It was a warm winter day, and the sun was shining through the large glass, and the whole home was warm. Zhao Yijing was still asleep, frowning slightly. One hand is still on top of mine. I suddenly had a familiar illusion in my heart, as if such an early morning was the state of me and him.

I put on my clothes and got up, lightly and carefully observed the house, set the function of the bedroom, living room and study, the door is facing the living room, hanging a landscape painting, placed sofa and coffee table, the east one is the study, I slept with him last night in the west bedroom, the study bedroom and the living room have a small door to connect.

I walked to the door of the study, not wanting to go in, after all, the study is a more private space for a man, especially for a businessman. But that day, the ghost sent me to something, and I walked in involuntarily as if something attracted me. The study room is neatly arranged, with several sample albums on the desk, and a wooden sample rack next to it, displaying pieces of silk samples.

There is a piece of art on the desk that looks a bit like a trophy, looking at some years of obsolescence, the words on it are still in English, I picked it up, but saw a few words engraved under the base: "Cheng Yue Sisheng, Hengnan Kaizang." These eight words made my heart "thump" a few times, as if the feeling of melting ice and snow cracked from my heart, and a man in a green shirt carved it with a knife appeared in front of me. But it was only for a moment, and it was back to normal. I thought about it, but I didn't understand what it meant. Looking around, there are silk-related pendants and ornaments everywhere, Zhao Yijing is really interested in silk, no wonder he has silk handkerchiefs in his car at any time.

I walked into the courtyard, there were three wings in the east and west, and the kitchen in the west, and I went in and looked, and it was almost empty, and it was difficult for the good woman to cook without rice, so I had to fry the two eggs that were left, and four slices of bread were baked and the milk was heated. After making it, looking at the small amount of breakfast on the plate, I used a knife to cut an omelette in half, and put another half of the omelette on Zhao Yijing's plate.

When I returned to the house early, Zhao Yijing had just finished washing, and I was about to speak, but I caught a cold outside just now, and I sneezed hard. Zhao Yijing was stunned for a moment, and when he saw the breakfast in my hand, his eyes showed a hint of warmth, and he took it casually: "Why don't you wear more." ”

I rubbed my face, "It's fine. Let's eat breakfast. He smiled a little warmly: "You just eat this?"

I smiled at him, "I'm not hungry." I couldn't help but ask him while eating: "Is Cheng Yuesi a kind of silk?"

"Are you going to the study?" his smile narrowed for a moment, and then returned to normal: "It is a kind of real silk, which was created by the ancestor who bought this house before, and it is said that it was sold very hotly back then, and there is a saying that one is a horse and one is gold." It also won an award at the World Exposition, and the one you see is the trophy. ”

Listening to this, the strange feeling in my heart became stronger and stronger, and I continued to ask, "It turns out that your family has been in the silk business?"

"At the end of the Qing Dynasty, I made silk, and it was very big, and the limelight overshadowed the four elephants of Nanxun. Zhao Yijing didn't have a trace of pride when he talked about this, but his brows were tightly locked.

I am now in the business circle all day long, and I also heard Xiao Bin and them chatting about it, Huzhou Nanxun was rich in silk at the end of the Qing Dynasty, and it was very rich, and it was rich in silk merchants with "four elephants, eight cows and seventy-two dogs" on behalf of Nanxun, and the family's property of more than one million was called "elephant", and more than 500,000 less than one million was called "cow", and it was called "dog" again. Zhao Yijing's family is richer than Sixiang, and it is indeed the rich party.

"But then there was a great change, it fell, and it was revitalized in the hands of my ancestor, and it was very bumpy. Zhao Yijing showed a trace of helplessness, "After liberation, I stopped doing silk business at all, and I have picked it up again until now." However, now the domestic silk, as you know, cannot be compared with Italy and France. It is 108,000 miles away from the glory of Cheng Yuesi at that time. At that moment, in Zhao Yijing's body, I can't tell whether it is called "ambition" or "ambition", but a man wants to conquer the ** of an industry.

"What does that mean Hengnan Kaizang?"

"I don't know. I haven't thought about it. Zhao Yijing quickly finished eating and went to the closet to look for clothes. I also turned my attention and chatted, "Who washes your clothes?"

Zhao Yijing was stunned for a moment, as if he was very unfamiliar with this question, and said after a while: "Part-time worker." He added, "The first time someone asked about this." There was a subtle smile on his face.

"Who sewed the button when it fell off?" Seeing that he was in a good mood, I became bold and wanted to continue making jokes about him.

"Dropped the hourly job, or threw it away," he saw me sneering and threw his shirt over, "Why don't you come?"

