When Mo Ming first settled in this body, he roughly skimmed through these memories, and had a general understanding of the predecessor of this body, and he knew the unproductive things of the former "Mo Ming".

At that time, Mo Ming, like outsiders, didn't understand these things very much, and he was also very puzzled, with Mo Ming's identity, although he might not be very popular in the Yan family, but after all, his identity was there.

Yan Ningxue is the younger sister of the head of the Yan family, with a respected status and high power in the Yan family, and Yan Ningxue is extremely spoiled, there is such an old mother, logically speaking, even if she is not welcomed in the Yan family, she will not lick those peers of other families outside.

At that time, Mo Ming had just come to the mortal realm, and he was almost fully engaged in the cause of pretending, and after discovering the situation of the original owner of this body, his heart was not actually displeased, but was extremely surprised!

Why?

Because he's going to pretend to be a force!

Originally, before Mo Ming came to the mortal realm, he was still thinking that he was unfamiliar with his life, and he might need an adaptation process to pretend to be forced.

But when he got the general picture, he realized that there was no need for adaptation.

Everything fell into place!

The previous "Mo Ming" was bullied in the Yan family, so he had to pretend to be forced in the Yan family, anyway, outsiders don't know that he is no longer the "Mo Ming" he used to be, and others will only think that he is still the cowardly scum who has no ability in the past.

In this way, the other party unconsciously becomes a stepping stone on the road of pretending to be forced.

Seriously, at that time, Mo Ming was indeed patronizing and happy, and he didn't think carefully about the reason, he thought in his heart that this person was quite stupid before, and if he didn't work hard in his youth, he wasted it on these little gangsters who didn't know anything.

Moreover, Mo Ming especially didn't understand why the original owner of this body really wanted to fight for some "gang leader", others just said that casually, and then he really ran over......

Didn't he know there was danger?

This is obviously impossible, if it was really just an ordinary place, then those little gangsters would not have thought of such a ghostly idea.

Mo Ming couldn't figure this out, it stands to reason that a fourteen-year-old child, even if he hasn't really seen the world, even if he doesn't usually learn and doesn't know how to do it, he should have basic judgment at this age, and he should be able to make his own decisions about some things.

Moreover, it is obvious from his memory that his group of "brothers" are also the sons and daughters of various families in Yunzhou City, what kind of urine are such people, Mo Ming can guess without looking.

Talking to these guys, it's like.

Moreover, with the "inexplicable" temperament, even in normal times, most of them are used as guns by these guys.

What is the need for the original owner of this body to lick a bunch of nasty children from other small families?

At that time, Mo Ming was also quite confused.

After coming to the Yan family, Mo Ming basically stayed behind closed doors most of the time, basically either thinking about how to quickly dissolve the medicinal power of the Nine Turns Golden Pill, or planning how to pretend to be forced and how to broadcast live.

After all, although he is an immortal, now the immortal power is not there, only the immortal soul is in the lower realm.

Moreover, this body was too weak for him to bear his soul power at all, so Mo Ming had already claimed most of his soul power when he was stationed in this body.

Now he is not much different from ordinary people, except for his soul.

If you want to mix in this world, you can't do it without strength, your own strength is a kind of hardware guarantee, and you have to have the strength to rely on whatever you want to do in this world.

Not to mention the live broadcast pretending to be forced or the like, although Mo Ming now has a certain fan base, he is still a newcomer in the live broadcast circle.

Since the last time he received a reward from Erlang God, Mo Ming now really regards live broadcast as a profession, so he naturally has to take it seriously.

And in the process of this plan, Mo Ming also took a closer look at the part of the memory about the original owner of this body.

It is precisely because of this that Mo Ming gradually understood the original owner of this body.

Actually, this kid ...... It's really not what he thought it would be......

This kid is actually quite bitter!

A fourteen-year-old child grew up in a yard, he thought that the people in the yard were all his relatives, all his family, but one day, someone told him: "I'm sorry, you have no blood relationship with us!"

A trivial sentence is enough to destroy a child's sky!

And this is just the beginning, in the rest of his life, countless people and countless things are reminding him that "this home is not your home, you are just an accessory".

A 14-year-old child is in the time of growth, which is not only physical growth, but also an important period for establishing a correct three views and inner life.

As a result, the people around me are like this......

Not to mention, he was bullied in the Yan family after that, and even Yan Buping took the lead in doing something so-called "unwritten rules"!

Some people say that it is scary to be treated as an alien by the people around you, because they will isolate you, in fact, Mo Ming wants to say, it is because they have not experienced being treated as an object of bullying by the people around them.

Mo Ming felt that the reason why the previous "Mo Ming" was so stupid...... I can't say that, I should say that the reason why he does some thankless stupid things is because he wants to get a recognition!

What does a person need most as they grow up?

It's recognition!

Only when someone agrees with him can he have a sense of belonging, and he can know where he should go!

"Mo Ming" lives in the Yan family, but the people of the Yan family do not recognize him, everyone rejects him, and everyone thinks that he is a redundant and meaningless bad existence.

He instinctively wanted to find a group of companions who could rely on him and give him recognition!

It's like a small boat on a stormy sea, desperate to find its home port.

As a result, he found these little gentlemen, and in this circle, there were people who identified with him, and there were people who shared his illness, which made him feel close and made him afraid of being rejected by this group of people.

Even the place where he grew up was rejecting himself, and now he finally found another small group that can accommodate him, if he is abandoned by this small group again, then the whole world really has no place for him.

It may be a bit exaggerated from an outsider's point of view, but for a teenager, this is the truest way to describe it.

(End of chapter)