I don't know when it rained, it was a little heavy, I bought the ingredients and came out, stood at the door of the supermarket, looked at the big raindrops of beans close at hand, and suddenly lost my direction, a little confused.

I forgot where I saw the word belonging before, and I didn't think about studying these three words at that time, but later, I gradually realized how difficult these three words are to find.

I hate rainy days because it makes me unhappy and makes me realize that I don't belong and I don't want to get a drop of rain if I can.

The cars in front of them came and went, people came and went, the rain was dripping, someone riding a battery car hurriedly hit a tricycle, the two sides soon began to scold, and many unpleasant pictures suddenly appeared in their minds, as if every bad thing happened on a rainy day.

"What are you doing? Suddenly, a crisp and playful voice sounded in my ears, I was stunned for a moment, turned my head to look to the side, Bai Luoluo arrived next to me at some point, and was holding an umbrella on top of my head, looking up at me.

The heart didn't stop after she had just said that, and the rhythm was inexplicably faster, and I wanted to calm it, but I couldn't control its rhythm.

I was standing alone in the lonely night, but she suddenly burst in, stood beside me, broke all the silence, and gave me a sense of belonging.

After my mother died, there was no one to give me this feeling, and sometimes when I felt desolate around me, I didn't understand the meaning of my life in the world, but with someone with me, I always forgot the questions that could not be answered.

I don't know what kind of relationship I need in the world to be with the people I want to live with all the time, family affection will be separated, husband and wife will also be separated, friends, and rare, colleagues, according to the point.

Maybe only when you die and are buried in the same ** with that person can you really be together forever.

I walked forward, she followed behind me to hold an umbrella, because she was not tall, so it should be very tiring to hold an umbrella, she wore very little, and the wind could blow her shivering.

I put all the bags in one hand, and then naturally reached out and hugged her, pulled her closer, and snatched her umbrella from her hand.

There's nothing wrong with that, but she seems to feel shy, her head is down, her face is a little red, I don't know what she has to be shy, it's just the extent of her clothes, women are really hypocritical.

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In winter, many businesses fall into the off-season, and it is difficult to sign orders, and there are always a few men who are very inkblotted and invite him to dinner, but they still want to go to entertainment venues to soak around.

successfully drunk the other party, signed the order, opened a room for him, let two women bring in to serve, pushed away the bewitching woman who had been rubbing on me beside him, checked out the bill, and the woman followed, "Sir, it's too late, it's not safe to drink, it's not safe to drive, it's better to ...... with me tonight"

"Fuck off. ”

Bomb the woman away, and with some disgust, she opened another room in the hotel next to her, wanting to take a shower and go back.

When I was checking out, a figure suddenly ran in from outside, then hugged me from behind, and said happily: "Hao, is it really you? ”

He frowned, paid the bill, and turned to look at her. "Why are you here?"

"Today is my father's birthday, and I came to celebrate his birthday, but he left halfway through and left me alone. She complained.

Did the man come back too?

Oh, yes, it's his birthday. I looked at Qi Jing next to me, and an idea popped up in my heart, should I give him a birthday gift?

took Qi Jing upstairs, opened the door of the room, picked her up and threw her on the bed, and went directly to zip her coat and unbutton her clothes, but she didn't struggle, and called me softly.

I looked up at her overflowing face, and her already confused eyes, and when I lowered my head and was about to kiss her, my heart began to struggle violently again, and countless images of Qi Anguo insulting my mother flashed in my mind, and my stomach was sour, and I got up and went into the bathroom.

I really couldn't do it, just like that night a few years ago, I couldn't finish destroying her by myself, not to pity her, not to feel innocent, but not to let myself touch that filthy blood.

I vomited a few times uncomfortably against the wall in the bathroom, but I couldn't vomit anything, like food poisoning, and I could only vomit some clear saliva.

When my stomach was better, I took a shower and went out, and I saw her standing outside the door at some point, and I heard the sound of me coming out, and hung up the phone in a hurry, and the phone was mine.

I squinted, pretending not to see that the phone was mine, and just said to her, "What are you doing standing outside, what should I do if I catch a cold?"

She slipped my phone into her coat and then came over and hugged me, "Hao, you're done?"

