I didn't know anything about Ireland, except from Dr. Fan's description that it was a fairly livable country, beautiful and free, brave and romantic. www.biquge.info Our city and Dublin are sister cities, and there are many economic and cultural exchange projects every year, and Dr. Fan hopes to win the opportunity for the two of us to go to Dublin County Hospital to study and exchange through some methods.

I was discharged from the hospital before Dr. Fan, and although his chest tube had been removed for several days, it was better to stay in the hospital for a few more days considering that he lived alone and had no one to take care of him at home. When the doctor told me about the customs, culture, and medical situation of Ireland, basically all he said was something that I had never come into contact with and understood, and this place across the sea from the country of gentlemen, England, was probably strange and new.

As expected, Zhang Xiuran and Wen Hongwei both felt that Ireland's proposal was a fantasy, and I woke up with some strange neurosis. Zhang Xiuran is fifty-six years old, Wen Hongwei is two years older than his mother, I can understand their almost crazy incomprehension, Wen Hongwei sat in the study, bowed his head and said nothing, Zhang Xiuran knitted Tu's sweater for the winter on the sofa, Tu Tu seemed to feel the tension of the atmosphere, and he was graffiti at the dinner table, and he didn't dare to make a sound. I stood in the corner of the living room, contradictory and tangled.

"Wen Tong, you are thirty years old, have you thought about it?" As soon as Zhang Xiuran opened her mouth, I directly captured the strength of the kind of strong emotions that could not explode, she always tried to persuade me bitterly, but every time she either cried while talking, or she was angry when she was talking. Every time my dear Comrade Zhang Xiuran faced his daughter who was different and faced with baskets of gossip, his heart was also greatly tormented.

"Mom, I know. ”

"How long will your life be tossed around, and when will it give us peace of mind. ”

"Mom, I'm just trying to change the way I'm now, and I don't like the way I am. "I couldn't bear my mother's questioning, and I couldn't give them a perfect answer. The worries between mother and daughter are not whether you eat well or not, not whether you dress warmly, the most common worry of a 30-year-old child and a 60-year-old mother is when you will grow up.

"Mom just wants you to be like other ordinary girls, at what age and what stage of life you will complete, not a situation today, and a moth tomorrow. "The conversation between Zhang Xiuran and me doesn't feel like it's always on the same channel, but it's like this, those things that are avoided and can't be said are the things that are most clearly understood by each other.

"Why do you always say this, I think my daughter is very good, I don't like anything, go in and go in. Wen Hongwei walked out and drove Zhang Xiuran to the back room, and saw her back through the hidden door, and suddenly felt even more guilty. "Tell Dad what you think. "Wen Hongwei has always done incredible things to me, first taking the way of understanding and listening, and thanking my father for allowing me to breathe and express.

It is true that I was superimposed by reality with what I thought was unacceptable damage. After studying medicine for seven years, I have taken care of countless patients, or recovered, or improved, or ineffective, or died, and I have gone back and forth in my life through countless lives, and I am always like I have been caught in Gu, and I can't live my life well in all aspects. Wen Hongwei and I expressed our frustration with the status quo and my dissatisfaction with the hospital's approach to things.

"The hospital's handling of this incident is as soft as ever, this is something that cannot be changed, and the management hopes that more is better than less at any time, which I am also very cold. Wen Hongwei sighed, as the master of a subject, he has not only encountered but also dealt with some medical disputes, protected the interests of each party, and maintained the purity and fairness of the medical industry, he has also made a lot of efforts, but similar incidents are like mushrooms after a rain, and seriously dealing with a case will not play a role in killing a hundred people at all.

"Do you think I should compromise? I should continue to stay in this unfriendly environment, watching people I don't like, doing things that make me feel awkward. "I don't understand, Luo Shaoqian persuaded me to find a gray area, tolerate the world, and let myself live, and my father also asked me to change my temper of resisting death and resisting, and shake hands with wrong words and deeds?

"Dad just wants my daughter to be happy, and if such a toss makes you feel hopeful, then you go for it. Wen Hongwei fell on my heart word by word, asking and beating my heart, a man who has dedicated his life to the medical career and family, has already added gray hair in the passage of time, perhaps being Wen Tong's father is more exhausting than being called Dr. Wen by the patient, I also blame myself for not growing up to be what they hoped in the past 30 years, but what is even more helpless is that I have not become what I want to be.

How long have you not shed tears, how long have you not unloaded your strength, how long have you not let go of your burdened ideals, hardships and hopes. On this night, it seemed that time had returned to the way I was when I was about to leave home at the beginning of the year I was 18 years old, and I returned to the banquet where I was about to graduate from college to say goodbye to my classmates and friends, crying wantonly, expressing insolently, what I wanted but couldn't, what I hated and what I missed, desperately fleeing and looking forward to a new beginning, so in the silence of my father and my mother's sorrow, I threw away the dullness and complaints that had been accumulated in my heart for a long time, and got closer to hope and liberation.

It's just how to arrange it.