Chinese So in the eyes of outsiders, two people suddenly disappeared together, which is elopement.

And between me and Si Chen, it seems that there is a certain wonderful atmosphere because of this simple joke, which makes me a little uncomfortable.

After a long time, Si Chen casually reminded me that I was about to arrive at the station.

I looked at him, he looked at me, then lifted his eyelids and couldn't help but yawn.

We found a small hotel near the train station.

That's the case, Si Chen heard at school that I ran to the train station alone, and he was in a hurry to find me, so he didn't bring anything, and he only had a few hundred yuan on him.

I followed him to the ATM, and when the card was inserted, he frowned, "I didn't get the money this month." ”

The phone is out of battery and there is no charger.

Si Chen was stunned, probably he didn't expect such a situation, but fortunately he was still old-fashioned, and asked me: "Will you go down, okay?"

I nodded, "Actually, I didn't think it would be nice to stay." ”

Then the two of us went to this small hotel without listing, because it was the tourist season, the windowless room cost 120 yuan a night, and we didn't live behind there were people queuing up to ask for a room.

There is a problem that only the double bed room remains. The innkeeper looked at me and Si Chen and said, "Can the little couple not sleep together?"

I want to explain, Si Chen patted me on the shoulder and motioned for me not to say anything.

This room is really good, there is no room card to open the door with a key, and the carpet in the basement has a musty smell.

Si Chen sighed, "Let's go in first." ”

"Hmm. ”

This room is not only small, damp, and not very hygienic. Si Chen said that he would stay like this for one night first and find a way tomorrow, he went out and asked for a futon to spread on the ground, and the bed was for me to sleep alone. It's not like we can't afford to open two rooms, but when I'm away from home, he doesn't think it's safe for me to live on my own.

I went to take a bath, then wrapped myself tightly and came out, and saw that Si Chen was already lying on the ground and asleep.

Because the room is small, the floor is next to the bed. I have a little insomnia, tossing and turning, plus I am afraid of the dark and in an unfamiliar environment, I am very nervous all the time.

Suddenly, a hand grabbed my wrist and I screamed in fright.

Si Chen turned on the light and looked at me a little apologetically, it turned out that he was holding my hand.

He said, "You turned off the lights because you were afraid of the dark?"

I said, "I'm worried you're not going to sleep well." ”

Si Chen thought for a moment and said, "They will all care about me, I'm very happy." ”

Eh, indeed, when did I start caring about Si Chen, I don't know, I'm obviously afraid of the dark, and there is really no light at all when the lights are turned off in the basement where there are no windows, and I still worry that he won't sleep well.

Si Chen said, "Then don't turn off the lights." ”

I still can't sleep with the light on, and when I turn around, I turn on and Si Chen seems to be lying next to me, so close, very close.

He opened his eyes and asked me, "Still can't sleep?"

I nodded.

Si Chen chatted with me, telling me about his piano learning, as well as the live of famous domestic bands he had heard, and it was obvious that he was very sleepy, but I wanted to listen to the interesting places when it came to interesting things.

I said, "Actually, I didn't think you could play the piano and like it." ”

"There's a lot more you can't think of. ”

The two of us chatted and talked about Qi Xiang, I didn't say anything about Christmas Eve, I just knocked on the side and asked Qi Xiang if there was any trouble at home.

Si Chen told me frankly, "I can't say this, but it's a certainty that he will go abroad." ”

"Oh. I nodded, unable to say anything, with some strange regret in my heart, I asked him, "Then why did you transfer schools with him?"

He said: "Qi Xiang's family is not very worried that he will come out alone, and the two of us grew up together, in fact, the place where we originally wanted to transfer was not S City, it just so happened that a colleague of my father could help arrange the transfer, and I want to take the art exam, and S City also has a good teacher." ”

"It turns out that you came to S City. I said.

Si Chen nodded, "So to speak, that's why I met you." ”

I was a little embarrassed by what he said, so I changed the subject, "Then Qi Xiang was with Lu Ji before?"

"Well, when they first came to S City, they quarreled, and Lu Ji didn't want him to go. Si Chen pursed his lips, "Actually, you're not wrong, Lu Ji has been awkwardly talking to Qi Xiang about breaking up, and the two of them should have reconciled when they were about to go on vacation." In the intervening months, they did separate. ”

It turns out that this is the case, but it also makes me more aware of what I mean to Qi Xiang.

Si Chen asked me, "Are you unhappy?"

I shook my head, "It's okay, I'm honest, I was sad when I first found out, but I wanted to open it for a long time." ”

"Do you like Qi Xiang?"

