Fantasy Student: Meet
Du Heng's heart exploded suddenly, as if he was flooded by the tide from the soles of his feet, and the whole person was nailed to the spot. "Ten years of life and death, without thinking, unforgettable. "The kind of emotion in Dongpo, the two people in front of him, have tasted it all. It's been five years, and when we meet again, it's like a lifetime away.
Zhao Shinan was much thinner than before, much haggard, looking directly face to face, a few white hairs on Zhao Shinan's head, a few fine lines at the corners of his eyes, Du Heng was a little distressed, her eyes drooped, she didn't dare to look at Zhao Shinan's eyes, she was afraid. She didn't know what the look was in those eyes.
Du Heng's front made Zhao Shinan's heart thump, her eyebrows and eyes were still gentle and gentle, and the eyes that haunted him did not change at all, they were still so smart, so light, but they always wanted to say goodbye, and they seemed to have infinite deep meaning for him to ponder. At that moment, in Brussels, a place full of foreigners, Zhao Shinan seemed to see the buds of early spring in Yangzhou City, and the buds of Qionghua were blooming. The one that bloomed was also his long-sealed heart.
"Heng'er. Zhao Shinan's voice trembled slightly. When the reporter appeared just now, he knew that this was the little man's uncontrollable help. There are not so many innocent people in the world who draw swords to help, let alone the current situation. Only she will be the woman who will desperately come out to protect him even if she has only a little strength. At that moment, Zhao Shinan ignored it, threw down all the things in the exhibition hall to Jackal Yu, and blocked it from another exit, he wanted to block her, but he could also block it, didn't he?
When Du Heng heard this sentence full of emotion, a hot current rushed in his body, almost unstable, Zhao Shinan's hand couldn't help but reach Du Heng's shoulder, Du Heng was shocked, hurriedly took a few steps back, and looked at Zhao Shinan in panic.
Zhao Shinan smiled bitterly, put his hand down, and said to Du Heng, "Let's talk." ”
"I don't think there's any need for ------. Du Heng bit his lip and looked at Zhao Shinan, when he heard this sentence in his eyes, he suddenly felt a pain like a shatter, and the sadness in his eyes almost annihilated Du Heng, Du Heng's heart was unbearable for a while, and he sighed and said, "Where to talk?"
Zhao Shinan was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Du Heng to suddenly change his mind, and there was a childlike happy smile on his face, which was happy without a trace of impurities. Zhao Shinan said softly: "You drank coffee there yesterday afternoon, it's fine." ”
Du Heng's heart trembled, why bother! She knew that he followed her, but she didn't know that he had followed her for so long. Du Heng lowered his eyes: "Then let's go." As he spoke, he walked briskly ahead. Zhao Shinan followed her step by step, looking at her hair, her clothes, and her exposed arms, she didn't know how much willpower it would take to suppress the urge to stroke it.
When they arrived at the café, Du Heng ordered two cups of coffee and sat face-to-face with Zhao Shinan, the narrow table was like a Tianhe between them.
After a while, the two of them spoke almost at the same time: "Are you okay?" was stunned for a moment, and then both smiled faintly. Zhao Shinan hooked his lips and smiled: "You say it first." "There is a deep affection in my eyes that wants to burn.
Du Heng took a sip of coffee, and his voice was very light: "Thanks to a few friends to take care of me, I'm fine." He has been working as a reporter in the branch of Dazhong Bao in Beiping. ”
"Was it also called Ma Xin before?" Zhao Shinan asked. Because Du Heng had done proofreading in the newspaper before, he had also paid attention to some newspapers, the editor-in-chief, deputy editor-in-chief and the writers had read it all over, and he had never seen a person named Ma Xin, if he saw it, he would think of Du Heng for the first time, and there was no need to wait so long.
Du Heng shook his head, opened his lips and said softly: "I didn't call Ma Xin when I sent out the press before. Names are changed frequently. Popular newspapers always have to publish radical articles, and it is dangerous to call them by a name. I had to take a shot and change the name. Du Heng smiled slightly. Zhao Shinan felt distressed when he heard it. His Heng'er is not as relaxed as she said, and according to her temperament, she will definitely not be a mediocre reporter, but she is afraid that between the lines, she is all being strung by the ideas of the authorities. At the beginning, she always talked about those "democracy" and "revolution", but now she really uses a pen as a gun. Zhao Shinan's heart began to panic again, she walked so far, but he retreated.
"What about you?" Du Heng asked in a soft voice.
Zhao Shinan's heart jumped up, hesitated, looked at Du Heng and said, "I've been looking for you." ”
Du Heng's heart "stabbed", and the tight defense line was torn off by the collapse of this sentence. I've been looking for you------- Du Heng lowered his head. It's not that she hasn't heard that Zhao Shinan in Yangzhou City has been abolished, and she hasn't heard that Cheng Yuejin has been banned from circulation, but when that person admitted that lovesickness in front of her, Du Heng couldn't bear it.
