Shen Fu lying quietly on the bed, full of thoughts.

The second hand of the clock on the wall walked mechanically and ruthlessly, and Shen Fu could even feel that the life of her mother lying beside her was withering little by little with the endless second hand.

A deep sense of exhaustion struck again.

In this room, Shen Fu found a corner where she could shelter from the wind and rain and be filled with sunshine, and she finally stopped to respite from her exhaustion, recuperate her body and mind, and restore the color and luster of her beautiful feathers.

She really didn't want to ruin the stability and tranquility that had been rare for more than a year because of "a little thing", and she really didn't want to lose it.

It was easy to move out of the house in a fit of rage, but the thought of her going to push her mother back to live a wandering life made her feel scared from the bottom of her heart, even frightened.

Shen Fu gradually let go of the hand that was touching the knife.

Bian Xuedao is still a big boy with strong blood, and it is understandable and forgivable to see that his **** has some crimson fantasies at his age.

Until today, at least, the boy's behavior was very gentlemanly.

Unconsciously, Shen Fu had already begun to excuse Bian Xuedao, and found psychological comfort for himself to define this incident as "a little thing".

Shen Fu thought about it for most of the night, and she didn't fall in love with Bian Xuedao, she thought about something with Bian Xuedao, in her heart, it was impossible, to know Lu Dao, she was almost 10 years older than Bian Xuedao.

Shen Fu deceived herself and set the object of Bian Xuedao's **** as the sexy underwear, not herself, a beautiful young woman.

Taking a step back, it won't be long before I have the opportunity to appear on the stage of the Power Train Concert. As long as you become a hit and become famous, you can find a new job even if you leave the Philharmonic Studio.

At that time, if Bian Xuedao harassed himself again, or became more violent, he would move out.

This night, Bian Xuedao slept very soundly, Shen Fu had insomnia, and Shan Rao, who was teased by Bian Xuedao, also turned over in bed for half a night.

Shan Rao didn't know when the phone was cut off, and when she woke up, her limbs were weak and her body was wet.

Lying on the bed with his head back, feeling the aftermath of the numbness, biting his lip and hating this bad person, if he didn't meet his requirements, how could he be so ashamed?

Although she has already tasted the taste of ******** with Bian Xuedao, she has grown so big, and it is the first time for Shan Rao to explore her body so thoroughly, the first time to develop her **** so thoroughly, and the first time to find that there is such a wonderful feeling hidden in her body.

The dormitory roommate went to the bar and didn't come back, the lights were turned off in the room, and the thick curtains blocked the sound and light out of the window, Shan Rao stared at the fluorescent scale of the clock on the wall, thinking about what Bian Xuedao was doing at this time in Songjiang.

At this moment, Shan Rao is crazy about missing her boyfriend, the thoughtful, considerate and interesting boy, and the boy who is cute when he laughs and is cool when he doesn't laugh.

Shan Rao really wants to learn the Tao and come to her to accompany her as soon as possible, as long as he comes, no matter what she wants with Shan Rao, Shan Rao is willing to give it to him, she really doesn't want to taste this feeling of not being crazy for a day.

Shan Rao regretted it a little, why didn't she behave badly during the interview?

Now, Shan Rao worries all day long about what she will do if she can't go to Beijing after Bian Xuedao? What should she do if she is remembered by other women around her? What should she do if her boyfriend who she chased in the SARS isolation building regardless of the danger flew away?

Sighing lightly, Shan Rao could only look forward to the time to go quickly, expecting that the woman in Songjiang would not notice the excellence of her boyfriend, and looking forward to everything as she wished, so that Bian Xuedao would come to Beijing to start a family with her.

In the morning, Shen Fu woke up earlier than Bian Xuedao, went to the bathroom with dark circles under his eyes to wash, thinking about taking his underwear and underwear back to the East House, and opened the shower curtain to see, Shen Fu couldn't cry or laugh.

The black panties changed their position and hung back in the place they had hung up.

Now it can be determined that it is to learn from the Tao.

Shen Fu gritted his teeth and took the things off, took them back to the East House, and found a bag to put all 3 sets of **** into it. No matter what, I can't wear any of these pieces.

Shen Fu made up his mind that he would never go to the bathroom in the future.

