It's like a small boat on a stormy sea, desperately trying to find a home port where it can dock safely and shelter from the storm.

For the former "Mo Ming", even the place where he grew up was rejecting him, so what else is his place in this world?

He instinctively searched, and finally found another small group that could accommodate him, if he was abandoned by this small group again, then the whole world really had no place for him.

It may be a bit exaggerated from an outsider's point of view, but for a teenager, this is the truest way to describe it.

This is a kind of fear psychology, "Mo Ming" wants to prove himself through this group of little gentlemen of the same age, so that they can identify with him, and at the same time he is very afraid of being abandoned by these little gentlemen.

Because in his heart, he has been abandoned by his family, and if he is abandoned by these little gentlemen again, then there will really be no place for him in this world.

He was afraid of the feeling of being abandoned, of being completely abandoned.

And how can you keep this group of little gentlemen from abandoning themselves?

Only by constantly gaining their recognition of themselves!

The things that "Mo Ming" did in the past were actually very stupid in the eyes of outsiders, the son of the Yan family, the first family in Yunzhou, his mother was the most powerful elder of the Yan family, and his sister was a talented girl on the first day of the Yan family, and his father was ...... Forget it, let's not talk about his father.

Not to mention anything else, just with this kind of identity background, is it necessary for him to hang out with those little gangsters from other second-rate families all day long?

Why are other Yunzhou families second-rate?

The reason is very simple, as long as there is the Yan family in Yunzhou, all the other families are second-rate regardless of their strength!

It's not that other families are not strong, but the Yan family is too strong, at least in Yunzhou, whether it is their own influence or strength, or power, power, etc., these are all unattainable existences of other families.

Therefore, there has always been such a class distribution in Yunzhou: the ordinary children of the Yan family can go out to be companions with the outstanding children of other families, and the outstanding children of the Yan family can go out to be the top children of other families.

This is the gap in identity background.

With the background of "Mo Ming", there is no need to be in the company of those gangsters, let alone do such thankless things, to blindly please those low-level gangsters of other families.

Truth be told, it's a bit of putting the cart before the horse, no matter how you look at it.

In the past, Mo Ming was like outsiders, thinking that this kid was stupid, stupid, stupid, and hopeless, and seemed to be mingling with the gangsters of other families, but in fact?

It's just being used as a gun by others, and being played by others.

But later, after carefully reading those memories, Mo Ming suddenly understood the child's state of mind, and mixed with those low-level gangsters because they were willing to accept him.

For a child who has abandoned him even by his family, what can move him more than being "accepted"?

Apparently not!

At the age of ten years, it is a time when a weak soul needs to rely on, and there is nothing more important for a child at this age than "relying on".

Whoever can give him something to rely on will give him the whole world.

Moreover, there is a point that these low-level gangsters will give him a false "sense of identity".

What is a false sense of identity?

For example, these gangsters set their sights on who and who in Yunzhou City today, and then they spent a day investigating where this person lived, whether there were any cultivators in the family, and what background they had in the family.

If the other party has no ability, no background, and can be bullied at will, they will decide to do it tomorrow, if the other party has some ability, or there is some awesome big person in the family, it is not something that they can afford to provoke, then they will immediately change their goals.

After everything is determined, they will call "Mo Ming", and then brag "Mo Ming" very badly, making "Mo Ming" flutter in his heart, and then take the initiative to take them to bully others.

When and after bullying others, they will brag about "Mo Ming", like "Ah, Mo Xiaoming, you are so awesome", "Ah, Mo Xiaoming, you are so powerful", "Ah, Mo Xiaoming, you will be our boss in the future"......

A child's growth needs self-confidence and encouragement, but unfortunately, both of these things need to be given by outsiders, and the people around "Mo Ming" ...... It's good not to hit him, he never asks for anything from others.

Mo Ming's father and Yan Ningxue have been childhood sweethearts since childhood, but unfortunately the two of them failed to come together for various reasons, although both of them are fulfilling their responsibilities and obligations for life and morality, but I am afraid that there will still be a trace of attachment to each other and dissatisfaction with fate in the bottom of my heart.

This kind of resentment piled up in their hearts, and suddenly one day, the man died his wife, and the woman died her husband......

Seriously, let alone the two of them, even Mo Ming couldn't help but wonder if it was providence when he saw this scene.

Then, the man and woman were naturally together, first dependent on each other since childhood, and then forcibly separated by reality, and finally came together again under the match of fate, the relationship between the man and woman has reached a point that outsiders cannot understand.

Even though the two have been married for more than ten years now, they are still like men and women in their first love, inseparable and tired of being together all day long, which also leads them to ignore their care for Mo Ming.

In addition, the Yan family is a big family, and there are so many daily affairs that many family elders are reluctant to stay in this position after only a few years or more than ten years.

Although Yan Ningxue dotes on "Mo Ming" very much, in the face of the family affairs that continue to accumulate every day, she can't spare time and energy to deeply understand "Mo Ming"'s heart.

As for Yan Chengcheng......

Yan Chengcheng has been different from other children since she was a child, she is not only more mature and intelligent than children of the same age since she was a child, but also quieter than children of the same age, she knows very well what she should do and what she should not do.

She spends most of her time on cultivation, and although she is very protective of "Mo Ming" in front of others, she doesn't get along with "Mo Ming" too much, so it is useless to expect him to do something to "Mo Ming".

Not to mention the rest of the Yan family......

"Mo Ming" had what he needed to grow up, and his family around him couldn't give him it, so he could only instinctively go to others to find it.

And the touting of these little gentlemen just gave him a kind of wrong and false "recognition and encouragement!"

(End of chapter)