209 Jiang Hao: I caused Chen Xiang to have a miscarriage
Chinese Although I asked the doctor to come over and explain to Chen Xiang the reason why I couldn't have this child, she still insisted.
This child is congenitally deficient, Chen Xiang and I are both responsible, I smoke and drink, and she often stays up late. In the final analysis, the child was innocent, and at that time, the two of us were biological children, and I understood that Chen Xiang loved him as much as I did.
Chen Xiang is really well-behaved, except for this time when she insisted on keeping this child, she believed everything else no matter what I said, and she listened.
In order to appease her, I also discussed this matter at home, hoping that the old man would promise me to hold a wedding for Chen Xiang. To this end, I secretly made a lot of efforts, and all I wanted to see was a reassuring smile on her face.
But there are really a lot of things during this time, first Blu-ray went to the hospital to see Chen Xiang, and after knowing that Chen Xiang and I were married and she was pregnant, Blu-ray said that he was going to divorce.
I don't know how Chen Xiang felt when he heard this, but I was nervous.
I don't know when I started, I became a sufferer, I still care about the year when Chen Xiang left me, obviously it wasn't her fault that others came to provoke her, I just wouldn't be happy, and then I felt that she would still leave me.
We got married because of this child, what if the child is gone? Then Chen Xiang has another reason to abandon me, even when I knew that the child could not be saved, I still went to get the certificate with her.
I didn't want to get married, and once I started this relationship, I stubbornly believed that I would never get divorced in my life.
I was still worried about Blu-ray looking for Chen Xiang, so I received a phone call.
I called from a friend, and I had a drink with him before and asked him to keep an eye on Chang Cheng for me. Chang Cheng's affair with Chen Xi was public in the circle, and it didn't take long for someone to know about Chen Xi's sister of my girlfriend.
This incident makes me feel very shameless, I didn't take Chen Xiang to see these people out of protection for her, but Chen Xi's behavior outside is easy to misunderstand that Chen Xiang is the same person as her, not to mention, girls who learn acting have always been very casual in the eyes of people in this circle.
Originally, I also made public about my marriage to Chen Xiang, but because of Chen Xi, I was not in the mood to tell them.
And the person who called me this time told me that Chen Xi had only been in Beijing for a few days, and Chang Cheng, the ** cheap, also came, and the two of them still hooked up together.
It seems that Chang Cheng is becoming less and less serious about my words.
In normal times, I don't care about them, but now that Chen Xiang is not in good health and the child is in danger, I really can't let her suffer any more blows.
However, some of the things I deliberately concealed still aroused Chen Xiang's suspicions.
Although she was suspicious, she didn't dare to say it, sometimes I felt distressed when I looked at her like that, and several times I wanted to negotiate with her directly, but on the other hand, I was lucky to think that if I was given a few more days, I would be able to solve the matter completely.
I tried to find other girls to get close to Chang Cheng, but Chang Cheng seemed to be hooked by Chen Xi, so it's no wonder that he came to Beijing from S City. There is no way to start with him, then I can only talk to Chen Xi.
Chen Xi likes to pretend to be well-behaved with me, and he imitates Chen Xiang no matter how he talks or laughs.
But she didn't know, the more she was like this, the more disgusted I was with her, I connived at her before, just because she was Chen Xiang's sister, but now Chen Xi always provokes the relationship between me and Chen Xiang in front of me.
Chen Xi will definitely live with me and Chen Xiang when she comes to Beijing, so she moved into my house. In order to avoid suspicion, before Chen Xiang was discharged from the hospital, I either made do in the ward or stayed in a hotel near the hospital.
For this reason, Chen Xi began to contact me frequently, either there was a problem with the electrical appliances at home, or the water pipe was broken, otherwise I would have to ask me for a courier. I gave her a card and told her to buy whatever she wanted.
As a consequence of this, I receive a lot of card swiping messages every day, as well as call records with Chen Xi.
I was afraid that Chen Xiang would misunderstand, so I could only secretly change the password of my mobile phone.
At the same time, I decided to take Chen Xiang to the United States to have a baby, so that if Chen Xi is willing, I will take her with me and completely separate her from Chang Cheng. If Chen Xi doesn't go, it will at least make Chen Xiang out of sight and out of mind.
Originally, I had arranged all this very well, but at the critical moment, Xu Qianqian's bunker came out to make trouble for me again.
