Suddenly seeing such a picture, I couldn't help but be a little stunned.

Of course, the person who was even more stunned than me was Zheng Jiayue beside me, her eyes were already a little straight, and she looked directly at those couples.

I thought that only my wedding photos of the Great Celestial Empire would be like this, but I didn't expect that people here in Hokkaido would be like this.

The couples shared a photographer and posed for different movements. Although there are a lot of people coming and going, several couples don't seem to care at all, and their faces are full of happy smiles.

Seriously, I envy these people, you must know that it is very difficult to care about other people's eyes at all, but these couples may really feel that it doesn't matter, after all, according to the wedding photo, this kind of thing is already a very happy thing, and holding each other's hands, they don't care about anything..

Thinking of this, I instinctively looked at Zheng Jiayue again, Zheng Jiayue had an envious expression on her face, as if she was very longing for such a scene.

I looked at her for a while, but I couldn't help but ask, "What's wrong?

Zheng Jiayue came back to her senses, she glanced at me, and immediately smiled again and said: "No, I think it's not just a wedding dress, but girls are also beautiful, I remember someone said that a woman wearing a wedding dress is the most beautiful, and it's really like this."

Zheng Jiayue's emotion made me can't help but fantasize about it in my mind, fantasizing about what Zheng Jiayue will look like in the future, even if I just think about it, it's already exciting, right? After all, Zheng Jiayue's figure looks good in whatever clothes she wears, let alone a wedding dress.

Thinking of this, I looked at her and smiled again, and said, "Yes, indeed, it's mainly a wedding dress, which symbolizes a kind of happiness, right? You'll have the opportunity to wear it in the future.."

My words made Zheng Jiayue look at me immediately, she blushed, and soon said a little embarrassed: "Really, Xiao Xiaoming? It would be.."

"Will you be taking pictures with me?"

Zheng Jiayue looked serious when she asked this, as if she cared very much.

I was stunned for a moment, looked at her and said, "Otherwise... Who else do you want to take pictures with? Yes, do you don't want to be with me in your heart, but you actually want to be with someone else?"

Zheng Jiayue knew that I said this on purpose, she looked at me and pursed her lips, and immediately spoke

"Cut, nonsense, I didn't think so, and besides.."

"If you don't behave well, Xiao Xiaoming, maybe I'll really take a photo with someone else at that time~ So.. You have to be nice to me, I don't know~"

Zheng Jiayue was obviously joking when she said this, I didn't say anything else when I heard her say this, but took a deep breath and said: "Come on, let me tell you, in this world, I am willing to take care of you as a snack, so you should be honest and listen to me more." ”

Zheng Jiayue glanced at me again when she heard me say this, she snorted, looked at the couples who were taking pictures with nostalgia, and then looked at me again and said, "Let's go, Xiao Xiaoming, let's go ahead."

I heard Zheng Jiayue say this and nodded, and quickly signaled that she was fine.

This pier is really not particularly big, maybe Zheng Jiayue and I don't plan to finish all the turns, although you can see the sea, but it's completely different from the sea you usually imagine, if you don't know that it's the sea, you may feel that this is a lake or something, but the scenery is not bad, but this natural landscape is mixed with these modern things around it, and it's not so good.

Of course, maybe this is just my feeling alone, I walked forward with Zheng Jiayue for a while, and found that there were many small houses next to it, which were all connected together, and they should all be places to sell things.

Because it has been a long time since yesterday, I don't have much heart to go shopping again or anything, but Zheng Jiayue is quite fresh, and dragged me in again.

When I entered, I found that it was a small stall like that, with a small aisle, but it was full of things on both sides.

Seriously, one of the things I admired most about my visit to Hokkaido is that people here don't seem to be too afraid of losing things.

This is also the thing that shocked me the most, and it would definitely not be like this in any other place. So although the small place in front of me is very messy, it seems that the people here are very qualified, and there are a lot of stalls, but there are no special anti-theft facilities, and they are very close.

I really like this feeling, very comfortable and casual, Zheng Jiayue and I feel the same, she keeps looking at it, as if she wants to buy everything, but she doesn't buy anything.

I found out that there are some very small goods, and most of them are handmade, and I finally understand why the things here are all things that can't be bought anywhere else, because they are really very special things, in other words, unique...

