183 Don't even think about divorce

(Cat flutter Chinese) I'm very happy that I dreamed of you last night.

You may not know, it's been a long time since I've dreamed of you, because I don't dare, because I don't deserve it.

I'm afraid that my feelings will become a burden to you, so for the past few years, I have been carefully storing it, pretending to be nothing in front of you, talking and laughing and talking to you about the promise of being twenty-five years old.

But I was really selfish in expecting that our agreement would come true.

But at the end of the dream, you cried.

I finally realized that when my life was coming to an end, the last thing I thought I had done for you was untold pain was untold pain.

Don't feel sorry for me, I should be responsible for everything I do. Since I first touched that thing four years ago, I knew I wasn't worthy of you anymore.

You don't know when I started liking you, do you?

It was when you had a part-time job and had to climb through the window to get in the downstairs of the girls' dormitory.

You were embarrassed at first when I asked you to step on my shoulder, and then you sat down at the window and said goodbye to me, smiling very happily.

At that time, you were like a desperate Saburo all day long, I went to the convenience store to buy a bottle of water and saw you sorting out the shelves, I went shopping with my roommate and saw you wearing a wedding dress to greet everyone who passed by, there were always photos of you in magazines, even when I went to the crew to film, the director's mobile phone had a missed call with your name.

So I said to him, "Chen Xiang is my classmate, let her try it?"

The director asked me, "Do you have a picture of her?"

I'll show him the photo I took with you at the freshman Christmas party on my phone.

That time I thought I was helping you, but then I found out that I had hurt you. You will only go out with Lin Xia and meet Jiang Hao after you were deceived by that director.

What I've always been reluctant to admit is that you're really in love with him.

It was I who made me miss the opportunity to love you.

I often wonder if I hadn't shown your photos to the director that day, wouldn't you have been deceived and wouldn't have known Jiang Hao. If I had told you earlier that I liked you, would all the endings have changed?

But now I understand that there is never a chance to regret what happened.

I have filmed so many dramas and played so many leading actors, but in your life, I am destined to be only a passerby.

There will only be one person in your male protagonist, live a good life with him, he is the only person I believe in and am willing to entrust you to him.

Not everyone can be lucky enough to fall in love with someone, and the possibility that the person you love is also deeply in love with you, which is even more rare. So be sure to cherish your fate and luck.

Only if you are together well, I have reason to believe that I made you a blessing in disguise for that incident back then.

I think you're definitely crying right now, I'm sorry, I'm making you cry again. But promise me, after crying this time, don't cry again, okay?

If you cry, I will be sad in heaven.

Take care of yourself instead of me, and if there really is a soul after death, my only wish is that my relatives and friends will not suffer for me for too long, and give you the blessings that I have no luck in this life.

This is the last time I can talk to you in my life.

Then tell Xia Xia and Xiaoqi for me, the three of you are the most beautiful, kind, and lovely girls I have ever seen.

Xiangxiang, please smile for me again, all the pain will pass, only love will always accompany you.

On March 14, 2016, Jung Jun-hee wrote his last pen

By the time I read the letter, I didn't know whether to laugh or cry. Or, at this moment, I have lost the ability to be happy and sad.

"Xiangxiang, are you okay?" Lin Xia kept shaking my arm next to me, "You just kept being in a daze." ”

I shook my head, "It's fine. ”

Lin Xia was holding the letter paper in her hand, it turned out that when I was in a daze just now, she had already taken the letter to read it, so the pear blossoms were crying.

We are all the same, we liked Jung Jun-hee when we were young and fell in love with others. But Jung Jun Hee will always be the most special existence for us.

Now, I will never forget it for the rest of my life.

In contrast to the mess where the entire room had been turned over, only this letter, even if the envelope was a little wrinkled, the paper inside was clearly carefully preserved.

I know that this letter must have been put here after Jung Jun-hee left.

Only Jiang Hao, or he didn't know how to give me the letter, chose this way.

Lin Xia suddenly pursed his mouth, tears falling down his eyes, "Xiangxiang, you can forgive Jiang Hao, Junxi also said that you should live a good life." I can't stand the unhappiness of my friends anymore. ”

I didn't answer immediately, I had already forgiven Jiang Hao, and I didn't even really blame him.

