Chapter 12 Wu Zixi said goodbye without saying goodbye
There is a park near the school, and there is an artificial lake in the park where you can go fishing, and there are beer stalls where you can sit and have a beer. There are also a lot of recreational facilities and fitness equipment, most people nowadays exercise too little, you can relax yourself through recreational facilities and fitness equipment, even if you don't do anything, it is good to walk along the artificial lake and see the swimming fish in the lake.
Zhou Fei was going to ask Wu Zixi to go to the park together, this park was not far from their school, but they didn't come much, he was too busy to come here at all, but now he has a lot of time, just enough to relax, and then get ready to meet new challenges.
"Oh my God, I found you, I have something urgent to look for you, why is your phone always turned off?" Zhou Fei ran into Gu Xi in a hurry as soon as he got downstairs, Gu Xi grabbed Zhou Fei and gasped and said that he was looking for him urgently.
Gu Xi called Zhou Fei's phone last night, Zhou Fei's phone has been turned off, today he called Zhou Fei's phone again, or turned off, he had to rush over to Zhou Fei's dormitory to have a look, but he didn't expect to see Zhou Fei downstairs.
"What's the matter, you're out of breath, what's the matter you say slowly?" Zhou Fei didn't know what happened to make Gu Xi so anxious to see him, could it be that something happened to the club, only the matter of the club could make Gu Xi think of Zhou Fei for the first time.
"You take a look at this first, this is given to me by Wu Zixi, let me pass it on to you, I called you, but your mobile phone was turned off, so I had to come to the dormitory to find you. Gu Xi said as he took out a letter and handed it to Zhou Fei, Zhou Fei recognized the font on the cover, it was Wu Zixi's font, elegant and free, like a boy's font, her font could not see that she was a squeamish girl, which was very close to her character, her character was the same as her font, free and easy.
"What is this? Why did she suddenly remember to write to me, what age is this, and she is still playing this. While opening the letter, Zhou Fei seemed to be talking to himself, as if he was asking Gu Xi.
"I don't know what it is, but I think my senior sister's expression was not quite right when she sent me the letter, and she didn't seem to be very happy, so I hurried to find you, for fear of delaying something. When Gu Xi received Wu Zixi's letter, he found that Wu Zixi was different from usual, her expression was wrong, she seemed to have cried, her eyes were red, her eyeballs were bloodshot, and she didn't seem to have rested well. Moreover, he understands Wu Zixi, if there is anything in her heart, she will say it directly, and she will not be so detouring, unless she can't say these words to Zhou Fei in person.
"When did he give you the letter, and what did he say to you when he gave you the letter?" Zhou Fei's face was ugly after reading the letter, and his voice was trembling when he asked Gu Xi, as if what was in his hand was not a letter, but a *, as soon as he opened it, he saw that he was about to explode, and he didn't have time to throw it away.
"She just asked me to give it to you and didn't say anything else. Gu Xi didn't know what the content of the letter was, but from Zhou Fei's expression and the tone of his voice, he could know that the content of this letter was undoubtedly a * for Zhou Fei, and it was destined to make him bruised and unrecognizable.
"You go outside to stop the car, I'm going to the station. Zhou Fei instructed Gu Xi to go to the school gate to help him stop the car, he reflexively went up to the dormitory building again, he went to the dormitory to change a mobile phone battery and hurried down, he wanted to rush to the station to leave Wu Zixi before Wu Zixi left, Wu Zixi wrote to him that she was leaving the city.
Wu Zixi's family helped Wu Zixi find a very good job in Shanghai through relationships, Wu Zixi was going to Shanghai, she wanted to tell Zhou Fei about it in person, but she swallowed it back when the words came to her mouth, she really couldn't open her mouth, and she couldn't bear to see Zhou Fei sad in front of her, she was afraid that she would change her mind.
It's hard to find a good job now, the family finally helped her find a job, if she doesn't go, not only will she disappoint her parents, but she herself will probably regret it in the future, not everyone has such an opportunity, not everyone can enter that kind of company, she doesn't want to miss this opportunity, and she doesn't want to regret it.
Between Zhou Fei and her career, she chose her career, it's not that Zhou Fei is not important to her, it's just that at present, career is what she needs most, and she can wait for love, she believes that with a career, love will follow.
"Master, can you hurry up? I'm in a hurry. Zhou Fei kept urging the driver to drive quickly, he really wanted to go to the station immediately, find Wu Zixi, and then persuade her to stay, they worked together, it won't be long, they will have everything they want.
