I've always hated hypocrisy and lying, and I've hated it since I was a kid.

I have a cousin named Yuan Qinqin, who looks very cute, and when she was young, she was the most beautiful in our Yuan family, so the elders liked her very much, and I also liked her when I was young, and I also put my favorite toys, delicious things, and beautiful skirts in front of her in order to please her, just to make her a sweet and glutinous sentence: "Cousin Fangfang, Qinqin likes you the most." ”

But when I was eight years old, when she came to my house to play, she broke into my room without permission and tore up an expensive antique fan that my grandfather had given me before his death, and I was very angry, and then I told her to get out.

She ran out of the door crying, and then somehow fell down the stairs. When I went out, I saw her lying on the ground weakly.

The adults ran over and picked her up from the ground and asked her what was wrong, she opened her eyes half-open and called out, "Cousin Fangfang." From then on, their family was cut off from our family.

At the time, I didn't know what those four words meant, so I didn't explain them, but no children have come to our house since then.

Yuan Qinqin's cuteness is the kind that the whole world provides, so during her hospitalization, many "righteous" children in the school came to me to avenge her.

I once went to her house to see her, but I was turned away, and then my parents dragged me back to my home to serve her.

Then from then on, I was unconsciously obsessed with fighting, and I was obsessed with bullying people in groups like others, for many reasons, because this person who didn't know how to live or die dared to bully my brother Xiaoliu. The one who didn't know what to do didn't even lend our homework to our brother Agui copied, causing him to be scolded by his parents......

There are many reasons to do this, but whatever they are is just an excuse we use to find fault. But the strange thing is that we don't do it for fun. And just take it for granted.

And then I was so confused for a few years, I went to high school inexplicably, and I still had the same way of life, squatting at the door with my brothers after class all day long, squatting at the door of today's goal, beating each other with clothes on my head, and then running away separately, and the next day I was still a good student who didn't eat fireworks in the world.

I don't like this kind of life, but I don't get tired of it, it's like a must-do thing that I have to eat every day, and it goes on until a person appears.

His name is He Chen, and it sounds like "synthesis", a very strange name. It's a very handsome boy.,At a glance, there's not much of an image in the past.,After a long time, you'll feel very clean.,I didn't know where to turn it from in the second half of our high school.。

I didn't notice him much at first. Until one day in PE class, the teacher asked us to run five laps around the playground and I remembered him.

The weather in September was very hot, and I couldn't stand it after only two laps, and I was trying to find a place to be lazy while the physical education teacher didn't see it, when a girl running in front of me suddenly fell to the ground.

I was very close to her, and I was still running, and the moment she fell, I reacted quickly and jumped over her, and everyone who heard the movement turned their heads to look at us, and I stared at the people on the ground.

I was also a little scared.

"Yuan Fang, why do you want to push people?!" Suddenly, in the crowd, a voice suddenly sounded, and then the eyes that were looking at the ground all turned their eyes to me, which was looking at a prisoner-like gaze.

I looked in the direction of the person who was speaking, but there were so many people, and there were other classes in our class. I can't tell who it is from the voice, otherwise the old lady will immediately pull him out and gouge out his eyes.

The girl on the ground raised her head slightly, her face was covered with blood, her nose was flowing, and her face was also broken. I looked at her and said lightly: "Did I push you, you know it very well in your own heart, did you say that I pushed you?"

"What are you doing? Are you threatening her?" This girl's sister is also in our class, and when she heard the movement, she ran over, and just when she heard me asking her sister, she immediately came out and said that.

As for my reputation, it's not really good in our class, after all, they all know that I'm going to fight with some gangsters and bad students, so she kind of turned my bland words into a bad threat.

Her sister was also in pain and didn't have the strength to speak, in fact, it was just a rhetoric to say that she didn't have the strength to speak, and they didn't plan to say anything at all.

Because this girl I remember correctly, I was bullied not long ago, she sat in the front row of me, and during a self-study class, she let out a fart that stinked to me, and I couldn't help it for a while and burst out with a rude sentence, "Front, what did you eat, fart so stinky!" made her lose face in front of the class.

I guess I hate me very much, so I want to take this opportunity to take revenge on me.

