Chapter Ninety-Eight: Ask the Original Intention Again
In the hearts of Wen Hongwei and Zhang Xiuran, there is already a final ending that they believe in me and Luo Shaoqian, in Wen Hongwei's words, an independent girl is willing to rely on a boy, a cold boy is willing to warm a girl, if it is not family affection, then it can only be love.
In the eyes of my parents in their fifties, my love and entanglement with Luo Shaoqian are like the stubbornness, innocence, purity and persistence of children, but they are a little naΓ―ve.
"At my age, you will understand that there are really not so many important people and things, success and fame and fortune are not so important, those few important people will feel that no matter how much time and feelings are spent on it, those resentment and stubbornness, seemingly persistent but stubborn, in the face of time, life and companionship, are not worth mentioning, those beautiful names called turning around, will eventually become regrets that cannot be restarted"
After Wen Hongwei sighed this last sentence, he shouted dizzily and wanted to sleep, Zhang Xiuran got up and helped him to walk to the bedroom, I saw Zhang Xiuran secretly wipe his tears, and the corners of his mouth trembled uncontrollably. Drunk people may become heavier, otherwise how could Zhang Xiuran's two backs tremble when he supported Wen Hongwei.
I always thought that I was still a filial person, but at this moment I suddenly felt a little guilty and self-blame, my parents have been old, but I have not grown up in their hearts.
Luo Shaoqian didn't say a word, lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking, his slender fingers kept turning the wine glass in his hand, and the bottom of the glass and the table made a "clang" sound. This action has a bit of a "social" atmosphere, which is not quite in line with the person in my heart, whether it is polite or dominant.
"Don't think about it, my dad drank too much and talked nonsense. I shrugged my shoulders and sighed, "Let's eat two bites, just drinking alcohol hurts my stomach." β
Luo Shaoqian didn't listen to me, raised his head and picked up the wine bottle on the table, poured himself a full glass, and then drank it all. It was probably a large amount of alcohol rushing to his head from the tip of his tongue, Luo Shaoqian frowned uncomfortably and shuddered, "Wen Tong, no matter what happens next, whether you go to Ireland or not, let's get married." β
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We just look at each other, time seems to come to an abrupt end, and each other's eyes seem to automatically avoid those circumstances and bodies, and go straight to the depths of each other's souls, wanting to explore the emotions that are hidden in the depths and deeper.
His eyes were bloodshot, not clear and unclear, but he could still see that he was serious and determined, and when he separated Luo Shaoqian's facial features and observed them separately, there was a trace of strangeness, the man opposite me, who had known each other for ten years, and threatened to marry me at this time, was he the man?
When I'm nervous, I like to clench my hands and pick at my fingernails, but it doesn't really feel weird, it just allows my attention to divert a little bit.
"Dial me. Luo Shaoqian moved forward a little bit, so that his knees were pressed against mine, and his hands went into my palms, and then his hands took mine.
When did he observe this subtle habit of mine?
I still looked at him, but I just thought about it, and tried to get out of such a scene and atmosphere, if it weren't for Wen Hongwei's strength through wine, I probably wouldn't know that my father was so anxious about my current situation, repeatedly hitting the wall on countless walls, but never hitting the south wall and not looking back, Wen Hongwei is holding what kind of heartache and unspeakable emotions, maybe I am used to being independent, it may be that they feel that my life will eventually be decided by themselves, in the emotional issues between me and Luo Shaoqian, when I make various decisions, Wen Hongwei mostly supports unconditionally, but my father is my father after all, and those worries and embarrassments are so much and so strong, He turned his life's experience into these heavy words, nothing more than to tell me: be brave to have, to love, to cherish, to get, don't be afraid, my little girl.
What should I do? But no matter what I do, that's not the most important thing right now.
"Let's not talk about this first, let's talk about your business first. I pulled my hand out of Luo Shaoqian's palm and sandwiched some food for him, "Eat something, otherwise your stomach will be uncomfortable." β
Luo Shaoqian didn't answer me again, but got up and walked towards Wen Hongwei's room, I didn't go with him, because I was a topic that couldn't be avoided between the two of them.
After Luo Shaoqian entered, Zhang Xiuran came out, obviously she had cried, the tears on her face and her red eyes made this woman who was a little "flamboyant and domineering" on weekdays become a weak housewife.
"Mom, I'm sorry. "Although I can't tell what I'm sorry for, but this is the only emotion I have for Zhang Xiuran and Wen Hongwei now, I looked at her and tried not to cry.
"Silly boy. Zhang Xiuran touched my head and took me in his arms, "Dad and Mom just hope that you can remove the fog on your heart and see true love and happiness." β
"Hmm. I nodded hard, and then hugged Zhang Xiuran firmly, "How is Dad?"
"Awake, his alcohol consumption is actually not so bad, chatting with Shao Qian. β
"What are you talking about?"
"I don't know, I didn't hear you. β
"Oh. β
Zhang Xiuran began to clean up the table and kitchen, and sent me to the bedroom to take a look at Tu Tu. My dear lad had already climbed into bed by himself, and he tucked the quilt in a corner as I usually do, so that he wouldn't kick it all the time, but he tucked it crookedly and scattered.
The sound of shallow breathing, the scattered broken hair on his forehead, and his pink face, as long as he is by his side, any bad mood will disappear in an instant.
I couldn't help but secretly kiss him on the side of the cheek, but unexpectedly woke up my dear young man.
"I'm sorry Tu Tu, Mom woke you up. I leaned over his bed and touched his forehead.
The young man leaned over to me in a daze, "Mom, can I really live with my godfather?"
I was stunned for a moment, then laughed. I didn't take to heart what Luo Shaoqian said to Tu Tu when he entered the door, but he remembered it very clearly. Adults always make up beautiful lies to trick children into being well-behaved and sensible, and although this is not my usual trick, the effect is jaw-dropping.
"Do you want to stay with Uncle Luo?" I asked him.
"Isn't he going to be my father? Then we're going to stay together, the three of us together." Tu Tu may think that I am asking a little inexplicable, he must be wondering if his mother has suddenly become stupid, how can such an obvious answer still need to be asked again and again, "You go abroad, only my godfather can accompany me to do homework, play games, and parent-teacher conferences, grandparents are not willing to let me play any game, and if my mother doesn't go, shouldn't my father go." β
He raised his innocent face and used the child's logic to repeatedly argue the proposition that we should stay together, as stubborn as I am, and as clear as he was.
"Tu Tu is right, my mother understands. β