Illusory life: feint illness

Du Heng didn't look up, and said to himself: "Your child can also have an upright mother-in-law, and I can also have a new life----- Du Heng's voice lowered, and his heart was almost suffocated. What new life can she have, he in her heart has taken root and broken the ground, drilled into the depths of her soul, if she wants to pull it out, her heart and liver will be broken, and it is a blessing to have another life, how can she forget it?

Zhao Shinan held Du Heng's hand and increased his strength, he only felt that his heart was emptied, his mind was blank, and after a long time, he looked straight at Du Heng, there was no trace of blood on his face, and his eyes were empty as if he had exhausted his last strength, and asked Du Heng: "Heng'er, tell me, have you decided to divorce me ---?" Zhao Shinan didn't know how difficult to say the word divorce.

Du Heng raised her head, her eyes were already covered with a layer of mist, she looked at Zhao Shinan with a somewhat sad expression, decided? I don't know how long it took, the sunlight outside the house had begun to shine obliquely, she took a deep breath, and was about to speak, but Zhao Shinan's other hand suddenly came up, and said bitterly: "Heng'er, don't say it." Saying that, he sighed bitterly and said, "If you leave me, you can live better, I ----" Zhao Shinan couldn't go on, only looked at Du Heng's eyes full of struggle and begged: "Heng'er, don't divorce me." ”

Du Heng's heart "banged" and beat fiercely, she had never seen Zhao Shinan with such an expression, it was a kind of sadness that completely took off his big man's face and came up from the bottom of her heart. She was a little at a loss for a moment: "Heather, don't be like this." But he couldn't break free of Zhao Shinan's hand, and he didn't feel anxious, "What is this? What kind of position do you let me put myself in such a pull? If you feel that the divorce is humiliating, it can be said that I am dead." There are no taboos. ”

Zhao Shinan's eyes were sorrowful, and he said that she was dead? How could he be reluctant? He let go of his hand, thought for a long time, looked at Du Heng and said, "Heng'er, don't be impulsive, I won't pull." Saying that, he looked at Du Heng, but his eyes seemed to drift far away through Du Heng: "Do you remember when you first got married, you were thinner than now, with a miserable white face, I almost couldn't see what you looked like." Your wedding queue was very long that day, and I was thinking at that time, what kind of woman would I, Zhao Shinan, marry? Unfortunately, I never dreamed that I would marry a woman who tore my heart away. ”

"What do you do with these useless words. Du Heng's tears fell, and the grandeur of marriage instantly jumped into her mind. The red sky was solemn for the first time in her life. She also remembered that the next day, she followed him ignorantly to meet the old lady, and the "Quanfu Man" held up the big red umbrella above his and her heads, saying the auspicious words of "spreading branches and leaves". She still remembers that, it was then, that she stumbled. Is that already an unlucky omen? Why did she coincidentally carry it so much, and she wanted to stumble there, and that stumbling trip stumbled on the happiness of her life. The fetters of her life are that she will never be able to "spread the branches". Thinking of this, Du Heng's heart was about to drip blood again, and the tears became more and more unstoppable. A good marriage, how did it come to this point.

"Heng'er, I said eight years ago that I, Zhao Shinan, will only marry a wife, not divorce a wife. I still say that today. Not for my face, not for the face of the Zhao family, but for my heart. Zhao Shinan's brows furrowed slightly, he raised his hand and put it on the table and clenched his fist against his chest, his heart hurt very much, it never hurt before.

After a while, he adjusted his breath, looked at Du Heng and said, "If you don't want to see me, I won't bother you, just beg you, don't avoid me, even if you let me look at it from a distance." After a while, he said: "Until one day you really have a new ------ life, come to me again." I would agree. Zhao Shinan used almost all his strength to say the second half of the sentence.

Let's delay the tactics first, let's talk about it here to make her feel at ease. If one day, her heart is already full of others, then he should also give her back a free body. However, he, Zhao Shinan, will not let this happen.

Du Heng listened to Zhao Shinan's words, and his heart calmed down a little. Anyway, since he agreed not to bother her, if she had a new life, she could talk to him about divorce again, and she didn't want a strong man to break his wrist and have to go for a divorce now. Her heart hurts too. As long as he doesn't tear at it so fiercely.

Du Heng tried to calm down a little, and smiled at Zhao Shinan: "Okay then." For a moment the two fell silent again, as if they had a lot to say, but they seemed to have no way to speak. After a long time, Du Heng asked, "Is Futaba okay?"

"It's good, she and Dongsang became married. Zhao Shinan responded softly. The corners of Du Heng's lips flashed with the most unguarded smile since he saw Zhao Shinan: "The two of them, when they were in Beiping, chattered all day long, and they can talk together, one is refreshing and neat, and the other is smart and considerate, which is a match made in heaven." ”

Speaking of Futaba, Du Heng's words gradually increased, and he asked Banxia, Jackal Yu and others. Zhao Shinan felt that the atmosphere was very good, and she could see her smiling, but she felt bad, she seemed to have a lot of points, and asked so many people, but she didn't want to ask him in detail, and every time he wanted to talk about it, he pulled the topic away. Zhao Shinan only felt a stomach full of lovesickness, and he couldn't say it.

