Zhou Fei just kept lying on the bed like that, and he didn't get up until Wang Wei called him, and then he remembered that he had made an appointment with Wang Wei that he wouldn't get drunk tonight.

Wang Wei walked to Zhou Fei's dormitory while making a phone call, his dormitory was not far from Zhou Fei's dormitory, he was on the fifth floor, Zhou Fei was on the sixth floor, and the school arranged the graduates' dormitories on the highest two floors.

Before Wang Wei's phone call was finished, he had already arrived at the door of Zhou Fei's dormitory, the door was not locked, Wang Wei pushed the door directly and went in. Zhou Fei saw Wang Wei coming in, so he sat up from the bed.

"Sit down for a while! I'll wash my face. Zhou Fei got up and walked to the bathroom, the bathroom is in the dormitory, which is very convenient, there is a large public bathroom in the middle of each floor, which can also be washed, but few people use it.

As soon as Zhou Fei entered the bathroom, he turned on the faucet and turned on the faucet to the maximum. There is a mirror in the bathroom, which was brought by a buddy in the dormitory when I first went to college, and everyone has used it for four years, and now a piece of it has been knocked out in the upper right corner, and everyone has not lost it, and is still using it. The buddy who got this mirror went through the school leaving procedures yesterday and went to the small county town in his hometown to start his own business.

Now only Zhou Fei is left in the dormitory, everyone else is gone, some have gone home, and some have found a good job unit and are ready to report. Only Zhou Fei didn't find a good job unit, and he didn't want to go home like this, he couldn't face his family when he went back like this. Zhou Fei's home school is not far away, in a suburb under the jurisdiction of this city, there is a bus that can sit directly at the door of the house, so he can be regarded as a person from this city.

Zhou Fei looked at himself in the mirror, he was a little strange, in the past four years, he has been busy with various things, rarely looking at himself like now, he has changed a lot in the past four years.

The young face of four years ago is gone, but now it is a mature and somewhat vicissitudes of life, school is not a society, but as long as you survive in this society, intrigue is inevitable.

He has done a lot of good things in the student union in recent years, but he has also offended a lot of people, there are dozens of large and small clubs in the school, if you want to make your club stand out, it is inevitable to kill other clubs, each club wants to have a place in the school, and wants to go down in history, but there are only a few who can go down in history.

Zhou Fei is also an ordinary man, he also wants to make his club develop and grow, so he has to use all kinds of means to fight other clubs, sometimes he is really tired when he calms down, but he has reached a position, even if he has to hold on, he doesn't want the club to decline in his hands, or even destroy.

In the past four years, he has been so close to the school leaders intentionally or unintentionally, to be honest, he is selfish, and having a good relationship with the leaders can not only keep his club, but also be good for his own development.

It should be the age to learn knowledge, but they learn how to do things too early, which makes them lose a lot of good time. The current Zhou Fei is very good in the eyes of others, but only he knows that he has not gotten anything in the past four years, only he knows how much water he has in his cultural and professional courses, he gets a national scholarship every year, and only he knows how many conspiracies there are, if he does not have the identity of the student president, he is as ordinary as all his classmates, and he is also worried about graduation and his work after graduation.

As the saying goes, the world is unpredictable, last moment Zhou Fei was the person who attracted the attention of thousands of people on the stage, but at this moment he has nothing. The light that had previously been above his head had vanished like a dream.

In the past four years, he seems to have been living in a dream, and now he has woken up from the dream, and everything in the dream is over, it turns out that life has not changed, but now compared with four years ago, he has matured a lot, he has gained a lot in the past four years, and he has lost a lot, the person is still the same person, but the mentality has changed a lot.

"Smack. A sharp sound came from the bathroom, and the faucet kept flowing water, but the sound of running water could not hide the sound of glass falling on the ground, and Wang Wei still heard it.

"You're all right! Wang Wei didn't know about Zhou Fei and Wu Zixi, but the Zhou Fei he saw today was different from what he usually saw, what was the difference, Wang Wei couldn't say clearly, Zhou Fei didn't feel good about him today. Wang Wei went to the bathroom and pushed the door, but the door was locked by Zhou Fei inside, and he wanted to see what was going on.

"It's okay, I accidentally broke the glass, it'll be fine in a while, you can wait patiently!" Zhou Fei looked at himself in the mirror just now, thinking about his life in the past four years, he has done so many things for the school and the club, sometimes he forgets himself, he does everything on behalf of the school and the community, and the only thing he has not represented in the past four years is himself.

On behalf of the school and the community, it is the credit of the school and the community to do a good job, and if it is not done well, it is his own fault. He has always lived in the eyes of others, and he is afraid that others will judge him and make irresponsible remarks. But he worked so hard and did so much for the school and the club regardless of personal gains and losses, and the school and the club didn't give him anything, but he lost the purest ideal at the beginning.

Zhou Fei said that it was okay, but when he punched down, the glass was broken by him, his hand was cut, the blood flowed straight out, the whole hand was swollen, and the whole arm was numb in an instant, and Zhou Fei didn't feel any pain. If the pain can keep him awake, he would rather bear the pain, the pain in his heart is far better than the current pain, the wound on his hand will be fine, but the wound in his heart is difficult to heal, once his heart beats, he will hurt once.

Zhou Fei put his hand under the faucet and flushed, blood and water mixed together and flowed into the sewer, flushing for a while, the blood stopped flowing, but his hand was still swollen and very hypertrophied, this time he felt pain, but he could bear the pain.