"Young man, this is the fastest speed, no matter how fast it is, there will be an accident, and you must pay attention to safety in a hurry. Sometimes it works better to go slower, just like walking alone, the main thing is not how fast you walk, but how far you walk. I see that you don't have any luggage, you are not in a car, you must be chasing people! Chasing people will make you more disappointed than chasing cars, the car is gone, it will come again tomorrow, and when people are gone, they will not come again. Maybe the person who is going to leave doesn't belong to you in the first place, you can't keep her if you catch up, if she really belongs to you, she won't leave you, even if you can barely keep her today, one day she will still leave, in this case, why force others, embarrass love, and deceive yourself. The taxi driver understood from the moment Zhou Fei got in the car, it was not the first time he had encountered such a thing, but the people he pulled didn't catch up with anyone, so he said so, but he still sped up the speed, he hoped that Zhou Fei could catch up with the person who was about to leave the city, and he also hoped that they could be together forever.
"I'm sure she'll stay for me, we've been in love for so long, she won't give up this love easily. Zhou Fei herself also knew that Wu Zixi would not stay, she made it very clear in the letter, they have no future together, she can't give Zhou Fei what she wants, I hope Zhou Fei can understand her choice, she can only choose one between the future and love. But Zhou Fei was unwilling to admit defeat like this, he wanted to do his best to make Wu Zixi change his mind.
"May your love stand up to temptation and not a paper tiger. The taxi driver not only sped up the speed, but also took a shortcut, hoping that Zhou Fei could keep her before the train left, and he also achieved a good thing.
What is fate, Zhou Fei and Wu Zixi are called fate, they have known and fallen in love for more than three years, but this seemingly indestructible castle of love has already collapsed, and it will become a pile of ruins with only memories left in the wind and rain, which is useless except nostalgia.
Zhou Fei still missed Wu Zixi, when he arrived at the station, the train to Shanghai started, he didn't see Wu Zixi's figure, they ended up in this way.
If you don't know it, he will fall from a peak to the bottom, and there are some things that you are the hero, but you can't change the outcome of things, you can only watch the mistakes happen.
The love between him and Wu Zixi is also like this, maybe this ending has long been doomed, and they should think about today on the day they met, but at that time, they thought that as long as they truly loved each other, everything could be changed, so they both gave their hearts to each other and built a beautiful future with each other, but the future they built was just a castle in the air, and they couldn't withstand a little wind and grass.
"Why are you here?" Zhou Fei met Wu Zixi's roommate Li Lan at the station, Wu Zixi and Li Lan are very good, and Li Lan knows everything about Zhou Fei and Wu Zixi.
"Forget it, we can't stay if we should go, let's go back!" Zhou Fei pretended not to care, but his heart was sad to death, he wanted to cry and release all the suppressed sorrow in his heart, but Li Lan couldn't cry in him, he couldn't let others see his vulnerability.
"What happened to you? Could it be that your relationship for so many years is over like this, are you willing?" Li Lan didn't know what had happened between Zhou Fei and Wu Zixi in the past few days, but they had always gotten along very well.
She has always been very envious of Wu Zixi, and she also hopes that she can meet a man like Zhou Fei who takes care of her meticulously, but today's events have confused her, and she wants to know what happened to them, so that Wu Zixi can resolutely leave regardless of the feelings for so many years.
When Wu Zixi was about to leave, she also advised her to think about it, it was unfair to Zhou Fei to leave like this, there was anything they could sit down and talk about, so it was really cruel to leave without saying anything. Li Lan's advice didn't work, Wu Zixi still left, her heart was no longer here, she wanted to chase a better life and realize her dreams, so she had to leave the city and leave Zhou Fei, her dreams did not allow her to worry too much.
"See for yourself! That's her reasoning. Zhou Fei handed the letter left by Wu Zixi to Li Lan.
Li Lan still guessed wrong, Wu Zixi chose to leave for the sake of his dream and his career. She always thought that Zhou Fei and Wu Zixi had a conflict that made Wu Zixi leave regardless of the relationship in the past three years, but now it seems that this is not the case, it is similar to what she expected, between career and love, Wu Zixi chose a career.
Zhou Fei didn't know how he got to school, when he was lying on the bed, the whole sky was turning, and the bed under him was also turning, he felt that he was light and fluttering, like a cloud without a goal, drifting with the wind.
In the past four years, he has been playing an important role, he is a well-known person in the school, he is the leader of the "social practice" community, in the eyes of many people, he is successful, the future is also very bright, everyone knows that if he wants, he can go to work in any famous big company, with his talent, in a few years, he will have everything.
Today he realized how much he failed, he was not the most important in Wu Zixi's heart, now he has no scenery in school, and he has missed a lot of good opportunities, think about it, he has not gained anything, except a tired heart.
When Gu Xi came, Zhou Fei was lying on the bed, not saying anything, his eyes were looking straight at the ceiling, Gu Xi didn't know what he was thinking, and he didn't know how to comfort him. Gu Xi sat on the side of Zhou Fei's bed for a while and left, he knew that Zhou Fei would figure it out, he had been with Zhou Fei for a long time, and he still knew Zhou Fei, Zhou Fei was a very rational person, he would not hurt himself because of what he had lost.
When did Gu Xi come, Zhou Fei didn't know, when Gu Xi left, Zhou Fei didn't know, everything in his world is new now, he wants to re-understand the world and himself.