Chapter 10: Xu Fei leaves
Xu Fei went to Beijing for graduate school, and when she left, she didn't tell anyone, and no one except her parents came to see her off.
Originally, Director Li and his wife planned to send her to Beijing, but this was the first time Xu Fei went far away, and she went to Beijing, Beijing is so big and very chaotic, they are worried that Xu Fei will not know how to deal with any problems when she goes alone, and they want to accompany her to Beijing, but Xu Fei said that she would not let them accompany her. She said, she's so old, if she can't even do this little thing, what else can she do!
Xu Fei grew up in this city, and her parents made decisions for her in everything, she just had to go step by step. The parents' plan was to let her study as a graduate student in this school, and the graduate education in this school was no worse than that of Xu Fei's school in Beijing, and it would be much more convenient to study in this school. Even if you don't go to graduate school in this university, you can choose other universities in this city, and there are good universities in this city, but no matter how hard they persuade them, Xu Fei is going to Beijing.
"You have to be careful on the road, take care of yourself and be safe. Director Li's eyes were filled with tears.
Xu Fei has been living with them all these years, and she is dangling in front of their eyes morning and night, and she reaches out to her to ask for anything, and Xu Fei basically doesn't ask about family matters. In order for Xu Fei to study with peace of mind, they didn't let her do anything. So far, Xu Fei has never brushed the dishes, folded the quilt by himself, or washed a single piece of clothing by himself, let alone did any physical work. Therefore, Director Li's worries are also necessary, Xu Fei will not do anything when she goes out alone, and she will be laughed at by her classmates, which will not only affect her studies, but more importantly, it will hit her self-esteem. Xu Fei has had a strong self-esteem since she was a child, and they are afraid that she will be wronged outside.
"Mom, don't cry, you cry and make me sad, I'll take care of myself. Xu Fei has never seen her mother cry, and her mother is a very strong woman. In Xu Fei's eyes, her mother will not back down no matter what difficulties she encounters, let alone cry easily, but her mother is crying today, and she can't be strong in Xu Fei's place.
"That's it, don't cry, the child will take care of herself, our child has always been great, she will do well, what are you worried about, look at me and feel relieved, my own daughter I don't know yet? Xu Fei's father was reluctant to let Xu Fei go, but he could understand Xu Fei's decision.
Young hearts want to fly higher, want to go farther to find a place to perch, this city is big enough for a person, but small for a young heart. Xu Fei is so young, she also has a young heart, she wants to go to a broader place to realize her dreams, and their parents should support her.
"Lao Li, you have to learn from many others, Lao Xu's realm is much more than you!" Xu Fei and her parents get along like friends, some things can be said to friends, but not to parents, if your parents also become your friends, you can tell them your little secret.
"Girl, go with confidence! If you feel homesick, call home, if you want to be your parents, we will come to Beijing to see you." Although Xu Zhijie was also uncomfortable, he couldn't shed tears in front of his daughter, he was the reason why his daughter was strong.
"Mom and Dad, go back! The car is about to leave, I'm going in, take care of yourselves, I'll take care of myself." Xu Fei reluctantly walked in.
In another twenty minutes, she was going to leave the city and go to a bigger city, where there was a dream waiting for her to come true, there was an unknown life waiting for her to experience, and she couldn't wait.
"I'm leaving, for the sake of my dreams, I'm going to a bigger city, maybe there is no bosom friend like you, and I can't be by my side when I'm sad, but I believe that as long as I miss you, you'll miss me, because you've long lived in my heart. Xu Fei texted Zhou Fei when the train left the city. In addition to her parents in this city, the person who knows her best is Zhou Fei, she knows that Zhou Fei can't give her the life she wants, and she can't give her a promise, but Zhou Fei gives her a sense of satisfaction that she has never had, even if she can't get him, looking at him from afar, she is also satisfied.
When I received Xu Fei's text message, Zhou Fei was making an electronic resume, he was also looking for a job, you can't survive without a job in this city, the society is very realistic and cruel, you have to pay a hard work in exchange for a harvest, it is impossible for you to get something without work.
Zhou Fei checked some companies in this city on the Internet, and also submitted resumes to several of them, these companies are well-known listed companies, he hopes to join their team, with excellent people, you will become better.
"May you be well. Zhou Fei said silently in his heart, he looked out the window, the sky was blue and pure, such a sky could carry any dream. Everyone in this city has dreams, and one of the many dreams is his, and he believes that dreams can be fulfilled in such a sky.
