Chapter Seventy-Seven: Decision

It was such a simple opening remark that made me feel an unprecedented embarrassment, the bed board of the hospital bed was like the Chu River and Han Realm, but it seemed that it could no longer go a single soldier, it was more like an interstellar isolated from two time and space, two magnetic fields, two atmospheres, two cultures, two strangeness. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 infoMany years ago, it was also a scene of confrontation between two and two, I asked him if he liked me, and he replied that what about you. After many years, the mountains and rivers of feelings are not what they used to be, weathering, diversion, basins, deserts, if there were many things, there was no one to say back then, then there would never be again, right? Even if we all know each other's answers later, it can still only be called a miss...... The people who missed it, the years that borrowed each other......

"The doctor still recommends bed rest as the main thing, there is no major problem. "I haven't seen you for many days, I don't miss it very much, at most I can only say a faint concern, more and more like a simple old friend, more suitable for heartfelt greetings. He asked how you are doing? A thousand words can only be summed up in such a greeting, even if there are thousands of rivers and mountains, even if you are speechless and choked, but there seems to be no more suitable expression, "What about you? ”

"I told you on the phone that when you encounter this kind of thing in the future, you must learn to weigh the pros and cons, not to solve the problem by rushing on it, and to think about how to fight back on the premise of retreating safely. "Luo Shaoqian still feels that I am to blame for this injury, I can understand that he is worried about my injury, but I can't agree with his position in my heart.

The reason why the distrust between people has fallen to this point is that in addition to the scum that will always exist in all walks of life, each of us is protecting ourselves, wrapping ourselves like silkworm chrysalis, not daring to speak out, not daring to take a stand, not daring to uphold justice, not daring to wave the flag and shouting, the same thing, we only hope that it will not happen to ourselves, but we never sympathize with the experience of others, let alone think of seeking a way to change.

"When you invited me to the school social association, do you remember what you said?" I asked him if he remembered the little boy who dared to love and hate ten years ago.

"It's been ten years. He bowed his head.

"Yes, it's been ten years, so what?" Can time change the face, can it change the original intention? All the initial insistence that is missing is that we give up on our own initiative, and it is a matter of time.

"In the past ten years, society and people are changing, the stakeholders are also changing, and the corresponding consequences are also changing. I know you insist on justice, but can you keep yourself safe first?"

"I understand what you say, but in any era, whether it is ten years ago or ten years later, we must be courageous people, have the courage to chase, have the courage to persevere, and have the courage to do the right thing. If I can't do it well, then Tu Tu can't do it well, and I want him to be a person of absolute integrity. "I looked at him, and he looked at me in the eye.

The relationship between me and Luo Shaoqian is said to be friends, but there are some things that make people have to think about other things, if it is a kind of intimate relationship, but it is not hot enough, most of the time these years, it is like this, and each other is becoming more and more rational.

"Shaoqian, Dad is waiting for us to go back. ”

Luo Shaoqian and I looked at each other, not knowing how to say or where to start. Is it to start a great discussion of truth on this matter, or to give some explanation and explanation for our intersection of more than ten years? Liu Yang's voice sounded, inserting into this seemingly static time and space. She didn't come in, but just stood in the door and said something leisurely.

"I'll go first. He shifted and straightened the collar of his suit with both hands, "You take care of yourself." ”

"Goodbye. I twitched the corners of my mouth, and I knew I was smiling a shallow goodbye.

After closing the door, the nurses who were patrolling the ward and Luo Shaoqian turned off the lights and said goodnight to me warmly. It is said that the night gives us black eyes, but we use them to find light.

Goodbye, goodbye.

I looked at the dark world in front of me, and my mind repeated Luo Shaoqian's words, and the memories of the past ten years appeared in front of me frame by frame like a movie. From the spring to the end of prosperity, from the prosperous years to the miserable end, from the eighteenth to the thirty, all the way, in, out, all the belonging, leaving my dear people, we hold high our ideals and persist until we have to make compromises...... It's not who has gone bad, it's not who has left whom, it's that we are unconsciously at a fork in the road, consciously or unconsciously, choosing a different path. Tears unconsciously wet the pillow, clenched fists clenched in the chest, sobbing and sobbing involving the discomfort in the back......

Wen Tong, it may be time.

I turned on my phone and clicked on Dr. Fan's WeChat profile picture, "Accept Ireland's suggestion." "Yang Chen, Luo Shaoqian and Liu Yang, Wen Tong, Li Jun and Luo Shaoqian, Yan Ting, Qi Dong, Wen Tong, Shi Jingyi, Yan Ting and Yang Chen, Qi Dong, Wen Tong, Li Jun, Ouyang Teacher, Dean Li...... There are too many stories in this city, too many involvement, too long to be tied to each other, tears falling on the phone screen, I pressed the send button, and then turned off the phone and closed my eyes to sleep, tomorrow is new.