"I'll show you the huge poster at home, so you can smell the fragrance of lilies everywhere in the room. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Anytime you need me, I try to solve your troubles, I think these are enough to let you know how big a decision I have made to grow old with you. Luo Shaoqian's face was regretful, but I didn't know what was behind this regret, whether it was the relief after piercing the window paper or the helplessness after breaking the truth, "You also said that although we have never admitted it or faced it, there is love between us." Isn't this the most important thing? The most important ten years of our lives are dedicated to each other, and if there is really a fate, I will not be unmarried in these ten years, and you will not be unmarried. ”

"I'm really amazed at what you've done, no one has done it for me but you. But do you understand that the most important thing is not the person who gives flowers, but the person who sits together in the sun and smells the fragrance of flowers! You have a lofty job, you have a front and back cluster, you have thousands of people to worry about, anyone who comes out can come out and warn me not to climb high, I don't want to spend ten years to calm down and my life to be disrupted again!"

"I can't understand your thinking pattern at all! I also have a lot of helplessness in my life, why do you only see those glamorous, I admit that Liu Yang's appearance has caused you a lot of trouble, I promise you, as long as you don't go to Ireland, as long as you give me some more time, I will give you a satisfactory answer!" Luo Shaoqian has some red eyes, I see the entanglement in his heart, but the identity of the dean for many years has taught him to hide his emotions well, he has learned to restrain himself, and I am a person who never knows how to restrain!

"When I fell in love with you, you were the president of the school social association, and I was ordinary, but then you disappeared, and I tried to be close to you. But at that time, I never felt that there was such an inaccessible distance between the two of us. You are the light in front of me, the direction of my efforts, every time I get a scholarship, every time I receive a commendation, every time I hear my name in the mouths of my younger students, I feel a little closer to you. But now I feel that we have a difference between the clouds and mud, this is not because of the level of the position, not how far apart we are, this is the difference in heart. I ...... "burst into tears...... What else can express this extremely sad and complicated emotion in my heart other than tears......

Rationally interpret our relationship in the past ten years, even if there is a lot of inexplicable process during this period, in the end, we can only say goodbye in the end.

"I know what you mean. You think I've changed, I've become less pure, I've become too philistine. Luo Shaoqian turned around, leaving a back that was higher than my head, "However, there are many helpless, too many bodies can't help themselves, where do I say it, and who do I say it to......

Sunlight poured in through the window on the door, into his hair, into his body, leaving behind him a shadow in which I stood. Time suddenly returned to the scene of the school social association office ten years ago, when we often sat with our backs to each other. I often wonder what he is working on without saying a word, and he seems to be calm behind the scenes, but every time he works overtime all night, he always comes up with an amazing activity plan, or solves one seemingly insurmountable problem after another. At that time, he was like this, he carried all the honor and disgrace alone, but all the brilliance and gloom were always light. At that time, I liked to turn around secretly, and then silently guessed, I could only see his side face in the sun, as if revealing a serious heart, and the persistent and tenacious Luo Shaoqian at that time corresponded to the back he left me at this time. Yes, life must be difficult, whether it is a small citizen like me or a high-ranking official like him, it is just a matter of varying degrees and grades. But even so, shouldn't the most important original intentions, the purest pure land, be our greatest courage when we embrace love......?

"Luo Shaoqian, I know...... "I want to tell him, yes, too much involuntary and helpless makes it difficult for us to move forward, I know that you are under a lot of pressure, and the responsibilities and burdens are not something I can understand, you can talk to me, you can find 10,000 ways to try to resolve it, but you still choose to fight alone, and even choose Liu Yang to fight with you, since you have already made a choice, then it is useless to say more."

But Luo Shaoqian didn't give me a chance to speak, he turned around and hugged me, although we had hugged more than once, but this time the temperature of each other's proximity was unfamiliar, I struggled to break free after a second of sluggishness as if I had been violated, he locked my hand that was slapping and pushing indiscriminately," If you want to go abroad, there are many opportunities for foreign exchanges, you can go to any city you want, but can you not leave in this way!"

I pressed against his chest, listened to his rapid heartbeat, watched the sunlight shining in the doorway, and time sucked me in like a black hole. When we first met, you sat in the audience and I was on stage, and I was a 20-year-old girl, and I was stunned by my tirade. You hollowed out your mind, I stupidly believed that we met again in the school social association, that night when the autumn wind was sad and painted a fan, I plunged into your arms, the cold wind passed through the body, and it was you who warmed the whole world when you were most helpless. Yang Chen threw me out of the back seat of the bicycle in order to avoid the cat meow, and in the days when my leg was broken and I was hospitalized, you moved the book into the ward, and you stood at the head of the bed and listened to me ask you, that was the first time we missed each other. In order to pass the make-up exam, you marked the key points for me, you made the simplest and most delicious porridge, you fell drunk at my door, and we have known each other for ten years and have seen the only movie. In the years since you left, I've seen all the four seasons of the library, and I've drunk every kind of book and café. You're struggling, I'm cheering, I'm in love, you're back. You got drunk with him, you were annoyed, he did it on purpose, I stayed with him for a night, and you threw up all night. Later, I lost him and my life fell to the bottom, but you encouraged and supported me, so that Tu Tu and I had a stable life. I graduated from graduate school, I worked, I studied specialist nurse, I became the deputy head nurse, thank you for your protection all the way, so that I have flowers and applause. Tu Tu has the opportunity to learn because of you, and has another to rely on in addition to me. We have known each other for ten years, from youth to youth, from school to society, once happy and experienced ups and downs, in the best ten years of life, we have become more important people to each other.

I cherish and appreciate it, but there are still many things that we know very well in each other's hearts, and time flies, and we have chosen different positions in many choices in life. Maybe you know, those gray areas are just trade-offs for some interests, but I'm stubborn, but you can only be like this, and you are destined to no longer understand each other.

"Luo Shaoqian, let it go, I've already decided. The last tear fell on his shirt.

I pushed his arms away and walked straight out of the office. Maybe, this is our last hug in this life, and it's because of you, the last tear,