Chapter Ninety-Nine: Our Love
"I can go back myself. "Luo Shaoqian and I pushed and shoved downstairs in the community, causing the neighbors to look sideways.
Luo Shaoqian came out of Wen Hongwei's room, and didn't say what the two of them talked about, Luo Shaoqian's alcohol consumption is not very good, and he may be more likely to get drunk when he is melancholy, in the jargon, he is conscious, but there is already a problem with positioning and orientation, there is no extra room at home, even if Tu Tu is allowed to sleep with me, Luo Shaoqian's body length of at least 180cm can't sleep on Tu Tu's children's bed.
Of course, I don't worry about Luo Shaoqian going alone, so naturally I am the only one to see him off. But downstairs, Luo Shaoqian was able to do it.
"Dean Luo, you can't drive if you're drinking, let the driver Xiaowen do it for you. He took out the car keys from Luo Shaoqian's coat pocket and looked for the car as he walked.
The northwest wind will always become more aggressive at night, not only because of its habit of going out at night, but also because people's sensory organs will be more sensitive after the night is cold, I have put on a winter coat, but Luo Shaoqian is still a thin shirt and a not too thick suit jacket, press the lock, Luo Shaoqian's black SUV made a "Didi" sound not far away.
"Actually, I can go back myself. Luo Shaoqian followed me with a drunken body, walking quite straight, and his waist was quite straight, but his judgment was not complimentary.
"What's going on?" I turned to look at him, "Stop." β
Then Luo Shaoqian obediently stopped and looked at me innocently, "Take a taxi." β
The last time I saw Luo Shaoqian drunk was an unexpected encounter in college, and recently Luo Shaoqian drank much more frequently than at that time, but at this time his face was not so ugly, but there was a rare relaxation, Luo Shaoqian stood in front of me, I gently leaned up, probably because of my sudden approach, Luo Shaoqian subconsciously took a step back, and then suddenly grabbed my arm, is this panic for fear of falling?
"The buttons are not buttoned properly, the wind is strong, and it is easy to catch a cold after drinking. I stood on tiptoe and fastened the two loose buttons.
I remember saying that if a boy falls in love with a girl, he will give her the second button of his shirt, because this button is closest to the heart, and whoever opens it will be in his heart.
I also remember when I was a child, my grandparents wore military uniforms, no matter how old or new the clothes were, they were always very straight, and they called the first button of the shirt "Fengji button", which had to be fastened tightly and not loosened on serious and formal occasions and in the queue.
These two or two buttons have been endowed with such beautiful beliefs and meanings, I wonder if they also had an epiphany at such an intimate distance.
After tidying up Luo Shaoqian's shirt, the wind passed through his hair, and the hair strands danced on the top of his head, I don't know if he was blind, his eyelashes flickered quickly, and he looked at the person in front of him who was particularly neatly dressed, he was actually a little like the big boy at that time, clean and refreshing, high-spirited, idealistic, full of ambition, and full of youth.
Luo Shaoqian gently hugged me in his arms, my long hair had become messy in the wind, and his snort was running around in the messy hair, making people itch, "What's wrong?" I patted him on the shoulder, was it used to his hug, and I didn't even think about pushing it away.
"Is it cold?" he asked quietly.
"It's not cold, I'm afraid you're cold. I replied to him.
Stuffed Luo Shaoqian into the back seat, groped for a big car that was different from my own small hatchback, and slowly drove out of the community.
I've experienced the city's nights, whether it's lively or lonely, countless times. The neon lights of the city flickered, accompanied by a little nervousness at the beginning of the car, it seemed a little dizzy, just tried to open a little window, the cold wind poured into the car at once, I hurriedly closed the window, for fear that the people lying in the back of the car have a trace of cold, although the night is late, but the pedestrians on the main road have not decreased at all, I have been taken care of by Luo Shaoqian in the past, I really rarely have such an opportunity, I can have a feeling of being more powerful and powerful than him, and there will be no road rage, always see if he has an uncomfortable complexion from the mirror, and even hit the steering wheel and step on the brake accelerator feel much more than beforeγ
I was amazed at my magical self-feeling, in the queue of cars that were stuck again, I turned to look at him who seemed to be asleep, remembered what he said, let's get married, and remembered what Tu Tu said that we should not be together.
This kind of invitation to stay for a lifetime was last heard when Li Jun was there.
At that time, the sun was just right, the spring breeze was warm, and the years were right, at that time, Li Jun sent breakfast again and again, and stayed up one night after another, at that time, he always couldn't help but express his love to each other, even if he was busy to the point of madness, love was also a necessary ingredient in 24 hours, and at that time it seemed that energy was as lush as an ideal.
At that time, I fantasized about countless scenes of lovers proposing to me, and even when I was not Lee Jun, this was also a topic that was often mentioned in girls' sleepers. Just like what often appears in idol dramas, the male protagonist must be well versed in the heroine's mind, mobilize mutual friends, even if it is a strange passerby, when it is unexpected, it seems that inadvertently but in fact he has rehearsed countless times to take out the carefully prepared roses and rings, in a romantic environment, there are lights, music, and a lot of people cheering and envious eyes, you kneel down to me, say that you are ready for everything, and ask me if I am willing to marry you.
I think that if that were the case, I would be so moved that I would cry and hand you my left hand and ask you to put a ring on my ring finger, and I would be so excited that I would cry until the pear blossoms brought rain, and I would tell the world out loud that in the future, whether I am rich or poor, healthy or sick, no matter what hardships and hardships I suffer, I will spend the rest of my life with this best boy in the world.
Li Jun didn't, maybe he didn't have time yet.
I looked at Luo Shaoqian, but what appeared in my eyes was all kinds of the past, all kinds of dreams in my youth, all kinds of beautiful thoughts, ten years, the people have passed away, the past is gone, I know that Wen Hongwei taught me to cherish the present, and strive to love the meaning, I have already understood the true meaning of life is constantly moving forward, I thought it was my heart that was indifferent, it was the so-called growth that made me no longer attached to those exaggerated things, no longer have the kind of ritual that must be felt, but I suddenly realized that after the passage of time, someone talked to me about marriage and love, there was no beautiful vow, no romantic atmosphere, no excitement to the impulse to tell the world, but it can be so touched that I can't help myself.
Yes, I was so moved that I couldn't help myself, I couldn't help myself to look at him like this, and tears were already running down my cheeks and dripping on the back of my hands.
After relieving myself from the constant urging of the rear car, I realized that there was no car in front of me, so I quickly wiped my tears and stepped on the accelerator. But I kept asking myself in my heart, "Wen Tong, have you changed, or have you gone back." β