239 Finale: Who is My Watery Years 22
Chinese I stared at the message stupidly, then raised my head, took the phone to Jiang Hao, and asked him, "Why did you go to her house for the holiday?"
Jiang Hao turned his face away from me.
It's actually a very easy question to figure out. Why did Jiang Hao go to Xiao Ning's house for the Mid-Autumn Festival, just like why my parents called the blue light.
The difference is that Xiao Ning said "home" instead of "my family", and this information and Jiang Hao's reaction also means that he has known about this matter for a long time.
I really want to say to Jiang Hao that it's okay, I believe him, but when the words come to my mouth, it's just hard to say.
After a while, Jiang Hao's mobile phone rang again, he walked to the window to answer the phone, didn't say anything, just hummed a few times, and then said that there was something wrong and he would go back tomorrow.
All at once, I was depressed.
Go back, where to go?
But this is not the end, Jiang Hao squatted on the ground and held my hand when he walked back, "Xiangxiang, I don't want to lie to you, but I didn't expect you to live there before, I didn't expect to see you so smoothly, I always thought ......"
"Why?"
Jiang Hao shook his head, "I actually didn't think that you could still reconcile with me. ”
I just didn't understand it, and I said, "So what?"
I thought that Jiang Hao would say something that I couldn't accept, such as what relationship he had with this Xiao Ning, so I have been doing psychological construction for myself.
But I don't know if I can accept it, and I really don't know if I don't try.
However, what Jiang Hao said was much more terrifying than I imagined.
Jiang Hao said: "I got engaged to Xiao Ning, just before I came to S City. ”
And then I was really stupid, I didn't cry or make a fuss, I didn't even make a sound. I completely frightened Jiang Hao like this, and he asked me to listen to his explanation.
I nodded stunned, "Well, you say, I'm listening." ”
Jiang Hao closed his eyes and let out a long sigh.
"When I came back from the U.S. last year, I met her again on the plane. ”
He looked at me with his eyelids up as he said this, explaining, "It's not what you think. ”
"Hmm. I just nodded.
"I don't want a divorce at all, and I don't want to let you go. But at that time, you were unconscious, and I thought, is it really me who forced you to not want to live. I think I'm damned, if you never wake up, I'll keep you for the rest of my life. But what right do I have to let you sleep for the rest of your life? I made a bet to myself that if I let you go, I would grant you a divorce. As a result, you really woke up. You don't know, I was out watching you that day. I don't dare to stay, I'm afraid that if I see you again, I won't be able to control myself from regretting it. When I got divorced, I didn't have anything, and then I went to the United States, but I only lived there for two months and then came back, and I had to work on my own to earn my living expenses there. ”
Jiang Hao continued: "At that time, I had nothing, just a car and a small stake in the original real estate company. I sold my car and started a small company, but lost those and I had to take it back. ”
He looked out the window, I knew that the unfinished real estate not far away he was staring at was actually what he had invested in before, and his eyes were a little nostalgic and a little sad.
"It's like you've worked so hard for so many years and don't want to give up on being an actor. I'm a man, I have my self-esteem, and even if I fail, I'm going to die with the people who hurt me. ”
Jiang Hao shook his head, "I was ridiculed by my former subordinates in the company I worked hard with one hand and one foot, and even a security guard could 'invite' me out of the office that originally belonged to me." I missed you then, but I didn't deserve you. But even without you, I can't be a wreck. ”
"I don't care at all. ”
I still couldn't help but hug Jiang Hao's shoulder, I always thought that I was very demanding of myself, and I would not be able to stand the words "small/three" appearing on me, but in the face of Jiang Hao, when I heard him say his pain, I couldn't bear him, and I couldn't control myself.
"But I care. Jiang Hao pulled my hand down and held it in his palm, "If I have nothing, what can I do to protect you?
I shook my head and I said, "I can protect myself and not bother you." ”
"That's different, and I'm not just for you, I'm for myself. ”
Jiang Hao let go of my hand, took out the wallet from his pants pocket, and took out a men's ring from the wallet.
This one is not my wedding ring with Jiang Hao, I looked at his empty fingers and understood that this was his and Xiao Ning's ring.
When he wanted to see me, he took the ring off. But he carried it with him, indicating that at other times, he would wear it on his fingers.
"On my own, even if I can get the company back, it is definitely not something that can be done in one or two years, it may take three or five years, or even longer. After returning from the United States, Xiao Ning and I met occasionally, and we talked very well, but I just regarded her as friends. Until one time, she offered to help me. I understood what she meant at the time, but I couldn't do it, I couldn't agree, for the sake of face, and because I still had you in my heart. ”
Seeing the ring and hearing what Jiang Hao said, I couldn't help but touch my tears.
Jiang Hao wanted to wipe it off for me, and I had no intention of refusing, but before his fingers touched me, they clenched me together.
"Then why did you ...... with her?"
I felt bitter in my heart, and I couldn't say the word engagement at all.
"Because I miss you. Jiang Hao lowered his head and smiled bitterly, "Isn't this excuse too bad?" but I really miss you. At first I thought I could forget you and let you go. But I found I couldn't. I'm going to chase you back, I want you to be mine alone. In order to get the company back as soon as possible, I used some methods that violated the rules of the game, and it went well, but just when I was about to succeed, there was a gap in my funds. ”
He sighed, he didn't look at me anymore, this kind of Jiang Hao made me feel very distressed, he must have been very helpless at that time. Why, not me by his side?
"I had two options, one was to go to jail and the other was to get a sum of money as soon as possible to close the gap," he said. I'm not afraid of going to jail, but if I do, I'll never get the company back for the rest of my life. My mother's money has already paid off my debts, and my dad won't care about me. In the end, I found that the only person who could help me was Xiao Ning. With that injection of funds, I can not only protect myself, but also gain the trust of Chang Cheng's father, and bring him down faster and leave him with nothing. I knew it hurt you, but I really thought it was impossible for us, Xiangxiang, I didn't mean to. She and I also made it very clear that we are just a partnership, and once I get the company back, I will return that money to her twice and dissolve the engagement. ”
I shed tears and nodded, "I get it." As long as you have no other relationship with her, I won't care, I can wait for you, and I can cooperate with you. As long as you don't give up, I won't either. ”
"No, I can't. Jiang Hao took away my hand holding his shoulder, "I thought I could hide it from you until I settled everything." But now I understand that I can't hide this matter at all, and I shouldn't lie to you. If other people find out about my relationship with you, there will be results that we don't want to see. ”
Hearing this, I finally understood.
Until now, I still can't help Jiang Hao, but it's his burden. He didn't want me to know about his engagement to Xiao Ning. Similarly, if Xiao Ning knew that I was reconciled with Jiang Hao, she might not continue to help Jiang Hao deal with Old Man Chang.
I don't doubt that Jiang Hao is the kind of person who gives up his feelings for fame and fortune, and I don't think he relies on a woman to get his things back.
It's just that things have come to this point step by step, and Jiang Hao has no choice.
He said to me: "I regretted it the day I saw you, but if this plan is abandoned halfway, not only will I lose everything again, I am afraid that I will not be able to protect you, Xiangxiang, do you understand?"
I nodded, "So what do I do?"
"It's just like when we've never reconciled. ”
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