(Cat flutter Chinese) "It's not funny at all. ”

I pushed Jiang Hao away with a smiling face, and the whole room was looking for people everywhere, and I opened all the doors that could be opened.

Is it because Zheng Junxi released it that Jiang Hao dares to make such an over-the-top joke with me?

But I couldn't find it, so I returned to Jiang Hao and said to him very seriously, "Don't make trouble, I won't be willful with you in the future, let him come out quickly." ”

Blu-ray said behind me, "Don't ask him." ”

I turned to look at the blue light, and he closed his eyes in pain, and there were a few fine lines at the corners of his eyes.

He said: "We only found out at noon, the people are gone, they have gone back on their word, and Jiang Hao has also been deceived. ”

Jiang Hao also nodded, "It's true." I'm sorry I didn't finish what I promised you. ”

After listening, I nodded slowly, and finally stopped deceiving myself. I asked Jiang Hao, "Then can I take a look at him?"

Jiang Hao was stunned for a moment, and then frowned, he pulled me to the sofa and sat down, pressed my shoulders with both hands to prevent me from moving, and then said, "I can't see it." ”

"What do you mean?"

He turned his head and said no more.

The day of Zheng Junxi's funeral was Qingming Festival, and according to Mr. Zheng's meaning, everything was simple. I don't know when a few cherry blossom trees were planted at the entrance of the community where we lived, and the pale pink petals floated down when we passed there.

I remembered that year, during the report performance during the freshman military training, all of our girls were exposed and didn't want to see anyone, only Zheng Junxi stood on the stage at nine o'clock in the evening and became a white light.

At that time, Lu Xiaoqi was still combing two pigtails and distributing snacks to us like a primary school student, and when he looked up and saw Zheng Junxi, he couldn't help but exclaim: Little white face!

At the beginning, our first impression of this boy was that he was white and tender and had little tiger teeth when he smiled, which was so good-looking.

I asked Lin Xia, "Do you remember what song he sang that time?"

Lin Xia smiled and looked at the sky, as if Zheng Junxi was there, she said: "I must remember, Zhou Yumin's, in fact, I thought Zheng Junxi was like an angel that day, just two wings away, I guess he has it now, so he can fly." ”

I nodded, "I remember too." ”

When we were still in elementary school, "Meteor Garden" was particularly popular, which was probably the first perception of love in our generation.

Zheng Junxi is very similar to the flowers in it, not like it, but with that kind of temperament, faint, it seems to be very melancholy, and when he laughs, he looks like an angel.

The angel is supposed to belong to heaven, so now he is back where he belongs, and he no longer needs to be tortured, no longer suffering.

Jiang Hao told me that Jung Jun-hee should not be in pain when he left.

He was sentenced to death without any of us knowing, and I didn't know until now that power/benefit is such a terrible thing.

The verdict and execution were carried out in secret, and even Jung Jun-hee's parents did not know about it.

When we were still stupidly waiting for Jung Jun-hee to come out, he was actually long gone.

After Jiang Hao completed the procedures for equity transfer, Chang Cheng's family intervened in the early prosecution and judgment of Zheng Junxi, and Zheng Junxi was executed by lethal injection on the day of the judgment.

I can't imagine what it must have been like when he was strapped to that bed waiting for a needle to stick into his skin.

He must be desperate, even if there is not too much physical pain, he must be very scared to see his young and truly brilliant life forced to end.

At that time, will he cry?

Will they beg those people to let him go, will they struggle to try to escape?

We will never know about that, because from the day Jung Jun-hee was arrested, no matter how much effort we tried, we never met him, we didn't have any communication, we couldn't hear a word from him.

A man is about to die, and he doesn't even have a chance to say his last words. Maybe he will want to say sorry to Teacher Zheng and Mother Zheng.

But they'll never get a chance to listen.

While we were waiting for Jung Jun-hee to return home with great anticipation, he turned out to be dead a long time ago.