Zhou Fei did not reply to Xu Fei's message, he continued to make his resume, although Xu Fei is a girl, she has the character of a boy, no matter where she goes, no matter what difficulties she encounters outside, she can solve it, he doesn't have to worry about her. It's just that Xu Fei is gone, he has a good friend missing in this city, if Xu Fei is here, he can go to her on the weekend and tell her about his work and life this week, he can share happiness with her, and he can also let her share some pain.
Although he graduated, there were still a lot of things in front of Zhou Fei, the most important thing was how to tell Wang Wei that he couldn't graduate, this decision was made by the school, but from Zhou Fei's mouth, it seemed that Zhou Fei had decided. He seems to be a eunuch who conveys the holy decree for the emperor, and this holy decree is related to a person's fate. Every time he thought about it, he felt that he had become a different person, and his face was ugly.
But the current situation is that he has to use this ugly face to announce such an angry thing to Wang Wei, and he does not know whether the eunuch who gave the holy decree on behalf of the mediocre emperor is willing to convey the emperor's order. But he was unwilling, and he was reluctant to let this order come out of his mouth, he would rather someone else tell Wang Wei the news, or the school directly informed Wang Wei, so that he would feel better.
It's useless to escape, it's Wang Wei's fault to put it bluntly, you yourself have pushed yourself into a desperate situation, and now others don't know how to save you, if it weren't for him indulging himself, there would be no result today. Since it has become an ironclad thing, even if it is a lesson for Wang Wei, he will definitely do better in his future life, and if this lesson can make him understand the importance of time and hard work, it will be worth it.
Thinking of Wang Wei's matter, Zhou Fei didn't have the heart to make a resume, he decided to go to Wang Wei and explain things clearly in front of him, so that he could make plans early.
"You're alone, what about the others?" When Zhou Fei entered, Wang Wei was lying on the bed alone.
He could see that Wang Wei was in a bad mood, and his eyes were full of loneliness and helplessness. When Zhou Fei entered, he got up from the bed, his hair was unkempt, and his eyeballs were covered with bloodlines, it was obvious that he had definitely not slept in the past few days, and there was an empty box of instant noodles on the table, and he had spent the past few days.
Zhou Fei looked a little sad, how could Wang Wei fall to today's point, I remember that when I first went to college, Wang Wei was the most attentive one, but now he has become the worst one, urban life has made him lose himself, and it is difficult to see the unpretentious side of rural people in him anymore.
In this city, if you don't know him, you will definitely not think that he is a person from a very backward mountain village, and you will not believe that this city is the farthest he has ever been, the most prosperous city he has ever seen, and four years have changed a lot of things for him, and some things have long been lost in him.
Wang Wei shook his head, he didn't know where the others had gone, everyone was busy these days, only he was the most idle, he didn't know what he should do, he just lay in the dormitory for several days, and he was so hungry that he ate bucket instant noodles.
He was now afraid to walk on campus, afraid to meet acquaintances, as if everyone knew that he would not be able to complete his studies, that he would not be able to get his diploma, that their eyes were like sharp knives, and every knife pierced his already bruised body, and he could not bear such a look, so he could only hide in the dormitory and pretend that he didn't know anything.
"Look at your current appearance, people are not like people, ghosts are not like ghosts, who will not encounter a little setback on the road of growth! If all people run away like you and fall like you, isn't success just an empty word?" Zhou Fei said angrily to the decadent Wang Wei.
"Your life still has a long way to go, this is just the beginning, there may be greater storms waiting for you on the road of life in the future, you can't even get over this bit of bumps, and talk about accepting what bigger storms."
"A person will inevitably encounter a lot of difficulties, learning to face it with a smile is the most important thing, escaping is not what a man should do, you have to know, how many people are waiting to see your jokes. If you back down, their plot will succeed, but if you choose to be brave, they will look at you differently."
"No one will say that you are a coward, except for yourself, as long as you work hard in this world, everything will happen and become a reality, and everything you have lost today will be repaid to you tomorrow."
Zhou Fei saw Wang Wei like this, he was both sad and heartbroken, he didn't want him to go on like this, Wang Wei was his friend, he wanted to take him out of this incident and let him regain his self-confidence. Just like when he first met Wang Wei, Wang Wei at that time was dressed very plainly, but very sunny, at that time he believed in hard work and ideals, and believed that one day he would realize his ideals.
This time, he didn't help Wang Wei successfully get his graduation certificate, he helped him find his original self, let him cheer up again, and bravely face the tests that life gave him!