It was like being hit in the head, and I looked at the computer screen in front of me and couldn't accept it for a while.

It can be said that I didn't play my truest level at all, and it can also be said that I have the strength to beat Xiao Kai, but it's all because I'm too careless, I haven't played for a long time, and I underestimated the strength of this Xiao Kai, I didn't expect him to practice secretly and have been secretly improving.

Now I really lost to him, and in front of so many people, I don't know what to do, I don't even know what I can do...

No one helped me this time, in fact, from the beginning, I was doomed to lose, from the beginning so many people stood behind Xiao Kai, I should have known that I had failed.

This is not a one-time failure, but slowly, unconsciously, I have already lost, I don't know when Xiao Kai hooked up with Lu Mao and the goatee, so the reason why he dared to propose to fight with me must be because he has a certainty in his heart, or maybe he actually knows, knowing that suddenly such a hand will definitely distract me or something, naturally there is a chance to win me, and the result is really as he wants, I lost to him like this..

Thinking of this, I sighed, and before I came back to my senses, I saw Xiao Kai on the side stand up, he walked to my side, stretched out his hand to me with a victor's attitude, and said: "Thank you, Brother Ming, I know that you let me, narrowly won.. But.."

"Since I won, it means that maybe I am more suitable for this position than you, Brother Ming, you won't blame me, right?

Xiao Kai's words really made me a little painful, I even felt a little disgusted, I suddenly understood why he could get together with Lu Mao and the goatee, because he also had a dark side in his heart, or rather, he and Lu Mao and the goatee were the same kind of fucking people...

Thinking of this, I laughed self-deprecatingly, I'm not a person who can't afford to lose, I just don't want to look at his villain's triumphant appearance, so I stood up, held his hand, and said: "Well, yes, it's really impressive, why didn't I find out that you were such a talented person before? Hehehe.."

I deliberately mentioned Zheng Jiayue, it can be said that all the conflicts between Xiaokai and me come from Zheng Jiayue, he must hate me in his heart because I robbed him of Zheng Jiayue, so it can also be said that Zheng Jiayue is the pain that he can't mention.

Xiao Kai's face really changed, his expression looked a little gloomy, obviously very unhappy.

This made a flash of pleasure in my heart, maybe this is the only excitement I have, but Xiao Kai stared at me for a while, and suddenly smiled again and said, "You think this is the end? This is just the beginning... Anyway.."

Speaking of this, Xiao Kai let go of my hand, turned around, looked at the people around him, and said: "Since I have won the competition, this project will be taken over by me in the future, I will definitely make the best results in the shortest possible time, I have thought of a good way, so as long as you follow me, you can definitely get the bonus with results and benefits!!" instead of wasting time sitting here every day to clock in and commuting!!"

The people around Xiao Kai's words were stunned, and soon they all started talking, and they all said that they followed Xiao Kai.

Seeing that those who used to be in charge of themselves now say that they want to follow others to do a good job, this feeling is really ironic, at this time, I turned my head and found that behind me in addition to the winning man and the little bubble gum and Chen Yanyu, I don't know when, Yu Qian also stood behind me.

She was looking at me with worry in her eyes... After seeing Yu Qian's expression, I paused for a moment, realizing that she must have come down to continue to help me, but I didn't expect to see such a scene, she must have seen me, and lost everything, right?

She must have seen that I lost to Xiao Kai.

I found that although I lost, I accepted it very easily, I actually accepted the fact that I lost the game, maybe I had this feeling for a long time, since Bubblegum told me about those things yesterday, I seemed to be in a desperate situation, this must have been a trap that started a long time ago, but it was not until the last step that I suddenly realized the danger, but it was too late.

At this time, I didn't say anything, I looked at Yu Qian for a while, and then looked at Chen Yanyu, it can be said that the person who should be counted on the most at this time is Chen Yanyu, and my next fate is in the hands of this woman.

I don't know what Chen Yanyu will say, and I don't know if I can stay in the company without this position, I think even if I stay in the company, I will become a joke, right?

At this time, my mind was a mess, and I didn't want to think about anything... And at this time, Chen Yanyu actually took a step forward, only to see her walk in front of Xiao Kai, and said with a smile: "Not bad, yes, in my expectation, the progress is very fast, this project will let you manage, I believe the effect will be better.."

Chen Yanyu's words made my back stiff, and the whole person was stunned, I didn't expect her to say this, let alone expect her to say such a thing, this... Could it be that she is towards Xiao Kai?

