"Like it or not, is it really that important? Didn't we be able to be together normally in the past?" he frowned, with incomprehensibility and displeasure in his eyes.

That's because I love you, if I don't love you, how can I always be by your side?

But can you tell this to someone who doesn't understand what love is?

I'm afraid I just think that since I like him, it's okay to stay with him, right?

Whether he loves me or not, it is not difficult to continue to stay by his side, he has been with him for more than ten years, but now, the heart that is unshakable for him is no longer so strong.

Qi Jing's appearance, because of the family impact of that marriage, and the lost child...... We can't go back.

I can't bear those times anymore, and since he doesn't have a love for me, then I'm naturally afraid that one day he will open up to others and no longer need me.

Long pain is better than short pain, and we all have to pay some price for each other. No matter how much he can't do without me, or how much I can't let go, I can't go on.

"All the things were gone, and when I left your house, I didn't think about going back. Qin Jianghao, we can still be friends as before, but ......" I took three steps back behind me before continuing to say lightly: "Let's keep our distance in the future, please don't do it to me again if it shouldn't be a contact between friends." ”

He was stunned and said, "You...... What do you mean?"

"As you wish, you said let's go back to the past, and said that you don't want to be like lovers with me, I promise you, let's go back to the past, when those things have never happened since I was married to you before today. "When I say these words, I still feel sad in my heart, even if I say such heartless words.

"Those things...... Are you bored?" he asked.

"......" I looked at him, and suddenly sighed, why did he still not understand what was in this man's mind, "Qin Jianghao, in fact, you don't know what you really want, do you? ”

"Between us...... Does it really need to be that complicated?"

"It's that you don't want to figure it out, I know what kind of existence you are to me, I know how I feel about you, I know what I want, but you ...... You don't know anything, you only know that you want to be in vain, and you don't know why you want it. That's what makes us different. You don't understand why I can't be with you like I used to, and I don't understand why you want to go back to the past with me and can't let go of the present, but you want to be friends with me...... Or lovers, this question, because you don't know, so I can't guess either. ”

"......" He looked at me in a daze, maybe he understood what I said, maybe not, in short, he stopped talking, and stood still for a long time.

I looked away and said, "Send me back." ”

When the car was still a few hundred meters away from my house, I asked him to stop the car, and then I took my bag and got out of the car and walked in the direction of home, forcing myself not to look back.

I don't know when he left, but I didn't hear the car start until I entered the door.

When I got home, I saw my mom chasing a TV series, my dad and my brother didn't see it, and my sister was on vacation today, so I saw her playing with the neighbor's girls on the road.

When I stayed at Fu Yan's house yesterday, I told my mother that I wouldn't come back, but I told her that I was staying in a hotel, otherwise if she knew that I was spending the night at a man's house, maybe she would be excited to think that I was going to get married again.

I went back to my room, threw my bag on the bed, found a box of yogurt from the drawer and drank it, and wanted to turn on the computer normally, but the anger in my heart became more and more angry.

Qin Jianghao, a pig-headed fool, really has the ability to anger people, and he really couldn't help but shave his ears at that time, how can he be unclear about my feelings?

Isn't that a hooligan if you kiss me all the time and do that kind of thing to me? Bastard, you're angry!

For the next week, I didn't talk to anyone again, and I was depressed for a while, and then I packed my bags, picked up my computer and went to S City. didn't tell Fu Yan, so he found his way and went directly to Fengyi.

It's not there, it's said that I'm going outside for some business, and there are only a few authors and two relevant personnel in charge of company affairs left in the company.

The last time I came, no one introduced me to myself, or who introduced me to the company's people, so I didn't know anyone, but they looked at me a few times because I was a newcomer. That's why people paid attention to me when I came in and asked questions.

But except for the girl who said a few words to me, everyone else just casually asked me if I was a newcomer or something, and after a few simple polite words, they went their separate ways, and no one paid attention to me.