I picked up my shirt to find out that he was deliberately trying to embarrass me, and the second button under the collar of the shirt had fallen off, but there was no spare one, but it was too small a case for me. I smiled smugly at him: "I sew, I sew." ”

I cut off the bottom button and sewed it on. The faint smell of laundry detergent, the light gray plaid cotton, I don't know how much I have done for Gu Jun like this, every time he drops the button, he will throw it on the bed: "Wife, sew it for me." I'm going to wear it tomorrow. ”

I didn't think that one day, I would calmly do this for another man, and my heart was faintly sour. After sewing the clothes and handing them to Zhao Yijing, his eyes turned into a faint gentleness that I couldn't understand, and he looked at me and said, "I will save up the shirt with the button off in the future." ”

Looking at the tenderness in his eyes, I suddenly blushed a little: "Who cares about you." Just as he was about to walk out of the bedroom, he suddenly blurted out in his heart: "Or, you can do me a favor first-"

Before he finished speaking, he interrupted him, the warmth in his eyes faded, and he regained his indifference: "I can't help." Let's go, there's another meeting today. ”

My words were choked back, and I couldn't help but smile bitterly, my thoughts, he knew clearly.

Approaching the previous intersection of the company, I said, "I'll get off here." He kicked the accelerator and drove over: "So what are you going to do?" ”

When I arrived at the parking lot, I deliberately went around to the side door on the west side and went upstairs, but I met Yao Qinglian at the top of the stairs, looking at me with a light smile, and my heart almost jumped out: "What are you doing here?"

"I saw you coming from the west gate at the window just now, and I wanted to see if it was you. Shouldn't you be on the south gate when you come by bus?" Qinglian took my arm and pulled me to the side of the stairwell: "Sister, I have something to say to you." ”

"What's the matter?" my teeth were about to fight, and when I got on the West Gate, I don't know if I got out of Zhao Yijing's car.

"Last night when I was socializing with him, he suddenly answered the phone and left. Qinglian's face was a little sad, "I was next to him, and I heard a female voice." ”

I insisted, "Maybe it's another customer." ”

"No, it's too noisy for me to hear what she says, but looking at his expression, he's very familiar, not a customer. And as soon as he answered the phone, he immediately left. Qinglian looked pained, "Sister, what should I do?"

"Don't you know yourself, he will act on the spot, at his age and status, there will be no fewer people around him. As long as you're still his girlfriend. "For some reason, I feel particularly distressed when I say these words.

"People are going to get an inch, and now I can't rub sand in my eyes. If I let me know who's still digging into my corner, I won't let her go, and don't think I'm ugly. Qinglian looked at me, but the chill in her eyes made me shudder.

After speaking, he let go of my arm: "I talked to you patronizing, and I forgot that there was still a list to collect the payment, so I left first." Let's talk again. He walked away from me.

I suddenly understood, she had understood everything, she was not complaining to me, she was just warning me not to cross the thunder pool again. My heart was suddenly disturbed, what the hell is this!

Gu Jun resigned three days later, he was drunk that day, my mother-in-law was a little scared to call me, I took Nuan Nuan over, but I didn't know how to comfort him. just swept away the filth that he vomited all over the floor again and again. The guilt and sorrow in my heart are no less than his.

When he woke up the next day, Gu Jun looked at me next to him, a little stunned, and said in a hoarse voice after a while: "Yangyang, I'm leaving Beijing." ”

"Where are you going?" I heard that he was leaving, and my heart suddenly hurt as if I had been pulled by something.

"Go to T City. Gu Jun hesitated for a long time, the city, Jiang Di's home is there. He still had to go with her. Why is my heart so uncomfortable when it should have been numb? I struggled and asked, "What about the mother-in-law?"

Gu Jun didn't say anything, maybe he didn't think about it, and said for a long time: "Or go to T City with me."

The mother-in-law sighed heavily on the side: "I won't go with you." In my life, I thought I had found a good daughter-in-law, but in the end, I was disappointed. I was thinking of matching you again, but I ended up getting you all in trouble again. I'm getting older, and I can't understand more and more about you young people. "My mother-in-law's eyes are red, she is dedicated to me and Gu Jun, but I didn't expect that it was the meeting before the trip to Hong Kong that made me lose face and Gu Jun lost my job.

"I'll go back to my hometown, there is Gu Yuan, Yangyang, if you don't worry, let Nuan Nuan follow me, ah?" My mother-in-law took my hand a little sadly, "I brought her up single-handedly, I really can't bear it." ”

I don't feel the same pain, but my daughter, I can't bear it. I said to my mother-in-law with tears in my eyes, "You go back and settle down first, and I'll send her to live there for a while." If you miss her, you can live with me. "My mother-in-law and I cried together. Gu Jun just looked out the window blankly.

Before the Spring Festival, Gu Jun left, went to T City, and only sent me a text message before leaving: "Yangyang, take care." Call me if you have something. "I held my phone, and I didn't want to delete the text message. My mother-in-law also returned to her hometown. In the huge city of Beijing, there is only me, with a sullen daughter.

Sometimes walking in the university where Gu Jun once worked, thinking about the days when he led me and my daughter to walk around the campus, it seemed like it was just yesterday, but in the crowd of people coming and going, I couldn't find him anymore. I often burst into tears.