We're going to grow up.

After going home and lying in bed, I thought about Luo Shaoqian's words repeatedly. He made a special trip to tell me a lot of things I didn't know about the iceberg, he didn't have to, and it wasn't his usual style. Selfishly from Luo Shaoqian's standpoint, the closer I have a relationship with Mr. Ouyang's family, the more difficult it is to make a decision with the past, even if he doesn't mind my past with Li Jun, but as long as there is an inseparable relationship with Mr. Ouyang's family, Li Jun will always be a hurdle in our hearts, which may have nothing to do with love, just that kind of remembrance and forbearance are enough to occupy the commanding heights of emotions from time to time, so that life will be sad if it doesn't move.

So Teacher Ouyang said, "Let Wentong forget." So Luo Shaoqian said, "You want to be happy." Everyone is worried that I care too much and can't let go of the past, and I want to make a big stride and regain my life at all costs, it's too difficult and too difficult, they don't believe it, in fact, I don't believe it either......

But Luo Shaoqian still chose to confess to me and me after weighing it, and I am very happy, he no longer sees me as a weak person who needs to be protected, but an adult who has the right to know and is obliged to face. Even though I'm still stunned, upset, and emotional, I'm still happy.

I hesitated to go to Mr. Ouyang's house, and since Luo Shaoqian told me something, I always felt that there was something I had to say. I asked Zhang Xiuran and Wen Hongwei, and they said it was okay to go, and it didn't hurt to go. What kind of bad advice is this, I asked them because it was difficult to choose, but they explained it as a philosophical question and gave a Buddhist answer. Unreliable...... My helplessness towards these two elders has doubled like love...... Is it my father and mother......

I went anyway and took Tu Tu with me. Teacher Ouyang didn't feel sudden about my intention, Li Ya was not at home, Dean Li waved pen and ink in the study, and when he saw me coming, he put down his brush and went to the living room to chat with us, and cut fruit for Tutu. Teacher Ouyang looked at me and smiled, Tu Tu was making a fuss in Dean Li's arms, I held the winter dates that Dean Li handed me, I didn't know what I was going to say, I prepared countless heartfelt words before coming, but I couldn't play it on the spot.

"Tongtong, allow us to call you that. Teacher Ouyang saw that I couldn't hold back a word for a long time, so I opened my mouth first, "You call us teachers, you have been called for ten years, and we have always regarded ourselves as your teachers." ”

"Mr. Ouyang, you and Dean Li will always be the most respected people in me. "Teacher Ouyang's topic was a little serious, which made me go back to the time when I was often trained in my sophomore year, and my back straightened up unconsciously.

"Once upon a time, you were my student, and if Li Jun hadn't left, we might have become relatives. Li Jun left in a hurry, we roughly knew the reason, but we gave up the details of the picket from the beginning, do you know why?" Teacher Ouyang asked me again.

"I ...... Luo Shaoqian told me, I ...... I'm really sorry and really appreciate it, I ...... For Li Jun...... "I want to say that I have never forgotten the fate between our two families, but I really can't bear to poke anyone's wounds, we have respected each other for many years, Mr. Ouyang is blaming me? Blame me for countless in my heart? I want to express it, but I don't know where to start, Mr. Ouyang interrupted me."

She held my hands, the limbs were slender, and the skin was already wrinkled, "Tongtong, it's not a good thing to desperately reminisce and be afraid of the past, let it go, let's all let it go." It's like it's a thing that has gone forever, and if at any time, when we think about it, we fall into an endless black hole of emotions, and we can't extricate ourselves from sadness, then we'd rather be indifferent to each other until we forget each other, you know?"

They knew what I was coming for and knew the crux of my heart, and the deliberate distancing, restraint and avoidance of topics over the years did not hinder our worries and concerns about each other.

"I understand. I lowered my head and didn't dare to look directly at Teacher Ouyang, and I didn't even think carefully about the meaning of Teacher Ouyang's words, I just nodded desperately.

"Your mother doesn't know how to pretend to understand, and she can't learn to paint it. Dean Li interjected halfway, I didn't look up, but I heard Tu Tu laughing "giggles" after him, "Don't learn! Don't learn!" My head suddenly had three black lines, a master of pit mothers, and unlucky sons......

"Yes, your mother doesn't understand!" Teacher Ouyang responded and coaxed, and then turned to speak, "We are not helping the Luo family or Luo Shaoqian, we are helping you, we have lost Li Jun, we don't want to lose that happy Wen Tong again." ”

"Teacher Ouyang, I really don't know what to say...... You and Dean Li have done so much for me. I raised my eyes to look at her, and her eyes were already full of tears, "Teacher Ouyang, I ......."

"In the future, you will be called uncle and aunt, or uncle and aunt, if you don't dislike it, you can call it godfather and godmother, everything is over, and we should continue to live the rest of our lives. ”

I looked at Tu Tu Chenghuan's knees, the two elders who were over half a hundred years old on the other side gave extremely gentle and delicate treatment, Teacher Ouyang many years ago was full of spirits, and the Youth League Committee office circulated all kinds of deeds of the youngest students in the medical school every day. Dean Li is a role model and idol of the Grammar School and even the whole school, the oldest member of the A University debate team with administrative duties, he led the A University debate team to the Asian debate arena, he is the best defense team in A University, and is the eternal ace coach of the Grammar School debate team.

I think it's because the years are ruthless, and I have lived up to that enthusiasm and talent, and the time has passed in the green silk hair, ten years in a flash, ten years like a lifetime, and the vicissitudes of life. Originally, those wrinkles, those thinnesses, those chicken soup that persuaded me in life, in my heart, were the most poignant ironies of injustice and justice, but now they are still these, but they tell me differently, let go and grow.

"Godmother, godfather. I raised my hand to pull the broken hair from my forehead behind my ear and smiled slightly.

Then, everyone laughed.

Seven years ago they brought me out of despair, and now they are together and send me to hope. Suddenly, countless figures appeared in my mind, Wen Hongwei helped Zhang Xiuran who hid his face and cried, Yang Chen, who seemed to have no heart and lungs, was hysterical, Qi Dong and Yan Ting, who were on the verge of death, promised not to give up, Shi Jingyi, who fought against fate but found the truth, fell in love with fate, Luo Shaoqian, who was high above, would hide in the dark, and Li Jun, who was always walking away, turned around and smiled.

All living beings, "it's okay to go, it's okay not to go", this is the philosophical category of Zhang Xiuran and Wen Hongwei, I finally understand, really understand, many things don't need to be serious and obsessed, some things can only be picked up after putting down, and many people can only remember forever if they forget.

I think I should really move forward.