079 Jealousy and Anger (Cane Nan Diamond Plus Change)

(Cat flutter Chinese) This movie still made me look at Blu-ray.

I have to admit that as a director, he is very talented, and he is good at directing, and he often hits the nail on the head when he talks about plays.

After joining the group for a long time, I will often ask him for advice, and occasionally stammered him and said that his movies are very good.

Blu-ray told me seriously, "Whether it's a movie or a TV series, whether it's good or not depends on the actors, and the second is the script." ”

No matter how good the script is given to an undedicated actor, it can't interpret that essence.

Similarly, if a good actor encounters an unreliable script, he will not be able to create a miracle.

So Blu-ray felt that the director was actually just playing a role of balance and coordination, in short, like a lubricant.

The explanation of the blue light made me admire him a little more.

Then he stared at me, "So if you want to be a good actor, you should correct your mentality first, and don't take filming as a joke." ”

I understand that Blu-ray still dislikes me very much, although I have lived with everyone in the crew, I still occasionally meet Jiang Hao, and the way to meet is that he sleeps in my room quietly.

Then in the morning I chased him away before anyone else found out, or told him to wait until we were all out before leaving on his own.

Jiang Hao was actually very dissatisfied with this, but in order to accommodate me, he also put up with it for the time being.

It's just that if it's sneaky like this, there will always be a time or two when someone accidentally finds out.

For example, Blu-ray, he has a habit of running in the morning, if we start work at 6 in the morning, he will go out for a morning run at 5 o'clock.

It just so happened that one day Jiang Hao was going on a business trip, and the plane was at seven o'clock in the morning, so the two of us also went out at five o'clock.

As a result, as soon as I opened the door, I encountered the blue light that was about to go for a morning run, and I had already hidden it well, but I was still caught.

Not only was I caught, but I also felt embarrassed, because I remembered that indulgence/desire/excess/degree again.

Jiang Hao and I came out at this time, and it was clear that we had spent the night together before, and after the night, we acquiesced to going to bed, and I would feel embarrassed to be known like this.

Jiang Hao felt that the two of us had nothing to hide whether we were opening a house or **, and this matter could be completely open.

But I'm a girl, thin-skinned, and I definitely don't want to be treated as a casual person.

When I said this, Jiang Hao would look at me coldly, "Are you not casual?"

I know that he is angry, but I feel hurt when I hear it, I am casual, I just casually treat him.

The casual result is to get his contempt.

Over time, Jiang Hao and I finally had a disagreement, and I hope he doesn't come to me so often, two or three times a week.

And every time we met, we went straight to the point, which wasn't what I wanted at all.

I like Jiang Hao, I want to conquer his heart a little bit, and I definitely don't just want to sleep/sleep with him.

Jiang Hao has his own crooked reasoning, and when he gets angry, he will say directly, "You still won't let it go?"

His words hit my self-esteem, and I didn't touch him for two days in a row, and he didn't come to me because he thought it was boring.

I had a cold war with Jiang Hao for a week, and at the same time, this drama was also filmed for more than half of the time, and the relationship between me and Blu-ray for nearly a month was much more natural, although he occasionally scolded me without saving face, but after finishing work, we could still chat with each other calmly.

That day, our crew said to have dinner together, but it rained heavily and decided to order takeout, and the takeout took about two hours to deliver because of the heavy rain.

In the end, everyone drew lots and chose me to go out with Blu-ray to buy.

When we went out, we obviously played two umbrellas, but the quality of mine was not good, and it was damaged by the wind halfway, if it wasn't for the blue light to help me cover it in time, it is estimated that I would have been wet all over.

I was too embarrassed to bring his umbrella to use, so we both played the same umbrella, and at first both of us couldn't let go of it, and stood far away.

Then I noticed that the shoulders on the blue side were wet, so I took the initiative to get closer to him.

Later, the two of us naturally walked together, and after a long time together, we didn't feel very embarrassed.

