I couldn't have predicted that this war that would break out sooner or later would break out between me and Luo Shaoqian or Zhang Xiuran, but it ended up with Tu Tu's anger, and I couldn't cope with such a situation. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Wen Tong, what are you doing, Tu Tu is still a child. "Zhang Xiuran first stood up and criticized me, the matter of protecting the calf can always be the fuse for me and Zhang Xiuran to quarrel, but I didn't think that this time it would lead to such unimaginable consequences.

"I don't want to do anything, I want to know what you want to do. I didn't dare to look up, but I tried to pretend to be tough. Tu Tu's bad mother made me feel bad. There is a saying that I don't shoot against the world, I'm just afraid that you will leave me, and I really understand the meaning of this sentence.

Faced with my rhetorical question, Zhang Xiuran and Wen Hongwei looked a little embarrassed. No one spoke, and the four of them occupied the four corners of the living room, like the atmosphere created by the eyes before the duel in the movie. "Ahem~~" Grandpa coughed twice and looked at Zhang Xiuran, I understand that look, which means that Zhang Xiuran is soft. But Zhang Xiuran didn't intend to give in a step.

"Wen Tong, don't be like this. "It's Luo Shaoqian who is talking, does he want to reconcile with it? Ou Ma Ka~~ Forget it.

"Shao Qian, go back first, it's late, let's get back again." I turned around and grabbed Luo Shaoqian's arm and walked towards the door.

"Shao Qian, you wait. Zhang Xiuran's voice came from behind him, and Luo Shaoqian and I stopped and turned around, not knowing what Zhang Xiuran wanted to say. "Auntie wants to ask you, you have to be honest, my grandfather is here today, and it can be regarded as a witness. ”

"Auntie, you say. Luo Shaoqian frowned, and I was slightly uneasy.

"Do you want to marry our family Wentong. "Zhang Xiuran likes to be direct, and he speaks neatly and neatly. She exhaled, brewed some confidence, and watched Luo Shaoqian give the ultimate question.

"Marry, if she wills. Luo Shaoqian glanced at me, and his tone was as straightforward and categorical.

I don't like the feeling of being the target of the public, everyone around me, whether they love it or hate it, they put those attention and those eyes on me, I don't like it. Even though those are love and care, even though they want me to live better, even though I am not happy and perfect enough, but let me quietly strive for it alone, can't I accept so much love, I have the responsibility to be happy to show them, but I can't promise the future they want to see.

"Mom, can you stop talking nonsense, now is not the time to discuss this matter, I ......" I tried to end this confrontation where you asked me to answer, Luo Shaoqian's answer was sincere and firm enough, and I also understood his meaning more than once, but I really don't have the energy to parry love now, besides, you are Luo Shaoqian.

But Zhang Xiuran didn't wait for me to finish.

"What do you mean by talking nonsense? Saying what you have always wanted to be sure of in your heart but not having the courage to be sure of what you don't have the courage to act is nonsense? What is the time to discuss this matter? When Tu Tu is used to others saying that he doesn't have a father? Wen Tong, don't be too selfish!" Zhang Xiuran obviously couldn't control his emotions a little.

"I'm selfish?!" I didn't hear it wrong, did I? Zhang Xiuran said I was selfish?

"Aren't you selfish? Back in Yuanli, it rained so hard, if you didn't take that young man to Li Jun, maybe it wouldn't have exploded, Li Jun wouldn't have died, and Tu Tu wouldn't have lost his mother. It's raining so hard, you leave the organization to find Li Jun, aren't you selfish?" Zhang Xiuran brought up the past again I didn't expect, all these years, they have stood behind me silently, handled and protected everything related to me, and never accused or complained.

"Mom, I ......" I was a little surprised, a little at a loss.

"Xiu Ran, don't say it. Wen Hongwei tried to interrupt Zhang Xiuran, but was glared back by Zhang Xiuran.

