I rarely felt this way before, or when Xiao Kai said he was leaving, I didn't feel like this.

I felt very sad and depressed in my heart, and I just wanted to shout anyway.

But I didn't make any sound, I just looked in the direction where the car had disappeared, and sighed again after a long time.

It seemed that I was a little depressed, Zheng Jiayue and Little Bubblegum both looked at me and didn't speak for a while.

After a while, I came back to my senses, I looked at the two of them, and said, "Well, okay, she's gone, what are we going to do?

I said this to Little Bubble Gum, who quickly shook her head when she heard my words, she looked at me again, and then said, "I won't bother the two of you, I'm not very hungry, and I don't have anything to do anyway, just go home, I'll have a good rest, and you two can go for dinner.."

Little bubble gum seems to be rare to be idle, and I don't have it in front of me, Zheng Jiayue also nodded at her and said, "Okay~ That.. I'll see you tomorrow, thank you for coming over and helping."

Little Bubblegum nodded and said with a smile: "It's nothing, no thanks, it's good to be able to help.. Then I'll go first, and you two can stay.."

After saying that, Little Bubblegum waved at the two of us and quickly got into a taxi on the side of the road.

After seeing the little bubble gum leave, Zheng Jiayue looked at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and then slowly asked: "Xiao Xiaoming, did you tell Li Xinran not to send her? Is this really good?"

I looked at Zheng Jiayue and remembered the scene where Li Xinran talked to me last night, and after a while, I nodded and said, "It's okay, it's okay, she said that she didn't want me to send her, maybe she thought I helped her so much, I don't want to say goodbye or anything, anyway, it's okay, it's not that we will never meet in the future, didn't Mr. Chen also say that when she recovers, she will let her go back to the company, and then we can work together.."

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue nodded, she looked at me again, and then said: "Well, Xiao Xiaoming, what you said also makes sense, it's just... Looks like you're still feeling bad... You treat her as a friend, don't you?"

I didn't quite understand why Zheng Jiayue asked that, I looked at her, and it took a while before I spoke: "Sort of, otherwise, what do you think of her? She's more pitiful, it's something like this, and now she's gone, so I feel very strange in my heart, when I felt this way before, when I graduated from college, and the people in the dormitory were going to go their separate ways, I felt very uncomfortable at the time, and I always felt that I might never see each other again, anyway, I was depressed for a long time, and I slowly accepted it.. I also had that feeling when I saw Li Xinran go today."

I was a little sad when I said this, and Zheng Jiayue's expression also dimmed when she heard me say this, she didn't know if she also thought of her college classmates or something, I still remember that she and those roommates didn't seem to get along very well.

This made me feel that I had said the wrong thing, and Zheng Jiayue's mood was also lowered, I was just about to open my mouth to comfort her or something, but I didn't expect Zheng Jiayue to look at me and say: "Xiao Xiaoming, if I leave one day, will you send me~?

Zheng Jiayue's words made my heart chuckle, as if something had been knocked over, I stared at her, she seemed to say this casually, and as if she was, eager to know the answer.

This made me think about it for a while, and finally I looked at her and said, "Well, I don't know if I will send you, but I know that if you want to leave me, I will definitely not be sad."

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue frowned slightly, obviously I was not the answer she imagined, she looked at me for a while, and then asked: "Why, why, Xiao Xiaoming, you don't feel sad~?"

I smiled at her again and said, "Because, when the time comes, I will definitely die, what is the sadness of the dead... I wouldn't have survived without you, so I'm not going to be sad, I'm just going to die."

Zheng Jiayue's face turned red when I said it, she stared at me for a while, and then said again: "Cut, I really know how to say, don't worry, there won't be that day~ Definitely.. There won't be that day.."

Zheng Jiayue's words were repeated, and after finishing speaking, the two of us were silent again, I don't know how long it took, the two of us glanced at each other, and soon Zheng Jiayue smiled again and said: "Okay, okay, I'm a little hungry, Xiao Xiaoming, let's find a place to eat something, okay?" After eating, you accompany me to go shopping, anyway, I shouldn't have to go to the company today, I haven't been shopping for a long time~"

Of course I won't refuse, it's true that a lot of things have happened during this time, and I haven't been able to accompany Zheng Jiayue well, and now Li Xinran is gone, although it is already afternoon at this time, but it is still relatively early, so there is plenty of time.

I nodded, looked at Zheng Jiayue and said, "Okay, then let's go, I'll invite you to eat whatever you want!"

Zheng Jiayue said "hehe" twice, and then said: "Then you have to break the bank, what I want to eat is super expensive, just waiting for you to say so."

I was a little speechless, but I still didn't say anything, and motioned to Zheng Jiayue to go, so I took a taxi with Zheng Jiayue, and Zheng Jiayue immediately said the name of the mall.

