Bai Luoluo's brother's birthday, went with her to pick out a gift, and then returned to his hometown in City A to celebrate his brother.

Since my mother died, I haven't been back for a long time, not because I don't want to go back, but because I don't dare to go back.

I'm always afraid that I'll recall memories that I try so hard to forget, and do things that are scary, like not being able to live......

As for the home that has lived for more than 20 years and has long been dilapidated, it used to belong, but now it feels dazzling even at a glance.

I have thought countless times about earning money, buying the best house for my mother to live in, and giving her all the best things, so that she no longer has to hold her head up in front of others, so that others can see that there is nothing wrong with her choosing to give birth to me.

But......

It was too late, and I had a lot of time to do what I wanted, but she didn't have the strength to go with me until the day I created for her.

There are two women in Bailuoluo's house, an old one and a demon, the old one is very annoying, the demon is even more annoying, this is not my home, I can't offend people directly, after all, it is a relative of her family, so I endured the irritability and sat with the guest.

When I was a little tired, I went to her brother's room to sleep, but the bed was cold, and I hated to touch this feeling, and I didn't get warm for half a day.

It happened that her sister came in to get something, so I asked her to call Bai Luoluo over, originally I wanted to ask her to warm my bed, but I was a little reluctant, so I just asked her to pour me a cup of coffee.

After drinking coffee, I was really tired, so I fell asleep, and when I woke up, Bai Luoluo was no longer there, and the door of the room was indeed locked......

I was angry, but I felt a little ashamed to slam the door, so I sat in the room and waited for her to open the door for me to see when she would remember me.

After a while, I kind of wanted to go to the bathroom, but the damn woman hadn't come back yet, and I was so angry that I couldn't do anything.

When she came back at noon, he wanted to be angry with her, and remembered that this was at her house, so he spared her.

In the evening, he celebrated his brother's birthday, we stayed overnight, I slept in her brother's room, but she didn't sleep with me, she wanted to sleep with her sister, I was very dissatisfied, no one warmed my bed.

In the early morning, I felt cold in my hands and feet, and when I woke up, I didn't feel sleepy, and then I couldn't help but walk towards the door, and my eyes still couldn't help but look at the house that was almost in ruins.

My heart began to cramp again, and I couldn't even breathe, and then tears flowed uncontrollably.

I actually don't like to cry, and I hate crying very much, because I learned a long time ago that tears are the most useless way to vent, but it is also an expression of emotions and the transmission of feelings, which is not controlled by people's hearts at all.

A tissue was handed to the side, and I could hear her footsteps as it fell out of the white.

I didn't take her paper, slapped her hand away, and pulled her into my arms, she saw too much of my embarrassed side and didn't want her to see it again.

The tighter I hugged her, I knew it might hurt her, but my heart was really uncomfortable now, and I always needed to hold something to feel more at ease.

So I was selfish again.

But she was also really stupid, she didn't know how to push away when she was hugged and hurt, so she took a deep breath, pushed her away and then went back to the room.

I wanted to light a cigarette, but I realized that I hadn't smoked it in days, so I didn't bring it with me.

Lying back on the bed, my head hurt a little, and I closed my eyes, and it was a long time before I finally felt a little sleepy.

It didn't take long for me to feel a sudden pain in my eyebrows, and when I opened my eyes, Bai Luoluo sat on the edge of the bed, and suddenly I felt a little relieved, and what I woke up to face was finally no longer some dead things.

I looked at her for a while, then turned over and went back to sleep, but I felt uneasy, so I turned around and said, "You can sleep with me for a while." ”

She looked at me stunned, there was no response for a long time, I frowned, and then said impatiently, "It's cold, you come in and warm my bed." ”

She stood up instantly, I thought she wanted to run, subconsciously reached out and grabbed her hand, she looked at me, helplessly said, "I haven't taken off my shoes yet." ”

I paused, realized that my behavior seemed a little naïve, let go of her, and then said to her like saving face, "Grind and chirp." ”

When she came up, I looked at her slowly, and I surprisingly felt a little cute, and then subconsciously reached out and hugged her, but she was so cold that she pushed away in disgust for a few seconds.

She was angry and wanted to get up and walk, but I dragged her back and hugged her, "Forget it, I won't ice for you for a while." Don't make a fuss, I'm sleepy. ”

I slept lightly, because I was always insecure, as if I was suffering from some kind of persecution paranoia, and I was always afraid that someone would kill me while I was sleeping, and I was afraid that when I was asleep, everyone close to me would leave me.

I never dare to have too good dreams, because I will be reluctant to wake up.

However, when you lie down with someone you can get close to, these worries will disappear unconsciously, and you will feel at ease inexplicably.