"I used to like it, maybe I didn't like it too much, and I didn't like it without him. ”

Si Chen raised his hand and touched my hair, "That's fine." ”

I was also lying on the edge of the bed, feeling that the two of us were so close, I suddenly remembered something, I said to Si Chen: "Actually, that time, that time, was the time when I was drunk in the billiard room, and Qi Xiang and I really didn't do that." Seeing Si Chen's complicated expression, I explained, "Whether you believe it or not, there really isn't." ”

He was stunned for a moment, and then his expression was somewhat relaxed, "I believe that I am just too happy." ”

"What!" I was so embarrassed by what he said, I took a pillow and threw it at him.

Actually, I just wanted to explain, I didn't mean anything else, but when Si Chen said this, I felt as if I had specially said it to him.

I threw him with a pillow, and he took it with a smile, and after a while, he suddenly grabbed my hand.

Then we both froze, this small hotel is really not soundproof, and there are some sounds from next door that we shouldn't be listening.

Si Chen frowned, covered my ears and ordered, "Sleep." ”

I obediently closed my eyes, but I still tossed and turned.

Si Chen asked me why I hadn't slept yet.

I honestly confessed: "My neck and body feel very itchy. ”

I itch because the sheets and quilts in the small hotel are not very clean and damp.

It was not possible to change the room, Si Chen went out to negotiate with the boss, and gave a little more money to exchange for a new set of bedding.

Of course, there is only one new one, and Si Chen is still sleeping on the previous set, and he is on the ground, looking at the damp appearance of the carpet, he knows that it must be uncomfortable to sleep on.

I looked at him with a blank eye, and hesitated several times to simply call him up to sleep with him.

Replaced by Qi Xiang, he had already taken the initiative to jump up.

Alas, I still think of Qi Xiang, his influence on me is too great, if it weren't for him, maybe I wouldn't have the courage to run away from home, and I wouldn't dare to share a room with a boy.

But I still can't say it, let Si Chen come up to sleep.

Si Chen saw that I was still tossing and turning and not sleeping, so he guessed what I was thinking, he stretched out his hand, and when he was about to touch me, he took it back again, and said comfortingly: "I'm good like this, you go to sleep quickly." ”

I still hesitated, "Or you ......."

"It's really fine. Si Chen yawned and pretended to be very sleepy, "Is it okay to be obedient and go to sleep quickly." ”

In fact, Si Chen was really good to me all of a sudden, and it was very good. Thinking back to the time when I first met, he was simply my nightmare, with a stinky face at every turn, or else he would use me to anger Ding Mengyang. Probably since the summer vacation of the first year of high school, everything has changed, and it has become a little unreal.

Si Chen fell asleep, and I secretly looked at his side face, frowning slightly, and pursing his mouth.

I thought, if I hadn't liked Qi Xiang, I might have really liked him.

The next day, I slept until noon, and Si Chen had already woken up, and he didn't call me. When I opened my eyes, I saw a face approaching, startled.

He smiled, and he didn't know where to conjure up a few steamed buns and a bowl of porridge, which were still hot.

He stared at me while I was eating, and I was almost embarrassed by him when I was eating, so he said, "Actually, I don't persuade you to go home because of my selfish intentions." ”

I sighed, "My mom should be looking for me everywhere at this point." ”

Si Chen asked me, "Let's call back." ”

"No, I don't. I looked at him and said, "My mom counts, and she's sure she guessed that I wasn't really going back." ”

"What if you run into the bad guys? What if something happens? Your mother must be thinking now. "Si Chen is kind and seductive.

He was indeed more thorough than I thought, I hadn't planned to do this before, or if Si Chen hadn't chased me on the train, I wouldn't have been able to be so safe and sound.

But I can't save face.

Si Chen said: "Your mother must be in a hurry now. ”

I said, "You don't know anything. ”

Actually, my mother and I are not a conflict that cannot be resolved, but that home, that home that is not mine, I really don't want to go back now, and I am very irritated even thinking about it.

Also particularly aggrieved.

My eyes were sour, but I couldn't hold back my crying, "Let me slow down again." ”

Si Chen pursed his mouth slightly, "I'm sorry." ”

Si Chen said that we are all in Beijing, so let's go out for a walk anyway.

Then we went to Tian'an//Gate, went to the Forbidden City, and in the evening Si Chen even took me to a bar to listen to the legendary underground rock.

In fact, that's the case, the greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment, and the rock spirit can't match the drunken fans in the big city at all.

I told Si Chen that maybe my dad was in the middle of a group of musicians, and my dad had long hair when I was a child.

I asked Si Chen what his father and mother were like.

He paused and told me it was fine.

I sighed, "I've never seen them walk arm in arm since I was a kid, and I haven't seen a family of three go out together." What about you?"

Si Chen didn't speak for a long time, and I realized that he was in a daze.

I asked him, "What's wrong?"

"Huh? ”

Si Chen smiled, and smiled quite reluctantly.

I said, "Actually, Beijing is boring, but I don't want to go back yet." ”

"Do you want to go to my house?" asked Si Chen.