"Hmm. ”

Then she smiled a little shyly and said, "Then, I'll wash it too." ”

"Hmm. ”

Then she let go of me and turned around, and undressed right behind me, taking advantage of the gap between the undressing. I threw my phone back in its place, thinking I didn't know it.

Looking at her in front of me, she stripped naked without hesitation and without shame, and suddenly I thought of Bai Luoluo, who woke up that morning and was lying naked on my bed......

Then I started to feel bored again, why can other women strip naked in front of me, but she is shy like that just because I hugged her?

Sure enough, it's still a child.

Qi Jing entered the bathroom, I walked over and picked up my phone, checked the call logs, then took my coat and went out the door, driving home.

When I got home, the house was empty, Bai Luoluo was not at home, I didn't know what I was doing at night, I was faintly uneasy, I didn't know if Qi Jing had told her anything that shouldn't have been said before, and I didn't know if that idiot would take it seriously.

After waiting for a long time, she didn't come back, her restless mood was even heavier, and she was about to call her, but she heard the sound of a key opening the door, and when she looked up, it was Bai Luoluo who came back.

She closed the door and looked up, and at a glance, she saw a band-aid on her face, and blood red was faintly visible on the side.

When she saw me, she hurriedly lowered her head and hid her hand behind her, which I hadn't noticed.

In an instant, her anger rose involuntarily, and she must have hurt her hands.

I stood up and tried to walk over and pull her hand out, but she saw me and wanted to run, and I grabbed her by the collar. He asked her in a cold voice, "What are you doing, how did you do this?"

Her eyes flickered, she didn't dare to look at me, and after a while she lied to me that she had fallen.

She is a liar, which sentence is true and which sentence is false, who can tell the difference, even if it falls, although the weather is cold, but it is not frozen, and the shoes she wears look wearable, how can it be so easy to fall.

Sure enough, stupid death.

Eyes moved down, seeing the heavily wrapped gauze on her hand, she couldn't help frowning, how serious the injury should be, to wrap it so thickly, ordinary abrasions, two band-aids can solve it.

I tried to pull her hand over to look at it, but she quickly hid behind her, and then continued to lie to me: "It's okay, it's just a little injury, a little bit of skin, it's the pharmacy owner who is too responsible, and he bandaged me a little exaggerated." ”

The owner of which pharmacy is also in charge of bandaging people's wounds? She was obviously lying, and she was trying to run away while lying and repeating it, and I noticed a footprint on her pants, and the footprint was a little bigger, and it looked like a man's shoe size.

The fire in her heart was even greater, and then she roared in a deep voice, "Stop." ”

"What else?"

Seeing that she was still pretending to be nothing, he was even more angry, walked over quickly and tore her down the stairs with force, and then pointed to the footprints on her pants, and asked her with a smile, "Fall?"

She was silent for a few seconds, and then continued to lie to me, saying that when she fell, people passing by didn't pay attention and stepped on her.

Besides, if she had really been stepped on, and she was still such a big shoe size man, she would have been able to walk as smoothly as she has now? I'm afraid she would be lying in the hospital and couldn't walk now.

I gave her one last chance, but she still refused to be honest, remembering that when she caused trouble, she was very afraid that her parents would know, so she used her parents as a threat, and she was finally willing to tell the truth.

It turned out that he was fighting with someone else.

"Are you in the water in your brain? Everyone is mixed up! You count how old you are now, do you think you are still a high school student? When you learn to fight, you don't look at how many pounds and taels you have, and who you can beat!" As soon as the anger came up, she couldn't help but scold her.

She lowered her head, kept silent, and didn't look carefully as if she knew she was wrong, but in fact, she just blamed herself and didn't dare to speak. Looking at her like this, in addition to anger, there is only helplessness left.

I don't know how she learned to fight with people, obviously she used to be very well-behaved, is it that I fought too much in front of her. She has seen too much, and she has also learned badly?

frowned with self-reproach, and finally couldn't bear to scold her again. Then he warned her,

"Don't associate with those people anymore. "She's stupid, always good or bad, I can't always look at her from time to time, so I still have to rely on her to be vigilant, who should come and who is best not involved, she is so old, she should understand.

But it's not all because she's stupid, and I blame myself for not being able to protect her, after all, she came to this place because of me.

I didn't let her live a safe and worry-free life, obviously I thought about protecting her well, at least not letting her be hurt here.

She has too little experience, and she always treats everyone as a good person, which is really not worry-free.

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