078 Don't dare to imagine the future
(Cat flutter Chinese) I pulled Jiang Hao to the side.
If I could, I also wanted to stay with him for a while, but Jiang Hao appeared in such a hurry, and I knew that he must have other arrangements to wait.
As a result, Jiang Hao really told me that I couldn't accompany him, so he was going to accompany the client, but before he went, he still came to see me.
What is this glance, venting thoughts?
Anyway, I miss him, even if we haven't been separated for long, I still miss him. At first, I was in the mood of seizing the day, but now I am becoming more and more greedy.
Jiang Hao and I haven't actually gotten along well, and now I'm busy filming my own films, and he is at the age when he struggles for his career.
Sometimes I want to force Jiang Hao to say that he misses me, but after the real meeting, those fancy words don't seem to be particularly important, and the living people are sent to the front, and they still care about what they do.
Jiang Hao asked me, "Are you still wronged?"
I shook my head, "It's been fine for a long time, it's that I'm not good enough." ”
"Silly. He pinched my chin with his hand, squinted his eyes, and suddenly his voice became hoarse, "I want to kiss you." ”
I was shy for a while, but I let him kiss him, because at this time I would think that he liked me, as a girlfriend.
Even though I have suffered a big loss in the matter of gossip reporters' candid filming, I still don't remember thinking of myself as a little actor who doesn't know how many lines.
I didn't expect that there would be a danger of being secretly photographed, so I didn't consciously protect **, and I felt that it was no big deal to kiss the person I liked.
And Jiang Hao doesn't care about that at all, he is knowingly committing it, because he can afford all the consequences.
So the two of us didn't even have any plans to change places, so we started kissing on the street.
I like to be kissed by Jiang Hao, his taste is always clean, and his tongue is cool and skillfully swept around my mouth, so I can't help but want to learn from him to fight back, but unfortunately I don't do enough, every time he kisses his whole body hot.
His hand, still not honestly touched my waist, and opened the hem of my clothes to drill inside, but I noticed it in time and slapped it away.
I glared at him and deliberately said angrily, "What about outside." ”
Jiang Hao smiled apologetically, "I forgot." ”
"Idiots believe you. ”
Jiang Hao pulled my hand, "You really don't have time to accompany me in the future?"
I said, "No, it's not like I'm filming all day, I'll sneak out when I have the chance." ”
"Who is rare for you to accompany during the day. ”
I glanced at him, but at this glance I saw that the blue light was walking towards us, and I must have been embarrassed to be too close to Jiang Hao in front of the director, so I let go of his hand.
Jiang Hao was slightly stunned and turned around along my line of sight.
Blu-ray also happened to come over and handed me the room card with an expressionless face, "The room number is written on it." ”
I said thank you and was about to take it, but Jiang Hao grabbed the room card in his hand first.
Blu-ray didn't say anything and passed us directly.
When he was far away, Jiang Hao picked up the room card and took a look, and said very dissatisfied, "Do you sleep with him?"
He knew that it was impossible to ask like this, but no matter how mean Jiang Hao was at this time, I wouldn't be angry with him, he was jealous of me, and it was too late for me to be happy.
Regarding my move to a hotel, Jiang Hao's final conclusion was that I was tossing blindly, but I couldn't explain the crew's arrangements to him clearly, so I could only play tricks with him.
Jiang Hao looked at me and asked lightly, "Why did you become like this?"
Ah, I've changed, and I've changed a lot.
When Jiang Hao asked me if I wanted to go with him, I would pretend to be noble and cold, but it didn't take long for me to get used to another posture in front of him, to be coquettish and to invite pets.
I wasn't like this when I was in high school, and maybe I didn't really like it at the beginning, otherwise I wouldn't have even kissed them. At that time, I felt that if I didn't fall in love, I wouldn't be rebellious enough, and if I wasn't rebellious, I was sorry that my parents said that I was disobedient every day.
I said to him, "Do you like it?"
Jiang Hao didn't say it directly, he just put my hand into his palm again.
I understand that Jiang Hao likes me like me now, even though the positioning of our relationship is awkward, but we are together, and when we are together, we must be willing to be appropriately enthusiastic about the other half.
