"Why do you have so many tears. Luo Shaoqian and I "Internet celebrity" lying on the sofa, resting on the coffee table with four legs, chatting with each other, Luo Shaoqian always likes to ask me such strange questions, tears are not the people who should make people cry know why.

There are two hydrangeas in the porcelain white vase on the coffee table, one blue-purple and the other pink, full and fragrant, "Why do you think about raising flowers, it's not like your style." ”

"It's not Wen Tong's style to shed tears all the time. Luo Shaoqian glanced at me and didn't answer me directly.

"Obviously, they know each other very well, but they have to pretend to be cold and answer what they are asking. "I always feel that the person in front of me will never speak well, will not follow the hair down, will not cater and agree.

"You know why there are flowers at home and you have to ask again, isn't it redundant. "People who can't talk well make people feel funny and angry all the time.

"Sometimes it is tacitly suffocated, it is better to say it superfluously, make it, let the other party know what you think in your heart, dispel suspicions and concerns, so that there will be true love in the world, there will be true love in the world, and it will become a beautiful world. One second he was still feeling sorry for the sadness he was carrying alone, and the next second he felt that this was all his "deserved".

"Do you mean between us?" Luo Shaoqian suddenly changed his tone and became interested.

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Raising his leg to Luo Shaoqian's calf was a kick, "Big brother, what about you and Yang Chen!"

As soon as Yang Chen was mentioned, Luo Shaoqian immediately softened by half, and his face suddenly darkened again, Luo Shaoqian had no friends, let alone a few close friends, although he and Yan Ting Qidong were also familiar with each other, but in the end they were different from Yang Chen, the strong friendship between them in the past ten years was consumed by all kinds of things, but I hope this is just a temporary stubbornness and helplessness, because for them, the loss of each other is extremely painful and regretful.

"Forget it, don't mention him. Tell me what you're going to do next!" I arched him, compared to the love of children, the career crisis is the problem that needs to be solved urgently.

"Why, didn't I hand in my resignation report in the office that day, saying that I had nothing to do with it anymore, and I hated to fly to Ireland immediately. Why do you suddenly care about this down-and-out person who is wrong and disappoints you today. Luo Shaoqian got up and walked to the table, turned to face me, he wasn't joking at me, he was just laughing at himself.

I listened to his words but I didn't feel embarrassed and embarrassed, when I learned that something might be wrong with him, I didn't realize that I had drawn a line with him, and I had said my words eight hundred times, and I made up my mind not to hear about his deeds again, and no longer care about his intersection with anyone, but I still couldn't wait for half a moment to see him, to see if he was okay and if he needed help. This scattered heart always wails pessimistically and resolutely from time to time, but at that moment, because of someone, it was inexplicably strong and stubborn. "Why, do you need me to explain why I need to do it superfluously?" I also learned from him to talk about him, but I was roughly certain that he knew my anxious mood in a hurry, and that it was my confidence that we had known each other for ten years.

He paced in the living room, bowing his head in contemplation, for a long time before he spoke, "Actually, it wasn't my intention to be an administrator. ”

"Of course I know, at that time your professional class was so good, you were so talented in learning obscure courses such as pathophysiology, and the anatomy class was your show, everyone thought you would be a rising star in surgery, and no one expected you to take such a stunned path. "It always makes people feel embarrassed when they mention the events of that year, Luo Shaoqian's son seems to have reached the pinnacle of his life all of a sudden, but more colleagues in the medical school feel regret and pity.

"But you know that as a pawn, there are some tasks that you have to do and you don't have to choose. "Luo Shaoqian has always liked to emphasize this matter recently, I have scolded him, and I resolutely disagree with such a statement, how can anyone be born unable to be their own master, just lack of courage, but at this moment, it is not good to say anything serious, "This time the Ministry of Education's reform of private colleges and universities is overwhelming, I want to try to change some of the situation, our institute is no longer a private school in appearance, this time it is to replace our core, I don't think this is what I or our family can do alone." ”

"And then?" I sat on the sofa and listened to him talk about these things I don't understand, in my opinion, the school should be people-oriented, student-oriented, academic-oriented, and nothing more than to serve it, but in fact, it doesn't seem so simple, otherwise a restructuring will not make Luo Shaoqian so embarrassed, "Are you worried that the Jiaoyang Group will affect you or reform?"

"Stepping down from office is a relief from years of pressure for me, and my grandfather will no longer give me any reason or excuse to confine me in this position. Originally, the rule of the family is a backward thing, but the older generation can't see the dove occupying the magpie's nest, and can't accept the reality that the country is handed over, everyone is selfish, even in the education industry, I can figure it out, and there is nothing entangled. It's just that the corruption of the Jiaoyang Group just affected the college, and the people above took this matter to deny our achievements for many years, which made me very unhappy, and once the '2+1' plan is stopped, it will involve the training plan of more than 1,000 students in the college and internships, which is a heavy project, and also involves a lot of funding gaps, I don't believe that the new successor will continue to run the project with high quality, and the consequences of this compound can only be borne by the Luo family and the students, which is unfair." ”

Luo Shaoqian rambled a lot, and his words were all worried about the reputation of the Luo family and the future of his students, but what I was concerned about was what he would do next, "What about you?" I stood up and walked up to Luo Shaoqian, "Aren't you worried about your future at all? If you are no longer the dean of the medical school, will the boss make you unemployed?"

"I wouldn't accept even an administrative position, I'm exhausted from trying to survive all these years, and it's not what I want. Luo Shaoqian sighed, but his tone was resolute.

"So what do you want?" I looked at his still handsome appearance, a doctor of medical management who had never been in clinical practice for a day, and I really couldn't think of any other way out except to continue working at another school.

Luo Shaoqian looked at me and smiled, it was a kind of brightness and relaxation, he lowered his head and took my hand around his waist, narrowed the distance between each other, and then buried his head in my neck socket, "I want you, I want to start learning to be a doctor again, I want to pick up a scalpel and stethoscope, I want to put on a white coat, and do what you liked ten years ago, I like it, you are proud, I also want to be the Luo doctor." ”

"Aren't you afraid of difficulties?" Tears suddenly flowed out of the corners of his eyes almost the moment he finished speaking, and he didn't know what to do, like a long-awaited reunion after a long absence, and like a face-to-face with his own heart, his emotions were surging and surging.

"Do you think it's too late for me?"

"Why ask so many extra questions. ”

"It's superfluous to ask others, it's superfluous to ask you. ”

"It's not too late, it's not difficult, but what about the things you said in the medical school that you are not happy or unwilling to do?"

"If you can solve it, you can solve it, and if you can't solve it, you can throw it there, and you can be less persistent, right? ”

"Yes. ”

"I can live for myself all over again, right? ”

"Yes. ”

"Can you forgive me?"

"Forgiveness. ”

"Can I not go to Ireland then?"

"What? No. ”