(Cat flutters Chinese) I actually know that.

Even if others can't understand Jiang Hao, I already understood his thoughts and position when he said it.

No one has the ability to predict the future, and Jiang Hao is just a mortal.

No one can guarantee that they will be able to make choices for the rest of their lives that they will not regret.

Jiang Hao and Xiao Ning, they are just a cooperative relationship.

However, even if Jiang Hao just wanted to get back his company and was a woman, I understood that what Xiao Ning wanted was not so simple, and it could not be unreserved, otherwise she would not have hinted at me leaving in the hospital.

Of course, I don't want to be the superfluous one between them, it's a matter of bottom line and principle.

But he is Jiang Hao, and when I know that he has endured so much, I don't understand whether my bottom-line principle is as important as him. It was also because I just told Jiang Hao that he might not have his own children in his life when he was with me, and it was time for him to tolerate me, and I didn't know what to do.

So Jiang Hao chose for me.

He wasn't actually cruel to me, he was cruel to himself, he just wanted me to leave without shame.

I asked Jiang Hao, "Is this really going to be the case?"

He closed his eyes and nodded.

I nodded my head and I said, "I see." ”

I felt so sad that I felt like I had been torn apart, and I didn't know how many times I had to go through despair before I could truly learn to die.

Now, I obviously don't want to put it, but I have to put it down.

Obviously, he was only one step away from walking to the door of happiness, but behind the door, there was a dream of nothingness.

I put on my clothes with my back to Jiang Hao, it was not dawn outside, was it three or four o'clock, it was a little cold, the air conditioner in the room was still not turned on, no one was holding me, I was shivering with cold while getting dressed.

Jiang Hao said, "I'll send you back." ”

I looked at him, and I asked, "What are you going to do after that?"

Jiang Hao was silent, and later he said: "The time we agreed on is half a year, and half a year is enough to get through this crisis." At that time, even if the company can't get it back, I will be able to have enough money to pay her back, and then the marriage contract will be dissolved. Actually, my previous plan was to solve all this and go to you. ”

I said, "But it's different now, isn't it?"

"Xiangxiang ......"

"Needless to say. First of all, I think those one-year or half-year appointments are too naïve. If you can really stick to it, you don't need any agreement. Promises are made for those who have no faith. I don't blame you, I just think it was a mistake for me to know you, we have been forcing each other, adapting to each other and reluctantly, and in the end both of us are scarred. In the most vulgar of words, how can a seabird and a fish love each other?"

I pursed my lips and swallowed the tears into my stomach, "But I know that I have loved you once, and I don't regret it." ”

I still didn't let Jiang Hao send me after all.

After the passion subsided, I knew that I still couldn't get past that level, and I didn't dare to walk with someone else's fiancé, even if it was only a formal relationship.

If there is a future, then wait until that relationship is gone.

If there is no future, then forget it, after tossing for so long, we still have no fate.

The hotel is not far from my house, I walked back, there was nothing to be afraid of, I knew that Jiang Hao had been following me all along. I didn't dare to turn back, I was afraid that I would be reluctant, and I didn't want to drive him away, because then I would not be able to bear it, and it should be the last time anyway.

As I thought, my parents didn't sleep.

Blu-ray also came, and was about to take Tian Tian to the hospital, and my parents followed behind.

Blu-ray looked at me, and I smiled at him, "Be careful on the road." ”

He said yes.

Then he went out first, and when I was about to go back to the room, my mother grabbed me by the arm and pulled me to the living room.

The place where she dragged happened to be the place where Jiang Hao was holding her hand when she was stitching that day, I was in pain, gritting my teeth and not speaking.

My mom asked me, "Where the hell did you go at night?"

"Hotel. ”

"What are you doing in the hotel?" said my mother at this time, still holding back her temper, and I said in a good voice.

I opened my eyes hard, because I was upset, I would inevitably say nothing, I said: "Because I don't want to go back to this home, it's been a year, every time I come back, in addition to asking me to buy things for Chen Xi and send things, you just say that Jiang Hao is not good in front of me." Otherwise, let me be someone's stepmother. I don't want to do that, I don't want to listen to that, can I? I'm a human being, I can't take it, I'm going crazy. ”

Before I did it, my mother would reason with me in a serious manner and persuade me to do things I didn't want to do at all, but I made such a fuss, and my mother's temper didn't allow me to resist her.

She probably guessed that my loss of soul was related to Jiang Hao, so she asked me: "Chen Xiang, tell me honestly, did you meet Jiang Hao again?"

"Don't worry about it!"

My mother was also anxious, "What is your attitude now, you actually shouted at me." ”

"Why can't I shout, am I sorry for you? I'm in a bad mood, I want to sleep. ”

I shook off my mother's hand and walked to the other side of the room, maybe I was too big, as soon as I shook off my mother, she fell to the ground, I don't know if it was serious.

I rushed back to see it, but as soon as I walked over, my dad stood up and slapped me.

Since I was a child, I have been punished, and my mother likes to use the same way of educating students to me, and it is common for me to be punished and beaten in the palm of my hand. But my dad only likes to be reasonable, never scolds me, and can't do anything, this is the first time.

He hit me, still panting for breath, "How can you push your mother!"

"I didn't mean to. I touched my hot cheeks with my hand, and no matter how wronged I was, I was still patient.

My mom also knew I didn't mean to, but she had just fallen and hit the coffee table on her forehead, breaking a small hole and still bleeding.

When my dad saw this, he tried to hit me again, but my mom stopped me.

Then my mother cried, and she said, "Xiangxiang, come here." ”

I walked over and sat on the couch with my mom. She wasn't so excited, but still had to say things I didn't want to hear like every time I came home.

A thousand words are summed up in one sentence, that is, she and my father would rather be scolded for having no conscience than let me have anything to do with Jiang Hao anymore.

My mom cried and said, "Your dad and I are old, but we're not really confused. I used to be eccentric, but now that Xixi is not by my side, I am still eccentric, but my mother can't see you being wronged. I know that after all the grievances you suffered in their family, I would rather go to jail than your father would have liked to go to the doctor without that relationship. But I can't watch him heal, and he can't watch me go to jail. At the end of the day, it's the two of us who are useless, we've been dragging you down. Chen Xi too, your dad and I know that she owes you a lot, as well as our little grandson. We can't help it, can we send Chen Xi to atone for our sins? Now we would rather be bad guys to break you up and Jiang Hao, I just want you to be with a reliable person. Even if I make you hate me for the rest of my life, I can't let you be wronged for the rest of my life. ”

The more my mom cried, the more I cried, and so did I.

It's so uncomfortable, I'm not just crying for the matter in front of me, but I'm crying for Jiang Hao's engagement, I can't say too many words, I feel like I'm going crazy.

My mom was right, I was really wronged.

Wronged at home, wronged when I was in school, fell in love once, got married once and was still wronged. Even now, I have finally filmed and become famous, but I am still so aggrieved.

Everybody was pushing me, pushing me in different ways.

For a moment, I couldn't even think about staring at the fruit knife on the table.

After my parents went back to the room, I stayed in the living room, and then I sat down on the floor, lay on the coffee table, and then went to use the fruit knife.

In fact, the moment I encountered it, I felt like I was quite stupid, really not.

I can talk to my parents sooner or later, and Jiang Hao's matter can't make me think about it.

So I'm going to put the knife away, it's still too dangerous to put it there.

But I didn't expect that my dad would be relieved because he had just beaten me, and he was about to come out and apologize to me, but he misunderstood me when he saw me holding a knife.

He came over and grabbed the knife, and I explained as he took the knife away, and then fainted with his face clutched on his chest.

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