Chapter 601: Of course I'm towards you!
Hearing Xiao Kai say such words, I understood, it turned out that until now, Xiao Kai still has no heart for Zheng Jiayue.
I really didn't expect him to be so obsessed with Xiao Kai, when I went to him to explain things clearly after I was with Zheng Jiayue, I originally thought that Xiao Kai's love for Zheng Jiayue was not so deep, but it seems that I thought it was too simple, the two of us did not let Xiao Kai forgive us, but made his hatred for me deeper, right?
Thinking of this, I feel a little emotional, I feel that I was too careless, why didn't I feel it at the time? But this Xiao Kai is really able to bear it, although I think he still cares a lot when he mentions Zheng Jiayue on weekdays, but it is too special to be able to bear it, if you think about it carefully, I don't know how uncomfortable it is to see me with Zheng Jiayue on weekdays, and as long as I see it once, the hatred in his heart for me will increase even more!
This made me look at Xiao Kai in front of me, and after a while, I said again: "It seems that I really underestimated you!"
As a result, Xiao Kai smiled again, looked at me with two eyes and said, "Yes? I think so, otherwise how could you lose to me today? I knew that you would definitely be distracted, so it's normal, isn't it... Blame yourself for not observing anything at all on weekdays, and if you had found out that I was secretly practicing the game, you might have thought of something, but even if you win, I'm useless, because you should have found out that no one wants to continue to follow your men, so... Even if you win, it doesn't matter!"
Xiao Kai's words show that he really has more than this hand, I estimate that since he got together with Lu Mao and the goatee, there must be more tricks, since they dare to go downstairs today and wait for me to make such a play, it means that they are completely sure that they can get me.
This makes me a little helpless, damn not afraid of gentlemen, just afraid of villains.. I looked at Xiao Kai, and couldn't help but say: "Yes, it seems that in order to take revenge on me, you are also willing to be someone else's dogleg?" I advise you, then Lu Mao and Goatee are not good people, you and the two of them will not get any good ends."
As a result, Xiao Kai seemed to be a little irritated by my words, he stared at me, and said: "Joke, are you qualified to talk about me? Aren't you also someone else's puppy? Do you really think you have any ability? What's even more ridiculous is that you don't even have a position now, what face do you have to stay in this company, do you think you are like this, Xiao Yue will be happy with you?"
Hearing Xiao Kai say this again, I felt that this thing was already a little abnormal, it can be said that his hatred for me was deeper than I imagined, I looked at him, and quickly smiled again and said: "Whatever you say, but I think, you have misunderstood the definition of happiness, don't talk about me, it's like you said you want to be with Xiao Yue, what do you think you have to give her happiness? What do you think Xiao Yue feels about you?"
Xiao Kai was a little overwhelmed by what I said, he suddenly raised his voice a little, looked at me and said viciously: "At least you won't be with her and still think about other girls! Don't blame me, I will let you leave this company first, and then let you be ruined, Xiaoyue will naturally leave you!"
Originally, I was still interested in mocking each other with Xiao Kai like this, but now when I hear him say this again, I secretly feel that this Xiao Kai is still tender, and he is far from Lu Mao and the goatee.
What he thought was to let me leave the company first, and when I left the company, I naturally couldn't sit next to Zheng Jiayue every day, and then he felt that the opportunity would be greater!
But this thing is really not wrong, it really seems that now that I have lost this position, naturally there is no other use value, whether I can stay in the company, what to do in the company I can't say, I can't tell if this product has succeeded.
But although I think so, I definitely can't lose in terms of momentum, so I looked at Xiao Kai again and said: "Hehe, do you really plan to plate? I'm not afraid to tell you, Zheng Jiayue and I will definitely not be separated, as for why, one is that the two of us are not as vulgar as you imagined, it doesn't matter what you think I am, but Zheng Jiayue You should also know what kind of girl she is... And then there's.."
Speaking of this, I paused, looked at him and said, "Do you think that after I went to Hokkaido with Xiaoyue for so many days, something will not happen?" You advise you, die as soon as possible, it's not that I look down on you, but Xiaoyue will never be with someone like you with a sinister heart. ”
As soon as I finished speaking, Xiao Kai's whole face changed, and sure enough, my words stimulated him more, what could be more angry and unhappy than hearing that the girl he liked was indescribable to others!
At this time, Xiao Kai was a little out of breath, I was actually looking forward to him not being able to bear the interest to come and do something with me, damn it, I had long wanted to beat this thing, I was meowed by him and hadn't settled accounts with him, if he dared to do it first, I would naturally pee him..
As a result, Xiao Kai probably also felt that if he did it with me, first, he ignored it, and second, he couldn't beat me, so in the end, he calmed down, looked at me and sneered, and said: "Hehe, I originally thought that if you were willing to take the initiative to separate from Xiaoyue, I would let you go..." It seems that it is impossible to leave you to take care of it for me under my hands. Let's talk too much about it, let's see, Brother Ming."
After saying this, Xiao Kai didn't even plan to talk to me, he stepped aside and began to call out all the models again, as if he was planning to have a small meeting or something.