But what I didn't expect was that Jiang Hao happened to come back from a business trip that day, and he was going to look for me, but he accidentally saw me with Blu-ray.

After returning to the hotel, we gathered in a big room to eat, after eating, everyone played cards and chatted, some people also drank a little wine, but I didn't drink, even if these opposite sex around them are more familiar with each other, it doesn't mean that there will really be no accidents.

On the one hand, I am angry with Jiang Hao, on the other hand, I still want to guard him like a jade, I have only been touched by him alone, this is not a pity, but a thing that makes me feel deeply happy.

The meal lasted another two or three hours before the gang was announced.

Blu-ray's room was on the first floor with me, so we both went downstairs together, and my room was in the front again, and I said goodbye to him before I walked in.

He also smiled at me, and said in a rare and amiable manner: "You just got rainy, let's have a good rest tomorrow." ”

I nodded silently, mainly because I was in a bad mood, so I was not so willing to speak.

But I remembered that I borrowed a book from Blu-ray two days ago, so I wanted to return it to him, and it wasn't particularly appropriate for him to wait outside, so I asked him to come with me.

Actually, it was two minutes, and I sent him out when I found the book.

Then go back to your room by yourself.

I still feel lonely and empty, looking at the bed that I once slept with Jiang Hao, I think I still miss him very much.

I've been competing with myself, obviously thinking about him and not wanting to take the initiative to contact him for the sake of so-called dignity. I also wonder why he didn't come to apologize to me first.

It is because both people are unwilling to give in that the relationship will become more and more stiff.

As others say, the person who takes the initiative to apologize when arguing is not necessarily the one who is at fault, just because he cares a little more.

And Jiang Hao and I, to put it bluntly, still don't care about each other so much.

His liking for me can't escape the desires/desires of my body, and my liking for him can't outweigh the shackles of self-esteem.

Turning off the light, I threw myself on the bed, and suddenly I felt the urge to cry, but suddenly I heard movement outside the door, and the door was opened.

I sat up vigilantly, and I didn't turn on the light several times because I was nervous, and finally the light came on, and Jiang Hao had already walked in front of me.

He had that very upset expression and asked me, "Who were you in the room with?"

And my original thoughts were suddenly exhausted after the way I looked at him. I turned away from him and pulled up the covers to wrap myself in.

Jiang Hao was as unhappy as me, he originally decided to take the initiative to coax me, but when he saw the scene that made him want to kill, he endured it outside for so long, and it seemed that he had eaten a closed door.

He wanted to pull me out of the quilt, but I wouldn't let me pull it, and played with him with his personality, "Don't touch me, bother you!"

Jiang Hao asked me again.

My mind was rather confused, and I couldn't remember what had just let the blue light in, so I shouted at Jiang Hao, "You care about me, I can let whoever I am willing to let in." ”

This time really angered Jiang Hao, no one can stand the cuckold, even if Jiang Hao doesn't take me to heart, he will be angry because he feels betrayed.

So he took off his clothes, and still pulled me out of the quilt.

I was about to yell at him, and suddenly I was kissed, or not kissed, he was completely gnawing and biting, and for the first time I understood that kissing can hurt so much.

Then he started to take my clothes off and forcibly took off my clothes, I didn't want to, but after struggling twice and feeling bored, I still followed him.

So my move became a rejection in Jiang Hao's eyes.

He was in a bad mood and bumped in/in without any preparation, and I bit my lip in pain.

And then there is only non-stop bumping/bumping, only two movements, in and out.

My hands are still unconsciously hanging around his neck, and I still miss him.

Jiang Hao tossed me for a long time, in the past, I only knew that men would be hard/unable to get up when they were in a state or in a bad mood, but now I know one more, and there will be such a thing as not being able to release because I don't feel it.

Jiang Hao just didn't feel it, because he was completely angry with me.

And I just want to follow him, but my body goes from dry to wet, and finally back to a dry state, but it just goes from pain to pain, and then to more pain.

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