I can't say why I feel this way, but that's how I feel, and it's probably a delusion or something.

Zheng Jiayue was still looking out of the car window, she seemed to be thinking about something, in short, she was very absent-minded.

I didn't talk to her either, anyway, I felt that Zheng Jiayue was not quite right today, and I couldn't tell what was wrong.

In this way, the tour bus drove for a while, and soon stopped again, not far from the place we just went, it seemed that it was not long from the place we had just gotten, we got off the bus and found that this was a park, a relatively pristine park.

The tour guide signaled that we could take a break here and try the yogurt here, which is very famous. After a while, it's going to take us to the last attraction, but at the same time the best attraction...

Everyone had no opinions, and they all got out of the car quickly, and Zheng Jiayue was naturally very happy when she heard that there was something to eat.

After the two of us got out of the car, we bought yogurt for Zheng Jiayue and took her around casually.

This park is quite large, the trees and plants are very tall, there is a feeling of primeval forest, and it seems that we are a tour group here, so there are very few people.

This feeling is very good, and I can see that Zheng Jiayue also likes this atmosphere very much, and it is of course good to be able to take a walk in the park while eating delicious food.

Zheng Jiayue has been walking beside me, and I can even see a lot of blooming flowers around, this temperature also surprised me, and Zheng Jiayue seemed to remember something, and said: "Xiao Xiaoming, do you know what I'm thinking?"

Zheng Jiayue's words made me slightly stunned, and soon I thought of something, looked at her again and replied, "Are you thinking about the place near our house?"

Of course, Zheng Jiayue knew that the place I was talking about was the secret garden, she smiled at me again, and said with a very concerned look: "Ah, why did you guess it all at once, Xiao Xiaoming~"

Hearing this, I thought to myself, it's really crooked, Lao Wei only got a painting yesterday, and he just thought of that place, but I didn't expect Zheng Jiayue to mention it again today, so that when I suddenly give her the painting, it will definitely surprise her even more.

But despite thinking so, I still pretended to compare, watched her open her mouth and said, "Ahhh Who am I, don't you just guess it?

Standing up to what I said Zheng Jiayue pouted, she looked at me, and said: "Come on, it must be a blind guess, I really think that it would be good if the park near your house was the same as the park here, and there will definitely be a lot of people who will like to go to it then."

I smiled when I heard Zheng Jiayue's words, and said: "Eh, that's different, do you know why many parks originally had good scenery, but then they got worse? When the time comes, the original good environment will be slowly destroyed, so... It's not necessarily a good thing that there are more people who know!"

Zheng Jiayue heard me say this and thought for a while, then quickly looked at me again and said, "But, there should be a lot of people coming to this park, right?"

I looked at Zheng Jiayue, sighed and said: "Yes, it's sad to be sad here, people will pay great attention to quality and image after going abroad, and will hardly deliberately destroy the scenery of other people's countries or anything, but in China it's different, I don't know why everyone always likes to protect other people's things and ignore the good things of their own country.."

Zheng Jiayue suddenly sighed when she heard me, and looked at me with a little concern for a while, and after a while she smiled and said: "Actually, I felt early in the morning that Xiao Xiaoming, you have a very good sense of justice. It seems that this is really the case.."

I was stunned for a moment, then quickly sighed again and said, "No.. It's just that after all, I feel a lot, especially after I come out, and when I see the good things about others, I will feel this way more and more."

Zheng Jiayue didn't say anything else, she was very kind enough to scoop up a small piece of yogurt with a small spoon, handed it to my mouth and said, "Come, give ~ reward Xiao Xiaoming to you once.."

I was a little sore, looked at her and said, "How do I feel like you're feeding a dog?"

Zheng Jiayue immediately smiled again and said, "Nonsense, how can there be..." What a reward."

I didn't say anything else, but ate the yogurt handed over by Zheng Jiayue.. After eating, the two of us wandered around casually, and suddenly we came to a place, surrounded by tall trees, but in the middle was a large pit that was recessed, and there was a small puddle around the bottom of the pit, but in the middle of the water, there was a small pavilion or something.

Suddenly, when I saw such a building in Hokkaido, it was inevitable that it was a little curious, and the general pavilion or something wasn't something from my Great Celestial Empire?

At this time, Zheng Jiayue turned her head, she looked at me, and said

"Xiao Xiaoming, how about we go down and have a look?"

I heard Zheng Jiayue's words and looked around, there seemed to be no special way down, and one seemed to be very far, so if I wanted to go down, I could only go down directly..

I thought about it for a moment, but I nodded and said yes..

Seeing that I agreed, Zheng Jiayue immediately signaled me to go down, if I went down by myself, it would definitely be very fast, but looking at Zheng Jiayue's clumsy appearance, I must be much more careful.