During the few minutes that Zhou Fei was in the bathroom, Wang Wei saw the letter that Zhou Fei pressed under the pillow, which was the breakup letter written by Wu Zixi to Zhou Fei, and now he finally understood the reason why Zhou Fei was different from usual. His feeling was right, he didn't know what the problem was before, but now he knows that Zhou Fei smashed the glass in the bathroom just now should also have something to do with it.

"I'm okay, let's go!" Zhou Fei came out of the bathroom and said to Wang Wei, he hid his right hand behind him, he didn't want Wang Wei to see the swollen hands like steamed buns, and he didn't want Wang Wei to know about his breakup with Wu Zixi now, so he pretended to have nothing when he came out of the bathroom.

"Okay! Let's get drunk tonight, forget all those troubles, and from tomorrow onwards, we will fight for our dreams. Since Wang Wei talked to Zhou Fei last time, he has regained his self-confidence, he understands that depression will only make things worse, instead of being sad here, it is better to find a way out as soon as possible, and the future will not lose its original meaning because of this little thing.

Wang Wei is fine now, but Zhou Fei has something to do, Wang Wei can't stand idly by, he wants to help Zhou Fei and let him come out early, because there are more important things waiting for him to do.

"That's good, to hell with all that!" Zhou Fei didn't want his private affairs to affect Wang Wei, Wang Wei was going back to his hometown tomorrow, and he didn't want Wang Wei to worry about him.

There are a lot of people around Zhou Fei, and when he was the president, there were many people behind him who followed him and said something very popular. But now these people can't be seen, he thinks that he has countless friends and is very popular, but in the end, Wang Wei is the only one who gets drunk with him.

Thinking about the past few years, the only people who are really friends may be Wang Wei and Xu Fei, Xu Fei went to Beijing to study for graduate school, I can't see it, Wang Wei is still there, but I will leave the school tomorrow, and I am afraid it will not be as easy as it is now to meet again in the future.

Loss is something that must be faced on the road to growth, life cannot satisfy you with everything, nor can it make everything smooth for you, if a person's life has never encountered any storms, how pale that life should be! I am afraid that even the memories are empty.

Don't blame God for being unfair, everyone is a unique individual in this world, you exist in this world, you have the meaning of existence, no one can replace your existence, exercise your rights. In this world, anything can happen, and a decision made in a split second may affect a person's whole life, or joy, or regret, but living in the world, you have to bear all the consequences of this decision.

"Let's go to the school doctor's office to deal with it first! Why do you want to hurt yourself again, what are the hurdles that you can't get over? There are too many things in a person's life, and if you hurt yourself as soon as you encounter something, you may have to live in the hospital for the rest of your life. You won't be so stupid, I know this, you have your dreams, you have your way to go, you won't change your persistent pursuit of dreams because of anything, because dreams will allow you to overcome any difficulties and move forward. Wang Wei didn't ask Zhou Fei what was going on, he saw Wu Zixi's letter to Zhou Fei, but he pretended not to know anything, and just comforted Zhou Fei as a friend.

He knows that Zhou Fei doesn't want to mention Wu Zixi now, people are so strange, the more you want to forget one thing or a person, the more this thing or this person occupies too much space in your heart, maybe it will become your heart disease, and it will always plague your life and make you uncomfortable.

The best way to solve this problem is to let go, just like a person in the wilderness, empty, his own small like a piece of sand, may be submerged at any time, but standing in the wilderness, you have the whole wilderness, the birds in the sky, the insects on the ground, the distant hillsides and the woods, everything in the woods is yours, what could be better than this?

"Doctor, is his hand okay, didn't hurt his bones?" Wang Wei asked the doctor in the school doctor's office, the doctor didn't say a word when he looked at Zhou Fei's hand, the doctor seemed to be like this, mysterious, and didn't say anything after seeing it, which made people feel bottomless. Wang Wei waited for the doctor's answer, and when he was a little anxious, he asked the doctor directly.

"No problem, be careful next time. The doctor said without raising his head, and his indifferent look made Wang Wei very disgusted.

"Xiao Wang, give him those two medicines. The doctor shouted to a young man who looked like a nurse, and the young man came over and took the note in the doctor's hand, and went to get the medicine according to the name of the medicine written on the note.

"Take it and remember to take your medicine on time. When the young man brought the medicine to Wang Wei, he said something very professional, and the doctor said it in a similar tone as the waiter in the restaurant when he said "Welcome", without much emotion.

"Okay, got it. Wang Wei took the medicine and Zhou Fei hurriedly came out, staying in this place for a minute longer would make people crazy.

"You're all like this, are we going to the bar?" Wang Wei looked at Zhou Fei's swollen fat hand and hesitated, he probably couldn't even lift the cup in this hand, what kind of wine did he drink!

"What is this? Our plan remains the same, we don't get drunk or go home. Zhou Fei understood what Wang Wei meant, but he didn't care about that, he had to get drunk tonight, otherwise he would go crazy.

"Okay! I lay down my life to accompany the gentleman. Wang Wei punched Zhou Fei in the chest, the two of them are now difficult brothers, they all need to face all this, they need to find their courage and start a new life.

Suddenly, it seems to be back to four years ago, when they had the same as now, they had to face a new life and accept new challenges, but four years ago they had dreams, but now they have to face more, and they don't have the pure momentum to fight for their dreams four years ago. Now they are in contact with society, and they have to fight for life.

What is society, society is like a big dye vat, you must always be vigilant and always cautious, otherwise you will change yourself in this big dye vat, maybe you will become the self you hated the most.