Chapter 54: Who Is Left but Yourself?

Close the door, go downstairs, and shed tears. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

In the last second, he was still the stubborn Wen Tong who was unwilling to bow his head, and in the next second, he was defeated into a sheep. One second, there was so much to have, and the next second, it was so completely lost. I, apart from myself, what else was left? I walked aimlessly around the neighborhood, but I always turned around and looked up to see the lights on in my house. Zhang Xiuran said: Get out! What she meant was: Go out. When I was a child, every time I made a mistake and Zhang Xiuran couldn't tame me through reasoning, she would shut me out alone. The many such punishments did not teach me much to be well-behaved, but they made me understand that even if you apologize to your family for not being your fault, so what? I looked up again at the yellowish glow in the Tu Tu room on the 17th floor, tears streaming down my cheeks and down my neck, and I knew they wouldn't give up on me, just as I never gave up on them, but in this atmosphere, we all need to calm down, yes, calm down......

"Why don't you go back?" a male voice came from behind him.

Well, it's Luo Shaoqian, I almost forgot that he was following behind me all the time. "I've been kicked out, how can I go back?" for him, I don't know what kind of mood to report at this time, I am sorry for getting him involved in this farce, but I am helpless because he wants to come in and intervene and is unwilling to retreat.

"Let's go, we'll talk about it tomorrow. It's so late, you can't keep going around downstairs. His tone was slightly imperceptible tired, decisive, these things not only tired the parties, but also tired the visitors.

"Lend me some money and help me go to a nearby hotel to open a room. I'm upstairs. I reluctantly pointed my index finger upwards.

"I didn't bring my ID card. Let's go, get in the car first. Luo Shaoqian said as he pulled me away. I was a little tired just now, but now I was obviously impatient.

"Where are you going?" I asked weakly, I had seen Luo Shaoqian get angry a few times, but it was still in school. Luo Shaoqian has grown up much faster than us, since he left and appeared in everyone's sight, although it can't be said to be reborn, but he is really not the president of the Federation of Social Affairs who did student work back then, or the student who followed the professor to do experiments. Today's Luo Shaoqian started a fire, what kind of scene is that?

"Go to a place where you don't need an ID to sleep. With that, he had already stuffed me into the car.

The car is driving on the road, which is getting farther and farther away from home. I am very familiar with the scenery outside the car window, the row of landscape trees was planted by Tu Tu when he first came, I played hide and seek with Tu Tu in the street garden, the car was driving fast, many pictures passed quickly in front of my eyes, and in a trance it seemed to be out of all this, becoming an inconsequential spectator, this familiar city was much stranger because there was no home for me tonight. I have a job with a decent income, I have a family that supports each other and cares, I still have Tu Tu, even if it is marriage and family, because there are not too many illusions and it seems quite enough, but at this time I always feel so empty, I don't know what precious things have been lost, or perhaps, I know what I need and can't get it. The aura in the car, how to say it, as long as it is the scene where I am alone with Luo Shaoqian, the magnetic field must be disordered, and the aura must be discordant, and how do I think that the maker of the current atmosphere is not me who is lying by the window and watching the scenery at the moment.

"When I'm unhappy, I have to follow my mother's example, vent it to my heart's content, and hold back the internal injuries. I glanced at him, and his face was a little dark.

“……”

"Things are a mess now, the messy things, the things that my dad and I work on, and then they mix, it's a mess. I looked at him again, and my face darkened.

“……”

"You don't have to stay (talking) all the time......" I stared at him for a moment.

"Get out of the car. After talking for a long time, Luo Shaoqian finally came up with two words.

Before I knew it, the car was parked in the underground garage.

"Which hotel is this?" I asked.

"Squatting at home in a hotel. He replied.

"Carriton, tall?" I curiously got out of the car and followed him to the elevator.

But the moment the elevator door opened, I realized that it might be a family hotel. Because this is a residential building, this is a residential building!

At the moment when Luo Shaoqian took out the key from his pocket and stuffed it into the keyhole, I swallowed the word "family hotel" back from the mouth that was about to open, "Where is this?"

"Home. Luo Shaoqian glanced at me and spit out two words unhurriedly.

You're kidding, aren't you?!you, you...... How can you do this?! I'm a yellow flower girl!

As I stood in front of the door, thinking about what was going to happen tonight, my eyes lit up with a crisp switch, and I instinctively looked up, my eyes piercing through the air unhindered, until I hit a wall, until I saw half of the picture on that wall that appeared in my field of vision, the man who had opened his mouth and showed at least eight teeth...... Be...... Be...... Could it be me?

I froze in the doorway, and he had already walked in, and turned on all the lights that could be, and the things in front of me became brighter and brighter in a series of lights, making me feel that this could not be true. Luo Shaoqian, the person who showed all this in front of me with his own hands, didn't know when he appeared in front of me in the light, but there was a corridor between me and him. I could tell it was an apartment, I glanced left and right, three bedrooms and two living rooms, the renovation was complete, everything was new, everything seemed to be in use, everything seemed to show...... It shows that I belong here...... There is a corridor in front of the door, there is a light on the left hand side, and there is also a right hand side, and through the corridor to the end it seems to be a living room, where there is a sofa with random pillows, and there is a coffee table in front of the sofa, and next to the coffee table is a vase, in which there are verdant rich bamboos and lilies in full bloom. And he in front of me was standing next to Lily and looking at me. At such a distance, I couldn't see his facial features clearly, and I couldn't see his expression clearly, but I felt the crampedness between us so violently, felt his excitement and indifference, and felt my shock and doubt.

How did he do it? When did he do it?

The memory drifted back to at least ten years ago, when Yan Ting and I were still freshmen and sophomores, right?