236 Finale: Who Is My Watery Years 19

(Cat pounce Chinese This time it's not a snow day, and the ground isn't slippery this time. But Jiang Hao, that idiot, was hit on his arm by the car door when he got out of the car, and he is now a patient, I really can't bear to watch him run.

There were still more than ten meters away, and I shouted at him: "Jiang Hao, you stop for me." ”

He froze, still with that very hurt expression.

I stood there and looked at him for two seconds, then ran towards him with my hand to wipe the tears from the corners of my eyes.

I remember the TV series "Deep Love and Rain" that I watched when I was a child, and in the end, Zhao Wei ran to He Shuhuan like that.

And in reality, we don't really need those sensational lines.

Under Jiang Hao's gaze, I rushed to him and threw myself into his arms hard, my arms tightly wrapped around his waist.

Then cry out loud.

I hadn't cried enough that day, but I cried again, even louder. I really hate myself, why have I been in so many tears lately.

And Jiang Hao kept patting me gently on the back, and he didn't dislike me at all.

My tears were all rubbing on his clothes, and then I raised my head and said to Jiang Hao, "I think it's a little curl." ”

Jiang Hao froze again, then put down his hand and took my hand again, "Let's go to the car." ”

"Hmm. ”

I nodded and followed Jiang Hao.

I just don't want to go home now, it's so bad for me. Especially in the past two years, especially after Chen Xi went to the United States, I married Jiang Hao and divorced.

My parents are just ordinary people, not enlightened, and they are getting older and more caring for their calves. In their eyes, Jiang Hao was a heinous sinner who had harmed their two daughters.

At the beginning, I would talk to them about Jiang Hao's goodness, and I also explained all the things I could explain clearly. My mother said that I would make money and pay it back to Jiang Hao.

But can it be the same?

Jiang Hao is good in my heart, but I can't force my parents to agree with me.

Over time, I didn't bother to say it, but that doesn't mean I'm not uncomfortable, every time my mother says that Jiang Hao is not good, my heart feels like I've been pricked by a needle.

And now every time I go home, my mother starts to tell me to find a suitable partner, she is afraid that I will become an older leftover girl in the entertainment industry.

Thinking of this, I smiled wryly.

Jiang Hao asked me what was wrong.

I shook my head and I said, "I don't want to go home, can you stay with me?"

Jiang Hao's eyes flashed with doubts, but he still agreed and asked me, "Where are you going?"

"Let's open it. I pretended to be hearty.

Jiang Hao made me laugh and drove the car out of the community.

I was worried about the injury on his hand, so Jiang Hao said, "It's okay, just hold the steering wheel with one hand." ”

He said it was okay, but I couldn't really rest assured, and finally we found a small express hotel near my house, and the car was parked outside to go in and open/room.

There happened to be only one empty standard room left, Jiang Hao frowned and looked at me, I said that's it.

Once inside, I sucked my face and called my mom.

Jiang Hao sat next to me, his eyes falling on me all the time.

I told my mom I wasn't going home tonight.

She asked me if I was with the blue light.

Jiang Hao also heard this, he didn't have any expression on his face, but nodded at me.

Jiang Hao is not temperless, but he doesn't dare to have a temper with me, and he is even more afraid that I will be embarrassed.

I really wronged him, but I didn't say that, but directly told my mom no, and then told her not to worry about me, and don't insist on pairing with Blu-ray.

If she asks again, I just turn off my phone.

Jiang Hao asked me, "Is this okay?"

"If I talk about you, you're okay?"

As soon as he lowered his head, he pursed his lips and smiled, and the corners of his eyes did not know when there were already fine lines, and I tried to touch them with my hand.

Jiang Hao put his hand on mine, "Why don't you tell me if you're unhappy?"

I took a deep breath, I didn't deliberately pretend to be strong, but some things were too difficult to talk about, and there was no one to talk to.

I said, "I want to drink, will you come with me?"

Jiang Hao thought about it, and then nodded.

