Chapter 9 There is a place where only you know

Xu Fei's tears made Zhou Fei also sad, thinking about how a person has to go through many partings in his life, each parting may be the last, there are too many people who are just passers-by in our lives, but these years have left indelible footprints on the road of our lives.

"I don't want to leave you, I don't want to lose the love you have given me, I will be alone without you. Xu Fei hugged Zhou Fei who was sitting beside her tightly, not only did she not stop crying, but cried louder, she was too depressed in her heart, she had made a lot of friends over the years, they all gave her the most sincere love, this time they were leaving, she was reluctant to them, but she couldn't keep them, she also wanted them to have a bright future.

"You won't lose their love, and you won't be alone. Even if we can't be by your side from time to time, we will always pay attention to you, and the friendship between us will always exist, even if it will be another hundred years, when we are all old, unable to walk, sitting in a wheelchair, we will also recall our past with a smile on our faces, maybe I can't remember some people's faces at that time, but we will definitely remember the happy times we used to be together. Zhou Fei put a quilt on Xu Fei, she was so excited that she forgot that she wasn't wearing anything.

"Okay, hurry up and get dressed, look at you, like a child, crying at every turn. Zhou Fei took the clothes to Xu Fei, Xu Fei cried much better, and his mood stabilized.

"How can I get dressed if you don't go out, and you still say that you are a decent gentleman, what do you want to do if you don't leave?" Xu Fei had no scruples for a while, he could hug Zhou Fei naked, and for a while, he was very calculating, and he didn't allow Zhou Fei to be in the house.

"Okay, I'll go! I can't help you. "Xu Fei is the same age as Zhou Fei, but many times she is like a child, she will never grow up, and she will never know what pain is and what sorrow is.

"Haha......" As soon as Zhou Fei went out, Xu Fei couldn't help laughing, she wasn't afraid that Zhou Fei would see her without clothes, anyway, he had seen it all over last night, but she still couldn't leave her in the room, she was drunk last night and didn't know anything, now that she was sober, she couldn't let Zhou Fei feel that she was a very casual girl.

"I'm okay, you come in!" Xu Fei got dressed and shouted towards the door.

After getting dressed, Xu Fei simply cleaned up, there was nothing in the hotel, she only washed her face and tidied up her hair, Zhou Fei urged her to go to breakfast, she was also hungry, she vomited everything she ate yesterday, and now there is nothing in her stomach.

"I'm really hungry when it comes to food, I'll invite you to breakfast!" Xu Fei was in a good mood after crying, tears are such a strange thing, it will come when it is sad, and it will come when it is happy.

Many people think that tears are a sign of cowardice, but in my opinion, people who shed tears are not because of cowardice, but some tears are noble tears, reunion after parting, meeting childhood friends in a foreign place, and getting everything they want after hard work, when facing these, those tears are noble and the warmest. That deep feeling can only be expressed through tears, and tears are the most direct and true way to express emotions, so cherish everyone who is willing to shed tears for you, and do your best to do what is worthy of your tears.

"Let's go! I don't know if you have helped me ask Wang Wei about it, this matter must be hurried! I can't delay, people are waiting for my letter, I can't live up to his trust in me. Whatever the outcome, it should be known to the family that he must be in a hurry now. Zhou Fei didn't directly say that Xu Fei couldn't do things, and if she said that, she would make trouble again. He also believed that Xu Fei would be very concerned about his affairs, and he felt very embarrassed to go to He Zihao for this matter. Xu Fei's character he also knows, she must have suffered a lot of grievances, if he didn't go to Xu Fei for someone else, even if he put a knife on her neck, she wouldn't go.

"Let's tell you while we eat!" Xu Fei's expression was serious, it could be seen that this thing was not done, I am afraid that kid will also be embarrassed Xu Fei, Xu Fei went directly to He Zihao after separating from Zhou Fei at school yesterday, and when he came in the evening, he didn't mention it, he just drank hard, and he was drunk, and Zhou Fei didn't have a chance to ask what happened.

Cities are probably all the same, half prosperous, half ordinary. Every city has its own highlights, every city has its own most ordinary side, if an honesty is only prosperous and not ordinary, then this honesty has no sense of home.