Everything Jiang Hao has done for me has also given me no reason to question his love for me.

I nodded to Lin Xia, "I'll do my best." ”

But neither of us noticed, and before I could say that, a figure had flashed past the door. He didn't see me nodding, he didn't hear me saying I'd try.

All he knew was that I was in a daze at Jung Jun-hee's letter, sad and painful.

Jung Jun-hee wrote a total of three letters, and the other two were addressed to his parents and Blu-ray respectively.

In the letter to Blu-ray, he explained his aftermath and dealt with his inheritance.

Jung Jun-hee wants Blu-ray to divide his inheritance into two parts, leaving the less one to Mr. Zheng and Zheng's mother. In addition, his savings from filming endorsements in the past few years were handed over to Jiang Hao, it seems that he is in prison and already knows what Jiang Hao has done to save him.

I can't imagine how in the last hours of Jung Jun-hee's life, he forced himself to be strong to finish these three letters, and personally arranged the funeral for himself when what should have been a wonderful life was about to end.

At the end, I looked at the sky and smiled.

I hope Jung Jun-hee can see it, and I hope that life has a reincarnation, and he has now started a new life.

Blu-ray quickly disposed of all the assets in Zheng Junxi's name, except for a house in Beijing and a deposit of 1 million, the remaining 20 million deposits and shares of the film and television company were prepared for Jiang Hao.

I also took out all my savings in the past few years, not much, only a few hundred thousand. Coupled with Zheng Junxi's money, it can't be compared with Jiang Hao's loss this time, Blu-ray told me that the money for Jiang Hao's piece of land is something I can't afford to pay back in my life.

But I still deposited all my money into the card and handed it to Jiang Hao.

Jiang Hao not only refused, but also lost his temper with me for the first time since the accident, "You're going to be so clear with me now, right? Don't forget that we haven't divorced yet." Even if I get divorced and I cheat in marriage, as long as you want all my property to be yours. What do you mean by giving me money now, do you think you can dump me with this?"

Jiang Hao kept grabbing my arm, shaking it so much that I was already dizzy, and he asked me: "Unless you promise me not to divorce now, you will go home with me tonight." ”

I pushed his hand away, "You listen to me first!"

"Don't even think about divorce!"

As he spoke, he snatched my file bag casually, which contained not only the share transfer letter that I wanted to transfer to Jiang Hao for Zheng Junxi, but also the letter that Zheng Junxi wrote to me.

I just feel that it is necessary for Jiang Hao to see what Jung Jun-hee said to me.

But Jiang Hao didn't give me this chance at all, only a few seconds, and after I reacted, everything in the envelope turned into pieces and was thrown to the ground by him.

"Are you crazy!"

After I shouted at Jiang Hao, I knelt on the ground and picked up the pieces of paper. There are so many that I can't tell which ones are Jung Jun-hee's letters. I can only pack them all up.

Jiang Hao rubbed his forehead and squatted down with me, he was going to pick it up for me, but when he saw that the torn envelope was written in Jung Junxi's handwriting and my name, he clenched his fists again.

"Are you going to never forget him for the rest of your life? Just because he died for you, you won't be able to forget him for the rest of your life, right?"

I raised my head and looked at Jiang Hao coldly, "We'll talk about it when you calm down." ”

As soon as I said my words, the door of Jiang Hao's office was suddenly pushed open.

I hadn't seen anyone walk in, and they looked to be in their fifties.

He first glanced at Jiang Hao, and then walked towards me, and when he found that I was picking up pieces of paper on the ground, he was ready to step on it without hesitation, and my only reaction at that time was to block it with my hand.

Without incident, he stepped on my finger and gave it a hard blow.

I wanted to push him away, but Jiang Hao was faster than me, he was already grabbing the man's collar and pressing him against the wall, and a fist just smashed on the bridge of his nose, "Bastard!"

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I apologize to everyone, I've been emotionally unstable lately, and my updates have been unstable. Even the quality of the updates in the past two days I don't have much confidence. Whatever the reason, it's definitely my fault that the update I promised everyone didn't complete. Now I can only make sure to update first, and at the same time adjust my mentality, or apologize to everyone, and then Happy New Year.

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