Qin Jianghao(13)
"Do you want to help you upstairs?" sent me home, Fu Yan helped me sit on the sofa and asked me.
I waved at him without much energy, "No, you can go back." ”
"Can you go up on your own later?"
"Don't be verbose, I'm not a waste, but I just drank a little wine. ”
"Well, as long as you love to be strong. ”
After he left, I sat on the sofa, feeling uncomfortable, and glanced at the door from time to time, Bai Luoluo hadn't come back yet, wasn't their company's car always behind us?
No matter how bad the configuration of that car is. It's supposed to be here now, why haven't you come back yet?
Could something happen?
Wait, if you don't come back......
I had an uncomfortable headache and was weak, and I collapsed on the sofa, trying to close my eyes, but I was always uneasy, and I stood up irritably, but I just got up and fell back into the sofa weakly.
The alcohol gradually anesthetized the nerves, the brain was in the ravioli, and he couldn't remember what he was going to do, when he suddenly heard a familiar voice and shouted: "Qin Jianghao." ”
There was some slight force on my face, a little cold, I reached out and grabbed it, I felt a little familiar, my throat was a little uncomfortable, and I said in a daze, "Go and pour me a glass of water." ”
Then the little hand began to struggle, "You let go of me first, otherwise how can I pour water for you?"
I groggy thought, does pouring water have anything to do with letting her go? Doesn't she still have a hand? What a stupid......
However, I didn't want to let go, "Forget it, don't drink it, I have a headache, you rub it for me." ”
Then there was a gentle force on the head, which was very comfortable, but the head still hurt and the stomach was uncomfortable.
The whole body was uncomfortable, as if I was choked by the neck and kicked on the ground at that time, and the pain was a little suffocating.
At first, I only felt uncomfortable pain, and it didn't take long for my whole body to start to burn, as if it was about to burn.
"Hot, undress me. "I wanted to take it off myself, but I didn't even have the strength to lift my hand.
"You let go of my hand first. ”
It's still a familiar voice, but I still can't remember who it is, but there is a sense of steadiness and peace of mind.
I let go of what I was holding, and then I heard her say again, "You sit upright, I can't take it off." ”
Didn't I sit upright? my neck was a little sore as if it wasn't, and then I started to straighten it, but I didn't have the strength to hold on for too long, and when I fell, I felt something hit me, and I opened my eyes suddenly.
But I only saw a little woman, and she asked me to sit upright again, and then undressed me, I don't know why she took off my clothes......
She helped me upstairs, smelled the faint scent of shampoo on her body, and felt that this woman was more familiar, but the wonton's nerves just didn't make me remember who she really was.
I don't know where I went, I suddenly fell forward, I don't remember what happened after that, I only know that the woman under me is very soft, her smell reassures me, I look into her eyes, and finally remember, "Bai Luoluo?"
Reached out and touched her face, as if it was really Bai Luoluo, it was indeed Bai Luoluo, and then involuntarily leaned over, wanting to have something.
I can't stop when I touch it, and I want more than I want......
When I woke up, I had a headache that looked like it was going to explode, and I always hated it, reaching out to support the bed and trying to get up. only to find that his subordinates seemed to have pressed something similar to hair.
turned his head to look, but saw Bai Luoluo lying naked next to him for some reason, and there were some broken and unclear pictures in his mind, but it was not complete, I am not sure if it was because I was drunk yesterday, and I ...... with her
It was so sticky that I got up and tried to put the quilt over her, only to find that she was awake.
She first glanced around in confusion, and finally realized that she was not dressed. He snatched the quilt from my hand and put it on my body, and then blushed like a fire.
I frowned, and suddenly became a little embarrassed, but not because I was shy, but I felt that the doppelganger seemed to react to her body, got up, and quickly went to the bathroom.
After boiling the cold water for a while, it calmed down the doppelganger, and some bits and pieces of pictures about last night came into my mind again, as if I had forcibly done something to her that I shouldn't have done.