When you walk into this honest and honest view, you may not be happy, but you will have a strange feeling. But when you walk into the narrow alleys, see the clothes drying overhead, smell the smell of cooking from every house, see the retired elderly people who have nothing to do playing cards together, chatting about family life, and seeing children playing on the side of the road, these will make people warm. Even if we don't have a home in this city and no loved ones around, we won't be alone.

"Let's go here! It's a famous snack street with all kinds of food, and it's guaranteed to get in hungry and get out. Xu Fei grew up in this city, and in her impression, this street has always been there, and the snacks on the street are her favorite. Growing up, she was a regular on the street, and many of the old shopkeepers knew her, and she would come here several times a week to eat.

Zhou Fei also knows about this street, but he doesn't come many times, and when he comes, he eats casually, and he doesn't know which one does the best.

"Listen to you! You know you better than I do here, and I'm as you please. Zhou Fei is right, he will always be a stranger in this city, but Xu Fei is the master, although he has been here for four years, he will never find the feeling of home.

"Xiaofei, what are you going to eat today? This is your boyfriend! As soon as I entered, I met someone who was joking with Xu Fei, and they thought Zhou Fei was Xu Fei's boyfriend. It can be seen that Xu Fei is very popular here, there are many people who know her, and along the way, there are many people who greet her and make fun of Zhou Fei.

"Uncle Chen, you bullied me again, I didn't eat here with you today, I will bring someone over to support you another day. Xu Fei didn't call them boss, but called them uncle, which shows that Xu Fei gets along well with them.

They joked with Xu Fei, and Xu Fei was not angry, but spoiled them like everyone's daughters, and they also treated Xu Fei like daughters.

Xu Fei hadn't walked a few steps, and there was already a big bag of food, all of which were forcibly given to her by those shopkeepers, she couldn't do it if she didn't want it, there were buns, fried dough sticks, tea eggs, all kinds of snacks, not to mention that she paid for it on this trip, and she couldn't finish the delivery.

"Enough, I can't even mention it, how is Uncle Wang's business lately?" The boss surnamed Wang wanted to stuff Xu Fei with a large bag of fried chestnuts, Xu Fei didn't want it, but the boss's kindness was difficult, so she had to take it.

"Business is very good, the few diners you introduced often come, and it costs dozens of yuan to buy it, and my business is getting better and better. Joy filled the face of this boss surnamed Wang.

"That's good, you take care of yourself, don't be tired, I'm leaving. Xu Fei said goodbye to Boss Wang, they continued to move forward, and there were still people who wanted to give Xu Fei things, but they couldn't take it and confiscated it, so they didn't insist. Zhou Fei really couldn't lift it, he didn't dare to go any further, he didn't eat anything along the way, and he was tired enough.

"Let's not go any further, I really can't lift it, with these things it's enough for you to eat, let's stop here! Zhou Fei looked at the two big bags of things in his hand and persuaded Xu Fei to forget it and stop going any further.

"Okay, I'll take you somewhere, and we'll wipe out these delicacies. Xu Fei looked at the things in Zhou Fei's hand, it was enough, not to mention the two of them, and a few more people couldn't finish it.

Zhou Fei followed Xu Fei for a long time, and the more he walked, the more remote he became, and he almost arrived at the suburbs! You could see the train tracks, the mountains, and the river flowing around the city. There are many green trees on the mountain, all kinds of wildflowers bloom at the bottom of the mountain, and at the bottom of the mountain is the train tracks, and a road guard is carefully inspecting the tracks. Not far from the railway is a small river, the water of the small river flows very slowly, the water here is very clear, and you can see a lot of pebbles and green aquatic plants by the river. Compared to the hustle and bustle of the city, it is much quieter, with mountains and rivers, and it is a good place.

"How's that going? This place is good!" Xu Fei often comes here, often in the summer, sitting on the stones by the river, letting his thoughts fly all over the sky, not worrying about anything, watching the wild flowers grow wildly, listening to the sound of the river flowing, watching the train pull a carload of strangers from all over the country to the city, and then the fairies scatter flowers to all corners of the city.

Xu Fei likes to watch the train speed past her eyes, she imagines that the passenger on the train sees her, thinking about what she does, guessing her mood and face. Perhaps there will be an amorous boy who sees her and falls in love with her at first sight, when he wants the train to stop at once and see her immediately and say how much he likes her.