If you think about it carefully, it seems that from the beginning, Chen Yanyu planned to let Xiao Kai sit in my position, it can be said that if I didn't suddenly appear, Xiao Kai is the person Chen Yanyu values the most, and now like this, does Chen Yanyu also realize that Xiao Kai is more reliable than me?

I was a little heartbroken, but I couldn't make any sound, at this time the goatee actually spoke, he also stepped forward and said: "Since Xiao Kai also won, everyone has no opinions, I think he is ready to prepare, let him work hard.. I don't know if the previous effect was good or bad, but I believe that Xiao Kai will definitely do better, so Mr. Chen, you are here to make it convenient, don't have emotional problems for personal reasons.."

There is something in the goatee, although Xiao Kai won, but this project can be said to have been stared at by Lu Mao and Chen Yanyu all along, but Chen Yanyu stared at it more, after all, because I was the one she promoted.

And now that Xiao Kai is in charge of everything, it's hard to say, and I can't say whether Xiao Kai is now Chen Yanyu's subordinate or Lu Mao and Goatee, but the meaning of Goatee's words shows that Chen Yanyu should not make small moves.

Hearing the goatee say this, Chen Yanyu actually laughed again, she looked at Xiao Kai, and said: "How come, Xiao Kai is also the person I brought into the company, whoever can do the project better, naturally is to help whoever more, everything is the most important interest of the company.. I know that, even if I don't say that."

Seeing that Chen Yanyu said this, the goatee smiled and said, "Okay, just have Mr. Chen's words, then... Let's also clean up a day for that Wang Ming, after all, the feeling of failing in the competition is uncomfortable, let him summarize the work and tell Xiao Kai that it will be fine, as for him.. I don't know if there is any use for him in the company, and in my opinion, the company should not raise any idle people."

After the goatee's words were finished, Lu Mao on the side was the first to laugh, which was happier than anyone else.

I looked at him and thought to myself, you just laugh, aren't you more idle than Lao Tzu?

But at this time, I was in no mood to say anything, so I saw Chen Yanyu nodding and not talking. And Goatee made another gesture at this time, signaling Xiao Kai and Lu Mao to follow him, and then the three of them left quickly.

After the three of them left, the models gathered here also dispersed, and they returned to their live broadcast rooms one by one to avoid here.

Soon there were a few of us left here, and I didn't know what to do at this time, but just as I was about to speak, I saw Chen Yanyu saying to the winning man and Little Bubblegum on the side: "The two of you go and manage your own people first, and then follow Xiao Kai to manage it well."

Chen Yanyu's words made Little Bubblegum and the winning man look at each other, and the two of them looked at me again, and finally nodded and walked aside.

After seeing the two of them leave, I looked at Chen Yanyu and squeezed out a sentence: "Mr. Chen, I'm sorry.. I'm a little distracted and lost.."

I felt very guilty when I said this, after all, maybe this is not a good thing for Chen Yanyu... As a result, I didn't expect Chen Yanyu to just look at me very lightly, she didn't blame me, but said in a cold tone: "It's useless to say these things now, you clean up, tidy up your work, and hand it over to Xiao Kai when the time comes."

After saying this, Chen Yanyu actually took a step and walked away, leaving me in place.

I really didn't expect Chen Yanyu to say such a thing, looking at her like this, is she also planning to abandon me? I suddenly remembered that Gao Feng told me a long time ago, saying that Chen Yanyu was very interested, and now I really see that I can't turn over, so Chen Yanyu has such an attitude?

At this time, a cloud of anger rose in my heart, and I felt very unhappy... However, at this time, I noticed Yu Qian, who was still standing in front of me... At this time, she was the only one left in front of me...

I didn't know what to say when I saw Yu Qian still standing here, and after a long time, I sighed again and said, "Ah.. It seems to be messed up, and I don't know if I need your help, anyway, you can ask Xiao Kai.."

Seeing that I was still talking about work, Yu Qian frowned, she looked at me, and asked with a little concern: "You.. Are you alright?"

I pursed my lips, shook my head and said, "It's okay, what can I do, anyway, I really didn't do a good job, maybe it's easier if I don't do it.."

Yu Qian looked more anxious than me, she moved her mouth again, and then asked, "That.. What about the rest, if you don't do it, what else can you do? I'll help you talk to Mr. Chen, right?

Before I do it, I may still comfort Yu Qian and tell her that she can rest assured that there is nothing to do... But now I really can't say such words, I stared at Yu Qian, and after a while, I said again: "No need, maybe Mr. Chen is also angry, in short.. Let's talk about it.. I feel like it's useless to think about anything now.."

———— heard Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.