The voices of the surrounding discussions are getting louder and louder, and they are all talking about the people I pushed, and even threatened people not to say that they pushed me, and they still want to deny something.

I suddenly recalled that eight years ago, Yuan Qinqin, who had fallen down the stairs lying on the floor of the living room, said four words weakly, and then the questioning and disgusted eyes of the adults and the surprised and disappointed faces of the parents.

"Yuan Fang, aren't you Qinqin's cousin, why are you so bad, you actually pushed her down the stairs!"

"Yuan Fang didn't expect you to be such a bad-hearted person! Last time I gave you a headband to return me!"

"You bad woman actually injured Qinqin, we have to avenge Qinqin. ”

In the after-school school building, my classmates gathered around me one by one, blocked me in front of the blackboard in the classroom, pulled my hair, pulled my clothes, hit me with books, and kicked my feet. They are all "avenging" Yuan Qinqin.

At this moment, I was cold, I didn't know if the depths were eight years ago or eight years later. I'm a person, although I squat and fight with others every day, but I've never been ruthless, I'm all pretending to be funny, I hate people who talk about panic, and I hate being wronged.

"Tao Ying didn't push her. Suddenly, a clear, nice male voice rang out.

It was that transfer student He Chen.

"She had her shoelaces loose when she was running, and she tripped over herself when she stepped on her own shoelaces, not Yuan Fang pushed them, I saw it. ”

I never thought how lucky I would be if someone believed me, but I was disgusted with people who were hypocritical and stupid enough to believe other people's lies.

But it was at that moment that I learned that trust is more precious than loyalty.

Just like my mom and dad, although they don't blame Qinqin for not being pushed down the stairs by me, and they don't hate me like others and cut off from me, they don't believe me, and they don't even ask me if I pushed me.

It's just that when I saw the broken fan in my hand, I thought I understood everything, thought I pushed the qin in anger, and thought I understood how much I cherished the last thoughts left to me by my grandfather.

Since that day, there has been an extra person named He Chen in my life, and I no longer go to squat every day to teach others, but wait for him to go home together, see his thin appearance, and become his bodyguard again.

He is really easy to get along with, and he will not have a twisting mind like a girl, nor will he be like my brothers, who often use foul language.

He is very qualified and educated, but he is not pedantic, like a spring drizzle, dense, but he will not cold people, or wet his clothes, just gently and gently caress you.

Then, naturally, we were together, sixteen or seventeen-year-old teenagers and girls were very easy to fall in love with, and that time was the happiest and happiest day for me. It's a pity that the good times didn't last long, and people eventually changed, and he actually slept with my roommate.

How dirty.

When you treat a person as your own air, and one day this air is polluted, can you still breathe?

When I met him and fell in love with him, I had already decided that he was my own property, how could I be touched by others?

I'm used to relying on him, sticking to him every day, how can I let someone else snatch it away?

But the love and love in the world are nothing more than that, the stupid one is just the person who is really in love.

During that period of time, I thought about a lot of things in my mind, bad and good, many, and many, and suddenly I felt that there was no point in staying in this world, and then when I walked to the school gate with my good friend Luoluo, I saw the river opposite.

Then I didn't know what I thought at the time, or I didn't think about anything, I just thought that if I could die like this, I would have no worries, and then I just jumped down.

When the river was cold, I was instantly awakened, and at that moment, I suddenly didn't want to die, which was very strange.

But I can't swim, the river is deep, no matter how hard I struggle, I can't climb out, at that moment, I was afraid, probably this is people's desire to survive, and it was also at that moment that I suddenly found that it was not a big deal for He Chen and other women to get on it.

Whoever comes, help me, I don't want to die yet, so I just die. So what is the meaning of my life in this world?

Just to witness a dirty man and another woman?

When my consciousness was flooded by the river and I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't struggle, a pair of hands suddenly hugged my waist, and then I saw the sun again.

It's glaring, but it's beautiful.

At the last moment when my eyes were closed, I saw the boy who was more beautiful than the sun, his chin dripping with water, looking at my gaze, anxious and worried.

I know him, he is Bai Luoluo's brother, Bai Ze.