I was flustered too.

Si Chen is talking about L City.

L City is where Si Chen and Qi Xiang grew up, and the first time they heard about this city, I was already secretly curious.

Before and now, I can't tell who it is.

Si Chen said: "I'll take you to the place where I played when I was a child, the beach, how about it?"

The sea of ?l city is very attractive to me, a little girl who grew up in an inland city.

We went back to the hotel and simply packed up our luggage and set off overnight, in fact, I was the only one with a few clothes, and there was nothing when Si Chen came, I used to see him tidy up every time he appeared, and it was rare that this time the collar was a little wrinkled.

I couldn't help but laugh when I watched it.

Si Chen asked me what I was laughing at.

I poked his finger in the chin, "What about the long beard." ”

Also, a boy who is almost twenty years old, and if he doesn't shave for two days, his chin must be a little prickly.

I have seen his imported razor with Qi Xiang before, and I silently sighed that boys and girls are different.

If you don't say that opposites attract, such a big person in front of you is different from you in all aspects, making you curious, and helping you settle a lot of things that you can't handle.

Si Chen was a little stunned, I guess he was afraid that he was not handsome enough today, and I comforted him that he was still very good-looking.

He tugged at the corners of his mouth and smiled.

I feel so distressed because he does everything for me.

At the train station, Si Chen persuaded me to call my mother, but his mobile phone still couldn't be used, so I went to the newspaper booth to call, after the phone was connected, I reported a safety, just like I guessed, my mother is more popular, so I casually said a few words and hung up the phone after a few days and then went back.

When I walked back, Si Chen didn't know where to conjure up a rock sugar gourd, handed it to me, and said that it was a reward for obedience.

I also took it naturally, completely feeling warm in my heart, and I didn't want to raise the bar with him at all, and completely ignored the little ambiguity that was quietly brewing between us.

Then I realized that if I hung up, my mom would call back, and the kiosk would tell me where we were, and they would say there was a boy next to me.

It's a pity that Si Chen and I were already on the train when I figured it out.

I said my mom should be asking again when I got home, and got angry with me.

Si Chen asked what to do?

I shook my head and told him I didn't know, and my mom used to talk about me whenever I was close to a boy.

In my mother's words, I'm beautiful and easy to lose.

Si Chen nodded in agreement, and said, "Then your mother must think that the two of us eloped, why don't you wait until I go back to the door to ask for a kiss?"

"you. ”

I was amused by Si Chen, and I secretly wondered what he meant.

In the early months, I was completely immersed in the feeling of falling out of love, even if Si Chen was very good to me, I couldn't experience happiness.

It's different now, I can say that I have walked out of the shadow given by Qi Xiang, and suddenly being close to such a very good person, it feels really subtle.

We still took the cheapest green car, and it was a little cold in the middle of the night, so Si Chen generously said that I would sleep by him.

At first, I was a little embarrassed, but Si Chen told me that in fact, we were hugged by him all the way when we came to Beijing.

Si Chen said that there were everyone on the train, and his action showed that I didn't come out by myself but someone took care of and protected me, and some people wouldn't worry about me even if they thought about it.

I was so touched by what he said.

He pinched my face, "I usually see that you are quite impulsive, but now I know that you are a little girl who can't let go of your heart." ”

Later, I fell asleep, Si Chen didn't sleep all night, and it was not dawn when we arrived in L City, so we took a taxi directly to the beach.

The winter in the city is very cold, not suitable for going to the sea, but the sunrise is still beautiful.

The two of us sat side by side on the beach, Si Chen held my shoulder loosely with one hand, and I naturally leaned on him, not trying to dodge.

What a nice atmosphere.

But I asked Si Chen coldly if he used to take girls to watch the sunrise.

He replied casually, "Yes." ”

I said, "Girlfriend?"

He said, "yes." ”

Obviously I am about the same age, my emotional experience seems to be a blank slate, and Si Chen seems to be a veteran of the love field, I suddenly feel a little unbalanced in my heart.

I asked him, "Then you have so many girlfriends, do you like each one of them? If you don't like it, why are you together?

"That's a lot of questions. Si Chen pretended to complain, he said, "Actually, if you like it, you will be together, and you don't like to be separated again." ”

I lowered my head and pursed my mouth, unable to tell what it was like.

Si Chen seemed to feel it, he sighed slightly and put down his hand.

Maybe he likes me a little, but it's not very special, just like those girlfriends in the past, he wants to be together when he likes it, and he hasn't thought about it later, and he hasn't thought about whether they will separate.

But I'm very dead-eyed, in fact, I also envy the kind of girl who has a lot of excellent people around me, but then again, I still want a long-term relationship more.

I think I'm going to be the kind of person who is afraid of getting and losing.

Once it started, I don't think I had the courage to face the end.

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