017 elopement
(Cat flutter Chinese) After the entrance examination, Qi Xiang really appeared less and less in school, and he appeared with Si Chen, and there were no other girls or other friends around the two of them.
Occasionally, when we met, Qi Xiang would squint at me for a while, and then slightly hold the corners of his mouth as if nothing happened.
I understand that this is the rhythm of leaving.
When he passed by the neighborhood where he lived, he would no longer be forcibly ordered to go here and there. No one will press my head and ask me to do my homework and let me eat. When I think of him, I will silently think in my heart that he is really a bad person, and he has lied to me for so long, but after the matter fades away, there are actually not so many complaints.
My mom decided to go back to S City and settle down because of her boyfriend.
When she offered to introduce me to that uncle, I had a vague feeling that she was a little bit settled.
Actually, it's not a bad thing, but the impact on me is too great, I said that it's okay to meet, anyway, it's the two of them who really get married, I'm so big, I don't need to bring it.
My mom started to prepare for her own things, and in a month or two the house was bought and renovated, and I suddenly felt that she was on the list. But, my mom's boyfriend never showed up, and I hadn't even heard his name, so it seemed a little unusual. Actually, it has nothing to do with me, I will be in my third year of high school in a few months, and then I want to go to university in Beijing.
But my mom has always been a very strong person, and my indifference made her very unhappy, and the two of them suddenly lived together, which inevitably caused some bumps.
I'm kind of an easy-going person, but my mom has a big temper and doesn't say anything.
On Christmas Eve, when school ended early, I hung out with a few of my classmates, in fact, to go to the all-night mall to snap up discounted clothes, or to hold a small candle and pretend to be religious in the church to make a wish.
This kind of activity usually lasts until one or two o'clock in the morning, and when they come out of the church, they shout to go to KTV, which is about an all-night rhythm. I felt that I couldn't hold it anymore so I found a reason to leave, it was difficult to take a taxi on Christmas Eve, but fortunately it was not very far to walk home.
I walked down the street with a few bags and a stuffed animal that I didn't know who gave it.
It seems that something will happen on such an unusual day, and when I passed by the community where Qi Xiang lived, I was still the same as every time before, and I accidentally walked a little slower, and looked up at his room, which was pitch black.
Then the taxi behind me honked its horn twice, and when I realized I was stuck in the road, I quickened my pace and got out of the way.
But the car didn't pass, and the people in the car suddenly pushed the door and ran out, hugging the tree at the entrance of the community and vomiting.
How familiar is this voice?
I turned my head, and sure enough, the person holding the tree and vomiting was Qi Xiang.
"Qi Xiang?" I called out to him tentatively.
He looked up, slightly surprised when he saw me, and then turned away and continued to vomit.
The driver was a little impatient, honked his horn a few times, rolled open the window and shouted that he hadn't paid yet.
I'll honestly go over and pay, isn't this a festival, and I don't know where Qi Xiang's car came from, the driver didn't open his mouth to ask for a hundred.
For me, this is a huge amount of money, but Qi Xiang is already sitting on the ground over there, and the driver here is not very easy-going, so I can only give him all the change, which adds up to less than a hundred, if I don't come out to buy clothes today, I won't bring this money.
The driver scolded and left, and I turned around to help Qi Xiang.
He's throwing up, it's a little dirty.
I put all the big bags and small bags on the ground, and finally walked to the security room with Qi Xiang staggering, and then took out his key and handed it to the security guard, telling him the floor number where Qi Xiang lived.
The security guard said that they didn't care about it, and sent the two of us out, I guess the main thing was that Qi Xiang was too dirty.
Also, who wants to take this job for no reason.
I thought of Si Chen again, and after finding the mobile phone from Qi Xiang's clothes, I was about to dial Si Chen's number, Qi Xiang glanced at it, and when I saw that I was going to call Si Chen, he snatched the mobile phone back and smashed it at the opposite tree.
"What are you doing!" I was a little anxious.
"...... You don't have to worry about ......."
Qi Xiang seems to have a temper as well. I really don't want to care about him anymore, I said last time that I don't know him, and I finally persevered for so long, but looking at him like this, I can't bear to ignore it.
I looked at Qi Xiang, and Qi Xiang looked at me.
Looking at it, he suddenly said, "I don't want to go abroad." ”
I realized something might be going to happen to him. Generally, people of our age are very eager to go abroad, and even feel that it is a difficult thing to achieve, and Qi Xiang is not willing to go abroad casually.
He closed his eyes and snorted sullenly, "I want to go home." ”
Qi Xiang said that he wanted to go home, but in fact, he went back to the home in L City, and I remembered that time I heard him talking to his mother in the office, and he said that he also wanted to go home. There are also those who gossiped about Zhao Xiaochuan before, Zhao Xiaochuan has always said that with the background of Qi Xiang's family, maybe he will do everything possible to send his son out because of a crime.
In some ways, Qi Xiang is a poor child who can't go back to his home.
I relented again and got Qi Xiang back to his house. I couldn't help but vomit when I took off his outer clothes, I really don't know how to describe the smell, he must have drunk a lot of alcohol. I didn't plan to wash his clothes, because he was used to getting dirty and could just throw them away.
Then I took a towel and wiped it for him briefly, Qi Xiang seemed to have been asleep, frowning and making a gesture of vomiting in the process, and it took a long time to completely calm down and stop tossing.
I also picked up his mobile phone, although it fell quite hard, but it can still be turned on, I guess Qi Xiang doesn't want to be seen like this, so he didn't call Si Chen again.
I think I should be able to deal with it this way, I don't want to do this to see how he can thank me, or to evolve some other feelings from gratitude, I just can't stand him so miserable, this day passes, I will still be a stranger with him, this time I should repay him for what he has done for me.