In order to hide the truth, those people did not even leave Jung's body, but were cremated on the day of the execution, and all we received in the end was a small jar of ashes.

At that moment, I finally couldn't hold it anymore and fell to the ground.

More than a month ago, when we last met, he was still a good person, taking selfies with me, drinking coffee together, and he kissed me.

That was the first time Zheng Junxi kissed me in so many years, even if the Blu-ray asked for it during filming, Zheng Junxi refused to kiss me, he was afraid that I would be unhappy.

But after he kissed me for the first time, he left me forever and ever.

A young man of more than 1.8 meters, alive, can run and jump, and even he has quit drug addiction before he is arrested.

He had no disease, and he could have lived to be at least seventy or eighty years old, but suddenly he turned into a jar of ashes.

hugged my arms, kissed my lips, bright and beautiful eyes, beating heart, and his newly dyed hair for the sake of filming idol dramas, all of which existed in their own forms before.

Now, it's all the same off-white powder.

Jiang Hao chartered the whole plane to send Zheng Junxi home, and Mr. Zheng walked in front with the ashes altar, more than ten meters away from us.

He sat down by the window and said to himself, "He has never left me since he was a child, I sent him here six years ago, and now I have asked this old man to pick him up, but I am sending out a living person! ”

Overnight, Mr. Zheng and Mama Zheng seemed to be much older again.

After more than two hours of flight, the plane finally landed in the city where Jung Jun-hee grew up. There have been many times that Jung Jun-hee has also said that he will take us to play when he has the opportunity, but we are too busy, busy and ignoring the many people around us, and the time together is forever far away.

In addition to Lin Xia and Lu Xiaoqi, many classmates came to see off Zheng Junxi, but the real cause of his death that we kept secret from the outside world.

After the news was released on the Internet, some fans of Zheng Junxi also came from thousands of miles, but they were blocked by the people arranged by Jiang Hao and did not allow them to follow into the cemetery.

Jung Jun-hee's grave is only a small piece, and the photo was taken when we graduated the year before last.

His birthday is engraved below: 1991.4.30-2016.3.15, I put the flowers next to me, and touched his face in the photo with my hand, "You still said that you want to marry me at the age of 25, it's just a month away." ”

It's a pity that Jung Jun-hee will never be 25 years old.

When I stood up, I saw Jiang Hao staring at me all the time, his brows furrowed tightly, and I knew that he might have heard what I said just now.

But I don't know how to explain it, and at this time, it seems that I don't have the heart to explain it anymore.

In fact, if I had known that things would have turned out like this, or two years ago, I would have listened carefully to what Jung Jun Hee had said to me.

Lin Xia also put down a bouquet of flowers, took a step back, and bowed deeply.

This once dazzling boy of our youth has finally left us forever and forever, I closed my eyes and recalled the song he sang on the stage that day:

When tears like meteors slip past, the palms of the hands are not tight

Don't be sad, it doesn't matter, our dreams are still young

Love can fly to your heart without wings

Don't be afraid, don't worry, don't you feel that this love is so strong

After the funeral, we sent Mr. Zheng and Mrs. Zheng home, their house had long been deceived by the king, and the current home was bought by Jiang Hao in the name of Zheng Junxi to Mr. Zheng, Jiang Hao said that even if the house was taken back, I am afraid that they will often think of Zheng Junxi when they live in it.

I couldn't repay it, so I could only say thank you to Jiang Hao very solemnly.

He pursed his lips, "Why do I think you're getting more and more angry with me?"

I shook my head, "I don't know. ”

After dealing with this, I went to Beijing with Lin Xia again. Zheng Junxi also has an apartment in Beijing, and I don't know if he was too careless, and he didn't close the window when he left.

For more than a month, Beijing was windy and rainy, and a layer of dust fell on the house.

When I was sorting it out, I found a letter with my name written on the envelope.

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