I didn't bother to listen to this dog's day speech or anything here, so I got up and quickly went upstairs.
After going upstairs, I felt that the people around me looked at me differently, and it seemed that the news had spread, and the people in the company knew it so quickly.
This feeling is quite unpleasant.,At the beginning, it was all envious eyes.,At this time, it became all mocking....
With this kind of look, I walked towards my seat, but when I was about to walk to my seat, suddenly Chen Yanyu came out again from nowhere.
She stood in front of me, and after seeing my appearance for a while, she still spoke: "Wang Ming, come to my office..."
I knew that Chen Yanyu was likely to be the final trial, so after thinking about it, I finally took a deep breath, nodded my head and followed her and walked towards her office.
followed Chen Yanyu into her office, and before I could speak, I saw Chen Yanyu walk to her seat and sit down, looked at me and said, "Wang Ming, do you have anything to tell me?"
——Tomorrow at 9 o'clock, I heard Yu Qian say something like this.. I was stunned...
I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.
yes, that's how it feels...
Is that how it feels?
When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?
When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?
It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...
Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.
She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.
Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...
I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke
"Hmm.."
"I see... Now, there it is.."
My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.
I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.
I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...
After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.
I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...
So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke
"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."
"I'll go back first."
I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...
As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...
"Don't go.. Stay with me.."
"Stay with me... One night.."
Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.
I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...
Do you want to stay with her all night?
Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...
After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...
So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively
"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."
Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said
: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"
"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."
Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.
Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...
Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke
"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."
After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...
I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...
After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.
Which self am I?
In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?
I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.
When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.
The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.
I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...
I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.
I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...
Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?
At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.
But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...
Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.
Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...
After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.
I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.
Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.
Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...
Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.
Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.
When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.
However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.
When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.
Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.
It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.
Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...
Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.
At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.
What kind of thoughts does she have now?
What was she thinking at this time?
Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?
Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...
Her face became clear in her field of vision.
As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.
There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.
Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.
And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...
My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...
My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.
After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms
"Just one night.."
"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...
Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...
I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.
Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.
What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...
That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.
hugged her tightly in his arms...
The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.
It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...
For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...
I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...
Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.
At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...
Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while
..
But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.
I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.
Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...
In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.
And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.
The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.
The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.
Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.
Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...
A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...
I know that I can't be with her, even if I know that she doesn't like Lu Mao at all, even if I know that she has a good impression of me, but I still can't be with her.
Because, I already have Zheng Jiayue, I already have Zheng Jiayue, by my side...
This is an important thing and there is no way not to think about it, I have no way to betray Zheng Jiayue's liking for me, and it can also be said that for so long, my liking for Zheng Jiayue is not such an easy thing to give up...
However, my current actions are completely sorry for Zheng Jiayue, but I have no way to control myself, maybe just like Yu Qian said, only tonight, it is special, only tonight, it belongs to her, between me...
So at this time, I could only hold her tightly, there was no thought in my brain, a blank piece, and my body kept holding Yu Qian...
Yu Qian was motionless in my arms, she also hugged me tightly, I could still feel the temperature of her hand around my waist, her hand was gently on my waist, her head rested on my arms, tightly pressed against my chest.
I can't think of how I can describe my feelings at this time.
In short, there is a warm feeling in my heart, I don't know if this warmth comes from Yu Qian's body, or from the feeling in my heart.
In short, at this moment, I am snuggling up to each other like Yu Qian... Neither of us said anything more, as if the voices of the world had all disappeared...
Later, I don't know how long it took, and Yu Qian in her arms heard a thick breathing sound.
It seems that Yu Qian is asleep, she leans on my arms, breathing steadily...
This made me can't help but look at her in my arms, only to see Yu Qian's eyes tightly closed, she seems to be asleep, as if she doesn't know what the situation is now.
I just looked at Yu Qian's sleeping face quietly, looking at her, with a quiet face.
For the first time, look at her like this.
For the first time, with such a mood, such a form, looking at her.
Yu Qian slept soundly, as if no sound could wake her up.
I just watched her quietly, and after a while, my eyes couldn't help but fall on her lips.
Although it was pitch black, Yu Qian's red lips could still be seen.
That color is hard to describe, but in my mind, I still have the gentle kiss of Yu Qian some time ago...
At this time, an idea suddenly popped into my mind...
That is, if I go to kiss her.
What would it look like?
At this time, Yu Qian shouldn't reject herself, right?
At this time, she just expressed her affection to herself, she shouldn't refuse, right?
However, if he did kiss her, what would that count?
What is the kiss between me and Yu Qian?
Between friends? or. betrayed Zheng Jiayue, a kiss only for his own selfish desires?
Thinking of this, I felt a bad feeling in my heart, because Zheng Jiayue's face appeared in front of my eyes again...
I suddenly came back to my senses and realized that everything I was doing now, as long as Zheng Jiayue knew about it, it would hurt her heart very much...
This made me pass for a while, and finally sighed, hugged Yu Qian motionlessly, and slowly closed my eyes.
I can't let go of her now, so I can only do what Yu Qian said.
Just give her a night out...