In the evening, Du Heng insisted on leaving, and wanted to separate two roads with Zhao Shinan, Zhao Shinan wanted to send her back, and by the way, he recognized where she lived now, but Du Heng refused. If the dispute continued, Zhao Shinan was afraid of annoying her and hid again. I had to watch her back disappear little by little in my sight, and finally, like the sunset on the horizon, turned into a dot and turned into another street.

In the evening, Jackal Yu saw Zhao Shinan's worried expression, and asked with some curiosity: "Young Master, what's wrong?" Zhao Shinan in Jackal Yu's eyes has never worried about anything, only one thing, and can't help but add: "Did you talk to the young grandmother?"

Zhao Shinan twitched the corner of his mouth and sneered: "You are smart." ”

The jackal feather was frightened and hurriedly said, "The little one doesn't dare." Busy changing the topic: "Today, the exhibition hall has been arranged, and our silk has finally found a place, and it has been opened widely." It attracted a lot of foreigners to see, and some people took pictures. It's a pity that I just can't understand what they say. ”

Zhao Shinan smiled faintly: "If you understand, you will become more and more monkey spirit." Saying that, he walked to the inner room, leaned on the bed, he didn't walk much today, but he was physically and mentally exhausted, Jackal Yu handed him tea, and was about to turn around and go out, Zhao Shinan suddenly asked leisurely: "You have been out for so long, and the family has settled down?"

As early as when the jackal feather returned from Beiping, she became a parent, and she was a girl from a dyeing family in Yangzhou City. Jackal Yu knew in his heart that the young master cared about him, and he was not happy when he saw the young grandmother. The jackal replied respectfully, "It's all settled." I'm a rough person at home, just eat and drink, save trouble. ”

Zhao Shinan smiled lightly when he heard this, yes, it would be nice if Du Heng was also a rough person, he didn't have so many ideas, he didn't have so many thoughts, and everything would be fine if he was full of food and drink. But after thinking about it, if Du Heng really became like that, he wouldn't like it, didn't he like that exquisite energy.

Jackal Yu looked at Zhao Shinan and smiled, and said boldly: "If you want to say that every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, if you say that you live an ordinary life, how can you not bump into it." It's just a two-phase peace. ”

"How do you say peace?" Zhao Shinan blurted out. He didn't expect that Zhao Shinan, who couldn't stop anything, was stumped by a woman, and he had to ask people for advice.

"It's nothing more than four words, saying, teasing, coaxing, and deceiving. The woman has a small heart and can't make sense with her. Just coax. Jackal, who has always been steady and cautious, also blushed when he talked about his daughter-in-law.

"Then what if she ignores you?" Zhao Shinan couldn't help but ask.

Jackal Yu wanted to laugh in his heart, and sure enough, he guessed correctly, and the young master touched the young grandmother's nose again. The one in my own family, I have no temper after saying two good sentences, how can I be so coaxed. Jackal Yu thought for a while and said, "My family is a rough man, and he can't hold his face. Looking at the family next door, there is a little lady who has a temper at every turn, but her husband was originally a showman, and he was supposed to be admitted again, but the Qing Dynasty also died, and he didn't have to take the test. I got the devil under the despair, and I passed away with my anger. Every time his lady made a loud voice, he fainted, and gradually got better. ”

Zhao Shinan frowned and shook his head, and said coldly: "Isn't this a cheating? Jackal Feather's face turned red when he heard this, and he didn't dare to continue to pick up the stubble and retreated.

Early the next morning, Jackal Yu went in to ask Zhao Shinan if he was still going to the exhibition hall, but saw Zhao Shinan lying there flipping through a book, and his eyes were not raised and said, "No, I won't go." From today onwards, no matter who asks, they will say that I have a heart attack and can't get out of bed. ”

Jackal Yu was stunned and asked, "Young Master, let's go to the hospital and take a look." We don't know foreign languages, so there are translators. ”

Zhao Shinan raised his hand: "No need." You go to the pavilion. If a reporter asks, he will say the same thing. After Zhao Shinan finished speaking, he lowered his eyebrows and looked at the book.

When Jackal Yu heard the word "reporter", he suddenly realized. Hurriedly agreed and withdrew, whispering in his heart: Who said it yesterday, isn't this a cheat?

Du Heng came to Europe this time, and Editor-in-Chief Zhong's words were very soft, asking her to go out to see and understand, and if she had time, write a report on the conference. But Editor-in-Chief Zhong has issued tickets and funds, and if Du Heng can't get a manuscript, he is really ashamed of Editor-in-Chief Zhong. After a few days of repairs, Du Heng went to the pavilion of the World Exposition and visited them one by one. When he arrived at the China Pavilion, when Jackal Yu saw Du Heng, his face was full of joy and said, "Less-"

Du Heng hurriedly interrupted and smiled: "I'm a reporter from Masin. As she spoke, she looked around and said, "What about Mr. Zhao?" She had been walking back and forth in the exhibition hall for a few days, and she hadn't seen Zhao Shinan, which was a bit unusual. I heard that he had a heart attack, so I couldn't help but come.

Jackal's brain reacted quickly, the young master was bedridden these days, but he was afraid that it would be for today, so he hurriedly replied: "The young master has a heart disease, and he can't even get out of bed." ”