to me and handed the toy to the uneasy person in his arms, this trick was very effective.
"Take him with me?" I looked into his eyes, I knew what I wanted, but God had abandoned me, and even I was about to give up on myself, could I do this, could I do it? Please, please, give me a supportive look, let me still have strength.
"Do whatever you want, I support you. Luo Shaoqian touched the side of my face, and I felt the temperature of the palm of my hand, the temperature of being alive.
"Tongtong, this child, if you want, let's stay home, my mother will raise you, as long as you live well. Zhang Xiuran's voice came from behind me, and when I turned my head, I was extremely moved by those two pairs of eager eyes.
"Dad, Mom, thank you~" I smiled for the first time in these difficult four days.
Tu Tu, go home. Li Jun, go home.