I don't know if she is a star now, she is more and more of a thing, looking for Chen Xiang in front of me all day long, Chen Xiang has a good temper and can tolerate her, although she occasionally complains a few words, but I think she still regards Xu Qianqian as a friend.
Xu Qianqian also thought she was a friend of Chen Xiang, and she secretly followed me during Chen Xiang's hospitalization, I don't know why she did this, as if she had to prove that I cheated to be her achievement.
Sometimes I understand Blu-ray, if I change any man, between Chen Xiang and Xu Qianqian, even if I can't get the former, it is difficult to endure such a woman who is afraid that the world will not be chaotic.
I always asked Chen Xiang to leave Xu Qianqian alone.
Occasionally, she will promise to be obedient, but in the end, it is still the attitude that no matter what to do, you can't leave it alone, she is my friend and I can't ignore it.
I'm very angry with Chen Xiang like this, she is actually not good to everyone, and it seems that others don't need to worry about her when she should be clear, but she is planted on Xu Qianqian's cheeky skin.
Xu Qianqian drank too much, and told Chen Xiang to let her divorce me, divorce divorce, divorce, divorce, divorce
I also know that Chen Xiang was wronged by marrying me, but that is a matter between me and Chen Xiang, I lost money to her, and I will compensate for it little by little.
Xu Qianqian took the matter of not having a wedding again, but fortunately Chen Xiang didn't bother to pay attention to her, every time in this situation, Chen Xiang would stand on my side.
But Xu Qianqian's neuropathy, she seems to vow not to give up if she doesn't break up me and Chen Xiang.
The most egregious time, Xu Qianqian stole my mobile phone.
And before that, I just received a call and heard that Chen Xi was going to open a room with Chang Cheng again, and I, who was a friend and a brother-in-law, had to go to catch the rapist.
I knew that Chen Xiang might misunderstand this matter, so I made up a perfect reason to not only clarify myself, but also keep it secret for Chen Xi and Chang Cheng.
After more and more such things, Chen Xiang's trust in me will be consumed sooner or later.
Fortunately, Chen Xiang misunderstood me and Lara, and I took out evidence to tell her that after Lara was dating a foreigner, Chen Xiang not only stopped doubting me, but also apologized to me vigorously, saying that she was too suspicious.
When Chen Xiang said that, I really blamed myself and wanted to die.
Fortunately, in this month, in addition to these things that made me anxious, there was finally good news, the doctor said that Chen Xiang could be discharged from the hospital, and our two children are now developing very well, and the chance that he can be born healthy is already very high.
After being discharged from the hospital, Chen Xiang felt the fetal movement for the first time, and she was very excited to take my hand and touch it.
The child of more than four months was in her belly, although she still did not grow meat, but it was obviously a little hard to touch her belly, and then she felt a little thing move.
At that moment, we both burst into tears.
I suddenly felt that my bad life during this time was worth it, no matter what, I would definitely protect Chen Xiang and not let anyone have a chance to hurt her.
And the two of us children, I shouldn't have distrusted him so much, and even considered not wanting him.
If I had only had a little affection for the child at the beginning, after feeling the existence of his life, now even if someone forces me to exchange anything, I will keep the child.
In order to make Chen Xiang and Chang Cheng completely cut off the relationship, I specially found Chang Cheng and his father, if Chang Cheng was just playing with women outside, his father would not care, but Chang Cheng is now playing with my wife's sister, Chang Cheng and his father can't care, his wrist is much tougher than mine, and he really separated Chang Cheng and Chen Xi.
After that, Chen Xi cried in front of Chen Xiang again, complaining, saying that he was not going well at work and was bullied by his boss.
When she cries like this, Chen Xiang will definitely beg me soft-heartedly,
I couldn't demolish Chen Xi in person, so I could only agree to arrange for her to come to work in my company.
But it turned out that Chen Xi didn't know what contentment was at all, and after Chang Cheng and her proposed to break up, Chen Xi actually looked for opportunities to approach me in the company several times.
After work, we have to live in a house again, I tried to talk to Chen Xiang about letting Chen Xi move out, but before the words were finished, Chen Xiang's expression already made me understand what she was considering.
Chen Xi is young and a girl, and she is so innocent in Chen Xiang's eyes, how could Chen Xiang let her live alone.
Chen Xiang still can't have too many mood swings now, I can only continue to live like this, no matter how close Chen Xi is to me in front of Chen Xiang, I can only try my best to play the role of a good brother-in-law.
Chen Xi's room is next door to me and Chen Xiang, and sometimes when I get a little closer to Chen Xiang at night, I can hear the voice next door.
