(Cat flutters Chinese) I feel much happier to say it.

But those burdens, pressures, and so on did not disappear, but were all thrown to Jiang Hao.

It can be seen that Jiang Hao is quite uncomfortable.

And I woke up all at once, tilting my head and shedding two lines of tears, and all those pressures and guilt returned.

I can understand Jiang Hao's current entanglement, this kind of thing is unacceptable to most people.

Even if it doesn't matter in a short period of time, it will always be a ticking time bomb in the long married life ahead.

So I know that Jiang Hao is really responsible if he doesn't give me a result immediately.

He is also thinking, struggling, and considering whether our love, which has long been torn apart by reality, is enough to meet greater challenges.

Accept, he is afraid that he will overestimate himself. Give up, he can't make that decision.

I didn't ask him what he thought, I sighed, and went to touch the wine bottle that I hadn't picked up, which was more than half a bottle of Chivas Regal, and just now I took advantage of Jiang Hao's inattention to put it in the shopping basket, and he only allowed me to drink a small glass.

As soon as I picked up the wine bottle, it was snatched away by Jiang Hao.

Not only did he grab it, but he also threw it into his mouth with his neck tilted.

I'll pull him, Jiang Hao can't drink now, he's still injured.

But even if he's a sick number, I'm no match for him when it's really competitive.

I'm wrong, I'm wrong, I'm wrong, what kind of wine do I drink, if I don't drink Jiang Hao, can I drink it, if I don't say this, can he do this.

I didn't grab that bottle of wine, so I smashed it with another wine bottle, and I don't know how much Jiang Hao drank it.

After smashing the bottle, I sat in the corner of the bed and cried.

Jiang Hao glared at me with his eyes, "Chen Xiang, don't force me." ”

As soon as he was fierce, I felt even more uncomfortable.

Jiang Hao didn't feel good, he didn't want to murder me, after a while, he sat up slightly straight, and came over to take me into his arms again.

"I didn't mean that, I'm not in good health and still drinking, how can you reassure me?"

I shook my head and didn't want to say anything, I just wanted to hide myself in a small corner so that no one could find me.

I'm also a little sad, I always feel that if Jiang Hao tells me now that he doesn't care, it's probably because he's taking pity on me, and I don't want to be a burden to him, although I've only been a little bit in the past few years.

Jiang Hao also drank too much, and pinched his head for a long time, and I also helped him pinch it, but he said no.

Then he asked me, "Tell me what's going on, okay?"

Jiang Hao's speed of speech was very slow, not that he was not in a hurry, but he was afraid that I would be in a hurry.

I felt more and more embarrassed about him.

Even if the two of us are evenly matched in other things, if I really can't have a child, but I want him to bear it with me, it will really be a debt that I can't repay for the rest of my life.

I looked into his eyes again and finally spoke.

"Do you remember the last time we divorced?"

Jiang Hao paused for a moment, his face full of guilt.

I shook my head, "It's none of your business. That's when I told you I went for a gynecological checkup. In fact, I already had a very serious cervical spondylosis at that time, and I was always dizzy and vomiting during that time, and at first I thought I was pregnant, and Xu Qianqian thought the same. ”

When he said this, Jiang Hao had already clenched my hand very tightly.

I lowered my head, looked at the hands we were holding together, and said, "So after I went to her house that day to help her with the baby and suddenly fainted, she took me to the hospital for a check-up." The result of the test I am not pregnant, and it will be difficult for me to get pregnant in the future. Dizziness and vomiting are all due to cervical spondylosis. I stayed in the hospital overnight and went for a test the next day, and the results were available at that time, and the doctor said that I was less than 10% pregnant.

Jiang Hao's eyes were already red, and he didn't know if it was because he was drinking or because he wanted to cry, he said, "That's not completely impossible, we can work hard ......"

