It's been a long time, but it's not a long time, but ten years ago, Yan Ting and I fantasized more than once about the possible present ten years later. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoPerhaps, that's what I thought at the time.

I don't have to face the sea, but it's always a warm spring day, and I have a set of tables and chairs full of style in front of the big floor-to-ceiling windows at home, next to my favorite lily, reading books, reading newspapers, and drinking tea. When you are happy, your left hand is the wind, and your right hand is the romance that blows from the wind. I've fantasized about everything, that's how you can turn on all the lights when you enter the door, and the outside world may be cold and dark, but the home is always bright and warm.

Was it because I was too sad, or did he have a deep insight with me, even though I had long since stopped touching such dreams, but just like that, the dreams came true. It's that there is one more element in it, Luo Shaoqian, who is standing there silently. Everything in front of me reminds me of my colorful and simple college days, and natural memory will not automatically skip the fragments of Li Jun. Immortal youth, immortal memories, in my heart through various ways but never buried.

"You...... Your home is so beautiful. "After staying for a while, I thought it would be better to say something.

"What Yang Chen told me, Yan Ting told Yang Chen. He looked at me and spoke silently. I don't want him to say that, I'd rather it be an accident, or a mistake, even if it was a well-prepared coincidence. But please don't associate these with youth and the past, memories are more cruel than beautiful to me, and the memories that drive the past are to pick up the scars that are hard to get good after the reckless bumps and bumps. It hurts, it hurts, and it's so full of powerlessness, it's probably the feeling that the heart has been kidnapped by something. "I just want to tell you that I'm trying to tell you in this way that I have a lot of sincerity. ”

How do you break it? walk in? stand at the door? turn around and run? Alas~~~ Don't be like Zhang Xiuran anymore, you have to mention this matter every time you see me, okay, the old lady was just kicked out by Zhang Xiuran because of something with you, okay. Alas~~ Don't always make the atmosphere so dignified and unnatural, okay?

"Don't you come in?" Luo Shaoqian was illuminated by the light from head to toe and looked golden, like a statue of Shakyamuni Buddha with a halo shining on his head, pinching the orchid finger not far away condescendingly trying to ignite a certain believer: Come on~~Come on~~~Come on~~~Come on~~~

"Come on your sister!" I couldn't stand the picture of my own infinite **, I immediately stopped the careless blasphemy of the gods, blurted out the words, and raised my head to Luo Shaoqian's eyes. In fact, as a highly myopic person, I can't see the other party's eyes clearly from this distance, and I'm glad that I can't interpret Luo Shaoqian's expression at this time, because I guess that after I reject him, that face won't be easy to see, and the emotions he may express won't make me feel better. "I ...... I'm not going in...... I'd better go home and see Tu Tu. "It was a dream that Luo Shaoqian worked hard to create, and once he entered, he would definitely **......

"Tongtong, you...... I've done all of this, and you don't even want to look at it?" he said in the same tone, and as he walked towards the door, his aura began to change.

"Don't move!" I stopped him, and I subconsciously took a step back, swallowing in fright.

Luo Shaoqian obediently stood a little away from me, the huge pictorial on the wall was covered by him a small side of his face, I looked at the me who looked like me was not me, and thanked the person who made this pictorial for making me more sunny and beautiful, but I was sure that the flower-like smile no longer belonged to me now.

"I have to go back, Tu Tu will miss me. "I looked up, my eyes met, and I blushed because I was lying.

"Take a look, and I'll send you back. "He pretended to be an easy invitation, and it seemed to me that he must have been full of grievances, and this grievance had struck me with a blow, and I could not have been sadder than sorry for all that had happened tonight, and for the situation in which I and he had been in the here and now. I don't know if anyone can understand this embarrassing situation, take a step back and lose him but may protect themselves very safely, and get him further but don't know what unpredictable difficulties will be faced next, you all want me to have the courage to face it and not retreat, but I know that I have long lost the courage to take risks.

"Not today, let's be a guest with Yang Chen and them another day. "I didn't know what was going to happen next for a second longer, and the moment I turned to leave, I felt the wind around me, and then a spin was pulled by someone.

Luo Shaoqian pulled my arm and dragged it in, resisting! Clenching his fists and trying to break free with all his might, another spin, his back suddenly leaned against the wall, "pop~pop~" A few sounds, the lights went out, but the shoulders could not withstand the sudden violent impact with the wall switch, and the pain in the heart suddenly swept through the whole body, "uh~~~" I swallowed the pain, Luo Shaoqian clenched my hand but did not relax at all. "Why?" It wasn't until I heard his voice that I felt how close he was to me, not a safe distance anyway.