"Why don't you say it? What can't you say? If you don't say it, she won't understand it for the rest of her life, she thinks she is the most painful, but she doesn't know that the people around her are just as painful as her. She is qualified to be willful and qualified to shed tears, are we qualified?" Zhang Xiuran's face was angry, like the grievances of a lifetime of accumulation, turned into a fire in his heart, "Adopting Tu Tu back then, it was a decision made by Wen Tong, and my father and I also treated Tu Tu as our own grandson, what did we say? In the first few months, Tu Tu cried, you didn't care, you hid at home alone, you weren't selfish at that time? Do you think it's great that you tortured yourself? How worried are you when you go straight to your parents and follow you?" Why don't you know how to let your parents save some snacks? One day your parents will leave this world, and you will be alone for the rest of your life? How can you let your parents leave with peace of mind after a hundred years?" Zhang Xiuran said with tears and snot, and Wen Hongwei kept sighing on the side. Grandpa also sighed and turned back to the house, what?

I don't know how to explain, but I don't seem to need to explain anything, the truth is indeed as Zhang Xiuran said, I stubbornly brought back Tu Tu, I wandered alone on the verge of collapse for a long time without asking anything else, I really didn't think about the passing of the years, when my relatives were gone, how I would spend the rest of my life, so thinking about it, it was indeed full of sadness. But even if it's all my fault, even if it's all my own doing, I try to bear everything alone, I torture myself, I let go of everyone around me, have I cried? Have I smashed things? Who have I hurt? Am I guilty of getting some sympathy and pity all over my body?

"Mom, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have let you worry so much, Tu Tu is my child, even if it's just me, I can take good care of him. "Tears are already rolling in my eyes, it's not fair, everything is pointed at me, my parents say I'm private, Tu Tu says I'm a bad mother, am I doing wrong, but what am I doing wrong?

"Slap~" A crisp voice came out, and I suddenly felt that the side face was hot, and the pain was transmitted to my nerve center before my cognition, but I still quickly realized that Zhang Xiuran rewarded me with a mouthful.

"I've said a bunch of things, and you've come up with such a neurotic sentence?!Are you alone?What are your parents going to do?What do your parents expect?What's the use of raising you so big??As the shepherd dog of the old Huang family next door, someone stole it and slaughtered and ate dog meat?!" Zhang Xiuran cried into tears, and his words of scolding me were still very smooth. I haven't seen Zhang Xiuran cry, she is a in my heart, she has principles, she says no two, she has a violent temper, she is only the axis of the family, so many years, she doesn't seem to be tired, when it comes to this family, she is always like a warrior full of chicken blood, moving forward boldly.

Zhang Xiuran didn't beat me less, but this slap was not the kind of hatred that made iron and steel when I was a child, but full of grievances, loneliness and anxiety, at this moment, I really felt that they were old, they couldn't afford these things I did, and the tigress also had the day when she was old and tired, and all of this should have been borne by me, an adult daughter. I seem to understand that what they can't let go of is my shell that is too strong, they understand my fragility and my hesitation, and they are worried about what I will do when this shell breaks one day and they can no longer shelter me from the wind and rain.

"Mom~~ I ......" My voice was trembling, and I wanted to say I'm sorry.

"Go out ......" Zhang Xiuran pointed to the door with his index finger, and the two words came to me unexpectedly.

"Xiuran!" Wen Hongwei didn't expect Zhang Xiuran to make this move.

"Get out! The emotional affairs of you young people are too complicated, true and false, dense, how it should be, it is such a simple thing, I am not happy to see it at all when you toss it like this! I will never care anymore!" Zhang Xiuran's tone was tough and a little terrifying.

I turned around, the tears that I had endured for a long time burst out of my eyes, opened the door, and rushed out, Luo Shaoqian followed me, calling my name while running out with me. The door closed with a bang, and Zhang Xiuran's loud cry came from inside, in fact, Zhang Xiuran and I are very similar.