Chen Xiang thought it was just an accident, but I understood that Chen Xi did it on purpose.
There was no way, I could only tell Chen Xiang to let someone exchange Chen Xi's room and study, and Chen Xiang agreed, but I could also see that she was blaming herself.
Sometimes I think Chen Xiang is too sensible, and always takes all the blame on herself, the more sensible she is, the more distressed I feel.
I would love to hug her and hope that this uneventful day will pass soon.
After Chen Xi changed rooms, Chen Xiang and I finally didn't need to worry too much.
But it's only psychological, Chen Xiang is still pregnant, it is said that this month is actually okay, but the two of us are more worried about the child, and I have endured it a year ago, so I can't bear it for so many months.
But I overlooked one thing, the previous year, Chen Xiang was not by my side, but now, she has to sleep in my arms every night, I hold her, soft, smelling the faint fragrance on her body, it is really difficult to restrain the desire of the body.
I have solved it myself a few times, and when Chen Xiang saw it, he would be a little nervous, shy, and a little guilty.
I think she's so cute like that.
That night, I was holding a fairy tale prenatal education story that I bought in the bookstore after work to read to Chen Xiang and the child, and she didn't know what she had in mind, so she suddenly put her hand on my stomach, and then gently slid down and touched the place.
I may be really too sensitive, and it's okay if she doesn't touch it, but when she touches it like this, it gets out of control.
Chen Xiang felt very guilty, and asked me pitifully: "Husband, do you want it very much?"
Especially when I heard Chen Xiang call my husband so softly, if I didn't want to do so, then how did she get pregnant?
I still held back and didn't take the risk to let Chen Xiang accompany me.
Later, when I accompanied Chen Xiang for a pregnancy test, I happened to see a girl with a big belly crying into her mobile phone. Chen Xiang stopped, and I followed to listen to a rough idea.
The girl's husband cheated on her during her pregnancy.
I held Chen Xiang's hand tightly, hoping to give her a little courage not to worry about the impossible, but Chen Xiang was still too nervous and cared too much.
So, at night she actually wanted to ...... for me
Of course, I have experienced this kind of thing many times, but I never dreamed that Chen Xiang would be willing to do this for me.
At first I wanted to stop her, I felt that it was too wronged for her.
In my heart, Chen Xiang will always be different from those girls who don't love themselves outside, and her personality must be difficult to accept this.
She wanted to do this, purely for me, as a kind of appeasement, and even had an element of flattery.
Before I could stop it, Chen Xiang had already pulled the quilt.
My throat was dry at that moment.
In fact, I don't need to worry about the latter things, when I saw Chen Xiang's fingers gently fiddling with my thing, I couldn't help it.
I glanced at Chen Xiang, tried my best to endure, and said to her, "Why don't you forget it?"
I was conflicted in my heart, I knew that I should refuse, but in the end I still lost to this temptation, Chen Xiang looked at me very firmly, then lowered his head, tried it, and looked up at me again, "Don't look at me." ”
I was amused by her, and I couldn't help but touch her hair with my hand and help her a little bit......
At first, I was holding on to my hands to control it not too deeply, but then I gradually felt unbearable, until the place completely disappeared from view, and only the connected ......
I took a deep breath and touched Chen Xiang's bulging little face again.
In fact, this matter, more feelings still come from conquest, Chen Xiangken did this for me, she really loves me.
And I did completely lose to that feeling.
Later, I directly became the active manipulator, but fortunately I didn't completely lose my mind and almost hurt her.
After this night, the relationship between me and Chen Xiang seems to be a little closer, and she will not suffer as much as she did some time ago, in fact, I am too.
It's just that Chen Xiang's nervousness is all on the surface, and I, as a man, don't dare to express that emotion.
A lot of the time, I'm actually more scared than she is.
But during this time, Chen Xi still did not give up to provoke the relationship between me and Chen Xiang, and also challenged my bottom line again and again.
I gradually understood Chen Xi's purpose for doing this, she probably felt that she couldn't replace Chen Xiang, so she began to take revenge on her and Chang Cheng for removing the stitches.
I can accept Chen Xi's revenge on me, but Chen Xiang is her sister, and I have never seen a sister destroy her own sister's happiness like this. What's more, Chen Xiang is so good to her.
On the surface, I know everything Chen Xi does, but far away, she still creates a lot of misunderstandings behind her back.