"What why?!" Nima, the pain is so painful that the old lady is crying!

"Why can't you accept me!" Luo Shaoqian strengthened his tone. It was completely dark in the room, and the pitch black environment allowed me to pay full attention to what he was saying in his tone.

"How can there be so many whys!" It's been so many years, it's not too annoying to ask so many times, it's been so long, what's the point of asking this.

"You obviously like me, you obviously Tu Tu also likes me, obviously everything is right, but you are not right, why? You have done so much, why can't you?" Luo Shaoqian's voice suddenly increased, with a kind of terrifying power. The clenched hand grew stronger and stronger, and I felt like my arm was about to break.

"If there really is a why, you first ask yourself why you kissed two mouths and left without a trace, do you have a reason to leave, but for so long, I asked so many whys, did I get the answer?" I know that he is very close to me, I can even feel his heavy breathing because of excitement, such a distance is familiar and strange, "If there is really a why, you tell me why Li Jun left me, why life suddenly became like this." He didn't speak, but his clenched hands slowly relaxed, and the darkness around him felt like it was going to swallow me, "If there really is a why, you tell me why I want to accept you, where do I have the courage to accept you, where do I have the courage to face with you in the future that is destined to be an ordinary life." "I'm tired, I really answered the words that young people often hang on their lips, and I don't feel like I love anymore......

"Li Jun's matter has passed, and that accident ......" Luo Shaoqian was a little eager to speak, "No matter what, you don't have to carry a lifetime of psychological burden." When you wanted to take Tu Tu home with me, I saw your determined eyes, and I thought it was your hope for life that I had captured. But now it seems that you never let yourself go. ”

"How can such an unforgettable loss be easily let go?" Regarding the past of me and Li Jun, what position can Luo Shaoqian use to comment?

"If I don't have an unforgettable heart, how can I stand by your side for so many years, you and Li Jun, what does that explosion really have to do with me? You see that I am a selfish person, and the most selfish thing about me is that I think I have done so much, you can understand me! I selfishly pay for the little response and result I expected!" He seemed to be enraged by the mention of Li Jun, grabbed my hand and let go suddenly, and then on the wall next to me, the palm of the hand slammed down, and he roared, some unreasonable hysteria.

Luo Shaoqian said a lot, so I have always been very grateful, I owe you a lot, I can't repay it, you want me to make a promise in a fool's mind? I have said, I have already said, I have already said, I don't know whether there is love between me and you! I am not sure about things, how can I answer you? I ...... I was thinking to myself, but Luo Shaoqian was silent.

The door opposite Luo Shaoqian's house creaked open, "Xiao Luo?" The light opposite illuminated the tiles at the door, and by the faint light I found Luo Shaoqian and looked at him, he stood straight in front of me like that, his expression was solemn as if ...... It's like someone died in the house......

"Xiao Luo, it's Xiao Luo, isn't it? Why is the door open and the lights not turned on?" came out to speak, a bald man in his sixties.

"Shen Lao...... I'm sorry, did I make a noise to you......" Luo Shaoqian was a little cramped, uh~~~ Why is he still a little embarrassed in the crampedness.

I don't know what kind of thought I had, so I hid beside Luo Shaoqian.

"I heard that it was a little noisy, came out to see, who is that little girl?" The one named Shen Lao seems to be a bit gossipy......

"Well...... Forehead...... If you don't go back, Xiao Wan won't be able to find grandpa, so it's time to worry......" I glanced at Luo Shaoqian, who had a violent temper just now, but now he was a little shy like a little boy.

"Haha, yes, you have to learn from your father, don't get angry at every turn, or get angry with the girl, I'm going to sue Lao Luo......" The old man said and covered his mouth and entered the house with a smile.

Back to the Darkness......

"What are you shy about?" I asked him.

"How is that possible?!" he retorted.

"Cut~~ I don't quarrel with you, it's not interesting to quarrel around. I'm going home, Tu Tu must be very sad now, I'll go back and let them scold a few words. "I turned around to slip out the door.

"Tongtong......" Luo Shaoqian tried to say something again, oh my God, don't do it again, I can't resist it......

"Xiao Luo, did your house trip?" At the critical moment, the old man Shen on the opposite side actually appeared again. Luo Shaoqian was stunned.

I seized the opportunity to run out of the door, gave the old man a cute smile to thank him, and quickly went downstairs. This time, Luo Shaoqian did not chase it out.