I found that Zheng Jiayue knew very well about any good shopping malls in Beijing, in short, after arriving at the place, what Zheng Jiayue wanted to eat was French teppanyaki.

To be honest, I don't think this thing is any different from ordinary teppanyaki, don't you use iron plates damn it?But this shop is still expensive to death, I can't bear to bleed, after all, after the day Zheng Jiayue's exhibition ended, I didn't invite her properly.

After the two of us finished eating, Zheng Jiayue dragged me to the mall for a long time, this little guy was so tired in the hospital, and she had unlimited physical strength when she went to the mall, she didn't want to buy anything, just casually strolled, at this time the mall was already full of Christmas and other promotional materials, think about it carefully, it will be Christmas in a few days.

I have never talked about Christmas between me and Zheng Jiayue, I feel that Zheng Jiayue deliberately did not talk to me, she should know that Christmas is my birthday, she will definitely not be as careless as me, and seriously, I don't know how to spend my birthday and this holiday when the time comes, where to go with Zheng Jiayue, in short, I think I will talk about it then, Zheng Jiayue will definitely have a plan.

In this way, the two of us walked around until the evening, and Zheng Jiayue said if I wanted to go to her house, although I thought it was good to go to her house, but I didn't go back to my side for the past two days, and the clothes on my body were a little embarrassed by Lu Mao, so I had to go back and change my clothes or something.

In this way, I didn't go to Zheng Jiayue's house, but sent her back first, Zheng Jiayue didn't say anything, she looked at me again when they separated, and said: "Xiao Xiaoming will go to the company early tomorrow, I don't know if Mr. Chen is going to give you a promotion, I will definitely let you say a few words at that time, it's better to dress handsome~"

I heard Zheng Jiayue say this and nodded, waved at her again, and saw her leave.

After Zheng Jiayue left, I rushed to the direction of home alone, and it was quite late when I got home, but the fatigue on my body disappeared after I got home.

There have been too many things happening in the past few days, and now all of a sudden everything is over, and I feel a little unaccustomed, but I didn't expect that in just such a short period of time, two people I know left, first Xiao Kai, and then Li Xinran, I don't know what's going on..

Thinking of this, I took off my clothes and took a good shower, and when I came out of the shower, my phone suddenly rang.

It was really surprising that someone called me so late, but just when I was about to get my phone, I thought of Yu Qian again, and remembered that she was injured at the exhibition that day, although I wanted to call Yu Qian before, but I was too busy and I forgot, I don't know if it will be okay to call and ask now?

While thinking about me, I picked up my phone and took a look, only to find that the person who called was none other than Jiang Ziyun.

Jiang Ziyun called me so late, I thought about it for a while, and then took the call.

As soon as the phone was answered, I heard Jiang Ziyun's voice coming from inside: "Wang Ming, have you slept?"

I said, "Rub, can I still answer your phone when I'm asleep? What's wrong? Call me at this time, right... Li Xinran's side, are you okay?"

Jiang Ziyun said: "It's okay, send them away, Chen Yanyu at the hospital also said that everything has been arranged, you can rest assured, damn, you think I want to call you, I just suddenly remembered something and forgot to tell you, so I called you.."

Jiang Ziyun said this, I was a little nervous, and instinctively asked: "It's a good thing, a bad thing, please tell me it's a good thing."

Jiang Ziyun laughed twice on the phone, and said: "I don't know, in fact, Li Xinran has something to tell you, I forgot it, and now I think about it, do you want to know?"

I thought to myself, "nonsense", of course I wanted to know, but I still said, "What are you?"

Jiang Ziyun was quiet for a while before saying, "Okay, she said that you should thank me well, because I have helped me a lot, so you have to invite me well."

I was speechless for a while, and said, "Who the hell are you fooling?

Jiang Ziyun's voice came from the other end of the phone: "Damn, you have seen through it?" Okay, in fact, she didn't say that, what she said was... She left something for you.."

I was confused for a while, and after a long time, I asked again, "That's it?"

"Yes, a few more sentences? Just this one, what did she leave for you? I told you that if you weren't curious in your heart, I wouldn't call you this number, and I'll call you again tomorrow, quickly, confess and be lenient, Li Xinran left you something?"

I was speechless for a while when I heard Jiang Ziyun on the phone say this, I thought about it for a long time, and I really couldn't think of it, so Li Xinran left something for me?

At this time, I suddenly remembered that Li Xinran did leave something here for me, her mobile phone?

I was a little confused, and I didn't bother to say more to Jiang Ziyun, so I said casually: "No, I don't know what it is, I'll think about it first, if there is nothing else, I'll hang up?"

Jiang Ziyun said on the phone: "No, oh me, think about it, come out and tell me quickly, otherwise I will worry about it for a night.."

I said "got it" to my phone and hung up.

After hanging up the phone, I quickly walked into the house and turned out the things that Li Xinran had left with me.

———— heard Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.