I didn't see his expression, and I didn't look back, like a ritual thing, as if after this was done, we should stop talking about feelings. When www.biquge.info I got home, I opened the big thick book of medical English with peace of mind, and looked at my notes from my graduate school, feeling relaxed and extremely lost. It seems that he hasn't explained to me what happened between him and Liu Yang, it's just that~~ I shook my head, no matter what kind of thing it is, what does it have to do with me.

Time went forward unhurriedly for a month, I read books at home all day long, and in my spare time, I took care of the baby, or played with the baby. With Yan Ting and Shi Jingyi, their small group became lively because of my boredom, and I always saw the previous scenes in the process of reading, and then I felt a few words in the group at the right time, and we agreed to go back to my alma mater next Saturday to see me off. Yang Chen was in the group, Luo Shaoqian was not there, no one pulled him, no one dared or wanted to take the initiative to approach him. Since separating from Liu Yang, Yang Chen has been a little more silent, and we are in different systems, and we don't meet much on weekdays. But Tu Tu often met Yang Chen on the way to and from school, Yang Chen bought him comics, gave him a figure, taught him a clumsy way to chase girls, he called Luo Shaoqian Luo's father, but he and Yang Chen are more like buddies. I don't know what kind of change Yang Chen has, but as long as he is not the particularly cheerful young man he was at the beginning, I have special regrets and heartache, not to mention that his change is more or less related to Luo Shaoqian and Liu Yang.

But Yang Chen made an appointment with me alone, which was unexpected but reasonable.

Yang Chen and I sat in a small restaurant on the side of the road and ate silently, ordering three or five dishes, half of what I ordered was what he liked, and half of what he ordered was what I loved, I had never seen Yang Chen eat without talking, today was the first time, I tried to stop the chopsticks and say a few words to him, but he always lowered his head and ate silently, and he didn't look at me.

"Hmm...... "Someone has to come out and break the deadlock, or we'll probably have to eat the bottom of the bowl."

"It's not a turn, it's an emergency. He took two bites of food and replied nonchalantly, his calves dangling under the table.

"You didn't have a problem shaking your legs before, where did you learn bad habits. "I was so humorous that I wanted to cry.

"Why didn't Tu Tu come? I also brought him a gift. He raised his eyes, but he didn't look at me, and put a piece of braised pork in my bowl with his chopsticks.

"I think today's topic is not suitable for children. I put down my chopsticks and looked at him. Then he finally put down his chopsticks and looked at me, "Say, say it all happily, it will be suffocated." ”

"We haven't been to this kind of restaurant since we graduated from our bachelor's degree. Yang Chen looked around and sighed.

Yes, when I used to go to college, I always felt that the cost of living was scarce, and except for the old chef at the back of the school, everything else was about the same level as a small restaurant. I was always reluctant to go to the old kitchen to eat, but I didn't want to eat in the cafeteria, so I had to change my taste. Yang Chen's family is wealthy, and his mother adheres to her son's most important concept to continuously provide living expenses, but Yang Chen is not the kind of son-in-law who always accommodates me to eat some roadside stalls. After graduating from his bachelor's degree, he went to Japan, and we basically didn't get together much, and then the occasional dinner after returning to China was after we got a stipend or salary. When I invite old friends to dinner, I always feel that this kind of small restaurant has no face and grade, and it has to be a restaurant with good taste and price after careful selection.

"Indeed, I also miss the days when we were in college, when we ate hairy crab braised crayfish at a roadside stall or something, chatted about gossip, and talked about topics that now seem childish. I smiled, I was the most tasteless of them all, and I always needed to be taken care of by them.

"I still remember when I introduced you to Luo Shaoqian once, it was the old chef he invited to eat, and their braised pork was very delicious, right?" Yang Chen asked me with a smile, which made me shudder, why did he mention Luo Shaoqian, could it be that Luo Shaoqian was the central issue of our day? The two of us looked at each other, and each other's faces became worse and worse, "If I hadn't agreed to Luo Shaoqian's request back then, maybe there wouldn't have been so many things between you later." If I say I like you, maybe it's not impossible for the two of us, if the two of us are together, I definitely won't go to Japan, you won't meet that Li Jun, and naturally there won't be any bad things behind Liu Yang. ”

Yang Chen has changed, he doesn't care about anything like before, he can sacrifice himself for his friends, and now he has some calculations, or some grudges. But I don't blame him, and I don't think he's wrong, because he's been a victim from beginning to end. "You have a point, but the helpless thing is that there is no if, since there is no way to push everything back on, then you can only adjust your heart to adapt to the current environment and relationship. "I deliberately said the word relationship, just to remind him that the matter between him and Liu Yang has passed in the past, the more I think about it, the more I don't understand, and the more I worry, why torture myself, Liu Yang doesn't care, looking at the situation, Luo Shaoqian doesn't care, alas... It's the dog's ......

"When I was in Japan, it was Liu Yang who chased me, I admit that I had a little thought about you when I was in school, but slowly I understood and accepted that we are not all the way, so it's good to be a confidant who eats, drinks and has fun. Yang Chen said and asked the waiter to open a bottle of beer, but I blocked him back, not to mention the doctor who is an emergency doctor, if he can not drink, he will not drink, "Liu Yang is not the best in our school, it is also outstanding." I wasn't interested in her at first, but she chased very tightly, those naked expressions, after a long time, will always feel a little bit, no wonder how to say that women chase men compartment yarn. After graduating from graduate school, I originally planned to return to China, but Liu Yang insisted on studying for a doctorate. When I think about it, she has been working for me for the past two or three years, and I always feel a little indebted. The goddess in the eyes of others came to me and whispered, after so many years, it was time for me to do something for her, so I studied for a doctorate with her. "Yang Chen said this, I have heard him more or less before, I remember a long time ago in the medical school, Liu Yang angrily said to me, Yang Chen can't forget that I was cold to her or something, probably in the years when they were in graduate school.

"Is it that Liu Yang fell in love with Luo Shaoqian after returning to China, so it is difficult for you to accept it? So you haven't contacted us for a long time, are you angry, or are you uncomfortable?" I asked him, because I have never understood, according to Yang Chen's character, he will not let this matter pass silently.

"Should I be easy to accept?" Yang Chen asked me rhetorically, indeed, no matter what the relationship between Liu Yang and Luo Shaoqian is, no matter whether Luo Shaoqian accepts Liu Yang's love or not, Yang Chen is the one who eats flies, "The anger value and the discomfort value are not extremely high, and it is probably related to the fact that my love with Liu Yang is not so strong." What I can't accept is that Luo Shaoqian obviously doesn't like Liu Yang, but he still pretends to know nothing. I watched the relationship and relationship between you and Luo Shaoqian developing, and he used Liu Yang's love for him to seek the interests of the Jiaoyang Group, I couldn't figure out how Luo Shaoqian could become like this. ”

Yang Chen's eyes were a little red, and I was surprised that my eyes were about to fall out of the dish.