Xu Fei often thinks about some nonsensical things, she knows that her ideas are a bit like fairy tales, and it is impossible to realize them, but she still can't help but think so, and in the end she amuses herself.

"This place is really good, how did you find it?" Zhou Fei was also a little excited to see this place, they had been in the circle of reinforced concrete for too long, they had forgotten the true face of nature, and he was really excited to see such a beautiful picture today.

"I've been discovering this place for a long time, I remember once my mother criticized me, I just walked by feeling, and before I knew it, I came here, and then I liked it, and I often sat here alone for a while, and my mood would improve, this is my utopia, my kingdom, everything here is mine. Xu Fei stood on the stone like a queen, she looked into the distance, her eyes were full of the most simple love.

"How did you ask Wang Wei, how did He Zihao answer you?" Zhou Fei and Xu Fei have been messing around with Xu Fei for the past two days because of Wang Wei's affairs, as soon as she sat down, she asked Xu Fei, no matter what, there must be an answer, otherwise he can't explain to Wang Wei, Wang Wei can pin all his hopes on him, and he can't live up to Wang Wei's trust in him.

"He Zihao didn't help, he negotiated terms with me, and I refused, so I didn't do this well. Xu Fei lowered her head and said, she looked very embarrassed, Zhou Fei had already thought of such a result, He Zihao would definitely embarrass Xu Fei, with Xu Fei's character, he would definitely not accept his conditions, and this matter would also embarrass Xu Fei, making her feel wronged.

"I'm the one who wronged you. Zhou Fei said to Xu Fei guiltily.

"Who made you so important in my mind, I was willing to do this, and you didn't force me, I don't blame you, I just lived up to your high expectations, I didn't do this well. Xu Fei was quite disgusted with He Zihao, but for Zhou Fei's sake, she still went to see He Zihao, but she couldn't agree to He Zihao's unreasonable requests, so she could only disappoint Zhou Fei.

"I don't blame you, we have done everything we can, let's see the destiny of heaven!" Zhou Fei does not seek a result, but he will definitely work hard to do this well.

"It's time for us to go, it's not too early, there's still a lot to do, your utopia is really beautiful, I will definitely come back often in the future. Here I can see my truest self and not worry about how to go in the future, thank you for bringing me here. Zhou Fei almost forgot what nature looks like, he is so excited to see all this now, sometimes he wants to find such a place and quietly walk through his life, which is also a beautiful thing.

"In the future, this will also be your kingdom, and if I leave this city, you will be the master here, and I will give orders to the flowers, grasses, insects, and fish here, and let them all serve you. The birds sing for you, the crickets play music for you, the flowers bring you fragrance, the trees shelter you from the wind and rain, and the fish make you pleasing to the eye. When you are tired, you lie down under the tree, lie down on the stone to sleep, and when you are thirsty, you drink the water of the stream, which is sweet and cold, so that the impetuous stomach can taste the taste of nature."

"When you are happy, you can come here and say your joy to the mountains and the passing trains, and the mountains will bring your joy to everyone in this city. If you are sad, you can also come here and tell your distress to the stream, and the stream will dilute and dilute your distress, so that you are no longer distressed and make you happy. Xu Fei seemed to say it to Zhou Fei, and wanted to talk to herself, she was going to leave the city where she had lived for more than 20 years to go to Beijing for graduate school, and she didn't know who would accompany her in the future, Beijing may not be able to find such a place, and today she is here to say goodbye.

"When you leave, I'll see you off. Zhou Fei knew that Xu Fei chose to go to graduate school, and she also encouraged him to go to graduate school, but Zhou Fei did not choose to go to graduate school, he wanted to go into the society, accept the review of the society, and create a world of his own in this city, where youth can shine as long as they work hard.

"Don't come to see you off, I don't want you to see me leave, as long as you have me as a friend in your heart, I'm satisfied, I don't want more. Every time Xu Fei thinks of leaving this city and leaving many people she loves, her heart hurts, she wants to stay here, live with these people all the time, and don't leave.

Zhou Fei understood Xu Fei's thoughts, this girl is very strong, even a big man like him is ashamed of himself, they are destined to be inseparable in this life, if there is really an afterlife, he is willing to take her hand and take a ride with her, it should be regarded as repaying the love she gave him in this life.