Qi Xiang woke up when he opened the door, maybe he hadn't slept deeply.
He asked me, "Can you not go?" ”
I didn't say anything and continued to open the door and go out.
The winter in S City is very humid, it is the kind of cold that is cold to the bones, it was already more than three o'clock when I came out of Qi Xiang's place, and it was almost four o'clock when I got home, and every joint of my body seemed to be cold and unconscious.
When I was washing my face, I accidentally touched a bottle, and then half of the large number of bottles and cans on the table fell to the ground.
My mom was woken up and was in a hurry when she came out and saw that I had dropped her makeup.
As mentioned earlier, my mother is a little unscrupulous, but in fact, she is not bad or does not love me, probably because the two of us have incompatible personalities, and it is easy to make a big fuss about a trivial matter.
My mom started to rebuke me for being reckless and why I came home so late, and then said a few nasty things.
I said just a few bottles of cosmetics, it's a big deal to lose money to her.
She said she gave me all my money.
In this way, I really can't refute it. Later, my mother counted me down a few more words, and I was very annoyed and shouted at her, "Can you stop making trouble?"
My mother thought I was disobedient and beat me.
I wouldn't fight back, but I took a bottle of cosmetics that had just survived and smashed it on the mirror. The glass fell down with a clatter.
It was so big that the neighbor knocked on the door outside, and I didn't know if I wanted to persuade them to fight or thought I was noisy until they went to sleep.
Sometimes I think that this is also the reason why my dad and my mom divorced, my dad is a very stuffy person, and my mom is just the opposite, with a big temper. Other people's families are all fathers who stink sons with belts, but our family is the opposite, my mother said that children will be beaten when they were missionaries, so that I have been beaten a lot since I was a child, and most of the reasons are disobedient.
For example, going to bed late, secretly watching TV, such as bad grades, such as soiling clothes, such as breaking a water glass at home, all these can be reasons to do it.
Then my mom kicked me out. I didn't listen, I felt too ashamed to go out, but she said it was her home and not mine.
Just this sentence suddenly made me feel very unbelonging, and suddenly made me feel that I had no home.
I sat in the hallway for more than an hour before my mother's temper subsided, opened the door for me to enter, and began to teach me again, meaning that if I was obedient, she would not be like this.
Whatever she said, I just nodded.
But at that moment, the phrase still recoiled in my head: This is my home, not yours.
I suddenly had a thought - to run away from home.
In fact, most of the people who run away from home are momentarily angry, but when they really stand on the street with their luggage and don't know where to go, they seem to be unwilling to turn back, and they would rather be naïve than responsible for their own anger.
On the way to the train station, I met a classmate, I didn't know him very well, but he was a resident like Si Chen, and he came to our class a few times in his freshman year of high school before he had an impression, he called me, and I pretended not to hear it and walked over.
The first time I went out and the first time I took the train, when people asked me where I was going when I was queuing up to buy a ticket, I was stunned.
I don't know where to go either.
Later, I bought a ticket to Beijing, and it takes more than ten hours to get to Beijing from S city, and if I get on the bus in the morning, it will be midnight when I get to Beijing.
Running away from home was actually much more difficult than I imagined, and when I got on the bus with the big team, I felt that my mind was numb, empty, and nothing. I didn't think about what I was going to do with this trip before I came out of the house.
Do I want to go back and wander like this, and I can't even go to school?
What are you doing in Beijing? Looking for my dad? No, my dad left a stranger impression on me than my mom. I didn't know what I was trying to do, so I put myself on the train heading north.
When the car was about to drive, I vaguely heard someone calling my name, I thought it was a hallucination, but really, Si Chen appeared in front of me.
No doubt he came to me, and how he knew I was here has something to do with the classmate I saw in the morning.
But I'm in a bad mood, I don't want to talk at all, and subconsciously I also feel that when Si Chen comes to me at this time, he will also preach to me like my mother.
I really couldn't stand it anymore, so I avoided him.
But this is not the case, Si Chen didn't plan to persuade me to go home at all, he just asked me where I was going, I didn't speak, he grabbed my ticket to see, and then asked the attendant to make up a ticket to Beijing, and then discussed it with the person next to me and changed seats.
Si Chen said that he really didn't expect that I would run away from home.
I asked him if I was naïve to do that.
He said it was okay, and he had similar thoughts when he quarreled with his family.
Then I stopped talking, with Si Chen here, I seemed to have a little peace of mind, closed my eyes and began to sleep.
I woke up once halfway through and found myself resting my head on Si Chen's shoulder, and he was looking at me sideways. I was a little nervous, so I sat up straight and asked him, "Aren't you sleeping?"
Si Chen shook his head, "I'm not sleepy, you didn't go home yesterday?"
I didn't speak, squinted at the scenery outside the window, and soon fell asleep again.
After dark, Si Chen called me to get up to eat, the box lunch on the train he bought, opened the meals and prepared them, and handed the chopsticks directly to me, almost feeding me one bite at a time.
After eating, I didn't feel sleepy anymore.
Si Chen asked me what I was doing in Beijing, and I shook my head and said I didn't know. In fact, the shorter the time before the station, the more confused I became.
What am I going to Beijing for, renting a house, and then going out to work for others, barely making ends meet?
Otherwise, just waiting for my mom to call the police and post a search notice to look for me everywhere?
Si Chen said, "Why don't you take a trip?"
"Travel?"
"Have you ever thought that one person running away from home is called running away from home, what is the name of those two people running away from home?"
"What?" I thought for a long time to no avail, "called a trip?"
"It's not. He smiled, a hint of tenderness flashed in his eyes, and then said, "When two people run away from home, it is called elopement." ”
Si Chen and I eloped.
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