I was drunk last night, and I probably didn't ask her about her wishes, so I forcibly got drunk and asked her?
Damn, how can you be controlled by a few glasses of wine?
After taking a shower and going out, I secretly observed her emotions when I was blowing my hair and dressing, but I found that she kept her head down all the time, didn't look at me, and didn't talk to me.
It seems that she is unwilling to do this, this idiot, I am drunk, and she is not drunk, don't you know how to resist? No matter how bad it is, it can knock me out.
After changing his clothes, he took his wallet and keys and went out, drove directly to a nearby pharmacy to buy contraceptives and came back, and then gave it to her, "You ...... Took the medicine, last night's ...... I ......"
It's a little hard to say, after all, I'm sorry for her first, even if she takes medicine, she won't have children, and she may be snubbed if she marries someone else in the future.
In fact, if she wants to, she can stay here for the rest of her life, even if it is a fake couple, I can provide her with food and accommodation for the rest of her life.
But this is just my one-sided idea, and maybe she won't want to at all.
"Heh, what do you mean, why are you giving me this medicine?" she asked, looking up at me and sneering.
She rarely shows this kind of expression, and in the image, even though she looks lazy and has no energy every day, she has always been gentle and gentle.
Such an expression only appears on her face when facing some annoying people, so am I being hated by her?
Heh, she must have hated me all along. Now, because of this, maybe it's even more annoying.
Or, "Luoluo, I was drunk last night." ”
"So what?"
"I can't have this kid. "I didn't want to say that if she had a child, maybe her life would be difficult in the future, so I simply said I didn't want this child.
She laughed, but smiled a little sadly, looked at the pillbox for a while, and then slammed it on me, hissing and saying the word "roll".
My back stiffened instantly, and I didn't know what to do to satisfy her, after all, it really happened, and she seemed to be hurt, so she reacted so aggressively.
But I was the one who did the wrong thing, and I wanted to minimize her that damage.
The humiliation of my mother came to mind, and I made up my mind and bent down to pick up the pills on the ground, and I would not let her go the way my mother had walked, no matter what.
She couldn't live like that.
At least, I don't want her to live under someone else's colored glasses with the same burden as my mother did with me.
I want her to be innocent, live a clean life, and the sludge of society should not be trampled on by her.
Before he touched the box, suddenly a foot reached over, and then stepped on the box, and it was in vain.
She stepped on it as hard as if she was venting her anger with the box of pills, and it was almost enough before she got back into bed and began to pry me, "You can get out." ”
I stood still, and she gave me a blank look and told me with a blank face. Actually, she didn't have anything to do with me yesterday, but she just stripped naked and lay down together to sleep.
And said that if we really have anything, she will directly choose to die by hitting her head, and she will not give me a child.
I felt relieved that nothing had happened to me and her, but I was very angry at what she said next.
I don't know what I want, but sometimes emotions are not controlled by people's hearts.
"Bear me a baby. You don't deserve it," I sneered at her, not knowing if it was to anger her or just to save some face.
"Yes, yes, I'm not worthy, only your old good looks are worthy, you can go to her, don't bother me. She disdainfully bumped into me, then pulled the quilt to cover her head, didn't want to pay attention to me anymore, and began to give an eviction order, "Okay, okay, you go and find your little lover, I have to sleep for a while, don't disturb me." ”
My little lover?
Who is she referring to?
Just wish I could go to someone else, just don't want to see me?
I went out and walked to the study and smoked a cigarette, I was irritable, I closed my eyes, I wanted to calm down, but I couldn't calm down.
Actually, I was also selfish when I thought I really had a relationship with her and wanted her to take birth control pills.
Because I know too well that this kind of family that is united by some kind of interest is not a real family, and even if there are all the members that should have it, it is just a fake family, so I don't want it to be really established.
Sometimes, if you don't hope for something that doesn't belong to you, you won't be disappointed and hopeless.
Because I am not the god of this world, I can't manipulate and control everything in everyone, including what I want to get.