It was close to midnight when I returned to University A, Fan Fan put me down and actually had to return to City B, saying that there was an academic conference tomorrow morning, and I forced him to stay for one night, which was about to go to Ireland, and he had to participate in any academic activities in China, but Fan Fan insisted on rushing back to City B, the more he insisted on this, the more I was upset, Fan Fan drove back and forth for five or six hours, just to change my brain.

I don't know if the lights are still out at 11 o'clock at midnight and lock the door, I stood in front of the school gate and took a deep breath, looked around, and it was still familiar. The majestic school gate has been seen in the dark night can only see the name of Colonel A illuminated by spotlights, the room of the doorman master is still lit with a yellowish light, the master's uniform has been changed, the master is sitting on a chair and napping, at that time the students who return late will be cheeky and beg the master to open the door and let them go, and then try to find all kinds of ways to beg the dormitory aunt to open the dormitory door for them. Ten years have passed, and once again standing at the gate of University A, there is a faint sadness in my heart.

The wind in autumn and winter is very cool, and although I am wearing a cotton and linen long skirt, it is still quite thick, but it is also a little loose, and I can't help but shiver. It's time to go back to the hotel, there are still activities tomorrow, there are basically no pedestrians on the way back when you turn around, the sound of high heels tapping and tapping is particularly crisp at night, there are still some small shops on the side of the road that are not closed, and the neon shiny appearance reminds me of the way I stayed alone in school during the winter vacation many years ago, a plausible night, different from the people of the past.

"Wen Tong!" I vaguely felt someone calling me behind me, and when I turned around, I saw a familiar tall figure walking towards me in the distance.

It's Luo Shaoqian.

When he hurried to catch up with me, I found that he had changed his outfit, no suit and leather shoes, but changed into casual clothes for the season, but I was still not very used to the black of this body, and it looked too old and heavy, but after thinking about it, this is not the us we were ten years ago, 30 years old, it is time to be more mature.

"Why don't you sleep, so late. "When he's not wearing a suit, the sense of distance is not so strong.

"I can't sleep, so I come out for a walk, what about you, why are you still wandering around outside so late, and you're still dressed neatly. Luo Shaoqian stood beside me unhurriedly, and if it hadn't been for the awkward dinner a few hours earlier, I would have enjoyed such an old friend's walk.

"My friend invited me to the concert, and it just ended. "Keep your head down, look at your steps, no matter how much you pretend to be natural.

"Which friend? I know you? Luo Shaoqian didn't seem to be looking at me either, but they just talked to each other without a match.

"You know, but you don't know it, it's the doctor who was beaten with me last time, Fan Fan. "Luo Shaoqian shouldn't know Fan Fan, but he doesn't seem to like Fan Fan either, probably because I insist on going to Ireland, and Fan Fan is the initiator.

I don't know if this is considered self-inflicted, if Luo Shaoqian really likes me, he is probably jealous.

"Does Doctor Fan like you?" Luo Shaoqian suddenly stopped and asked me coldly.

I turned to look at him, a little angry in my heart, why any boy related to me either likes others, or others like me, in Luo Shaoqian's eyes, I can't have some serious friends.

"Dr. Van is a very nice person, and he helped me entirely because we were connected to the same disease. Don't think crookedly......" I looked at Luo Shaoqian's serious expression, "I have made up my mind to go to Ireland, it has nothing to do with Dr. Fan, he just provides an opportunity, I have to leave by myself, and I will leave wherever I go." ”

"I have no objection to you leaving the hospital, if you don't like the work of medical school, or if you are tired of the tedious clinical front-line work in a public hospital, I support your resignation, or I can also help you find a more relaxed job related to nursing, you don't have to follow the doctor to Ireland, and it will take two years. "Luo Shaoqian is still trying to persuade me to stay.

Luo Shaoqian still didn't understand why I had to go to Ireland. I stood sideways on the edge of the road, and the occasional car whizzed by, and at a glance I could see the A-sized dormitory building.

"The concert I went to listen to today was organized by a group of 30-year-old rock lovers, they sang on stage, and more and more audiences gathered to follow the carnival offstage, they didn't sing as well as professional singers, but there were too many people in the audience with tears in their eyes, of course, I was also one of them, especially when I heard their stories, and I felt more and more that this group of 30-year-old people who still carried the banner of rock and roll were precious. Maybe I didn't really understand what it meant to go to Ireland, or maybe I just wanted to escape. But I understand now that that is the original intention, that is, the ideal and the unswerving persistence that I once had. And I, in the wheel of these ten years, probably lost my initial persistence at some point, and now I want to pick it up. "The sleeves and skirt swayed in the wind, but I was sure that my steps were firm.

"Hehe~ Then according to what you say, wouldn't I forget my roots more thoroughly. Luo Shaoqian was a little self-deprecating, and some deliberately lowered himself, "Does everyone around me think that I should be the doctor who works the operating table, but now I am dressed all day long, right?"

Luo Shaoqian seems to be full of dissatisfaction and helplessness, I know that he has not been easy for so many years, when he has not graduated from the bachelor's degree, he was brought to B City as a successor to cultivate, although he has excellent qualifications, but in just a few years, he finished his graduate school and took over smoothly, and then it seems that this dean is doing well, reaching the height that most people do not reach when they are thirty, Luo Shaoqian has a life that outsiders look particularly successful, although I have never seen it, but I understand that he must have that kind of time when he is particularly lonely and uncomfortable, just like once he was drunk, no one understands, no one helps, but he has to be alone。

"Even if no one can understand you, I can understand, but even if I can understand, our values may be incompatible. I sighed regretfully, and turned to look at him helplessly,

"Since you understand me, you should understand that everything that is now is not what I want, and it is not my intention. Luo Shaoqian met my gaze, "My wish is to become a good surgeon, which has been my dream since I was a child. But when my father handed over his family's life's work to me and told me about the future of thousands of medical students, I had no choice but to give up and become a medical dean who knew a lot about management, but I never held a scalpel for a day. ”

It seems that I still can't think about it, China's medical and health industry is developing rapidly, although medical education started late, but the progress is very fast, the old private colleges and universities have mastered a large number of resources, talents, books, sponsorship, but this does not mean that after the restructuring can only go downhill. The education of medical students will not only collapse because of this, in short, it sounds like the Luo Shaoqian family is a little stubborn.