The next day, Du Yuntong sent me a message saying that Qin Jianghao had been discharged from the hospital, and my response to him was only one "oh", and there was no extra word. Even if I didn't tell my brother, I didn't tell Yuan Fang,

But I thought a lot in my heart, such as the doctor didn't seem to say that he could be discharged from the hospital so early, for example, whether he was discharged from the hospital on his own initiative this time, and whether his injuries were all healed.

When I came back to my senses, I was deflated again, and I wanted to try not to care about his life or death, not to care about him, not to care about him, but I still couldn't do it.

Even if I don't say it, but I am worried to death in my heart, I would rather say it with my mouth and not have any worries in my heart.

My brother has already gone out for something, and Yuan Fang has also returned to her house for the time being, so now I am the only one left at home.

Du Yuntong said in the morning that Qin Jianghao had been discharged from the hospital, but he did not come back at noon. I wanted to know where he went, but I refused to let go and ask Du Yuntong. Because of his bad mouth, he will definitely tell Qin Jianghao, I asked him about his whereabouts.

Fortunately, Du Yuntong has always liked to be nosy, so even if I didn't ask him, he took the initiative to tell me, saying that Qin Jianghao went to the company, after all, there is a lot of work waiting for him to deal with.

So, he was discharged from the hospital because of work?

It's still so much money and not life.

Belch...... Look, sure enough, everything will be related to the quality of his health, and there is no way to ignore it.

I didn't go to the company, but in the afternoon, Qin Jianghao came back, and I was sitting in the living room, eating the dishes that my brother made in the morning and left for me to eat in the afternoon.

We both looked at each other and turned our heads away, neither of us speaking. He took off his coat and put it on a hanger, the same time I took him to the hospital.

After only a sneaky glance, I withdrew my gaze and ate quietly.

But I was still feasting before, but now that he came back, I subconsciously ate sulk, didn't make a sound, and ate softly.

I don't know what I'm afraid of or afraid of.

But what I didn't expect was that he was shameless, and he actually picked up the bowl and ate it with him, and I wanted to scold him a few words, but in the end I didn't say anything.

Sure enough, I was still a slave, and I didn't dare to resist at all.

I finished eating myself, then took my bowl and washed it, and when he came out, he finished eating, and then went into the kitchen with the dishes and chopsticks.

I passed him and was about to go upstairs, but he suddenly said, "Wait, I have something to tell you." ”

I paused for a moment, and then said lightly: "I'm thinking about how to explain the divorce to my parents, so give me some more time." ”

He didn't say anything more, and I went upstairs around him.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, I opened the drawer, took out our marriage certificate, and looked at the one-inch wedding photo of me and Qin Jianghao on it in a daze.

No matter how much I struggle, what should come will still come, and what can I do to avoid it?

It's just my parents...... What a headache.

Tears suddenly fell very meaninglessly, but the more I reached out to wipe them, the more I wiped them.

I'm not ready to divorce him, but I understand that the choice is always in his hands, not mine.

Whether I leave or not, I go or stay, all my choices, courage and determination are superfluous, as long as he Qin Jianghao says it is over, then I will no longer have the strength to struggle.

I was able to get close to him at the beginning, but it was only for one of his mother's last wishes, otherwise I would not have had the opportunity to be as close to him as I did when I was a child.

Obviously, since high school, we have been getting farther and farther apart.

What if he slept with me? It's just that we women tend to take the first time too seriously, thinking that giving it to the person we like the most is giving him great love, but they don't necessarily cherish and appreciate it.

Like he said, it's just to solve physiological needs.

Without me, he could have solved it with many women.

Qin Jianghao was discharged from the hospital and went to work, so naturally I had to go with him, although I was cold with him, but I still wanted my salary. So I followed him to the company the next day.

He has accumulated a lot of work to deal with during his hospitalization, and he has not been on a business trip in the past few days, and my brother has also returned to City A, and Yuan Fang has not come to rub the bed with me again, and suddenly he feels lonely.

Just like when I first married Qin Jianghao, Yuan Fang hadn't returned, he got off work late every day, and I didn't go out to look for a job because of the psychological shadow brought to me by my first job.