When I went downstairs to buy breakfast, I didn't want to bring it to Bian Xuedao, but on the way home, Shen Fu walked halfway and turned back to the morning market and bought an extra one.

When Bian Xuedao got up, Shen Fu was already gone.

I walked into the bathroom with a nervous mood and found that the **** had been taken away, and I don't know if the **** that Shen Fu washed last night when he collected his clothes in the morning was dry.

Looking at the breakfast that Shen Fu bought on the table, Bian Xuedao couldn't tell what it was like for a while, how could he do such a big thing as a big man?

One morning, Shen Fu in the recording studio was not in a state.

The band members looked at the obvious dark circles on her face, and knew that she definitely didn't have a good rest last night, so they persuaded her to go upstairs to rest.

At first, Shen Fu insisted on not going, but he always recalled the appearance of the black thong in front of him, and even felt that he could smell a fishy smell, Shen Fu said to everyone, "I'm sorry, I'll go to the lounge to sleep for a while." ”

But I couldn't sleep at all.

Shen Fu is in her 30s, and her body is mature and sensitive. From pregnancy to divorce to returning to Songjiang, Shen Fu's body has been empty for two years.

A few months ago, when she was worried about food, housing, medical treatment and money all day long, she looked around but saw no hope of improvement.

Like her nostalgia for the remnants of life, the **** in her body is also dying.

Everything was reversed after getting to know Bian Xuedao and moving into this home.

Life has settled down, work has been settled, is what she is best at, and no one in the entire studio from top to bottom dares to bully her newcomer, the reason is very simple, she was introduced by Bian Xuedao.

There is a full-time nurse at home to take care of his mother, and the cost of caregivers, treatment, and living expenses are all borne by Bian Xuedao silently.

Originally, Shen Fu was still ignorant, but after thinking about it for a night yesterday, she suddenly thought that she was now attached to learning to live, could it be that she was **** by this little boy?

After thinking about it, I went around and went back to the original point of the problem.

Back in the recording studio, Shen Fu still slipped away, there was no way, so he asked Fan Hongbing for a leave and took the car home.

Sitting on the bus, Shen Fu leaned on the seat, looking at the city and pedestrians outside the window, some were in a hurry, some were pacing leisurely, some were dazed, some looked arrogant, some were weathered, some were white and tender, some were thin and stiff, and some had big bellies.

On the left is a white-haired old man rummaging through the trash cans for empty drink bottles, and on the right, a girl in sunglasses sits in the driver's seat of a red A4 and waits for a red light while making a phone call...... As the car moved forward, an old lady on the sidewalk in front of her was selling her sewn insoles and cultivated flowers...... A 120 drove past with a siren...... At the entrance of the compound with a plaque with the word "People", several people with file bags in their hands were stopped and questioned by people in green uniforms, then shook their heads and pushed out the door, and then two Audi A6s drove out of the compound and disappeared for a moment......

The joy and anger of the world, the sorrow and joy of the world, the rich and the poor, the life and death, all in sight.

Shen Fu has seen these pictures before, but he has never felt anything.

The ups and downs of life have sharpened her strength, and also awakened the sentimentality in her woman's nature, and she has never yearned for a calm, rich, well-traveled, and comfortable life like today.

She is in her 30s, and she still has a reputation for being a psychopath, and good men are getting farther and farther away from her, just like good times.

Shen Fu practiced singing hard, and tried his best to ask for songs from Bian Xuedao, thinking of nothing more than taking the opportunity of this stage to fight for fame and fortune, and wanted to rely on his own ability to no longer live a life of exile, at least let his mother spend the last time of her life in peace. Her father and husband, who she once naively thought she could rely on for a lifetime, disappeared from her life, and along the way she only understood one thing: people can only rely on themselves.

Therefore, before success, or before taking the stage, even if you are false and wrong, you must maintain the current relationship with Bian Xuedao.

When Shen Fu arrived home, Sister Cai pushed the old lady out of the house, and Bian Xuedao was not there, and Shen Fu was the only one in the house.

Shen Fu walked into the bathroom like a demon, standing in the middle of the ground, wondering what he was doing here before he came back last night.

A strange thought suddenly slipped through Shen Fu's mind: What will happen next time I hang the washed **** here?