As a result, my idea has not yet dissipated, Zheng Jiayue has already started to go down by herself, but she didn't expect the soil on this side to be very slippery, she leaned around, and with a sigh, she was about to slide down.

At this time, fortunately, I was quick and grabbed her, so I didn't let her slip..

Zheng Jiayue herself was taken aback, and only after standing firm did she look at me again and said, "Ah.. It's so slippery here, maybe it's just raining and the soil is all mud."

I nodded and said, "I can see it without you saying it, it seems that this pavilion is not going to go down..." It's too dangerous to go down from here, why don't we go around there, isn't there a stone staircase over there, and it should be easier to go down from there."

Zheng Jiayue may have passed through the moment just now, and her desire to go down was very strong, so she quickly thought about it and motioned for me to go down.

I had no objection, and led her back to the steps in the distance. Because the distance is a bit far, I walked for a while to get there.

This step is much better than just now, but when you look at the stone, it is natural, and you can't go anywhere.

I feel that there are very few people who must come down here, at least very few people who go down, and it is impossible to say if they go down.

In short, I walked carefully with Zheng Jiayue for a long time, and finally walked to the bottom of the steps.

The two of us looked at the soles of our feet, and quickly walked to the small pavilion, this small pavilion should be for people to rest, but it's not big, strictly speaking, it's better for people to date or something.

I even like to do this kind of thing the most in Japanese, the world is so big, there are beds everywhere, you ask me how do you know, you know the movie...

However, the small pavilion does not look polluted, as you can still see raindrops on the edges, and it is clear that no one has been here since the rain.

I lowered my body and wiped it with my hand, and after wiping a piece of it, I motioned to Zheng Jiayue if I wanted to sit down.

As a result, Zheng Jiayue seemed to have found something, stretched out her hand and pointed to a small glass bottle next to her and said, "Xiao Xiaoming, look.."

I looked in the direction of Zheng Jiayue's finger and soon saw the small glass bottle... And not just one, there must be about a dozen...

The bottles are not very neatly arranged, but they are all placed under the seats, and it is really hard to see if you don't look closely...

Zheng Jiayue and I were full of curiosity for a while, and hurriedly came over.

Zheng Jiayue lowered her head and looked at it, but she didn't reach out to take it, probably out of politeness, but after looking at it for a while, she said again: "Xiao Xiaoming, can you see if there are things inside?"

I looked at it a few more times, then quickly nodded and said, "Well, indeed, it seems to contain a note..."

Zheng Jiayue heard me say this and looked down for a long time, and suddenly said: "Ah, I know, I know what this is... It must be similar to the drifting bottle I picked up before, it must have a wish or something written in it, and then it was put here, right?

Zheng Jiayue's words reminded me, I remembered the drifting bottle she picked up on the beach when she was in Shenzhen, and if you look at it now, these bottles in front of me are similar to the drifting bottle, and they are filled with wishes written by people or something, right?

But I think it's a little strange, isn't it better to throw that kind of thing into the sea? It's not very far from the sea, at least not far from the pier we just went to, so why put it here?

After thinking about it like this for a while, I suddenly realized something, and then I looked at Zheng Jiayue and said, "Ah.. I know what it is, it's not a drift bottle, it's.."

"Time Bottle!!"

Zheng Jiayue was a little strange, she looked at me for a while, and then stared at the bottles again and asked, "What do you mean?

I knew that Zheng Jiayue didn't know, so I smiled and said, "You don't know this, right?" Time bottles were very popular before, at that time, it was popular to buy a box, write some words in it, or leave something, and then, leave it to yourself more than ten years later, and then open it yourself, you will see your own things a long, long time ago, or some wishes or something, and it will be particularly meaningful at that time. I guess these bottles are this kind of time bottles, you look at those drifting bottles, throw them into the sea and you will never find them again, and these bottles, as long as no one deliberately destroys them, how many years later you will come back here and take them out, you will definitely find them!"

Actually, I'm guessing blindly, but I feel like it should be this kind of thing, otherwise there's no reason to put it here, it's really not good, just open one and let Zheng Jiayue verify it..

As a result, Zheng Jiayue didn't doubt it at all, she immediately expressed her trust, looked at me and nodded again and again, and said: "In this way, it sounds really good, Xiao Xiaoming knows a lot of things, so in this case, these people are specially staying here? That won't be confused, right?"

I shook my head, pointed to one of the bottles and said, "You see, the paper used in it is different, and under these bottles, is there a small post-it note, so I will definitely remember it, and this kind of thing, just very fresh, may not really come back to get it in many years.. Maybe I would have forgotten it by then, or it would be. People who are very caring will come back.. But how many years are there in life!"

Zheng Jiayue nodded when she heard me say this, and said, "Indeed~ Think about it carefully, too."

After saying this, Zheng Jiayue was silent, and after a while, she suddenly spoke: "Simply.. Why don't we keep a time bottle, right?"

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Hearing Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.