It's not fun to be too proactive or pretend to be cold.
So Jiang Hao showed that he was also happy to be close to me.
As for one day when he bothers me, it's all later, and I don't want to think about it so much.
Jiang Hao took my hand and walked to the hotel, he said that he wanted to get another room card, so that even if I couldn't get out, he would be able to come to me at any time.
When I scan my ID card, I will feel like I have secretly opened a room with him, nervous and shy. He put another key card in his wallet.
"Do you want me to accompany you today?"
"Not really. I slapped his hand away, "It's going to be early tomorrow morning, and it's not good to toss again." ”
Jiang Hao was amused by me and pulled my wrist, "Let's go, let's meet your colleagues?"
"Don't use it?"
He said, "What are you afraid of?" ”
I'm not afraid, and I won't feel embarrassed, I'm just worried that I will be a little show-off if I go in with Jiang Hao swaggering in like this, but Jiang Hao feels that the crew has seen him just now, and it's not appropriate not to say hello now.
He went to say this hello for my face, so that others would know that he Jiang Hao took me very seriously, and his women were not bullied casually.
However, Jiang Hao was still in a hurry, he really just went in to say hello and received a call urging him, and before leaving, he deliberately walked in front of me, "Kiss?"
I didn't kiss him, but I pretended to be very dignified and told him, "Be careful when driving, don't drink too much." ”
He smiled, "You too, don't be too tired." ”
Jiang Hao's passing scene really gave me a big face, and now except for Blu-ray, everyone else in the crew can't wait to hold me to the sky.
Even the male and female leads, who are second-tier stars, were a lot more polite to me, and they came to me one after another to ask me how long I had been getting along with Jiang Hao.
Someone mentioned that the two of us were secretly photographed before, and then calculated that Jiang Hao and I have been hooking up for half a year, which is definitely a new record in Jiang Hao's romantic history.
In fact, I don't like to be compared to Jiang Hao's ex-girlfriends, I still think of myself as different from them.
This kind of comparison is about envy on the surface, but in fact, no one really thinks that I can be with Jiang Hao for a long time, so there is a little contempt in this envy.
In contempt, there is also jealousy.
The topic is off track, and I don't hear that taste anymore, and Blu-ray interrupts at this time, so that everyone is not allowed to discuss this.
I glanced at him gratefully, and the blue light seemed to have become the angry blue director again.
So the dinner ended early, and it was not yet ten o'clock when we returned to the hotel.
I wanted to give Jiang Hao a call, but I thought that he was probably still with the client at this time, so I dispelled this idea, and a few little girls in the crew said that they wanted to watch a movie together.
I can't go out, I want to go to bed early.
They said they didn't have to go out, just watch it in the hotel, and then one of the girls said mysteriously, "Look at the one that Director Lan filmed." ”
It dawned on me that I felt embarrassed for a group of girls to get together to see what was going on, but they forced them into the room.
Someone put the laptop down, and a few of us just got together and looked nervously and shyly.
This film is not as mysterious as the outside world praises, but as an erotic/erotic film, it is not completely perfunctory and has no connotation, there are touching places in it, and we more or less wiped our tears at the end.
The whole movie is in the form of a flashback, starting with the heroine's monologue, directly telling everyone that it is a tragedy.
So the rest of the story becomes a complete memory, and the happier the beginning, the more cruel it becomes. And the process of turning from happiness to happiness is more deeply rooted in the hearts of the people.
Several of the main passion scenes in the movie are also based on this key.
Looking at those pictures, everyone will unconsciously empathize, and I think if I have an ex-boyfriend, I will definitely feel very sadistic.
Fortunately, Jiang Hao and I are not in such a state.
But I also wonder if one day when the two of us are separated, I will often think of these most intimate moments now, and then be sad like the heroine in this movie.
Regarding the future, it turns out that I don't want to think about it so much, but I don't dare to imagine it. I'm scared to think of the ending I don't want to see.
(Some babies ask other ending articles, you can search for "Love is Not Waiting", "My Affection is Deep", "To the Deeply Loved You", the author Weibo "I got procrastination in the second year of secondary school" to ask for attention~~)
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