I noticed that they were all drawing, and it seemed that someone was still on a live stream, and I couldn't help but lean over and look behind the boy who was on the live stream. Sure enough, just like when I was learning to draw, I used online video to teach others remotely.

It turns out that Fengyi is also stationed in the online teaching area. Also, such a big company must be involved in all aspects.

It's boring to sit next to me alone, and it's a little embarrassing, I want to take out my phone and play, everyone is working, and I seem a little out of place, so I stand up and take a spin casually.

I saw several rows of books neatly placed in a bookcase next to it, and I walked over and took a casual look, all of which were comic books, including those I had read in high school and college.

I was stunned for a moment, then turned to the nearest boy next to me, "The books here...... Can I take a look?"

He looked up and smiled: "Of course you can, these are the works of the company's authors, you can read them casually." ”

"Ahh

"It's all oh!"

I took out a comic that I used to really like, and I wanted to ask who the author of this comic was, and if it was someone sitting there now, but I was afraid that people would mistake me for an idiot. In the end, I chose to give up.

It's a long time coming.,Stay longer.,I'm familiar with the author of Fengyi.,I'm afraid I don't know who it is!

Thinking about it this way, I really look like an idiot.

Anyway, it's boring to be idle, I'm just sitting down and reading comics, sometimes I can't help laughing when I see something funny, and I will quietly wipe my tears behind everyone's back when I see a tragedy, but in order not to disturb people's work, I still try my best to control my voice.

"Ahh

"I'm two scenes away!" said another.

"There's still a close-up of the male protagonist missing!"

"I'm just a little bit close. ”

“……”

Others followed.

I looked at them and felt that the atmosphere was really good, and I really wanted to integrate into this team quickly. Anyway, I've never worked in the same space with so many colleagues!

The girl who was the first to finish the line draft stood up happily, and then took her cup to fetch water.

After that, he took a disposable cup from the cabinet under the water dispenser, took a glass of water and put it in front of me, and said to me, "It's boring to sit like this!"

To be honest, I was a little flattered, after all, it was the first time that a girl was friendly to me without relying on any relationship, you must know that even if it was in Qin Jianghao's company before, the reason why Wu Ling was good to me was because I was brought over by Qin Jianghao. also has an ambiguous relationship with Qin Jianghao that leads to speculation, and she still takes her place, she will naturally treat me better, but she is very arrogant to the people on the second floor.

"It's okay, I'm reading comics, it's a great work, refreshing. ”

She glanced at the book in my hand, and then suddenly smiled happily and said, "Haha, I drew this book with vision!"

I was stunned, oh my God, I was caught off guard, this book turned out to be her work, I was so lucky, I hooked up with the great god, can I ask the great god for an autograph?

Hold back, hold back. Don't expose the true nature of my idiot.

But I still can't help but compliment, "You're amazing, this book is very good, I liked it when I was in high school." ”

She instantly looked worried, "Am I that old?"

Does she look like I'm about the same as me? In other words, when I was in high school and could only read comics, people already knew how to draw comics, so it was really nice to be a cartoonist at such a young age and make money.

I suddenly felt that I had been wasting my time for the first 20 years!!

Alas, I really want to take a photo with Da Touch, what if I really want to sign an autograph! But for now, I can only endure it, newcomers, I can't behave too obscenely.

"Oh, it's finally here?" Fei Yi's voice said.

I turned my head and sure enough, I saw him walking in through the door, along with Fu Yan and a strange man.

Why did Fu Yan come with him? Actually, I didn't want to meet Fu Yan recently, no matter what, it was really a bit embarrassing to be pulled around like that by Qin Jianghao that day.

But since I chose to work in the place he recommended, it was only a matter of time before I met, and there were some things that I couldn't hide, so I faced them calmly, and I didn't feel ashamed of being cheeky, so maybe others didn't care at all.

After reading this chapter, you go to sleep first.,The next chapter comes out late.,I don't know if it's too late.,I'm going to buy a ticket with my sister Alas.,It's too difficult to buy a ticket.,I have to go to a private place to black.。。。