I then said, "You can stay with me, you are not allowed to drink." ”

"Okay. ”

We cleaned up and went downstairs again, originally to find a place to sit down and drink, but Jiang Hao felt that it was too chaotic outside, and besides, many stores were closed. Eventually, we both bought some beer and liquor to take back to the hotel.

Jiang Hao promised not to drink if I didn't drink it, but he said that I wouldn't drink much.

I nodded, "Just a little bit." ”

Drinking wine can drown sorrows, and drinking wine can also strengthen courage.

I drank today, just because I was going to confess to Jiang Hao, and I spread out and made one thing clear.

He wants to reconcile with me, whether or not we can actually be together in the future, but I have to tell him.

I had already drunk two bottles of beer and a bottle of soft drink, I felt a little dizzy, Jiang Hao also started to clean up, he said, "Don't drink it, go wash and sleep." ”

"Don't. ”

I coughed twice, I hadn't drunk for a long time, and I wasn't used to it, and I was a little sick to my stomach.

I took Jiang Hao's hand and asked him to sit next to me.

When he came, I held his arm, but it wasn't enough, I just lay on his lap and wrapped my hand around his waist. When I inhale hard, I feel that he is surrounded by his taste, and I feel very down-to-earth.

It's been a long time ago, and I lived like this, when Jiang Hao and I were still very good.

I wasn't carefree then, but at least I was better than I am now.

I said, "Jiang Hao, I have a secret to tell you. ”

Jiang Hao smiled reluctantly and nodded, touching my face with his hand to help me take care of my hanging hair, "Little girl still has a secret?"

"Hmm. I raised my eyelids to look at him, "I said, you probably don't want me." ”

After saying this, the room seemed to be a little colder.

Jiang Hao's movements also stopped, but he quickly patted my face again, "What nonsense, scare me." ”

"It's not to scare you, it's true, it's been more than a year, and I should have told you at that time. But I can't say it, I don't have the courage, and I don't dare admit it. I'm afraid that if I say it, you will sympathize with me, and even more afraid that if I do, you will dislike me. ”

"Then don't talk about it. Jiang Hao's attitude was very resolute, and I knew he wasn't joking.

He went on to say, "If you are unhappy, then we will treat it as if we didn't have it, forget about it completely, I don't want to know, I don't know anything." ”

"No, I can't. ”

I shook my head, shaking my head in a daze.

This is not something that can be forgotten, it is about the happiness of our life, and even about the harmony of Jiang Hao and their family. I am already a daughter-in-law who dislikes his father, in case I have another chance with Jiang Hao in the future, my secret may completely make Jiang Hao break with his father.

I had a hard time getting pregnant. 10% of the possibility, some people say that this is not necessarily hopeless, but even a healthy body may not be able to get pregnant smoothly, let alone 10%?

After all, when I have been looking for medical advice for more than a year, I have become more and more aware of my situation, which is really not much different from zero, and I may fail to do IVF.

As soon as I was about to say it, Jiang Hao deliberately opened the topic.

He didn't even know what my secret was, but he kept getting in my way.

And I, on the other hand, was not prepared for this at all, hesitated when I wanted to speak, and I did not have the courage, but I could no longer bear the pressure of carrying this secret.

I finally understood that it was not that I did not want to say it, but that I did not want to face this fact.

"What I'm going to tell you is ......"

"I don't want to know. Jiang Hao still didn't want me to say, he said: "No matter what happened, the past is all gone." ”

But this thing is different, and it can't be passed at all.

I like Jiang Hao, how can I bear to let him have no children of his own for the rest of my life, and how can I lie to him?

Jiang Hao even covered my mouth and said he didn't want to hear it.

I wanted to say, but he didn't listen.

Later, I was so dizzy, and I didn't know why Jiang Hao kissed me, his way of blocking my mouth.

There is always a time when the kiss is over, when Jiang Hao just let go of me, and there was still some confusion in his eyes, I took his hand and put it on my stomach.

"I may never have children for the rest of my life. ”

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