Every day, I stay at home alone, no one talks to me, I basically eat by myself, and I am not familiar with the surroundings, because I am a road idiot, and I dare not go anywhere.

But now in the company, it's okay, because at least one Du Yuntong is still willing to pay attention to me, so in order not to lose this friend closest to me, I will occasionally bring him some snacks.

In March, City C began to gradually warm up, and you no longer have to dress like a bear when you go out.

One morning when the sun was rising, I suddenly had an idea, and then when I was having breakfast with Qin Jianghao, I mentioned the divorce to him: "I promise to divorce, but I have one condition." ”

He was holding the fork in his hand and was silent for a long time before he looked up at me.

I felt that he was asking me to say what I meant, so I said to him, "After we divorce, can you transfer me to Fu Yan's side to work?"

He frowned at me and didn't speak immediately.

I smiled and continued, "I've always liked the architectural style of S City, and I used to want to work there, but I didn't dare to go because I didn't know anyone and I was a road idiot. ”

Even though my heart began to throb faintly, like a sharp blade slowly cutting open the heart that had loved this man for more than ten years, I had to face it with a smile and talk indifferently for the sake of the only remaining dignity.

divorced from him, naturally there is no way to watch him and Qi Jinglang fall in love with each other, only by leaving, maybe he can return himself a peace and tranquility.

I don't know, I can't give up at all, maybe it's because the weather is exceptionally good today, and I want to let myself fly once, and I want to let him fly.

Or maybe it's because I saw such a sentence on Weibo: Love is not everything in life, if you let go of male and female love, you will find that there are many more interesting things in the world than love.

I've loved someone for more than ten years, and in my eyes and heart, it's all about him, and I also want to try it, besides this person, there is anything more interesting.

His hand clenched tightly, and I wasn't quite sure what he meant by it, angry or nervous, or just a knee-jerk action.

I heard him ask in a deep voice, "You just want to stay with him so much?"

Oh, this question, it's a bit weird to ask, is this jealousy?

But how could it be?

I want to be by your side the most, but you're not uncommon.

I didn't want to discuss this topic with him, "If you agree, I will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with you to divorce immediately." ”

"Do you think you're really qualified to work in my company?"

I was stunned, "What do you mean?"

"Don't try to work over there, you're not qualified right now. ”

“…… "I couldn't help but sneer, "Qin Jianghao, do you have to do this?"

If you're divorced, you want to kick me away, right?

Also, when I went to his company, it was only on a whim that he asked me to go to work, or I just wanted to keep someone who knew his daily food, clothing, housing and transportation by his side so that he could call him at any time.

Someone called him, he put down his knife and fork, took his coat and went out, and that was the end of our conversation.

Since he said that I didn't deserve to work in their company, then I didn't need to go to work anymore, and then I stayed at home and practiced painting day and night.

I don't answer anyone's calls.

Soon my painting course will be over, and when I finish my course, the teacher here will help us take over the job, and I can still support myself without the job of his company.

Since that day he went out, he began to come home very late, as before, and our life seemed to have returned to the beginning, the difference is that our hearts are farther away than before.

Sometimes he didn't come back for two days and two nights, and I forced myself not to think about him, not to worry about him, not to care about him.

But on such days, he began to forget to sleep and eat, often suffered from insomnia, and sometimes was so uncomfortable that he almost fainted.

When Yuan Fang came to look for me, it happened that I was suddenly dizzy and pale, so frightened that she hurriedly dragged me to the hospital for an examination.

The doctor said I was exhausted and told me the terrible news.

I...... Pregnant.

Yuan Fang was also incredulous when she heard the news, after all, I didn't tell her that I had a relationship with Qin Jianghao.

Recently, I said that I was going to divorce Qin Jianghao, and she encouraged me to leave him quickly, and now that she knows that I am pregnant, she doesn't support me anymore, saying that she told Qin Jianghao to be responsible for him.

But I didn't know what to tell him about it.

"Do you want your child to be born without a father?"

I sat in the hospital corridor a little decadently, and I hadn't recovered from the news that I was pregnant.