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Qi Jing came to my company again to entangle, I want to go on a business trip to a distant place, I don't have the heart to take care of her, she doesn't know who bought our company, got the information that I want to go to a certain province, and then said that she has bought a ticket and wants to go with me, just take a vacation.

I tossed with her, and I didn't have much heart to deal with her along the way, because I still had anger in my heart, and I kept thinking about the way I went downstairs before, when I saw Fu Yan grabbing Bai Luo's hand, I don't know what they are going to do now.

The irritability in my heart is always unwinding, and this irritability makes me scared and uneasy. Others say it's called exclusivity, I'm not sure if it's not, but even if it is, it should be taken for granted, shouldn't she be closest to me compared to Fu Yan?

grew up together since childhood, and now lives under the same roof, how can she and I be the closest, how can I pull and pull with irrelevant men?

I closed my eyes, wanting to erase the irritability, but after closing my eyes, the picture became clearer and clearer, and I felt someone holding my arm, I knew it was Qi Jing, but I didn't bother to care about her, so I continued to close my eyes and ignored it.

After getting off the plane, I went to the pre-booked hotel first, because there was a temporary Qi Jing, so I asked the assistant to open a separate one for her.

When I went upstairs and swiped my card to enter the door, she also came in, and I looked at her expressionlessly, "Your room is on the other side." ”

"Hao, I, can't I live with you?"

"Mine is a single room. ”

She glanced inside, "I'm not fat, I don't take up space, and two people can sleep." ”

"I'm used to sleeping alone. ”

She looked at me aggrievedly, and then suddenly stepped forward and hugged me, "Hao, don't you understand? Why should I follow you, one day, you have to get used to the two of us sleeping together, now...... Shall we start getting used to it now?"

I looked at her indifferently, as a woman, she would not be ashamed to say such a thing?

Seeing that I didn't speak, she leaned over on tiptoe, and her hand touched my lower abdomen, and the disgust in her heart began to rise, and she coldly interrupted her movements, "I'm tired, don't make trouble, go back to your room." ”

She paused, didn't dare to get closer, and then lowered her head and was about to cry, "Hao, do you already have someone else in your heart? Or are you blaming me for not saying goodbye at the beginning? But I also have no choice, I ...... My mom was sick, so I didn't even have time to say goodbye to you and rushed to take care of her overnight. ”

I sneered in my heart, worthy of being Qi Anguo's daughter, in order to cover up the fact that she was already dirty, she used her mother as a curse.

Is it because it's no longer clean, so it doesn't matter? Leave the self-love and dignity of being a woman behind, and want to be with a man**.

I pushed her away, then pulled my suitcase through the door and went to take a shower, and she came in with me, and I didn't bother to bother with her anymore.

When she came out of the shower, she was still there, and when she saw my phone next to her, she suddenly frowned, and she was always a little uneasy in her heart, and she didn't know the source of her uneasiness. But then I looked at the call records and there were no acquaintances calling, so I was a little relieved.

I went out to attend a conference in the afternoon, and when I went back, I saw Qi Jing falling asleep in my bed, frowned, turned around and went downstairs, and went to another hotel to reopen the room to sleep.

These two days are busy, and although I am tired, I sometimes enjoy this busyness because it allows you to let go and leave behind many troubles.

When I was talking to the partner here about the new direction of competition, I received a text message, glanced at it casually, said goodbye in a hurry, and then called the assistant to get my luggage and go back to City C by plane first.

When I returned home, when I opened the door, it was a mess, and there were dry blood stains on the ground, and the feeling of uneasiness in my heart in the past few days was even stronger.

"White falling. I shouted as I ran upstairs, but there was no one in her room, my room was in a mess, as if someone had turned it over, and there was no one in the study.

The whole house was empty.

Where did you go? There was a sense of fear in my heart, and the uneasiness was almost to the extreme. Thinking of the person who texted me before, I called to ask, only to tell me that Bai Luoluo is now in the hospital.

I hurriedly drove to the hospital that Yuan Fang said, found the ward where Bai Luoluo was staying, and just opened the door, her brother saw me, but stopped me and didn't want me to approach her bed.

Bai Luoluo had a lot of gauze wrapped around his head, and he looked bad when he was lying on the bed with his eyes closed, and he didn't know if he was still in a coma or asleep.

"What do you mean by that?" I wanted to go over to see her, but my brother just wouldn't let me go, I was angry and wanted to hit someone, but this was her brother, I could only hold back.

"Isn't that obvious? My sister needs to rest, you get out. ”

"Let me see her, how is she hurt? hurt her head? The picture is not, what does the doctor say, is it serious?"

Bai Ze didn't answer any of my questions, but yelled at me angrily: "You especially let Lao Tzu get out, my sister doesn't need you to come and see." ”

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