For example, she brought a necklace of more than 100,000 yuan to Chen Xiang, I would not be surprised if I saw more of this kind of necklace, but then I thought that Chen Xiang would be surprised why Chen Xi had such a valuable thing.
Gradually, Chen Xiang really began to doubt me and Chen Xi.
But I don't know at all, because Chang Cheng has recently gotten along with Chen Xi again. Many times I really don't want to care about these anymore, but if I connive, I'm afraid these two scourges will get bigger and bigger, and sooner or later let Chen Xiang know.
No matter how many charges I have, when I received the news that Chen Xi and Chang Cheng opened a house, I still chose to go to them.
However, on this day, something happened that made me miserable and regretted for the rest of my life.
It turned out that it was not Chang Cheng and Chen Xi who went to this hotel, and the movie launch conference of Blu-ray and Xu Qianqian was also held in this hotel. And Xu Qianqian, a woman who has more than enough success and more than failure, actually invited Chen Xiang, and even found out that I would only take Chen Xiang to follow me.
I went to find Chen Xi without knowing it.
So, all of this was seen by Chen Xiang.
Just as I thought, Chen Xiang's emotions completely collapsed, and no matter how I explained and appeased, it seemed to be useless.
I wanted to go home and talk to me slowly, but Xu Qianqian insisted on finding out the person who opened a room with Chen Xi for Chen Xiang, so Chen Xi and Xu Qianqian had a quarrel.
Then Chen Xi beat Xu Qianqian, and then Xu Qianqian was unwilling and wanted to return it.
But this damn woman actually lifted such a heavy chair, and when Chen Xi was knocked to the ground, the chair also smashed heavily on Chen Xiang's waist and stomach.
At that moment, we were all stupid.
Chen Xiang didn't react at first, but cared about Chen Xi's injury, and then she couldn't move in pain, and she couldn't make a sound, and a small pool of blood gradually gathered on the ground......
It was my son's blood, and the doctor told us that I could be born healthy with the blood of my first child and Chen Xiang.
He has a heartbeat, and he can even move, he is a boy, I even installed the crib for him by hand, but now, his blood and Chen Xiang's blood are fused together, and they are lost little by little.
I was completely crazy, and at this time, Chang Cheng ran out and took Chen Xi away.
Even Xu Qianqian is protected by blue light in front.
We sent Chen Xiang to the hospital, the doctor confirmed that the child could not be saved, and then it was a uterine evacuation operation, and when she came out, her weak face had lost all the blood, and the temperature of her hands was cold.
I felt very scared, as if it was not only the children who left, but also half of Chen Xiang's life.
What I'm more afraid of, whether Chen Xiang will forgive me for this matter.
It was I who let Chen Xi know Chang Cheng, and it was I who kept Chen Xiang and Chang Cheng together, and even today, it was because I went to them that Chen Xiang faced the most cruel truth when he was completely unprepared.
If Chen Xiang and I decided to get married temporarily because of this child, and we were not ready to start this marriage in advance, would it be that the child is gone, and our marriage will lose all its original meaning.
I kept blaming myself and being afraid.
During the time when Chen Xiang was in a coma, I felt as if I had returned to the days when I was abandoned by my mother when I was a child, and I was scolded for not being my father's biological son and being bullied by my stepmother.
I'm afraid that I will lose Chen Xiang again.
No one understands their responsibility for the loss of their child better than me, they will blame Xu Qianqian, Chang Cheng, and Chen Xi, but no one is willing to blame me and Chen Xiang.
Because we are both parents of our children.
But I'm afraid that Chen Xiang will blame me, even if Chen Xiang won't blame me, I have no way not to blame myself.
At such a time, I still chose the worst way to deal with it, and I put all the responsibility on Xu Qianqian, who directly hurt Chen Xiang and caused her miscarriage.
I even wanted to strangle Xu Qianqian with my own hands in the hospital, if it wasn't for the blue light that kept blocking it, I might really do that.
Blu-ray even quarreled with me in order to protect Xu Qianqian.
I asked him, "Don't you like Chen Xiang? Now you are protecting the person who hurt her like this?"
Blu-ray didn't say a word, I knew that he had his own considerations, Xu Qianqian was his daughter's mother in the end. Sure enough, there is no second person in this world who can love Chen Xiang as unreservedly as I do.
Blu-ray can't compare to my love for Chen Xiang, and no one can compare to her, so I can't let go of her.
Even if Chen Xiang really blames me this time, even if she really wants to divorce me because of a miscarriage, I will definitely not let go.
I'm sure.
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