Du Heng's wrist on the table was very white, like the words "Hao wrist frost and snow", which made the bracelet even more green and shiny. Zhao Shinan's hand couldn't help but put it up again, and before he touched Du Heng, Du Heng retracted his hand under the table like a frightened cat, looked at Zhao Shinan with a pair of water-cut eyes and asked, "Is the family okay?" Old lady, are your sons okay?"
Zhao Shinan, who asked in one sentence, felt a little painful in his heart, between him and her, not only a table, but also a lot of people and things. She knew that he had given birth to a son, but at this moment, he sincerely hoped that even if he exchanged everything for her, for a calm past, even if he didn't want Beiping's business, even if he didn't want a successor, as long as she! Zhao Shinan calmed down for a long time before he looked at Du Heng and said, "It's all good." After a pause, he said, "It's just me who is not good." ”
The expression on Du Heng's face twitched, and he tried to squeeze out a smile: "They're all good, how can you be bad?"
"Heng'er. Zhao Shinan looked at Du Heng with a bitter expression, "You know my mood." Why do you want to say this to disgust me?"
Du Heng lowered his head and did not speak. Exotic blues are displayed in the coffee shop, and outside the glass vitrines window is a peaceful street with tulips open on the street. Everything was calm, yet dreamy.
After a long time, Zhao Shinan finally spoke: "Heng'er, life is very short, I don't know how many five years there are between us, why should we be like this?" Du Heng bit his lip and did not speak.
Zhao Shinan said earnestly: "I need you." If you don't want to go back to Yangzhou, we can be in Beiping. Just like it was five years ago. As he spoke, his voice trembled slightly: "The begonias in the yard are in season now, and the swings are still there." ”
Du Heng's thoughts seemed to drift to a long time ago with Zhao Shinan, those sunny afternoons, she sat lazily, and he gently pushed. The swing inside the wall is thin. The sentence of the emperor Qian Hao of the Five Dynasties and Ten Kingdoms "The flowers on the Mo bloom, but they can return slowly" has become the love story of many women's dreams. Now this man told her in the same way, "Begonia flowers bloom, you can return slowly." But her heart was indescribable.
Du Heng thought about it for a long time, and finally mustered up the courage, looked at Zhao Shinan's eyes, and slowly spoke: "Shi Nan," this is the first time she called Zhao Shinan's name after many years. So much so that he was a little excited.
"Now, not five years ago. Five years ago, it was just you and me. Du Heng sighed softly, "Now how many people are separated between us?"
Du Heng has also seen some things in the past few years. At that time, there were many people who disobeyed their parents' orders and bravely fought against their families, some dissolved their marriage contracts, and some did not, but they established families in Shanghai, Nanjing and other big cities, got married civilly, and had a new career.
But Zhao Shinan is different, he is the only son in the family, and he is the heir of the silk family, bearing the rise and fall of the entire family. After the dispute between the Xishan faction and the reorganization faction, Zhao Shinan's business could not reach Beiping, and it was inevitable that the entire Zhao family's industry would be in Yangzhou.
What's more, the concubine and young son in his family were not arranged for him by his parents, but he was willing to ask for it. When the child grows up, the son must inherit the father's business. What does all this have to do with Du Heng? She has already lost her skin in this kind of mixing, and she will not mix it up for the second time in this life. In a lifetime, as long as there is a couple, and now there is not only a third person, but also a child, this hurdle cannot be crossed no matter what. Du Heng bit his lip and said, "Shi Nan, it's over between us. ”
This sentence instantly seemed to dig out Zhao Shinan's heart and liver, he grabbed Du Heng's hand desperately, and his eyes were stinging with sadness and despair: "Don't, Heng'er, this is impossible." In this life, I have identified you, you are my wife, how can this change? How will it end?"
"Heather. Du Heng's hands were already numb and painful, looking at Zhao Shinan's stubbornness, his eyes were a little red: "In today's society, divorce is possible." After a pause, he said ruthlessly, "Even Emperor Puyi of the Qing Dynasty can divorce his concubine Wenxiu." Not to mention us ordinary people. ”
Zhao Shinan was stunned, divorce? This is a word he never dreamed of. He had heard it, but it was far away from him. In his world, there is only the word divorce. He stubbornly believes that as long as he doesn't let Du Heng go and refuses to divorce his wife, this woman will always be his Zhao Shinan's woman, even if she escapes to the ends of the earth, it is his. Zhao Shinan looked at Du Heng's eyes like dead ashes: "Are you going to divorce me?"
Du Heng's mind was in a mess, she was in a hurry to get there, not deliberately mentioning divorce. She was reluctant, she didn't tell Zhao Shinan how many pen names she had, all of them were surnamed Zhao. In her name, he was given his last name.
But now looking at Zhao Shinan's situation, she suddenly understands that once he and her meet, it will be thunderous, and if they don't divorce, they can only continue to entangle. What is this unclear? Du Heng's voice trembled slightly: "I think it can be considered." ”