I saw that Zheng Jiayue liked it a lot, so I couldn't help but look at her and asked, "Do you have anything you want to buy?"

As a result, Zheng Jiayue turned her head to look at me and said, "There are too many things I want to buy, so... I really don't know which one to buy, although it's all good, but I don't like it too much.."

It's true that although they are all very special, strictly speaking, there is nothing particularly eye-catching, so Zheng Jiayue and I kept walking forward, turned to the head, and found that every long room here was connected together, and through one passage, we went directly to the next...

This is quite interesting, I went to another room with Zheng Jiayue, and after wandering around for a while, finally Zheng Jiayue seemed to see something, and her eyes suddenly stayed on it, and she couldn't move away.

I leaned over at this time and found that what Zheng Jiayue was looking at turned out to be a couple... Birthday Cards:

But it's not an ordinary birthday card, it's the kind of music, as soon as you open it, the music will sound, and there are greeting cards with beautiful patterns...

This made me froze for a moment, and I couldn't help but think of what happened when I was a child...

It's not like I've never seen this kind of greeting card, but that's what I did when I was very young... At that time, it was still popular to celebrate the New Year's holiday, or some classmates sent a music greeting card on their birthday or something, and wrote words of blessings... That's a very happy thing.

I haven't seen it for many years now, so I can't help but see it here, and it is inevitable that people will feel like they are stuck in memories...

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Hearing Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...

I know that I can't be with her, even if I know that she doesn't like Lu Mao at all, even if I know that she has a good impression of me, but I still can't be with her.

Because, I already have Zheng Jiayue, I already have Zheng Jiayue, by my side...

This is an important thing and there is no way not to think about it, I have no way to betray Zheng Jiayue's liking for me, and it can also be said that for so long, my liking for Zheng Jiayue is not such an easy thing to give up...

However, my current actions are completely sorry for Zheng Jiayue, but I have no way to control myself, maybe just like Yu Qian said, only tonight, it is special, only tonight, it belongs to her, between me...

So at this time, I could only hold her tightly, there was no thought in my brain, a blank piece, and my body kept holding Yu Qian...

Yu Qian was motionless in my arms, she also hugged me tightly, I could still feel the temperature of her hand around my waist, her hand was gently on my waist, her head rested on my arms, tightly pressed against my chest.

I can't think of how I can describe my feelings at this time.

In short, there is a warm feeling in my heart, I don't know if this warmth comes from Yu Qian's body, or from the feeling in my heart.

In short, at this moment, I am snuggling up to each other like Yu Qian... Neither of us said anything more, as if the voices of the world had all disappeared...

Later, I don't know how long it took, and Yu Qian in her arms heard a thick breathing sound.

It seems that Yu Qian is asleep, she leans on my arms, breathing steadily...

This made me can't help but look at her in my arms, only to see Yu Qian's eyes tightly closed, she seems to be asleep, as if she doesn't know what the situation is now.

I just looked at Yu Qian's sleeping face quietly, looking at her, with a quiet face.

For the first time, look at her like this.

For the first time, with such a mood, such a form, looking at her.

Yu Qian slept soundly, as if no sound could wake her up.

I just watched her quietly, and after a while, my eyes couldn't help but fall on her lips.

Although it was pitch black, Yu Qian's red lips could still be seen.

That color is hard to describe, but in my mind, I still have the gentle kiss of Yu Qian some time ago...

At this time, an idea suddenly popped into my mind...

That is, if I go to kiss her.

What would it look like?

At this time, Yu Qian shouldn't reject herself, right?

At this time, she just expressed her affection to herself, she shouldn't refuse, right?

However, if he did kiss her, what would that count?

What is the kiss between me and Yu Qian?

Between friends? or. betrayed Zheng Jiayue, a kiss only for his own selfish desires?

Thinking of this, I felt a bad feeling in my heart, because Zheng Jiayue's face appeared in front of my eyes again...

I suddenly came back to my senses and realized that everything I was doing now, as long as Zheng Jiayue knew about it, it would hurt her heart very much...

This made me pass for a while, and finally sighed, hugged Yu Qian motionlessly, and slowly closed my eyes.