"It's hard. I interrupted him, "I didn't know how to tell you at first, but I went to many doctors this year, and the results were all about the same, and after the age of twenty-five, the chances of pregnancy getting younger and smaller as I got older. ”

"Then we can go for IVF, or adopt one, or Jiang Chengyi, what's the difference between him and my son?"

"It's different, do you want to roll a small volume. I can't deprive you of the right to have a child of your own. Sooner or later, you'll be envious of those people you see. ”

Sure enough, Jiang Hao was also stunned and stopped talking.

"I don't blame you for what you decide, it's because I didn't have that life. "After saying that, I feel very tired too.

I pushed him away, "I want to sleep." ”

Jiang Hao nodded honestly, and staggered to his feet to clean up the broken wine bottles on the table.

I stopped him, "Don't clean up." ”

"Hmm. After speaking, he also turned around and walked towards his bed, Jiang Hao turned around to look at me, "Xiangxiang, you give me some time to think about it." ”

I smiled at him, "Okay." ”

The room area of the hotel is not large, the two beds are directly separated by about 30 centimeters, Jiang Hao and I sleep on both sides, in order to avoid embarrassment, we are still back to back.

Maybe I drank the bar, I was sleepy at first, but I woke up less than half an hour after sleeping, feeling dizzy and dizzy, and my chest was a little stuffy.

I turned around and was about to change my position to sleep, but I found that Jiang Hao hadn't slept at all, he was looking at me with his eyes open.

Because it was Jiang Hao, I didn't feel scared at all, but smiled at him very weakly.

Jiang Hao asked me, "Are you unable to sleep?"

I curled up under the covers and nodded, "It's a little cold." ”

It was already cold in October, and after the rain passed one after another, the thin quilt in the hotel was not enough at all, and I actually knew that my toes were stiff.

Jiang Hao sighed, pulled his quilt and faced me, "Then do you want to come over?"

My eyes were sour, but fortunately it was dark in the room, maybe he couldn't see clearly.

Jiang Hao said, "Don't cry, can't you get over?"

I was still hesitating, and he had already reached over and pulled me.

I don't know when he secretly put our two beds together, and the thirty centimeters that were empty were gone, Jiang Hao pulled it, and I crashed into his arms, and then he wrapped the quilt around the two of us.

The same quilt, it should be cold or cold, what makes me feel warm is Jiang Hao's body.

He lowered his head and kissed my eyelids, "Don't cry, okay?"

"Hmm. ”

My voice was a little muffled, and the whole person was leaning on his arms, Jiang Hao took my hand and put it on his waist and asked me, "Are you still cold?"

I shook my head, nodded again, and said coquettishly, "Cold." ”

"Little girl. ”

He said in disgust, but he hugged me tighter.

Jiang Hao put it in my ear and said, "If I tell you now that I really don't care, do you believe it?"

I can't answer, but I believe it. I have thought about this result for a long time, and Jiang Hao will say this, it is nothing more than a matter of time.

It's as if it's impossible for me to forget that he's in love with someone else.

We both had a good understanding of each other, but I also knew that this decision would be painful for him, because what he gave up was so important.

And Jiang Hao is still drunk now, although every sentence he says seems to be well-adjusted, but he said it intermittently in that drunken tone.

He had drunk so much that he was not sober at all.

Actually, I'm a little drunk, a little unconscious.

Jiang Hao's kiss suddenly fell on my neck, itchy and hot.

It's definitely not a thing for the two of us to hug like this, and if we hug it, it will cause an accident, and I can feel that he has already responded to that place.

Jiang Hao simply turned over and pressed me.

He didn't mean to do anything, he just wanted to say something to me, but when people are drunk, their behavior will be deviant.

So Jiang Hao used a very ambiguous/ambiguous posture above my body, but what he said was, "Actually, give me a minute, and I will figure it out, you are more important than children." If I don't have children in my life, I'll regret it. But without you all my life, I don't know how to love. Xiangxiang, you taught me to love, you released magic on me, I can't love anyone else. ”

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